Chapter 44: Outside the Window

If you think about it, the dumb wine has only been seen a few times in the dark corners of the room after it was dumb, and now it is gone, who has touched his bottle?

And her daughter, why has she changed? Ayako's heart was cold, and she felt that her steps were momentarily out of motivation.

Ayako waited on the platform for about five minutes, the bus came, she quickly got on the bus, and when the door closed, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't bought it earlier, but after thinking about it, is breakfast important? Over the years, has anyone really asked her, has she ever had breakfast, or even eaten?

Ayako looked at a little girl about 20 years old leaning on the pillar and eating flatbread and fritters, she suddenly envied the girl's overflowing happiness, happiness, in fact, very ordinary, very simple, isn't it?

After getting off the bus, Ayako walked briskly to the beauty salon, and when she crossed the zebra crossing, she saw a familiar figure, this figure, although she was a little blessed, but even if he burned to ashes, Ayako could recognize it at a glance!

Ayako quickly pulled up her stand-up collar, covered her mouth and nose, lowered her head, and walked by. When she turned around and walked to the side of the road, Ayako pretended to glance at the person unintentionally, and sure enough, it was him!

For so many years, why can such a person still live well in the world? I have to say, he is still the same as then, oily hair and powder, the whole person is very trendy and fancy, Caiko is angry, her chest rises and falls violently, she hates such a person to death, he ruined his own dreams!

Ayako walked into the beauty salon, and as soon as she entered the front hall, she saw customers waiting there early. She stepped forward with a smile on her face and enthusiastically led her into the VIP room.

Ayako helped her with her skin care and beauty, while chatting with her about family life. The customers are very generous and take care of Ayako's business, and she is a guest introduced by Junko.

A childhood that has not been sealed will not understand the true meaning of freedom at all.

Perhaps the missing part of life is the part of human nature that shapes goodness. She imagined the outside world countless times, what was there outside, what was the sound she heard, and she, he, came from outside every day, and the outside must be different!

Every time, the woman coldly dropped a bowl of rice, saying that it was for her good, and she couldn't go out all day, so who was it for? When she didn't drink, she didn't kick the door, and after drinking, she locked the door every time and the door panel rumbled with a jingle bell! He was a madman, and the woman said that this man was her father!

What is a father? A woman says that her husband is a father, but what is the purpose of a father?

The woman said that one day she would be let out, but before that, she had to grow up quickly, and she didn't understand what it meant to grow up and what she could do when she grew up.

The room was her whole world, a bed, a table, and a light overhead, but it had long since broken, perhaps it had never been on, at least for as long as she could remember, it had been there, and no one cared.

The woman would go out every day, and she would come back from time to time, sometimes with a rough man, sometimes not, and there was a photo album in the room, on which she saw a yellowed and old photograph, and the person in the photo was very similar to a woman.

The woman had said that this man was her enemy in this life.

Every time a woman gets drunk, she walks in, locks the door, and hugs her to tell her something old. I often cry until I fall asleep while talking. The woman once got drunk and pointed at her and said, you are me, I am you, God let me live like this, why should I let you do this!

When the man came back, he couldn't help but say something, and punched and kicked us all, which was also her once again realized the danger that the woman was talking about.

Sometimes I could hear birds chirping, sometimes I could hear people whispering, or a few people getting together to talk about something, sometimes I heard the names of men and women in their mouths, and gradually I understood what was being said.

The woman seems to be a devil, the person outside the window, who says that she does shameless things, and that men are professional cuckolds. I thought it might be a special kind of beautiful headwear.

One day she was on the last page of the album and turned to a piece of stationery, which was folded into a flower, a flower she did not know. She carefully opened the letterhead, which was filled with unknown symbols. In order to understand these talismans, she found an opportunity to mention to the woman for the first time that she wanted to learn to recognize them.

The woman is really capable, she said that she moved the man and agreed to let her go to school.

The two years she enrolled in school were her happiest. It's just that when she had to pay the tuition in the second grade, the woman happened to go to another place, and in desperation, she followed the example of a woman and made a decision for herself.

She is happy to be able to enter the campus and meet her classmates who are free and easy every day. After the woman came back, after a few days of smoking, she gradually became cheerful, and she sometimes dressed very fashionably to pick me up from school, and some of the parents of her classmates recognized her, after which the campus became a second battlefield.

