Lin Gang sat next to Li Yuanzheng, Li Yuanzheng saw that Lin Gang was a little tired, and his heart was also a little uncomfortable, and he guessed in his heart that Lin Gang had not yet been freed from Liu Ruyan's thoughts of leaving, it seemed that he had come to Meiling this time, and he couldn't let Yang Zhenggang sink like this. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Li Yuanzheng put one hand on Lin Gang's shoulder, looked at Yang Zhenggang and asked, "Have you been tired lately?" I feel that you have lost a lot of weight. ”

"I'm not tired, have I lost weight? Why don't I feel like I've lost weight lately. Lin Gang touched his cheek with his hand.

"You've lost a lot of weight, look, your cheeks are out. Shang Yuemei took Lin Gang's words and said, "You can't sink like this, and I don't allow you to sink like this, originally we didn't plan to come back this year, because last year and the year before last were in the fairy for the New Year, and this year we were going to Li Yuanzheng's house for the New Year, so we came back on the winter solstice, first, to sweep my father's tomb, and secondly, I didn't worry about you, so I came back to see you in person." ”

Shang Yuemei then persuaded: "Lin Gang, you must put Liu Ruyan in your heart, you must also live a normal life, and you must establish a family, only in this way can you be worthy of the sacrifices Liu Ruyan made for you and everything you have paid for." Think about it for yourself. ”

After Shang Yuemei persuaded Lin Gang, she turned her face to the students present and said: "Ladies and gentlemen, Lin Gang is in the county seat, so please everyone, Yalan, Fengxiang, you should care more about his life, and also pay attention to help him find a suitable object, let him become a family, so that he will slowly forget the past and return to reality." ”

Li Yuanzheng also hugged Lin Gang and persuaded him: " When you and Yuemei chatted on the Internet that day, I also saw your poem that worried about Liu Ruyan, and I also knew that you were bitter in your heart, but you think, Liu Ruyan has not heard from her so far, there must be a hidden feeling, and no one knows the truth about this hidden feeling, we, including you and Yuemei, must put down this emotion, it is love for you, family and friendship for Yuemei, although it is different feelings, but it is the same feeling, this feeling must be treasured in the bottom of your heart, so that it will be worthy of everyone, so to speak, you are not Yang Zhenggang by yourself, you are the son of your parents, or the brother of all of us, for your parents and brothersYou're going to get rid of all the unpleasantness of the past, you know?"

Lin Gang respects Li Yuanzheng very much, he regards Li Yuanzheng as his brother, and Li Yuanzheng also cares for Lin Gang as a brother, the eldest brother is like a father, selfless and open, and will take care of the injured seedlings, Yang Zhenggang is like this seedling.

This seedling is like swaying in the sunshine and rain and the cold wind and freezing rain, and between this crossroads, Li Yuanzheng and Shang Yuemei arrived in time to take him to the middle of the sunshine and rain. But it was precisely because of the kindness and persuasion of Li Yuanzheng and Shang Yuemei this time that they brought Lin Gang from the sunshine and rain to an even more cruel cold wind and freezing rain for no reason.

After everyone dispersed, Lin Gang was also ready to go back, so that Li Yuanzheng and Shang Yuemei could rest early, they were indeed tired after driving all night.

Li Yuanzheng called Lin Gang: "Don't be in a hurry to leave, let's sit down and talk, although I hear your voice almost every day, but I haven't been together for a long time, I'm really a little unaccustomed, Yuemei, you go boil some boiling water and make me and Lin Gang a cup of tea." Shang Yuemei boiled water in response.

"Lin Gang, the current situation is okay, right? But I feel that this county is too small, no matter how big the business is, there is only such a small amount of sales, have you ever thought about other things?" Li Yuanzheng lit a cigarette, he still wanted Yang Zhenggang to return to the provincial capital in his heart, after all, there is a lot of room for development there, not to mention, this small mountain town is still a closed area, like Lin Gang's age, it is really difficult to find a partner.

"No, I'm still here for the time being, to be honest, I'm not qualified to talk about ideals and development space at all, I just want to live in a corner now, and I have the rest of my life, although the sales volume here is not very large, but there is the quality assurance of Datang Qingming wine, and the problem of food and clothing such as eating and dressing can be completely solved, and it is estimated that there is a balance of less than 100,000 a year. Let's do this for the time being, and then see what the situation is, and if the provincial capital has a good space for development, let's make plans. Lin Gang thought that if he returned to the provincial capital now, Meishan's business might be abandoned halfway, and he would completely straighten out this place, and find a way to forget Liu Ruyan, so he could only stay in this small county town for now.

