[148] Return to the South
Yao Rou plans to return to the South China Sea ahead of schedule. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info In Nanjiang, there is no place for her nostalgia, which can only make her sad and sad. Her only hope was gone, and she had to return to the South China Sea, away from this sad place, to another place to soothe this wounded heart.
Since she came back, she naturally wanted to see her mother, Yao Rou cried in front of her mother's grave with emotional trauma, and then said goodbye to Xia Yuhe and stepped on the train to the south again.
There are a lot of people in the train carriage, and even the corridor is full of people, so it is an air-conditioned car, and the window tubes are tight, which makes people feel suffocated.
Yao Rou was close to the window, so she could lean back at the junction of the back of the chair and the arm of the car, her right elbow resting on the window, her right hand supporting her brow, her eyes slightly closed, and her face was a little pale. She was thinking back to her experience in Nanjiang in the past few days, Lin Gang's betrayal, the bitter complaints in the temple, and the hints in her dreams. She also wanted to figure out a little clue whether Lin Gang belonged to herself, or was he a hurried passer-by in her life.
Those ups and downs, heart-wrenching poignant love, should be the playwright's illusory work, in reality it is all an ordinary life, at least, in her Yao Rou's life, she has not met a vigorous love story. How many people go to the palace of marriage, and how many people rush out of the fence of marriage, they are not vigorous in love, they are all realistic considerations, why is their love the blueprint of the playwright's pen?
Sitting opposite Yao Rou seemed to be a couple, the boy was reading a book, and the girl was leaning on the boy, leisurely eating potato chips. From time to time, the girl put the chips to the boy's mouth, but the boy blocked the chips back and told the girl that he didn't like snacks.
The girl turned the potato chips in her hand and stuffed them into her mouth, but there was a hint of displeasure on her face. After a while, the girl brought another piece of potato chips to the girl's mouth, and the boy still held the potato chips and said the same thing as the first time.
After repeating this several times, the girl got angry and asked the boy loudly if he didn't love her anymore and why he didn't eat potato chips when he gave him potato chips.
The boy pleaded again that he didn't like snacks and that it didn't matter if he loved it.
But the girl didn't give up, insisting that the boy didn't love her, and refused to ask him to eat a potato chip, and he wouldn't turn the sky over in the future.
The boy didn't plead, but concentrated on reading his book.
The girl began to be willful, reaching out to snatch the boy's book. The boy dodged, his brow furrowed.
At this time, sitting in a row with Yao Rou was an elder, he stretched out his hand and patted the girl opposite, and said kindly: "Child, love is serious, Pure, don't easily say love or not, don't use love as your wayward weapon, this will make boys very tired, love should not be taking, not should be controlling, but giving, but letting go, love, is how to change yourself, let the other party feel happy, not let the other party change for yourself, you change yourself, let the other party feel your love for him, the other party will also work hard to change yourself, so that you can get happiness, this kind of love is the real love. ”
Yao Rou, who was in a chaotic thought, was deeply shocked when she heard the incisive exposition of love by the elder next to her, yes, real love should be to make the beloved happy, not to hate him.
Yao Rou sat upright and expressed her agreement with the elder's statement, and then she poured out all her experiences to the elder, and after listening to it, the elder carefully analyzed her elaboration on love, praised Yao Rou's dedication, and thought that Yao Rou would definitely find true love, or that there would be a lover who would eventually become married, helping Yao Rou untie the knot that had been tangled for a few days.
Zhang Mingxia received a call from Yao Rou and was surprised. It's only been a few days, Yao Rou is back, what's going on at this time? She didn't have time to ask the reason, so she immediately called Zhong Caixia and Shen Xiaolian, and the three of them went to the train station to pick up the little sister together.
Zhang Mingxia, who was walking in the front, looked anxiously ahead. With her experience, Yao Rou must have had a major change in Nanjiang, so she went the most urgently.
Yao Rou was also the first to see Zhang Mingxia, and she also ran over quickly, and was persuaded by the elders on the train, and she had already let go of her knot, but she still couldn't help but desperately threw herself into Zhang Mingxia's arms and cried bitterly.
Zhang Mingxia hugged Yao Rou, and didn't need to ask for any reason, something must have happened, Zhong Caixia and Shen Xiaolian also surrounded her, hugged her gently, and remained silent. Just silently shed tears. After crying for a while, Yao Rou raised her head and looked at the three sisters: "Sister, the little sister is back." Then he choked up again.
"Okay, little sister, this is the train station, a lot of people are watching us, let's go back first, the three of us have already shared a house outside, and we only lived for one day, you are here, go, go to our new home." Zhang Mingxia took Yao Rou by her arms, and Zhong Caixia and Shen Xiaolian came to the house they rented.
Yao Rou looked at this clean and tidy suite, with a two-bedroom layout and two single beds in each bedroom. Zhang Mingxia pointed to the bed that had not yet been covered with sheets and said to Yao Rou: "Little sister, this bed is yours, I will make a call to my fellow countryman after two days of rest, you will go to work in the shoe factory, and come home on Sunday, how about it?" Yao Rou nodded.
"By the way, little sister, why did you come back so quickly this time, could it be that something major happened at home?" Zhang Mingxia didn't want to ask Yao Rou the reason why she went home this time and came back quickly, for fear that asking would make Yao Rou feel even more sad, but she couldn't help but speak.
"Sister, the world is unpredictable, I didn't expect that such a thing would appear on me, this time I went back, I just wanted to know how my worried man recovered, but on the day I met him, he became someone else's fiancé, and I had to come back early. Yao Rou felt heartache again, with tears in her eyes. The current heartache is not only that Lin Gang betrayed him, but also that Lin Gang is worried that Lin Gang's thoughts about him in the future will cause a heavy burden on his life and family conflicts, as well as living a dark life under the bullying of an ignorant woman.
"What? What kind of vision is that white-eyed wolf? I don't want to let my fairy sister go, but I go to empathize and don't fall in love, why are men all some negative men who see things differently?" Zhang Mingxia took Yao Rou's hand and sat on the edge of the bed, looking out the window with angry eyes at the leaves that were scorched by the scorching sun. The roasted leaves are really bad, they can't withstand the exercise of the scorching sun, are the men in the world all those spoiled leaves that can't stand the test of the scorching sun, are changeable carrots?
"Sister, you don't know the truth of the matter, Lin Gang is not so easy to empathize with other people, after these few days of seeing, hearing and observing, there are too many misunderstandings and misunderstandings inside, as well as too much helplessness and helplessness, although Lin Gang betrayed me, I also hated him at the time, but looking back on the process of this journey, I do think that at this point, not to say that one person's fault, just a trick of fate, I don't hate him now, I am just worried about whether he can live happily. While Yao Rou was defending Lin Gang, the scene of Su E's madness at the engagement banquet and the moment when Lin Gang missed himself alone and confided in him came to her mind, and her heart hurt again.
"Sister, your heart is too kind, a negative man, you still protect him like that, how much ecstasy soup did he pour into you, you haven't come to your senses at this time, and you're still looking for a reason for his betrayal, you can bear all the grievances alone?"
Zhang Mingxia hugged Yao Rou distressedly, sighed sadly and said: "There are still women who are the stupidest in the world, so stupid that they even have to defend each other when they are abandoned, alas, okay, sister, we don't want to do this, let's talk about the rest." ”