Chapter 778: Heartbreak 2
Lin Daiyu was only suspicious of Baoyu because Qingwen didn't open the door last night. The next day, I happened to meet the period of the flowers, it was a lack of ignorance that was not vented, and aroused the sad spring thoughts, and took some of the broken flower petals to bury, so I couldn't feel the flowers hurt myself, cried a few times, and then read a few words casually.
Unexpectedly, Jia Baoyu heard Daiyu's voice on the hillside, and at first he just nodded and sighed; and then heard the sentence "Nong is burying the flower man laughing idiot, he buries Nong in the year, he knows who it is, he is old in the spring, and he doesn't know if the flowers fall and the people die", he didn't feel sad and fell on the hillside, and the falling flowers in his arms were scattered on the ground.
Imagine Lin Daiyu's beautiful face and moon appearance, when there is no way to find it in the future, I would rather not be heartbroken! Since Daiyu is finally nowhere to be found, it is also impossible to find it when it is pushed to others, such as Baochai, Xiangling, and attackers. When Baochai and the others are finally nowhere to be found, then they are at peace? And they don't know where they are, so they don't know where they are, Si Yuan, Si Hua, Si Liu, and I don't know whose surname it is?
Exactly: "The shadow of the flower does not leave the left and right, and the sound of the bird is only in the ear." ”
Daiyu was grieving herself, and suddenly heard a sad voice on the hillside, and thought to herself: "Everyone laughs at me for being a little demented, is there another idiot?"
Thinking about it, when I looked up, I saw Baoyu. When Lin Daiyu saw it, she said: "Who should I be, it turned out to be this ruthless and short-lived ......" As soon as she said the word short-lived, she covered her mouth again, sighed, and walked away.
Baoyu mourned for a while, and when she saw Daiyu leaving, she knew that Daiyu saw him dodging, and she felt tasteless, shook the soil, went down the mountain to find a way back, and came to Yihong Courtyard. Coincidentally, he saw Lin Daiyu walking in front, and hurriedly caught up and said, "You stop." I know you're ignoring me, so I'll just say one word and leave my hand away from now on. ”
Lin Daiyu turned around and saw that it was Baoyu, she didn't want to pay attention to him, but she heard him say: "Just say one word, and leave your hand from now on", there is an article in this word, so she has to stand and say: "There is a sentence, please say it." ”
Baoyu smiled: "Two sentences, do you listen to what you said?"
Daiyu listened, turned around and left. Baoyu sighed behind him: "If you have today, why bother in the first place?"
When Lin Daiyu heard this, she couldn't help but stop, turned around and said, "How was it then?
Baoyu sighed: "When the girl came, where was not I joking with me? With my beloved, the girl wanted it, so I took it; I loved to eat, and when I heard that the girl also loved to eat, I hurriedly cleaned it up and waited for the girl to eat." Eat at one table and sleep in one bed. The girls couldn't think of it, I was afraid that the girls would be angry, so I thought of it for the girls. ”
"I thought to myself: Sisters have grown up since childhood, whether they are close or hot, and they are better than others when they are kind. Now who admits that the girl has a big heart, and does not take me in her eyes, but puts Sister Bao and Sister Feng in the outer four roads in her heart, and ignores me for three days and does not see me for four days. I am also alone with you, but I am afraid that my heart is the same. Who knows that I have done this for nothing, so that I have nowhere to complain. As he spoke, he burst into tears.
Daiyu heard this in her ears, saw this scene in her eyes, and felt half gray in her heart, and unconsciously shed tears, bowing her head and saying nothing. Baoyu saw her like this, so she said: "I know that I am not good now, but just because I am not good, I dare not make a mistake in front of my sister." There are one or two points of mistake, but you teach me, admonish me next time, scold me twice, hit me twice, and I will not be discouraged. Who knows that you always ignore me, so that I can't figure it out, I don't know what to do. Even if you die, you are also a dead ghost, even if you repent, you can't be reborn, and you have to affirm the reason before I can survive. ”
When Daiyu heard this, she unconsciously forgot all about last night, and said, "Since you said so, why did I go last night, and you didn't ask the girl to open the door?"
Baoyu was surprised: "Where did this start? If I am like this, I will die immediately!"
Lin Daiyu chirped: "It's not taboo to get up early in the morning to die or live! You say that if you have it, you will have it, if you don't, you won't have it, what kind of oath do you swear." ”
Baoyu: "I really didn't see you." It was Sister Bao who sat down and came out. ”
Lin Daiyu thought for a while and said with a smile: "It must be because your girls are lazy, and there are also crooked voices." ”
"I guess that's why. When I go back, I will ask who it is, and teach them a lesson. ”
"Those girls of yours should also teach a lesson, but I shouldn't say anything. It's a small matter to offend me today, if Miss Bao comes tomorrow, what Miss Bei comes, and she also offends, wouldn't it be a big deal!" said and smiled.
When Baoyu heard this, she gritted her teeth and laughed again. While the two were talking, they saw the girl come to invite them to dinner, so they came forward.
In the evening, Lin Daiyu's worries about Baoyu yesterday had already been thrown away, and she took care of today's things again, and said: "I don't have such a great blessing to forbidden, I can't compare to Miss Bao, what gold and what jade, we are just people of grass and trees." ”
Baoyu heard her mention the word gold and jade, and she didn't feel suspicious, so she said: "Except for what others say about gold and jade, I have to have this thought in my heart, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed, and I will not be able to be a human for eternity." ”
When Lin Daiyu heard what he said, she knew that he was suspicious, and she was busy laughing again: "It's so meaningless, what kind of oath do you swear in vain?
