Chapter Seventy-Two: How Much Do You Know About the Flowers in Your Dreams?
Looking at this familiar and strange person in front of him, there were a thousand words in the night sky that he wanted to tell, trying to tell him that he was the empty ten years ago, but he didn't know where to start. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ ο½ο½fo
The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death. But I stand before you, and you don't know me.
What was once a deep belief is now that things are not human.
Now there is an inexplicable childhood sweetheart, and everything makes the night sky at a loss.
The words were on her lips, but she couldn't say them.
"Huh?"
ββ¦β¦ It's nothing. β
The night sky stopped talking, and she found that she was not ready, ready to face the eagle as an empty person.
The more she wants to tell Kitty about her identity, the more flustered she becomes, and the more she fears that it will ruin the current relationship between the two.
She wasn't sure how much weight emptied Eaglet had, and she was confused about what she should do to get back along with Eaglet.
She doesn't want to give up the good memories of the past, and she doesn't want to lose the friendship relationship that has been re-established now, and she greedily wants to monopolize the dual identity of her childhood sweetheart and her former friend at the same time.
But when I think of the marriage relationship between Kitty Eagle and Xingnai, the original thousand words have turned into wordless loneliness.
She was suddenly silent, and her courage was gone.
Can a mere childhood sweetheart compare to a fiancΓ©e?
Every time she thought of this, she felt indescribable loneliness and desolation lingering in her heart, and her heart was empty, as if a large piece had been dug away.
But what could she do?
The only thing she can do is to teach Hoshina a hard lesson every time she has a club activity, and insult this person who she envies and hates with vicious words. I can't wait to peel off Hoshina's arrogant and gorgeous appearance, so that Kitty can see her true face well.
Night Sky gradually found that he seemed to have become the person he used to hate the most, the empty and lonely bitch who could only get inner pleasure by sarcastically mocking others.
In front of this person who exuded a golden aura all day long, she felt more and more that she felt so dirty and disgusting, and even she began to look down on herself like this.
The self is defiled by the foul smell and resentful sludge, the self that is envious and hated to the point of madness, and the self who is despicable and shameless to bully others to gain pathetic dignity.
Can Kitty really accept such a self?
The thought of being discovered by Kitty Hawk in these dark and vicious sides made her panic and tremble.
"Night Sky, thank you, thank you for pulling me into the neighborhood in the first place. β
Recalling the happiness of the past two weeks in the neighborhood, the corners of Kitty's mouth hooked up with a gentle smile.
Although she didn't know why the night sky wanted to stop talking, Kitty wanted to express her gratitude to her.
He once thought that he would go alone forever, carrying the pain of his past life and the confusion of this life, stumbling and groping alone in the dark.
Legacy and independent, proud and absolute.
Whether it is an important memory or a sad parting, it is all lost with time.
Can friends who can support each other for life, really exist?
At that time, he no longer wanted friendship, but the night sky used his own tough means, regardless of 3721, to help him write the application for joining the ministry.
That scene is still fresh in my memory today.
"Because Kitty went back without permission yesterday, I helped you write the application for joining the department, thank me. β
"How can you claim it on your own!"
"Kitty, you're really being noticed by the teacher. β
"When I said, 'Hasegawa Kitaka wants to become a member of the department,' the head teacher was very happy to say, 'It would be best if he could understand the spirit of Christian fraternity through club activities and become a good student with all-round moral, intellectual, physical, aesthetic, and labor skills, instead of becoming a delinquent boy with high intelligence.'" β
"Then let's start the club now, Kitty Hawk members!"
The bright and happy smiling face in the night sky was like a clear spring injected into his dead and desolate heart.
really pulled himself hard when he was about to fall off the cliff, as if he was redeemed.
This kind of detachment of action, unyielding stubbornness, and arrogance of making decisions for others on their own initiative all constitute the three-day moonlit night sky in the eyes of the little eaglet.
Such a three-day moonlit night sky reminded him of another person, and the two of them had a striking resemblance.
