Chapter Thirty-Eight: No One Really Longs for Solitude
Mirizuki can tell himself about this kind of intimate question, and Kitty can feel that heartfelt trust and a kind of spiritual communication. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
A beautiful girl and you share a secret that only the two of you know.,This makes his heart beat faster-
This is the first time I have felt this way.
Still, he calmed down, pondered in his mind, and tried to find a solution from his own experience.
The three days and the moon are a bit the same as themselves, but they are a little different.
ββ¦β¦ Why don't you often go to the group activities in the class? And don't you also organize cooking balls and sushi in the class activity class? If you are three days and moons, you should be able to make good friends. β
Listening to Kittyhawk's advice, Night Sky sighed in frustration.
"If this kind of thing had been that simple, I would have made friends long ago...... Kitty, don't you have any friends at your previous school?"
Kitty nodded as a matter of course.
"Nope. β
He simply said the result of this seemingly very cruel thought.
"Butβ"
"Well......?"
The night sky casts a puzzled look at Kitty Hawk.
In the previous schools, although I didn't take the initiative to communicate with my classmates, probably because of a series of excellent grades, the class teacher always asked me to be the class president. In order to make the mundane and boring school life a little fun, I agreed. β
Kitty slowly tells the story of her junior high school days with some nostalgia.
"At that time, I often had to organize various activities and complete various tasks, even if I didn't want to communicate. Later, I don't know what the reason was, but I was quite popular at school, and everyone would take the initiative to make friends with me. I didn't accept it, but I didn't reject it either. β
I didn't expect Kitty to be now charged-
Surrounded by so many cash charges, he must have forgotten about his own affairs.
The night sky gritted its teeth and thought to itself with hatred.
"But...... They're just passers-by in my life, and my friends can't talk about it. It's like now that we have graduated, everyone no longer contacts each other, and in a few years, you may not even remember the faces of your classmates. β
"yesβ"
The night sky looked at the eaglet with complicated eyes, and there seemed to be an indescribable hint of joy.
Just like a couple who once broke up, the woman finds that now the man and the other woman are eyebrows and affectionate, thinking that she is the only one who has been immersed in pain for so many years.
But in the end, I learned that the woman was only my sister, and he was still alone.
"Although we all exchanged contact information at the time of separation, and if we wanted to get in touch, we could still get in touch, but I wouldn't do such meaningless things. β
Kitty spread her hands and smiled as if self-deprecating.
After listening in a daze, the night sky suddenly mustered up its energy and comforted Kitty Hawk.
"It doesn't matter, it's not the past that matters, it's the present and the future. β
"How?"
"How to ......"
ββ¦β¦β
ββ¦β¦β
The classroom fell silent again.
"Ah, yes. β
The night sky suddenly "snapped" and clapped its hands, as if he had come up with a good idea.
"How about paying to make friends? Material things are more binding than verbal agreements. β
"That's sad, isn't it? β
Kitty complained weakly.
The night sky completely ignored the eaglety, and one person was more interested in the discussion.
"If you can play together at school, you can pay 1,000 yuan a week and so on. β
"Couple Contract...... Ah no, it's a friend contract. β
This makes Kitty think of Akihabara's unique deal, where otaku can make cute girls your girlfriend for a few hours as long as they are willing to spend money.
And what else is the tsundere service, the maid service, the ** service (just lying in the same bed)......
There's nothing you can't do, only what you can't think of.
"That's good, yes, it's a contract. β
Listening to the speeches of these remnants of the three days, Kitty held his forehead weakly and proposed.
"How about a normal thing to say, 'Make friends with me'?"
"I've only seen that in TV dramas, and I really don't understand it. After all, making friends is a puzzling act in itself. β
Nightsky frowned in annoyance, bewildered.
"Is it possible to establish a friendship in an instant after the other party agrees? Even people who have barely communicated with each other for a long time are fine? Is it really worth continuing to be in a state where you can't even find a topic after becoming friends?"
Kitty nodded sympathetically, and he held his chin helplessly, a little tangled.
"Yes, in reality, it seems that most people have become friends without taking the initiative to say things like 'let's be friends'. However, there are also cases where one person thinks they are friends, but the other does not. This feeling of relying on intuition and tacit understanding is too unreliable, and in the end, whether we are friends or not is just our own guess before taking the initiative to ask each other...... There's a sense of SchrΓΆdinger's cat......"
This view coincides with mine. β
The eyes of the night sky lit up, as if they had found a confidant.
