CHAPTER XLVI REFLECTIONS II
"Brother He Zheng, are you okay?"
Kanichi's sudden loud shout pulled He Zheng out of the chaos. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"It's okay, I'm fine. He Zheng said a little reluctantly, just for a short time, sweat was already drenched all over his body.
"Brother He Zheng, I just saw that your color has changed a little black. Kenichi asked, looking a little worried.
Black? When you think of what the boy said before, does it mean the color of the mood?
He Zheng was a little afraid for a while, he actually shirked the responsibility to others, and the other party still helped a teenager of his own.
He Zheng couldn't help but shake his head, trying to get rid of some distracting thoughts, he himself felt a little ashamed, he didn't expect his will to be so bad or weak.
"I'm sorry. He Zheng was silent for a while, and then suddenly whispered.
"Brother He Zheng, what did you say?" Jian Yi looked confused, as if he didn't hear what He Zheng said.
"Hey, it's nothing", He Zheng gave himself a strong spirit, although his strength is not as good as this teenager, but his age is older than the other party after all, and he doesn't call himself big brother, he has to be good, and he can't drag the other party back.
"By the way, you saw me kill those three men before. He Zheng tried to change the subject.
"Hmm. ”
"Then what do you think, do you think I'm doing the right thing?" He Zheng wanted to get the young man's opinion.
"That's right. The boy said as a matter of course.
He Zheng was taken aback, "Why?" It was difficult for him to understand, and the young man could barely understand it, but the other party actually completely agreed with his behavior, why was this?
"Is there anything else?" the young man glanced at He Zheng a little strangely, and then replied as a matter of course, "My master said that those who study martial arts will inevitably get involved in conflicts, don't provoke right and wrong casually, but once you have a mortal enmity with others, you can't be merciful, and you have to solve the troubles." Although I had already injured them at the time, and it was probably a matter of time before they died, they were still not dead, and maybe someone would have saved them or gotten our information from them.
After all, my eldest brother is more mature than me, and I think more than me, and I know that there will be no future troubles, even if the possibility is low, I am extremely cautious just in case, and I still need to learn from my eldest brother. ”
Eh, is that so......
He Zheng always felt extremely strange when he listened to the young man's words, but the previous feeling of nausea subsided a lot. Of course, it wasn't because the boy's words explained him, but because he himself figured it out a lot at the same time.
Why did I feel extremely nauseous before, because what I did was a little contrary to the morality of my previous life, but my current life is a little different from my previous life.
In my last life, I was just an ordinary office worker, and my parents taught me to be a good person and a moral person from childhood to adulthood, and in that world, the safest country in the world, I basically didn't have to worry about the separation between life and death, so it was naturally difficult to accept.
However, in this life, I inadvertently entered the martial arts world and became stronger by learning martial arts, even if there was no incident this time, some martial arts exchange conflicts, and even more serious things could happen. And as a person who has a certain amount of power and can even become stronger, he has involuntary desires. And under the seduction of desire and the pressure of life and death, although his behavior is still disliked by himself, it is not an unforgivable sin.
He Zheng didn't know if he was right to think so, but he knew that he might be influenced by the world, or he might be making excuses for himself, but no matter what, he had to go on according to his own principles and bottom line.
Life is precious, and you can't decide anything arbitrarily.
But if you do something hurtful in order to survive, you can only say: I'm sorry.
He Zheng thought about it a lot, although he didn't figure it out completely, but he felt a lot more comfortable in his heart.
"What color am I now?" He Zheng asked suddenly to Kanichi.
"Dark green. ”
"Is it better to be dark green or light green?"
"Pale green. ”
"Yes. "It seems that my current mood is not bad, I have figured it out a lot, and the pressure in my heart is much less, but the pressure still exists.
As soon as his mood relaxed, He Zheng seemed to think of something, and suddenly asked, "What kind of ability do you have?" ”
Kanichi didn't answer right away, but crooked his mouth, as if thinking about whether to answer or not.
"Actually, my master knows about this ability of mine, and he told me not to tell others", Jian Yi said suddenly, "But I think if Brother He Zheng wants to know, it's nothing to tell Big Brother." ”
"I can see through a person's mood, huh...... It should be said that I can see through a person's psychological fluctuations, and then I can also judge whether that person is hostile and murderous to me through those fluctuations. ”
"The master said that this ability can keep me from being deceived by others, and it can also improve my combat ability to a certain extent. ”
"I can see a lot of people's colors through the grass and through the trees, but if the other person's color is similar to the color around me, it's hard for me to see them. ”
Hearing this, He Zheng couldn't help but complain, this kind of ability is like a bunker, it feels like a lie detector and detector, this kid is the protagonist of the world, and his crossing is far worse than the other party.
Kanichi continued.
"I've had this ability since I was very young, but I was too young to know what those colors meant, and when I was a kid, most of my playmates around me were green, only a few were yellow, and the adults, most of them were yellow, and a small part were green and orange.
Until that day, I came home from school and found that my parents were gray and black, and that was the first time I had seen such a situation, and it was the first time I had seen black. Both parents sat at the dinner table that day, their faces were very bad, especially the mother, and the black was almost devouring the gray.
Then that night, my parents sent me to a relative's house and asked me to be a few days late. A month later, I learned of my parents' death, and that night, both of them jumped off the building, leaving me alone. ”
"After a long time, I understood that black means death, not necessarily to kill someone, but also to kill someone, so whenever I see someone covered in black, I know that someone is going to die. At first, I tried to stop it, hoping that other adults would help, but after many 'predictions' and then it came true, I was seen as a scourge, and I stopped meddling. ”
"Later, I met the master, and I have been practicing martial arts with the master, and I have seen all kinds of people, and I almost understand what those colors mean.