Chapter 60: It's Time to Say Goodbye to Your Past Life

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On the day of TT's listing in the future, everyone is full of infinite reverie, and everyone has deep longing and expectation for the future of Tetong Technology Group.

To become the world's No. 1 Internet company, everyone can't help but have such ambitions in their hearts.

Kitty sensed the enthusiasm aroused by his speech, and he was deeply grateful to his father in his previous life.

If he hadn't been trained by his father in his previous life, he might have been an ordinary founder and researcher in this life, and he would have become a high-tech shareholder with technology, but he would not have been able to become an excellent entrepreneur.

Now Kitty can enjoy the ability to control the atmosphere of the audience as he wants, and show excellent decision-making and leadership, etc., which are inseparable from his father's personal guidance from childhood to adulthood in his previous life and many large and small practical work.

Since the birth of Kitty Eagle, he has been placed high hopes on his father, holding the expectation that his son will inherit his father's business to a higher level, and he has strict requirements with elite education. I take a variety of elite courses every day, and I have almost no time off except for eating, sleeping, and going to school.

When he grew up, his father began to take him to his own company to practice, try to be responsible for completing the company's tasks, and often exercise his various abilities.

As a child of a single-parent family, he grew up in such an environment all day long, becoming more and more withdrawn and reticent, with only two or three friends.

But he was never sad and lonely, because he always believed that friends are not about how many friends, but whether they are real friends.

But what makes people desperate is that these two or three little eaglets think they are good friends, they didn't expect to betray him in the end.

Approaching because of interests, and leaving because of interests.

Kitty Hawk treats them as friends, but they never see Kitty as friends.

Friend, how many people have been immersed in your false and flashy charm, and how many people have been hurt by you, but still full of anticipation and longing for your salvation.

In the middle of the night, Kitty often recalls the selfish and hideous ugly face of one of his friends when he was arrested by the police, and the evil words full of negative energy are still unforgettable!

"You indifferent demon, hahaha, hahaha, now you're happy!

Usually I have long been unhappy with your breezy appearance, so that you like to pretend to be cold, continue to pretend, continue to pretend! I bought a watch last year, do you know how we have lived under your halo all these years? Do you know how much we envy you?

Why should I cater to you, why should everyone listen to you, why are you so perfect in everything, why does the world revolve around you, why do people like you who are cold and ruthless, why I haven't received any benefits from being by your side for so long, why do others only pay attention to you!

I don't believe that you are like the White Lotus in private, and the private life of a rich second generation like you must be rotten, drunk and gold-obsessed, and we will definitely reveal your true face of hypocrisy and ugliness!

Do you know how excited I was when I was told about this mission!

Hahaha, retribution, sure enough, this is retribution! I have long wanted to destroy everything around you, your friends, your grades, your honor, your family...... Hahahaha, I must let everyone realize how ruthless and unjust, how hypocritical and ugly you are, why are people like you so popular!

Well deserved!hahahahaha!!(1)"

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Recalling these, Kitty often laughs at herself and bitterly, but she didn't expect that in their eyes, she would be such an image.

The blow of this betrayal was so heavy that it was difficult for him to trust others again.

Even when he fell asleep on those few nights, the eaglet would curl up in the quilt, let the quilt wrap his whole body tightly, and his trembling body kept rubbing, comforting himself with his body temperature, as if this could bring him a sense of security.

The night also became his most reassuring moment, blending into the darkness and sinking into the darkness.

Lonely people are hurt and like to hide alone, hiding in a place where no one can see, silently licking their wounds.

Swallow all the grief, swallow all the bitter fruit, and put back the heart that has been cut by a thousand knives.

It seemed as always, but the scars at the interface were shocking and penetrated deep into the soul.

You can open your heart and trust others as friends, but how do you know if they trust you and see you as friends?

Friendship is so extravagant that you can never know if you're friends until you really reveal your true colors.

Even if he says yes, how do you know if this is his perfunctory remark or a hypocritical trick.

The country where Kitty Hawk lived in her previous life was also called the Chinese Federation, but it was completely different from the Chinese Federation in this world, and there was no comparison at all.

The Federal Republic of China is the world's most powerful country, while the Federal Republic of China there is only a weak third world country that retains the tradition of feudal monarchy.

Until the 21 st century, there was still no national sovereignty, the treaty ports were controlled by the Western powers, the national territory was constantly carved up and encroached upon, and there were areas everywhere in the frontiers.

Although it is also under the pitiful charity of the Western hegemon, hugging the thighs, relying on their science and technology and investment to develop the country, and being in the leading position among developing countries, can a country without sovereignty still be regarded as a country?

In society, corrupt officials are rampant, materialistic desires are rampant, money is supreme, people are impetuous, indifferent, selfish, colluding between officials and businessmen, and mutual suspicion (2).

It seems to be calm, but there is a storm underneath, there are all kinds of revolutionary organizations, chaos and incidents.

It's no wonder that in such a morally broken and panicked society, who would talk to you about true friendship?

It's so hard to just be alive......

It didn't take long for Kitty Hawk to recover. Even if you never get it, you can't talk about losing it.

But the shadow left in his heart will always be there, and it will never be removed.

Originally, Kitty was not an easy person to get along with, and since then he has been more indifferent and silent, and he has no friends.

He continued to follow the path arranged by his father and studied abroad.

This is a concept that his father has instilled in him since he was a child.

"Xuan, learn the most cutting-edge information technology well, and in the future, Dad can wait for you to inherit the company and let the company step into the ranks of the world's top 500. ”

But this time is different, before parting, my father's expression was complicated, as if he regretted and seemed reluctant, as if he was confessing his last words.

"Xuan, remember, don't come back, this world is not as simple as it seems. Live well, live for yourself!"