At this time, the two talked eloquently like old friends for many years, telling each other their feelings.
It may be that Kitty's words touched the strings of his heart.
The night sky stared at the poignant sunset outside the window, and there was a moment of silence, and then she said in a mixed voice.
ββ¦β¦ Besides, I don't really want to make friends. β
"Huh?"
The night sky sighed.
She paced to the window and looked at the students on the sports field, her eyes full of complexity.
"'She's a lonely guy with no friends,' I just don't want to be looked at in this way. β
Listening to the words of the night sky in a daze, Kitty's heart was full of melancholy, and there was a kind of indescribable and inexplicable sadness.
I see, I always feel that I can understand the feelings of the three days and moons.
Is it true that people think that not having friends is a bad thing?
"It doesn't matter if I'm alone!"
The night sky silently lowered her head, and her bangs covered her face, making it impossible to see what her expression was at this time.
No-
A strange voice began to cry inside Kitty Hawk.
"Friends at school are enough to deal with it on the surface!"
There was a sense of unreasonableness in his tone.
It's not like that-
Kitty suddenly felt a strong impulse, and a strange feeling seemed to burst out of her body.
"Not on the surface, but friends connected by real friendship, how many friends exist in this world?
"That's not the case!!"
Kitty could no longer suppress the throbbing in his heart, and he rebuked loudly.
The sudden shout woke up the night sky, which was sinking into the mire.
"Even if there are few real friends in this world, even if it takes a lifetime, you may not be able to find them, even so...... Even so......"
He spoke solemnly, his tone becoming more and more agitated.
"I want to make real friends!!"
Then he paused and held out a hand to the night sky.
ββββ
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"Three days and moons, you must think the same way!"
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No one really craves solitude, and the same goes for the night sky.
Although her words are full of disgust for human relationships, like Kitty, she constantly longs to make true friends in her heart.
The night sky was heartbeat, and she seemed to feel the warm brilliance emanating from the eaglet's body, like a pair of gentle hands, embracing and touching her soul......
Redeemed--
For some reason, she suddenly had such a feeling.
Holding the hand that the eaglet stretched out, the night sky's face was still a little red, as if he was shy about losing control of his emotions just now.
"So Kitty, is there any way you can make friends quickly?"
The tone was very calm, as if nothing had happened just now.
ββ¦β¦ Why don't you participate in club activities? β
This, suggested Kitty, is also the most common method on campus.
"Rejected. Now that we are in the second year of high school, the interpersonal relationships within the club have long been fixed, and it is a shame to join with the freshmen in this period of high school. β
Night Sky decisively refused, and she said righteously.
"I want to make friends, so I want to join clubs that I don't like. Then disrupt the teamwork, especially newcomers who don't have much strength, who will welcome this kind of person. β
Indeed, according to the thinking pattern of the three days and moons, the motives are not pure, and they have no strength, and the key is that they will also disrupt interpersonal relationships, which is simply terrible.
But if everyone thinks so, then what kind of club should be formed, it is better to go home and enjoy the personal world.
It is precisely because everyone in the community helps each other, tolerates each other, and understands each other, that the community can continue to replace the old and the new, and continue to be injected with vitality and development.
It is like a cradle of newborns, allowing everyone to cultivate young and immature dreams here and experience the innocence and beauty of friendship.
But these words still did not come out of Kitty Hawk.
There are many things that you can't just understand by listening to others. Only by experiencing it for yourself can we truly understand the world.
"Club activities...... Activities ...... Clubs and Clubs"
The night sky looks like it's thinking seriously.
"By the way, club activities!"
Suddenly said it out loud.
Her whole body seemed to change, and she quickly picked up her schoolbag excitedly.
In front of the door, he showed a cute and charming smile to the eaglet, and threw down a sentence-
"Goodbye, Kitty!"
He walked away alone and happily.
Kitty looked at the night sky in a daze, completely unclear.
I don't quite understand it, but it's time for me to go home.
Kitty put away her forgotten gymnastics uniform and walked towards the junior high school, ready to pick up Dove.
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PS: 1. I have to prepare for the final exam after the thirteenth, and I may not be able to update it during that time, so I will inform you in advance.
2. Recently, with everyone's support, the upper limit of discipline has been raised again. The update time will be adjusted on Monday, Thursday, and Saturday, that is, every Wednesday in the future. (We're also making progress slowly)
3. Obviously, there are original works.,I've been coding it for so long.,Sure enough, it's because this chapter is a little difficult to write.γ