It's 300 chapters, and the collection has broken 30,000.

I have something to say, let's talk to you.

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At the end of last year, my girlfriend was found to be pregnant.

I was ecstatic and decided to celebrate, and it happened that there was a daddy essay at the starting point, so I opened the book with great interest, thinking that the manuscript fee earned by writing the daddy essay would be used as the milk powder diaper money for this little guy, which was simply beautiful.

However, it was a bolt from the blue.

At the third prenatal checkup, the doctor said that the child had no heartbeat and could not be saved.

Others are happily preparing for the New Year, and the two of us wash our faces with tears all day long, sad and want to die.

The root cause of insomnia probably fell from that time.

I asked myself if I had been kind and diligent for more than 20 years in my life, and I had never done anything wrong, let alone harmed nature and reason, why did I suffer such a catastrophe?

At that time, I couldn't write it several times, it was boring, and it lost the meaning of its existence.

Every time I write about the sweet plot in the book, my heart is like a knife.

My daughter-in-law is stronger than me.

Always comforting, voting for me, scolding trolls in the comment area, and establishing a book friend group interaction.

So I persevered on and off.

The results of this book are quite good.

The first order of 2200 in 24 hours, under normal circumstances, you can almost enter the boutique in the same month.

But...... I wrote until now, 24 hours of single chapter subscription, only 500.

I know where the roots are.

I don't blame anyone, it's all my fault.

After all, the idea is still incomprehensible, resulting in unstable updates, deviations in the plot, ups and downs in the quality of the text, and many imaginary plots are not written at all.

Confused, his mentality exploded several times, he often had headaches, and he cried silently until dawn countless times.

For more than 20 years before this, I had never imagined that I would be so vulnerable.

I searched a lot of information on the Internet, and [Baidu] said that I was mildly depressed.

I didn't dare to say these words to anyone, so I could only hold them in my heart, but they were more like crazy weeds, devouring light and hope.

You don't know how much I used to laugh.

And now it seems like I haven't laughed in a long time.

During this time, I also watched a lot of books and movies, but probably like the saying - you know so many truths, but you still can't live this life.

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Last night, I had sleepless all night, and when I woke up, I had a very strong thought in my heart.

Let this hurdle pass.

Let this knot be untied.

I don't want to.

I really don't want to.

No more obsessions.

Write this book steadily, write the style, write the wonderful, as the last connection with [ta].

I said it, I finally said it, and it felt comfortable to say it.

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For the rest of the time, I will guarantee three chapters a day until I finish the book, and I can't go out and be hit by a car and die.

Above.

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