"And I once gave myself a reason to die, and I acted on it. Su Ye's tone was not excited, and his voice was not loud, but a word made the entire Amy room quiet, and nearly 80,000 people did not make a sound at all.

"Ahem. ”

After a long time, Tianxin Guo'er coughed twice to ease the atmosphere: "Then I think Su Da means that he had such a thought in his heart, and finally overcame it." ”

She also lamely explained two sentences.

"As I said, not in my heart, but in action, I bought two boxes of sleeping pills, and after drinking, swallowed more than 20 tablets of clonopepam at once. Su Ye's voice was very low, as if he was talking about someone else's business, but the people in the room could hear it clearly.

Sleeping pills are roughly divided into ** class and diazepam, the former is okay, the latter not only affects the central brainstem system, but also affects the limbic system, swallowing more than 20 tablets is already life-threatening, not to mention that if you drink alcohol, you will accelerate blood circulation, which is basically impossible to save.

There are no more mischievous people on the public screen, only occasionally someone sends out incredible emojis.

"Su Da...... Why did you choose such a path?"

This is definitely a big news, you don't have to know that the star who has recently become popular on the Internet once chose to end his life, Tianxin Guoer suppressed his voice very softly, as if a little louder would disturb the atmosphere.

"Failure is the mother of success, after the failure of "Blood War", it can be said that life was reversed overnight, and it was originally watched everywhere it went, but most of the time it will be ignored after failure, this gap is like heaven and earth. ”

"Then with the help of my professor, my life coach, Hardeman, I auditioned for different crews five times, but I failed all of them, and I sometimes wondered if my failure was infertile. ”

Speaking of this, Su Ye made a little joke, but no one in the room could laugh, most of the forest leaf fans felt sour, and many of them were old leaf fans who had experienced the time period in Su Ye's mouth.

"I also scolded Ye Zi at that time, blaming him for not being angry, and now I think that the most pressure is actually Ye Zi himself. An old leaf fan spoke on the public screen and won the approval of many people.

As a mentor, Hardeman is absolutely qualified, even beyond the vast majority of people, think about how many professors can reach the level of Professor Hardeman? But this kind of help and expectation of Hardeman has invisibly become pressure, which can be said to be the help of the road to suicide in the end.

It's like there is a sentence in "The Book of Birds": Birds think that holding fish in the air is a good deed.

"In fact, sometimes disappointment is not terrible, because it is also a kind of happiness to be disappointed, although this happiness is a little painful, and the most terrible thing is that there is no chance of disappointment. ”

"My fan community is Mori no Lin, and I appreciate your continued support, but it was painful to watch the fans pass by, and even speak for the last time with the last fan. ”

"I devour the bitter fruit I brewed, my choice is death, I don't blame Ye fans in the slightest, my choice is just to feel ashamed of the support of Ye fans, ashamed of Professor Hardeman's support. ”

"Death was a small operation, only the life was removed, not even the wound was left, and the person after the operation was unusually calm, so at that time I thought suicide was the best fate for me. ”

With Su Ye's words, the entire atmosphere in the room became solemn, and even Tianxin Guo'er, a veteran host, didn't know how to take it at this time.

Su Ye couldn't feel the original owner's feelings, but he received the memories of the original owner in full, so this remark can be regarded as true love.

"Maybe it's because I've sold counterfeit medicines, if that's really the reason, I solemnly thank the shop that sells counterfeit medicines, and of course, maybe because of my physique, the 'operation' was not successful. ”

"But I went through death, I went through that cold and dark process, so I think that's why in just two months, why is there such a big difference between the table in "Gentleman Killer" and "Blood War". ”

After a few words, everyone understood that in a short period of time, the most transformative experience is death, although Su Ye said it lightly, and laughed from time to time, but everyone knew that it was definitely not so simple.

Many sensual forest leaves burst into tears, but I didn't expect that there would be such a story behind the extraordinary performance of "Gentleman Killer".

"Yezi, we will always support you. The lazy kitten on the wheat shouted this, and his voice was a little choked.

This sentence seems to be a fuse, Amy's room exploded, and the room where Amy's company gave the highest technical support exploded in an instant.

The messages on the public screen are like flowing water, almost hundreds of messages pop up in a second, and they can't be seen clearly at all.

Su Ye's sudden revelation made the activity of "Celebrity Face to Face" directly shelved, and the angry forest leaf fans couldn't stop at all.

In the end, Tianxin Guo'er hurriedly asked Lu Yun a question, and it was over.

After the end, there was almost zero time difference, and I found Su Ye again in a hurry that year.

[The event was a success.] ]

[It's not a success, it's an extreme success.] Hurriedly replied that year, there was no compliment in this remark, that is, in the period after Su Ye's final narration, the number of people in the room directly reached 100,000, and such a number of people had never been reached even in the most glorious era of Internet radio.

