Chapter 141, it's shameful to escape, and it's useless

Zhang Zhiyao's expression was very indifferent, without any waves.

Yan Chao was stunned for a moment, with a bitter face, he drank the coffee in his hand, the bitter taste filled the tip of his tongue, and after a long time, he sighed: "Yes, how could you forgive me, I caused you to commit suicide at that time, it was all my fault, if I could have found out earlier..."

Zhang Zhiyao didn't say anything, just found a place to sit down, and like Yan Chao, picked up the coffee bag, made a pot of coffee by herself, and a bowl of instant noodles, and just gurgled and ate.

"If you had succeeded, I would have been able to live like this, live happily and happily alone, until one day, marry someone else, or just be single and become a teacher for children. After Zhang Zhiyao ate the instant noodles, she said in a vague accent: "But all this doesn't seem to be possible." ”

"Uh... Right. ”

Yan Chao was silent, the feeling of this scar being uncovered made people feel very uncomfortable, especially after being uncovered by the victim, it was even more uncomfortable, but he was speechless and couldn't refute this matter.

"Are you expecting my forgiveness?" Zhang Zhiyao put down the instant noodles, looked at Yan Chao, and smiled slightly: "I hope I will say the words [forgive you] in person, and then, will you forgive yourself?"

"No, it won't. Yan Chao said his thoughts very honestly.

"Even if I forgive you, you will still blame yourself and be willing to fall, so what difference does it make between saying it and not saying it?" Zhang Zhiyao smiled slightly and opened the curtain of the rental house.

The sunlight outside was a little dazzling, and Yan Chao covered his eyes.

"Today's wind is really noisy. Zhang Zhiyao said with a smile, her long hair fluttering in the wind, and her face, which was not very good-looking, also looked unusually beautiful.

The car outside the window is full of people, the rental house is in the downtown block, from here you can watch the world, Yan Chao walked out of the window and stood side by side with Zhang Zhiyao.

"What if... If that's possible. Yan Chao took a deep breath, looked at Zhang Zhiyao in front of him and said, "How can you forgive me, forgive me for killing you because of a mistake in judgment." ”

"Dead man, how can I forgive you?" Zhang Zhiyao said very lightly.

Yan Chao was stunned and didn't say anything more.

Yes, the man has passed away, how can I forgive him?

"You say, what kind of punishment did the perpetrator get?" Zhang Zhiyao said suddenly.

"He was sentenced to 10 years in prison because of the aggravating circumstances. Yan Chao paused and said silently: "Although I don't think this is enough, but the law stipulates that ten years in prison is already his upper limit." ”

He only needs to serve ten years in prison, and when he comes out, he is a good man again.

"Yes, even if he is punished as he deserves, but as a victim, he has been hurt a thousand times more, even if I don't commit suicide, I will live against gossip, and go through half my life in the contempt of relatives and friends, under the public opinion of society, I am just a girl who is no longer innocent. Zhang Zhiyao tied her long hair fluttering in the wind behind her, and an ordinary face was presented in front of Yan Chao.

This face is getting more and more ordinary, Yan Chao is getting heavier and heavier, originally, the ordinary woman in front of her should have an ordinary life, get married, have children, grow old with her husband, give birth to a big fat boy, and finally walk to the end of her life with peace of mind.

But the original ordinary life was deprived like this.

"I'm sorry. Yan Chao said silently.

"If an apology is useful, what do you need the police to do? Oh yes... You're the policeman. Zhang Zhiyao smiled slightly, and finally said: "However, I still decided not to forgive you, what do you think?"

"It's human nature. Yan Chao sighed and said, "Even in a dream, I subconsciously feel that I am unforgivable." ”

At this time, Yan Chao felt that he was indeed in a dream, but this dream was so real that people couldn't believe it.

Same people, same things.

Zhang Zhiyao smiled slightly, her figure disappeared, and Yan Chao was the only one in the ordinary rental house.

The scene begins to distort and transform.

...

Big dreams are boundless, and what people think is a dream.

Yan Chao looked at the costume that belonged to the criminal police on his body, and he also smiled bitterly.

"Criminal police uniform, is this me back then... It's actually quite handsome. Yan Chao looked at the uniform on his body with a wry smile, this is the criminal police uniform he chose with his own hands and had to give up in the end.

"Do you regret it? Zhang Zhiyao sat on the chair of the police station and said with a faint smile, the surrounding policemen couldn't see her, and greeted Yan Chao when they passed by one by one.

"What do you regret or not regret, because of psychological reasons, I was transferred from my position, and I have nothing to disagree with. ”

Yan Chao straightened his police badge, opened his ID, and looked at himself on the ID photo, full of spirit and confidence.

Now he is still the criminal policeman, and he is still the proud criminal policeman who is full of self-confidence.

Soon, there was a case, a case of murdering her husband, and through reasoning, he found out who the murderer was, which was everything Yan Chao had experienced.

Yan Chao was busy, as if he was going to use desperate work to numb himself, looking for the dossier, looking for every clue on the dossier.

Time passed bit by bit, and when it was time to get off work, everyone in the police station left their posts and went to dinner, only Yan Chao was silently studying the case at hand.

"You love it. Zhang Zhiyao smiled slightly.

"It's not a matter of liking it or not. Yan Chao took off his glasses, wiped his eyes, and then said: "This is my responsibility, what I should do, these criminals should be punished for what they have done, and my responsibility is to find out these criminals." ”

Yan Chao's eyes were very determined.

"But you're not a detective anymore. ”

"I..." Yan Chao was speechless, yes, he was no longer a criminal policeman.

Now it's just a dream...

But even if it's just in a dream, Yan Chao also wants to do his part.

Just when Yan Chao was about to put down the information in his hand, he finally stopped halfway.

Then he said with a wry smile.

"Hehe, sure enough... I still can't let go of my responsibilities. ”

"If you can't put it down, then don't put it down. ”

At this time, it was not Zhang Zhiyao's voice, but a slightly gentle male voice.

A gentle immortal with golden eyes appeared in front of Yan Chao...

The green ox roars, surrounded by golden light, and flowers grow under the feet...