Live for yourself......

What a joke.

As a child who grew up under his father's supervision, he only knew that he had to meet his father's requirements to become an elite in the ivory tower and inherit the company in the future.

Others are playing and chatting, he is studying hard with books, others participate in club activities, he manages and records various documents in the student union, others go out to play together on weekends, but he is taking boring so-called elite courses......

What is the dream?

In her previous life, Kitty Eagle never thought about it, or was strangled in the cradle as early as when she was ignorant.

At the time of his death, Kitty Eagle's life was planned by his father, what to do when he was twelve, what to do when he was eighteen, and what to do when he was twenty-four......

Nothing needs to be called by Kitty, he is just a marionette, and his whole life is controlled by his father.

It's not that Kitty doesn't resist, it's just that life is too vain, and living in such a boring society, he can't find any other reason to keep himself alive.

Hobbies, dreams, goals?

Sorry, Kitty doesn't have any of these things, he just knows to follow the program his father has already written, like an automated machine.

Take part in the revolution?

Hehe, all kinds of chaotic organizations under the slogan of chaos, claiming to be the teachers of justice, want to overthrow the government, drive out the powers, and establish a democratic state.

But how do you know which of them is really for the people and who is only for themselves? After coming to power, they will become even more corrupt and dirty regimes.

Reviving the Chinese nation?

I'm very sorry that he is just a humble and insignificant figure, and such a grand wish is not something that can be coveted by people who have not even found the meaning of existence.

He believed that one day, a great leader destined to go down in history will emerge and lead the Chinese Federation to the top of the world again.

With him or without him, this future will not be changed.

Therefore, his father has become his only pillar of survival, like a drowning man clinging to a piece of driftwood that will sink sooner or later.

Although his life is controlled by his father, Kitty knows that this is his father's love for him, a somewhat spoiled love.

This probably has an inseparable relationship with his unmasked mother, he often thinks to himself.

And now after his father threw down the sentence "go and live for himself", he didn't care about 3721 and sent him to study abroad.

Hehe, that's too irresponsible!

To this end, he studied hard, studied like a vent, and graduated with honors in two years. And this is all in order to be able to return to China as soon as possible, stand in front of my father again, and question him.

It's a pity that these are all empty talk after Kitty Hawk is reborn.

☆。

At this time, the two-hour deliberation report meeting and discussion meeting had ended, and everyone was tired but energetic, and they left the conference room with a thick amount of information and a satisfied smile.

Kitty also packed her things and came to her office with her notebook.

Everything that should be taken care of is taken care of. TT is on the right track, and the future will not need to be as hard as it is now.

Kitty stretched out widely, relaxed her whole body, and lay lazily on the spacious and soft sofa, leaning her neck to enjoy the comfort brought by the sponge.

Through the transparent glass wall, he quietly stared at the employees walking outside, and in his mind, he peeled back the entire Tetong Technology Group and reviewed the operation of the entire company system.

For some reason, Kitty suddenly sighed, looking a little lonely, and he muttered to himself quietly.

"Father, our agreement is fulfilled. ”

It has been sixteen years since I came to this world, from the cold and alienated at the beginning, to the current optimistic and cheerful.

Kitty's once-wounded soul has been healed in this warm and tolerant world.

I have to thank Ellie Hayabusa and Little Dove for saving the eaglet from the lowest part of the darkness and giving him a renewed desire for life and an infinite yearning for a bright future.

The lively Ellie with a black belly, the clumsy and nagging Hayato, and the cute little dove are the ones who make up Kitty now.

Recently, Kitty often recalls the original intention of founding TT, probably to make this life worthwhile, second, to have the power to protect himself and the people he cares about in this world, and third, maybe not to fulfill the agreement with his father.

- "Xuan, learn the most cutting-edge information technology, and in the future, Dad can wait for you to inherit the company and let the company step into the ranks of the world's top 500." ”

The influence of his previous life, he can never escape, those people and those things, Kitty still remembers it vividly.

But now he can face everything in the past and look directly at himself who was like a walking corpse.

Sometimes he wonders, are there any gods in the world?

Otherwise, how could I be redeemed from that miserable world and be reborn in this bright world?

The fact of being reborn is too false and dreamy, and as the memories of her past life become more and more frequent, Kitty will even feel that everything in her past life seems to be a dream, as if she was in another life.

In these sixteen years, he began to reconnect with others, feel the world with his heart, and experienced a lot of changes in the world and human feelings......

All kinds of people and things have benefited Kitty a lot, and if he does, he can feel that he is getting closer and closer to the deepest part of his heart, the truest self.

Now, although he still has a lot of confusion and confusion about life, he can feel very clearly and clearly what he really needs.

In the future, he will continue to grope his way forward on this path, stumbling, finding the lost self and finding the meaning of survival in this life.

Everything in life needs to be experienced and found by yourself, to feel the throbbing of the world with your heart and soul, and to move forward according to your deepest desires. Even if you spend your life clumsy and ordinary, it's not a great pleasure.

Goodbye to my past life, thank you for bringing me painful and warm memories.

Goodbye friends who betrayed me, I will no longer be bound by your shadows, I have found new friends.

Goodbye father, now I can go and live for myself.

Goodbye, past.

(1) This passage is from Chapter 3, Chapter 3 and the first few chapters of the Childhood Chapter I changed in February 2015, if you are interested, you can review it.

(2) This sentence comes from chapter 55, which explains the reasons for the formation of such a society.

PS: 1. This chapter is a simple explanation of Kitty Hawk's life environment and psychological changes in her past life.

2. Don't be sad Kitty, I can be friends with you ~O(∩_∩)O~

3. Thank you for your tolerance of me~~ Because I know that I have too few updates, I can only write as many brailles as possible so that everyone can have fun.