[Bitter and sweet, Su Da subconsciously showed such a great subconscious in "Gentleman Killer", you will definitely succeed.] (Hurry that year)

[Thank you.] ]

Su Ye smiled and didn't care, if you succeed, you can work hard, this sentence is not right.

The original owner of this body doesn't work hard, I'm afraid that his efforts are rarely matched, but if it weren't for Su Ye's rebirth, I'm afraid he would have died in Huangquan, so hard work can only be regarded as the key to opening the door to success at most, and whether he can finally reach the destination depends on himself.

[By the way, Su Da, can you authorize us Amy with what you just said?] In a hurry, he respected Su Ye's attitude a lot, which can be seen from the title.

[Authorized?] Su Ye was stunned, not too understanding.

[Yes, can you upload the process of our interview today to our Amy Music like a song, and of course we will pay a certain royalty to both of you.] Explained in a hurry that year.

Su Ye couldn't help but sigh, the awareness of copyright in this world is really high, if it is on the earth, I am afraid that it will be used directly, and the better ones may say hello.

Su Ye thought about it again and again and was ready to agree, although the question of the lazy kitten today was very sharp, but it was not without other ways to answer, but he still committed suicide.

Of course, it's not to win sympathy or anything, this kind of technique Su Ye doesn't disdain, his reason is: "Relieve doubts", he shields the subconscious, and it is indeed completely two subconsciouss from the "Blood War" period, which is too mysterious.

So Su Ye needs a reason, a perfect cover for the current shell-breaking performance.

may be because of the large increase in the traffic of the Internet radio station, this time the Internet radio station is very generous, giving 50,000 yuan in copyright fees, and he can also get 12% of the download share.

Whether it is downloading songs, movies, or even novels on the Internet, Aqua Bluestar costs money.

[Su Da has no idea of being a radio anchor on a regular basis, one episode a week or one episode a month. (Hurry that year)

The idea was good, but Su Ye didn't have time.

And the chat that ended in a hurry.

Su Ye began to gnaw on books, to be precise, gnawing notes, sorting out the acting teaching notes that the original owner was going to give to Hardeman, and studying them one by one.

When I watch it, I often exclaim like this.

"It turns out that the smile can be presented like this. ”

"It's easy to cry, it's easy to laugh, but it's hard to laugh or cry while laughing, although it seems like nonsense, it makes sense when you think about it. ”

"Substitution deduction, how do you feel a little BUG. ”

……

Su Ye fell asleep when he watched it, this kind of disposition was handed down from before the crossing, before the crossing, he often used his mobile phone to stay up late to watch movies, or read novels, and fell asleep when he watched it.

The only difference is that what Su Ye watched before crossing was entertainment, but what he is watching now is learning.

The cool breeze was blowing, and he was woken up in his sleep, with a "sneeze~~", there was a sign of a cold, Su Ye shivered, and immediately got into the bed.

Su Ye slept comfortably, but outside because of his appearance in "Stars Face to Face", there was a heated discussion, and the influence on the Internet was gradually shifting towards reality.

Among the tens of thousands of people in Amy's room before, there were financial white-collar workers, ordinary wage earners, and even students, and the spread was already wide, plus Amy's software, and it was also released to Amy's music as a new song, and it was also prominently recommended.

Adding fuel to the fire, the fire is even hotter!

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Wang Qianqian has always had a habit of playing Amy's music and discovering some new songs when she is bored.

Yesterday she found a new song called "Drifting Snow", the singer is not very famous, but the song is very good, it has been well received, and it has climbed to the first place on the new song list.

"Huh?" Wang Qianqian saw a strange scene, "Drifting Snow" ranked second, and the first place on the new song list became: the perception of death (Su Ye, Lu Yun's activity recording)

It's very common to be overtaken or something on the new song list, after all, people are drifting in the rivers and lakes, how can they not be exploded, but Wang Qianqian remembers very clearly, yesterday's top ten, to be precise, the top twenty did not have such a song, that is to say, it rushed up overnight?

"What kind of death perception, the name is quite mysterious, it's not long been yesterday's event, there are really a lot of brain-dead fans, and an event recording can even reach the top of the list overnight. Wang Qianqian also saw the forwarding activity yesterday, but she didn't mix it, and at the same time complained about Amy's company in her heart, uploading everything to Amy's music.

Anyway, bored, Wang Qianqian clicked on it and prepared to listen to it......

ps: This is why suicide was written in the first place, to explain the subconscious shock, someone guessed?

PS2: Kavin is over, but the author seems to be a little overwhelmed today and can't stay up late, so it's gone today.

ps3: Some people will ask, the title of this chapter doesn't seem to have anything to do with the content, yes! It doesn't matter, the title of this chapter is to write about the guy who threw 22 12,000 reminder tickets, damn it, can you still have a good time?!!!