The same detached action, the same unyielding stubbornness, the same arrogance of making decisions for others, and the same self-assertive pulling of Kitty Eagle when he was about to fall into the abyss.
I remember that day when the sun was setting, the sky was stained red with blood. The cold wind blew through the deep shade of the woods.
A thin boy wearing a peaked cap was surrounded by five tall boys, and they waved their fists and threatened the little boy to apologize, but the little boy refused to apologize and never bowed his head.
The five of them had always been used to being domineering in the Judgment Elementary School, and when they could stand such a provocation, they vowed to beat the little boy the spot.
Kitty couldn't stand it anymore, so he stepped forward and met the enemy with the little boy.
In the end, the two managed to beat the five people away, and they lay on the ground exhausted, covered in dirt.
After that, the little boy often came to play with the eaglet, and met in the park every day after school, laughing and playing together.
One day, he even announced without authorization that he would "cherish Kitty as an important friend of 100 people."
What can the little eagle do about this, he can only accept it helplessly.
But at that moment, he really felt that a glimmer of light finally flowed into his heart, which had been frozen for decades.
Although this glimmer of light is so small and fragile, it still makes the eaglet slowly let go of the armor in his heart, trying to re-explore the world and re-evaluate all values.
This is the story of Sora and Eagle becoming friends ten years ago.
Kitty stared at the night sky in a daze, lost in distraction from the memories of the past, and muttered to herself unconsciously.
"It's better to have a true friend than a hundred people than a hundred people......
That moment.
- Smack.
The night sky seemed startled, and the book fell from his hand.
ββ¦β¦ Small...... Kitty, are you still ...... Remember ......"
She looked at Kitty with stunned eyes, her tone filled with a trembling voice.
The night sky's expression of surprise and sadness had been seen when Kitty had witnessed her chatting with her friends in the air, and had never seen her like this since.
ββ¦β¦ What's wrong?"
Kitty asked curiously.
The night sky hurriedly picked up the dropped book.
"No, nothing...... I was just scared by Kitty Hawk's sudden words. β
Night Sky quickly explained, and buried himself in reading again.
That face showed a color that was more red than the slanted sunset.
"I'm sorry to scare you. β
The night sky tries to turn his attention back to the book, but his heart fluctuates, and all kinds of chaotic thoughts and feelings are intertwined.
"Ahhh β
She snapped the book behind and grumbled in distraught.
"There's nothing to do today anyway, so let's end the club activities early. β
After speaking, he turned his back to Kitty and sorted out his school bag.
No one saw it, and at this moment a happy smile quietly hung on the corner of her mouth.
"Hmm. β
Kitty looked at his watch, and it was already past four o'clock.
"Well, I'm going to pick up the little dove and go home. β
"Well, see you tomorrow~"
"See you tomorrow. β
Kitty picked up her schoolbag and stood up, her mind still having memories of what she had just had, and the scenes of the past were replayed like a movie.
After ten years of absence, where is that guy now?
Do you still live in this town?
What would that guy look like now?
From his previous cute and immature appearance, he must be very handsome now. Haha, it must be very popular with girls, after all, it's empty.
Walking out of the church, Kitty walked down the road leading to the middle school, his heart full of anticipation for the future.
Ten years later, he returned to the place that haunted him, saw Hoshina again, and met his new friend in the night sky again.
He firmly believes that he will meet Sora again, but he doesn't know if he hasn't seen him for ten years, and Sora still remembers himself.
In Kitty Hawk's heart, there was another, even more terrible fear.
He was very afraid of the impermanence of the world, that the emptiness was no longer what it had been, and that it had lost the vastness that could accommodate the eagle to spread its wings and fly.
That would be so sad.
Today's activities in the neighborhood department ended early, and both of them fell into memories of the past.
They look forward to it, they are afraid, they are hopeful.
I remember when I was young, I loved to talk and you loved to laugh.
Once sat side by side under the peach trees, the wind was in the woodtops and the birds were chirping.
We don't know how to fall asleep, and we know how many flowers fall in our dreams.
At that time, it was just ordinary......
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