255. The Truth II

"Yes, you have to fight with your life—— unless one day, Master has encountered some danger that puts his life in danger, and you can willingly give your life for him and save his life, then presumably, before you die, he should forgive you......"

"Nonsense! So you girl is playing tricks on me! Why will you forgive me before you die?!Then what is the use of me keeping you?!" As he spoke, Zhao Feng glanced at Gao Ran with a slight threat.

But Gao Ran didn't care about his threat, and only continued to say to himself: "Hehe, little uncle, what do you think like, that can only show that you really don't understand Master's temper! Tell you honestly, it's useless for me to embarrass me! Even if you kill me, it's useless! What I'm saying is the truth: what you hope for to restore the old good, I'm afraid it won't be possible to achieve it in your lifetime!"

"Because, the more guilty you feel, the more you dwell on it, the more Master will taste the pleasure of revenge against you, and if you have no guilt about what you did back then, and it doesn't matter what he thinks of you, then he will be more convinced that it was the right choice for him to abandon you completely! He will keep this in his heart for the rest of his life, and use this as an excuse to convince himself: He will regard you as a stranger in this life and this life! And he can still do it with peace of mind and a clear conscience! But ......"

"But what?"

"However, if you are sorry and show with your actual actions that you are willing to spend the rest of your life to atone for your sins and ask for his forgiveness, then you will always see your 'sincerity' all these years as long as he still minds the events of that year after ten or twenty years.

"Perhaps, he may not necessarily give you a second chance to enter his heart, but after a long time, he will probably not deliberately ignore you again. And if you wait a little longer, say thirty years from now...... Then maybe when you meet once in a while, he might be willing to have a quiet chat with you, or a few drinks with you!"

"Huh, that's all?"

"Well, in my opinion, the best outcome between you can only be like this! You should be content! Who made you young and ignorant, hurt the person who should not be harmed the most, and completely stepped on the bottom line that he could not tolerate? Therefore, what I am talking about is what you will have to bear for the rest of your life, and it is the price you must pay for your ignorant behavior back then!"

"Alas-" Zhao Feng didn't say anything anymore, just let out a long sigh. Obviously, he has already acquiesced to Gao Ran's analysis. Although it was still difficult to accept it in his heart, he had to accept that this was not the reality he wanted...... After all, Gao Ran really knows more about the current Zhao Yi than him! he should still trust her judgment - besides, she also fell for his curse, and she didn't dare to deliberately deceive him.

"Alright, don't sigh. In fact, thirty years, although it is not a short period for you, you can still afford it, right? Unlike me, you can only live to half a hundred at most...... You're lucky compared to me!

"Okay! What about your sentimentality, let's leave it to you alone and savor it slowly! I have something to ask you here!"

"What's the matter?"

"You said before that for Gao Liwen, you only know that he deliberately instigated you to do that unrighteous thing, and you almost died because of it, so do you know if he got any benefits from that incident back then? Or, after that incident, did something major happen immediately after that incident? Or who else benefited directly or indirectly from that incident?"

"Hmm...... I had only met Gao Liwen a few times back then, and as for whether he had gained any benefits from it...... I don't know!

"However, not long after that incident, there were rumors that the second senior sister and I fainted inexplicably, and it was the emperor who secretly sent someone to assassinate the second senior sister but was accidentally bumped into by me, and as a result, even I was seriously poisoned, which caused us to fall unconscious......

"And the elder brother, after saving us, knew that we were both injured by my curse, so he left in a bad mood before we woke up! No one knows where he is...... Therefore, he is probably unaware of these rumors later......"

"In this way, Gao Liwen is likely to have some private collusion with the Emperor of Jiaoguo! And Gao Liwen obviously had done a detailed investigation of Uncle Shi and the key people around her before he met you! That's why he knew your identities and their main abilities from the beginning, and then used your jealousy and suspicion to sow discord between you, and by the way, he also used this to create those rumors that could provoke the relationship between Uncle Shi's father and the emperor and intensify the contradictions between them......

In this way, even if the prince has no objection to his emperor brother, but he doesn't know the truth, after listening to these rumors, it is inevitable that he will still have no good face for the emperor for a while...... And in this way, if the emperor has the intention of harming him, then he will naturally take advantage of the danger of others and deliberately exaggerate his 'disrespect' on the grounds of his 'great disrespect' to punish him!

"It's just that I didn't expect it! This emperor is so ruthless, he actually wants to destroy his entire clan!

"Hmm...... According to what you said during the day, his branch is a side branch of the royal family...... Then they should be cousins? Then, the title of county lord of this uncle and aunt is probably also specially rewarded by the emperor in his early years, right?