"It's nothing else, the main thing is that you have to cheer up yourself, it's been more than half a year, and Liu Ruyan has no information at all, which proves that Liu Ruyan also faces reality and wants to forget you, it's not her fault, it's not your fault, it's God's arrangement. ”

Li Yuanzheng strongly persuaded Lin Gang to forget Liu Ruyan, he thought that only by forgetting Liu Ruyan would he look for a new object, and in turn, with a new object, he would also speed up forgetting Liu Ruyan, so he asked everyone at the dinner table to pay attention to Yang Zhenggang's introduction to the object. Now he himself persuaded Lin Gang to forget Liu Ruyan, only if he forgot her, Lin Gang could easily return to the provincial capital, and he also had the opportunity to help Yang Zhenggang develop his career in the provincial capital.

Shang Yuemei also persuaded Lin Gang, but her heart ached, because Liu Ruyan was her sister who was better than her relatives, and deep in her heart, she hoped and hoped that Lin Gang and Liu Ruyan could reunite, be good friends with Qin and Jin, and live happily. But the cruel reality forced her wish to be unable to come true, so she had to take care of the inner rigidity in front of her first, and she only wished Liu Ruyan from afar, wishing her happiness.

Lin Gang listened to Li Yuanzheng and Shang Yuemei's persuasion, and his mood was much better, unlike usual, he was always depressed. He himself was thinking silently: Li Yuanzheng and Shang Yuemei thought well, he is also in his thirties, if he doesn't take advantage of the time to find a partner, the longer the time, the farther away the pace of marriage will be from him. Also, if the second elder of the family can't see his beloved son getting married, he will spend his old age in guilt and apology, and finally die blindly, which is also his own sin.

Yang Zhenggang was very conflicted in his heart, how could he say that he could let go of this emotion, and how could he say that he could bear it.

I can't let go of this feeling, but what should my parents do? My parents are old and frail, and they are still unable to cultivate those few acres of thin fields at home. Don't let them plant, in order to earn as much money as possible, the old couple refuses to rest, not because they are afraid that they will earn less money and have no money to support them, but because they are afraid that they will be the same as before, and they will have no savings. Although their income from planting a few acres of thin fields is pitiful, this is a piece of the old man's heart! A kind and loving parent's heart that works tirelessly for their son!

Thinking of his parents, Lin Gang's heart returned to the side of reason, and people still have to accept their fate. What about the love that can't be let go?

With this insoluble entanglement, Lin Gang returned to his residence, turned on the computer again, hung up QQ, and clicked on Liu Ruyan's QQ, the image was still gray.

The gray image quietly is a family photo taken by Liu Ruyan with her mobile phone on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve last year.

Lin Gang looked at this group photo and remembered the happiness and warmth of Chinese New Year's Eve. And this happiness and warmth was so short-lived, how hard it was to come, how hurried it was, and Lin Gang couldn't afford to digest it and savor it, so it turned into a gust of wind, disappeared without a trace, and ceased to exist, leaving only a beautiful sad memory. Now he has to erase this beautiful and sad memory from his memory for the sake of his parents, and embrace the strange happiness.

Can it be erased? Lin was in turmoil, and asked himself again and again, can he have this strange happiness?

If Liu Ruyan really appears in front of me one day, and asks herself if she has a family, how can I answer, do you say that I have forgotten this beautiful and sad memory, leaving only that strange happiness?

If Liu Ruyan asked herself, she had been waiting for me, asked me why I didn't wait for her, how would I answer, could it be said that I had lost contact with you, you didn't hear from me, I couldn't have no family, so I had to find strange happiness?

If Liu Ruyan returned to her side after experiencing the bitterness of lovesickness, but saw a strange woman appearing beside her, with a strange child, would she accept this kind of blow that was more cruel than the suffering of lovesickness?

"Rourou, what am I going to do? Lin Gang suddenly shouted Liu Ruyan's name, in the quiet late night of this small county town lying quietly in the mountains, Lin Gang's voice was so poignant. This voice drifted across the county seat and into the mountains.

Dare to ask the sky, what will I do?