Baoyu said: "It's hard to tell you what is in my heart, and I will naturally understand it in the future." Except for the old lady, my heart is your sister. If there were anyone else, I would swear by it. ”
"You don't have to swear, I know very well that you have a sister in your heart. But just when I saw my sister, I forgot about my sister. ”
"That's your heart, I definitely don't. ”
"Yesterday, Bao girl didn't lie for you, why did you ask me? If it were me, you wouldn't know what to do?"
As he was talking, he saw Xue Baochai coming from there, and the two walked away. Baochai saw it clearly, only pretended not to see it, lowered her head and passed, went to Mrs. Wang's place, sat for a while, and then came to Jia's mother's side, only to see Baoyu here. Baochai because her mother had mentioned to Mrs. Wang in the past that "the golden lock is given by a monk, and only those who have jade can get married in the future", so Baoyu is always far away.
Yesterday, when she saw what Yuan Chun had given her, she, like Baoyu, became more and more bored in her heart. Fortunately, Baoyu was entangled by a Daiyu, and all she could think about was Daiyu, and she didn't theorize about it. At this moment, I suddenly saw Baoyu smile and asked, "Sister Bao, let me take a look at your red musk deer skewers." ”
Baochai had a string hanging on her left wrist, and when she saw Baoyu ask her, she had to fade away. Baochai is born with plump skin, which is easy to fade. Baoyu looked at the snow-white arm from the side, and unconsciously moved her heart of envy, and secretly thought: "If this arm grows on Sister Lin's body, or if you have to touch it, it will grow on her body." ”
It is hatred that there is no blessing to touch, suddenly remembered the matter of Jinyu, and then look at Baochai's description, only to see that the face is like a silver basin, the eyes are like apricots, the lips are not dotted and red, the eyebrows are not painted but green, than Daiyu has another kind of charming romance, unconsciously stunned, Baochai faded the string to hand it to him and forgot to take it. Baochai saw that he was stunned, he was embarrassed, dropped the skewer, and turned around to leave, only to see Daiyu kicking the threshold, biting the handkerchief in his mouth and laughing.
Baochai said: "You can't help the wind blow, why are you standing in that wind again?"
Daiyu smiled: "He Zeng is not in the house." Just because I heard a cry from the sky, I came out to take a look, and it turned out to be a stupid goose. ”
Baochai: "Where is the goose? I want to see." ”
Lin Daiyu: "I just came out, and he flew away." ”
As he spoke, he shook the handkerchief in his hand and threw it at Baoyu's face. Baoyu was caught off guard, hit in the eye, belched, startled, and asked who it was?
Daiyu shook her head and smiled: "Don't dare, I lost my hand." Because Sister Bao wanted to see the stupid geese, I showed her and accidentally missed it. Baoyu rubbed her eyes, and she was going to say something later, but it was hard to say.
Baoyu saw that Lin Daiyu was sick again, so she couldn't let go of it, and she was too lazy to eat, so she came to ask from time to time. Daiyu was afraid that he would have a bad time, so she said, "You just watch your play, what are you doing at home?"
Baoyu thought: "Others can forgive me if they don't know my heart, and even she ridicules me." ”
Therefore, the troubles in my heart have increased a hundredfold compared to the past. If it was in front of others, he would never be able to move this liver fire, but Daiyu said this, which was different from what others said in the past, so he couldn't help but immediately sink his face and say, "I know you in vain." That's it, that's it!"
When Lin Daiyu heard this, she sneered twice: "I also know that Bai can recognize me, where am I like someone, what do I deserve?"
When Baoyu heard this, he stepped forward and asked straight to his face: "You said this, are you cursing me to destroy heaven and earth?" Daiyu couldn't explain this for a while.
Baoyu said again: "Yesterday I gambled a few times for this, and today you cursed me again." I will destroy heaven and earth, and what good will you do?"
When Daiyu heard this, she remembered what she said in the morning. Today, it turned out that he was wrong, anxious, and ashamed, so he trembled and said: "If I curse you, I will also be destroyed." I know, yesterday Daoist Zhang said kiss, you are afraid of hindering your good marriage, you are angry in your heart, and you use me to make a bad character. ”
Baoyu and Daiyu are grinding their ears and temples, and their moods are opposite, so they are always happy or angry, and they try their best to secretly try. Lin Daiyu is also a little demented, and she is tempted by fake feelings. Therefore, he also concealed his sincerity and sincerity, and only used falsehood, so that when the two falsehoods meet, there will eventually be a truth. During this period, it is trivial and trivial, and it is difficult to ensure that there is no quarrel.
At this moment, Baoyu's heart thought: "Others don't know my heart, and they can forgive, don't you want me to have only you in my heart." You can't be troubled by me, but you come and choke me with these words. It can be seen that I have you in my heart all the time, but you don't have me in your heart. I thought it in my heart, but I couldn't say it.
Lin Daiyu thought in her heart: "You naturally have me in your heart, although there is a golden and jade opposite, how can you value this heresy and not pay attention to me." I often mention this gold and jade, and you only know it and ignore it, so you can see that you are paying attention to me, and you have no such heart. Why are you anxious when I mention the matter of gold and jade, you know that you always have gold and jade in your heart, and when you mention me, you are afraid that I will be too careful, and you are deliberately anxious, so you can coax me with peace of mind. ”
It seems that the two people were originally one heart, but they both gave birth to more branches and leaves, and instead made two hearts. Baoyu thought to herself: "I don't care what, as long as you are free, I will be willing to die because of you immediately." Whether you know or don't know, only from my heart, it can be seen that you are close to me, not far from me. ”
Lin Daiyu thought in her heart: "You only care about you, I will be good if you are good, why should you lose yourself for me." As everyone knows, you lose yourself. It can be seen that you do not call me near to you, but deliberately call me far away from you. ”
In this way, both of them are seeking to be close, but they are estranged.