Some of her classmates kept distorting her, saying that girls were born of bitches and were born to be bitches. Since then, she has returned to the world of one person.

Finally, one day, she cried into the door, and saw the woman lying on her back in the yard, letting the rain wash over her body, and the woman said: The world says she is a bitch, yes, she is!

From this day on, the girl often locked herself in her room, and kept herself silent except for reading and writing. Sometimes Aunt Junko came over and brought her some colorful candy cubes to make her happy, and Aunt Junko said that the woman's parents were both serious people, and they both died, and the woman said these words because she was too sad.

Aunt Junko took her to the overgrown grave and told her that his grandfather was a good person.

She was convinced. But curiosity still drove her to dig deeper, that yellowed old photo. Who is that woman?

Aunt Junko seems to be rich, and she brings new gadgets every time. One day, when the woman went out, the man walked into the room and saw her wearing the little pink dress that Aunt Junko had bought for her, squinting and smiling.

The man lay on the edge of the bed with his head rested on his arms, and she quickly put away the toys and trotted to pour him water.

But soon after, the man suddenly foamed at the mouth, curled up into a ball, rolled on the bed, and she hurriedly held the small schoolbag and ran out of the door to find the woman back.

Is this a sudden illness and is he going to die? She trotted all the way, shouting for help, and the neighbors were not surprised, and still did what they were doing. At this moment, the woman had just walked back on the way home, and when she saw the girl who was in a panic, she immediately panicked.

Because of the timely rescue, the man came back to life, but the doctor said that he could no longer speak and was dumb! The woman was sad and cried bitterly with her arms around the girl. After the man was discharged from the hospital, the woman found someone to change his job, and after that, the man settled down for a while.

In the blink of an eye, the girl grew up, she became sensible and obedient, and after failing the high school entrance examination, she got out of school, found a proper job, and gave all the money to the woman. The older the man is, the more stable he becomes, and he no longer uses wine to play tricks. There is finally hope for the future.

The woman watched her daughter grow up, and she began to become relaxed and no longer hold grudges against the people around her. Suddenly, one day, someone came running and said that there was a grave that had been dug up by someone at night! The woman hurriedly ran in the direction of the messenger's finger, and then she saw that the one that had been plowed, and she indifferently stepped forward, refilled the soil, and went home.

At noon, she and the mute returned! The mute was covered in stinky sweat, and she was calm. After the woman arranged for them to eat, she went out to the beauty salon.

When the woman came back in the evening, her room was in a mess, with sheets, bedding, clothes, and accessories scattered on the floor. The mute said that he looked for something, turned it over a little, and watched him clumsily clean up his hands and feet, and the woman's anger disappeared.

Seeing that it was late at night, she dressed up and walked out the door. As soon as the woman wanted to ask, she slammed the door shut and walked away. After the mute carefully put his belongings in order, he went back to sleep.

She walked into an Internet café with a book in her arms. She looked at the book and learned to operate it on the computer. For the next few days, she would come here every night, and here, she felt like she was starting to become different, and in the online world, everyone was friendly. No one knows her past sitting in front of the computer, and the whole person is free and relaxed.

Soon she learned to send and receive emails, learned to type and chat, play games, and made some friends. In the virtual world, she indulges in excitement and happiness every second. A friend posted some small advertisements in the group, and she also learned to enter some websites to watch some content. She soon found out that some websites sell a lot of beautiful things, and these can't be bought in real physical stores, at least in the area where she lives, in physical stores, which makes her very happy!

She began to frantically want to buy these beautiful things, so she met a husband in the game, and the two of them fought monsters and chatted together. From time to time, he would give her some good gear and different drills. Gradually, she began to express what she wanted to the other party, but what she didn't expect was that after this, her game husband decided to go offline!

The next day, the mute gave her some money, and she successfully bought the items she wanted online, and the woman saw that they got along so well that she even wondered if she was stimulated some time ago and hallucinated.

She bought a colored diamond stud earring for the woman, and the woman's tears of excitement were about to well up, she turned around and handed over an invoice, and the woman gave it to her according to the invoice amount.

The woman told Junko that her daughter had really grown up, not only sensible, but also bought her things, and Junko was very envious.