Chapter 756: Letting Go for the Time Being
A "bang"
Feng Yiming closed the door, mechanically changed into slippers, and slowly walked into the living room.
Zhang Jingjing still had an impeccable smile on her face, while the three women on the side were full of uneasiness.
"All out. ”
"Get out!"
Su Yan wanted to say something, but Ye Zizi and Zhang Miao dragged their arms one by one, and the other covered their mouths and slipped her out.
"You ......" Feng Yiming's heart was confused, and he didn't know where to start for a while.
"I knew about that incident, and I hired a private detective to follow up and investigate Wu Xuemei with a high salary. Zhang Jingjing smiled and said, "You won't stop me from studying abroad now, right?"
Feng Yiming rushed up with an arrow and reached out to grab the mobile phone in Zhang Jingjing's hand, but was stopped by Zhang Jingjing.
"Forget it, don't look at it, your mother called you. Feng Yiming stared at the girl in front of him, "You know, but I also know that it wasn't your idea. ”
Zhang Jingjing lowered her head and immediately raised it, looked into her boyfriend's eyes, and said with a smile: "What's the difference? ”
Feng Yiming's outstretched hand stopped in the air for a few seconds, and finally reached over and took the girl into his arms, "She's just worried about you......"
Snuggling on Feng Yiming's shoulder, and there was no one else in the living room, the sad look on Zhang Jingjing's face finally didn't need to be hidden, "I can feel ......"
has been with this man for nine years, and has been in a relationship for six years, although she feels the mystery and elusiveness around this man all the time, Zhang Jingjing can also grasp his psychological trajectory to some extent.
From the time Lu Yu found out that the matter was leaked, called Zhang Jingjing to inform him, and then Feng Yiming went home, there were five hours.
The arms that hugged him became harder and harder, and Zhang Jingjing became more and more keenly aware of the blow in Feng Yiming's heart, as well as the uneasiness and anger...... Although she only knows what it is, she doesn't know why.
Choosing to let go is not the only choice Zhang Jingjing can make, the key to such a choice is that temporary loosening does not mean failure, and she sees this very clearly.
"It's okay to let me go abroad. ”
Feng Yiming didn't speak, buried his head in the girl's neck, and sniffed the familiar fragrance in a low voice.
What does Lu Yu want to do Feng Yiming can probably guess that Zhanxiong Group has developed to the current scale, even according to the conditions proposed by SoftBank this time, the market value has exceeded 1.5 billion US dollars, which does not include Tianchen Investment, let alone after listing...... The woman, who had been abandoned by her husband, could not bear the same fate for her daughter......
But the problem is that Lu Yu doesn't understand Feng Yiming.
Everyone has a dead end, some people are trapped in the misery of childhood, and some people are caught in the game of power and money...... And Feng Yiming's death hole lies in trust.
The use and betrayal of his brothers in his previous life made Feng Yiming never let go, in this life, he was like a fox on the ice, he always pricked up his ears when he walked, and immediately fled when he heard the sound of ice cracking.
Just like he said to Feng Wei'an a few years ago, he never dared to trust anyone easily, or dare not trust anyone unreservedly, the existence of the security company is not only to provide security work, but also to supervise it, the key people in the group, the security company has information archived, even Zhou Chong and Yu Fei, who have just entered the Zhanxiong Group.
Trust is always a limited thing, otherwise where does the term "trust" come from, how to trust those people, Feng Yiming chooses to be based on interests, take prospects as carrots, and emotions as bonds, but no matter who it is, even if it is relatives such as Li Yu, Fa Xiao such as Zhou Chong and Yu Fei, they can only increase their trust to 99 percent, and it will never be possible to get a full score from Feng Yiming.
In Feng Yiming's mind, there are only two people who can get his complete trust, and that is his parents, but when Zhang Jingjing chose to come to Jianghe University more than three years ago, a name was added to this list.
Feng Yiming trusted this woman unreservedly, but the reality stabbed him hard, although all this was not arranged by Zhang Jingjing, but as she said, how could Lu Yu's shot and Zhang Jingjing get rid of the relationship.
This is the death hole in Feng Yiming's heart.
……
The sound of heavy breathing fluctuated in the bedroom, and it was a long time before it calmed down.
"Break up after having sex?" Zhang Jingjing leaned on Feng Yiming's chest, "Now you have no baggage, *** no one cares." ”
"Break up, you want to be beautiful!" Feng Yiming's face was gloomy, and he stretched out his hand to hug Zhang Jingjing firmly, "Do you think you can escape in this life?"
Zhang Jingjing was silent for a moment, and said with a wry smile: "It's that I thought too simply......"
"I ......"
"Don't think about it so much, do you think it's possible for me to let go?" Feng Yiming stared at Zhang Jingjing's eyes and said word by word: "I'll wait for you to come back." ”
The tears in her eyes finally fell, Zhang Jingjing leaned sideways, put her ear on Feng Yiming's chest, and listened to the pounding heartbeat.
"This thing...... Your mother's ......" Zhang Jingjing couldn't speak, "what do you say?"
"Leave it alone. Feng Yiming stared at the ceiling and asked, "When will you leave?"
"Even if I don't have this call from my mother, I'm ready to tell you in the next few days that everything has been arranged. Zhang Jingjing cautiously looked at her ugly boyfriend, "I left before eleven, and I currently choose Yale University and Harvard University, preparing to study for more than half a year in the preparatory department, and I will officially enter the school next year." ”
Feng Yiming pondered for a moment, "Harvard, it just so happens that Ren Hongyuan's wife is still at Harvard, so let her take care of it." ”
Zhang Jingjing's lips moved slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but Feng Yiming turned over and interrupted her thoughts.
"Don't say that anymore. Feng Yiming Huo Ran got up, and said while getting dressed: "Let's go, let's go back to Xinzha." ”
Zhang Jingjing half-got up and froze there, and only reacted after a while, and a series of tears fell on the pillow.
After Feng Yiming finished taking a shower and stood on the side of the bed to urge, Zhang Jingjing fell on his shoulder with tears in his smile, "Although I only found out afterwards, I ...... And didn't stop it, where did you say I got the face to meet ......"
"These are just the little things. Feng Yiming said dryly things that he didn't believe.
Zhang Jingjing shook his head slightly, bit his lip, and looked at the man in front of him with a blurred look, he achieved the goal that others could not achieve in several lifetimes with incredible courage and means, he was surrounded by countless mysteries that made it difficult for the girls around him to extricate themselves, and he also had the same emotions as ordinary people, even more sensitive and fragile than ordinary people, but they were buried very deep......
"I sent a text message to Liu Jie just now, tomorrow morning's plane. ”
The moment he walked out of the bedroom, Feng Yiming felt extremely sad in his heart, had the urge to turn back, and also had incomprehensible doubts.
Can I unravel the dead hole in my heart? Can I trust someone unreservedly in this life except for my parents?