2013.10.01 Rain on Sunday

"It's been more than three years, I still haven't heard anything from him, everyone told me to give up, I don't want to ...... yet"

2013.10.16 Monday fine

"Today's weather is very good, very warm, Ah Chen will like it, I want to give up ......"

2013.10.27 Sunny Friday

"I wonder every day if Ah Chen is laughing at me in the dark, because I always make fun of him for being anxious like a stupid dog chasing his tail in circles, and he may be laughing at me now for crying even uglier. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

2013.11.07 Tuesday cloudy

"I miss him, where the hell is it, why is there no news all the time......"

2014.01.01

"Today is the first day of the new year and I give up. ”

……

Xia melodious strolled through the deserted streets, feeling the silence around him, it was obviously daylight, but there were few people on the street, and he could only hear his own clear footsteps, what was the matter with this sense of panic that only left him in the world, obviously he was used to the days when he was away.

Looking at the bustling streets and imagining the hustle and bustle in the bustle, I really can't see that this small coastal city received the baptism of the tsunami four years ago.

Because of this tsunami, she lost the news of Ah Chen, although there has been no news, but she still believes that he is still alive, but four years have passed, not even any news, so she decided not to look for it anymore, she is ready to fulfill their common wish: to travel the world.

She knew that when he died, she died......

She remembered what he had said.

"Why are you so ugly......"

"You're so stupid, you won't ...... after teaching you so many times"

"Stupid girl, I'm hungry......"

His eyes seemed to be filled with hot liquid again, and Xia Youyang tried to blink hard, trying to force the tears back.

"No matter how ugly it is, it's mine, if it's ugly, no one will look down on you. ”

"It's half of me, so I don't dislike you. ”

"I know you're hungry, wait, I'll make something to eat. ”

A tear slowly fell from the corner of her eye, the pain in her heart was uncontrollable, and the nose that couldn't breathe at the moment, she seemed to suddenly forget how to breathe, as if she suddenly forgot that he was gone.

Xia Youyang squatted on the ground, buried his face in his arms, crying sadly, and occasionally a few people on the road looked at him in surprise.

The one thing she remembered most vividly was the promise he had made to her.

"When I make enough money, we will travel the world, and I will support you in the future. ”

And the look on his face when he spoke.

The beautiful peach blossom eyes bent a shallow arc, the shining eyes were full of joy, the face showed childlike childishness, revealing eight white and neat teeth, and the warm orange light hit his body, as if plated with a layer of gold edges, and the whole person was like a clear fairy who came out of an ink painting.

Xia Youyang's heart was filled with throbbing pain again, and he didn't inhale until he finished breathing, squatting on the ground and his eyes were black for a while, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth seemed to want to laugh, but the tears were like a flood that broke the embankment, and he couldn't hold it back, crying and laughing, which attracted the frequent sideways glances of others.

The sky gradually darkened, the gray sky seemed to have a black barrier, and in the middle of the street, there was still a small huddle, looking at the back is extremely lonely.

Xia Yuyang's legs were no longer numb, and her legs were numb because she had been squatting for too long.

Wiping the tears from her face with her sleeves, she wanted to get up with two swollen apricot eyes, but as soon as her legs straightened up a little, she fell to the ground again, and then her legs began to slowly regain consciousness, but she couldn't bear the pain.

The pale little face was full of pain, and he didn't move, just sat on the ground and rubbed his legs lightly to promote blood circulation, without saying a word.

After staying much better, Xia Youyang slowly stood up with her hands on the ground, and walked towards her home step by step.

Occasionally, a cold wind blew through her neck, and she couldn't help but shiver, often at this time, he would always say cool words, but his hand gently wrapped around her shoulder.