"But...... Since the emperor had been so 'kind' to that prince, but then he was deliberately trying to find an opportunity to destroy his entire clan, even his wife's clan and all his husbands' respective mothers......

In the early days, the reason why the emperor was so good to him was because he needed him to better assist him in governing the country and stabilizing the regime; and when the crisis passed, the emperor was afraid that he would overshadow the master, so he had the intention of killing? Moreover, the family of the wife he married, the Ye family, was also a very prestigious family in the Banana Kingdom? How much could it even check and balance the power of the emperor? Otherwise, the emperor would not even let them go, right?"

"yes! Why didn't I think of that?"

Gao Ran didn't expect that after Zhao Feng listened to her analysis just now, he looked as if he had just suddenly realized...... this reaction was something she hadn't expected before!

She couldn't help frowning, although she didn't want to believe it, she still couldn't help but verify it, so she asked, "Little uncle...... I've always had a feeling from the first time I met you...... Although I still don't want to believe it's true...... But, now it seems, I still have to ask!"

"What?

"Uncle Junior...... You ......"

"Ask whatever you want! Why did you suddenly become a mother-in-law and mother-in-law? It makes me think you have a conspiracy!"

"Okay!Uncle Junior, I just want to know, except for your deep study of medical poison and your extremely high attainments, do you never pay much attention to the rest of the aspects, no matter how big or small?!"

"Huh? Is that a little thing?"

"Little things?!"

"Of course it's a trivial matter! Is this still a question to be asked? Of course I won't take it to heart! What is there to think about and remember?!"

"What?!Don't tell me that the reason why you have been so wary of Gao Liwen since he suffered a loss - no matter how much he lobbied you, you turned a deaf ear is not because you really learned a lesson and saw through his true intentions, but just that you remembered that he hurt you, and then used this - completely refused, treated him as air - to avoid being harmed by him again?"

"Yes, yes, as long as I don't get hurt by him, does it matter what I think and how I deal with him?"

In other words, it is precisely because of this kind of character of yours that you didn't even think about how Master felt when Master left without permission and caused you to lose his whereabouts, didn't you? You didn't know what was wrong with you, did you? You didn't even think about going to him, did you?

"Again, those rumors...... You've probably never thought about the harm of letting them spread? You're probably just a bystander, and you're still indifferent to the fact that the situation continues to deteriorate, and you've never thought of coming out in time to clear up the rumors, right?

"Even, until your aunt's family was beheaded all over the house, you never thought of saving her in person—— because you know very well that if your master or my master knew about this, he would definitely come to save her! And if even they couldn't save her, then you would definitely not be able to save her with your strength back then! Therefore, you just continue to stand by and wait for them to come and rescue your aunt...... Right?

"In addition, if I guess correctly, I'm afraid that Uncle and Aunt Shi will never think that if you really have something in your heart back then, it will always be remembered, it is nothing more than two things: one is to remind yourself that you must beware of everything about Gao Liwen from now on to prevent being harmed by him again, and the other is to think that after you are weak, you will go to Uncle and Aunt Shi to ask her to fulfill her promise that she will marry you!

"Uncle Junior, you say, am I guessing right?"

"Heh, do you know, senior brother?—— it turns out that you have such an ability to penetrate people's hearts at such a young age!" When teasing her like this, Zhao Feng had a look of unfazed, unhappy and angry, which made people unable to see what he really thought at the moment.

"I think he probably knows...... Between me and him, we have always understood more, and there are very few things that are really conveyed in words...... This should be a tacit understanding!

"However, since you have admitted that my assumption is correct, then why are you so obsessed with asking Master to forgive you now?

"Anyway, I don't believe that just because you're older, you can suddenly understand what you've done wrong and then you want to make up for it......

"What's more, you just confirmed it yourself again just now - even I, an outsider who has been in the past many years, can see at a glance the many connections and flaws behind the extermination disaster back then, why did you, the person concerned, still think of it after listening to me?!

"Heh, just like you, and I want to believe that you are really repentant?!—— unless I am a pig! No, I'm afraid even pigs will not believe you!"

After saying that, Gao Ran gave Zhao Feng a disdainful glance, "Say! What is your purpose? Could it be that you want to renew the old friendship with the master and you want to take me to the Medical Valley, what is the relationship between the two? And what benefits can you get from it? You said during the day that I have no chance to assassinate the valley master...... Could it be that it has something to do with your master, the Valley Master of the Medical Valley?!"

As soon as Gao Ran finished asking, Zhao Feng couldn't help but widen his eyes and stared at her in disbelief.

In this way, Gao Ran also knew, she guessed that it should be eight / nine is not far from ten: sure enough, the reason why Zhao Feng wanted to use her to repair the relationship between him and Zhao Yi was for himself——!