Chen Lu's business trip is no longer a normal thing for Xu Suining.

Almost every month, he needs to go out. There are also countless overtime shifts.

Xu Suining really admires people in their profession, the work intensity is very high, and if it were her, it might not take long for her body to collapse.

Chen Lu has not contacted her since he left.

Xu Suining didn't ask him much about what he was doing, but two days before he needed to transfer money to Xu's father, he decided to contact him, for fear of disturbing him, and specially picked a meal.

...

Chen Lu's mobile phone ringtone sounded a little abruptly on the wine table.

At that time, a junior toasted him, and the sudden ringing made the junior a little overwhelmed, and said politely: "Dr. Chen, you should answer the phone first." “

Eating a meal is not an important thing, and it may not necessarily be as important as a phone call.

Chen Lu glanced at the caller ID. But he directly broke it off and said, "It's okay." “

He had a drink with him.

Today's exchange meeting, because Chen Lu was there, caused quite a stir, and then he was begged by a group of juniors to come over for dinner, as a senior, it is naturally difficult to refuse.

"Dr. Chan, although we studied different fields of medicine, you are still my role model. The junior said, "Your success rate is too high." “

Chen Lu has not had any accidents since he graduated with a doctorate two years ago.

Chen Lu rarely smiled and chatted with him.

Until the girl next to her jokingly said, "Dr. Chen, was the call just now from your girlfriend?"

Chen Lu glanced at the girl quietly, and did not open his mouth to deny it.

Little girls, more or less have a strong mentality, and are more curious about the more famous seniors. However, Chen Lu looked cold, and the rest of the people didn't dare to ask again.

After a few minutes, he got up and took his leave. Before leaving, I paid for it.

After Chen Lu returned to the hotel, he received a call from Xu Suining again, but this time, he answered.

"Why don't you answer the phone?"

He said, "I'm busy." “

"Are you so busy that you don't have time for dinner?"

Chen Lu didn't answer.

Xu Suining paused and said, "My father's money, you remember to call it." “

Chen Lu said: "I knew that you called for this matter." Don't worry, I'll call your dad's money regularly. “

Xu Suining could hear that the rhythm of his speech was a little wrong. Say, "Are you drinking?"

"Well, with a few kids. Chen Lu recalled the faces of the group of children just now, and said, "There is a girl who looks good. “

Xu Suining was silent.

Chen Lu didn't speak either.

This silent feeling seemed to imply something.

After a while, Xu Suining said, "Are you looking at it again?"

Chen Lu asked rhetorically, "If you like it, what are you going to do?"

"I'll pack up my things and get ready to leave. Xu Suining said repeatedly, "Chen Lu, if you are tired of it, you must tell me in advance." “

Chen Lu rubbed his eyebrows. I thought she was annoying and said, "No you." I haven't seen each other for two weeks, and I still miss you, and I knew I would get it once on the day I came out. “

Xu Suining said suddenly: "If your juniors know that you are so lustful, they will definitely have mixed feelings in their hearts. “

"Obviously they can't possibly know. Chen Lu said absentmindedly, "Physiological needs are also called lust and emotion? Could it be that you have to engage in scientific research with your girlfriend to be called a serious person?"

"Well, I'm guessing you're well-dressed but detached. Xu Suining said pertinently. I added in my heart: I pretended to be very high.

Chen Lu paused, and after chatting with Xu Suining a lot, he realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly stopped, and his tone faded: "There is still something to do, hang up first." “

He frowned, drank a little wine, and was not so sensible.

As soon as Chen Lu said that he didn't plan to divide, he made things a little worse.

said that there was no separation, but the actual breakup was close at hand. Chen Lu felt a little sorry for Xu Suining. But he could only compensate her by buying her a bunch of gifts online.

These gifts were all sent to Xu Suining's school.

When my colleague saw the luxury goods, his eyes straightened: "Mr. Xu, your boyfriend is too generous to you." “

Xu Suining smiled, but she always felt that there was something wrong with things, Chen Lu was actually careful with her, and this time she was really too generous.

She wanted to ask Chen Lu why she suddenly gave her these gifts, but no one was contacted.

It wasn't until two days later that the colleague who had hitchhiked with Chen Lu last time found Xu Suining and looked at her with some complicated feelings. After hesitating for a long time, he said, "Mr. Xu, I met your boyfriend at the bar yesterday." “

Xu Suining said: "You should admit your mistake, he was still on a business trip and didn't come back." “

"No mistake. She affirmed, "It's your boyfriend, and there are a few boys with him." He saw me too, and I waved him to say hello. “

Chen Lu came back, but Xu Suining didn't know anything, and her expression was a little embarrassed at this moment.

"Teacher Xu, so I said, the rich second generation is really unreliable. In the bar, I don't know if I'm waiting for some girl. “

Xu Suining's expression was not very good-looking.

After a while, she still had classes, so she didn't contact Chen Lu. And when she called him after class, Chen Lu didn't answer.

Xu Suining hit a few in a row, and he was actually a little angry in his heart, but in fact, it was impossible not to see any of them.

She didn't know what Chen Lu meant, but no matter what it meant, it was excessive. Everyone knew he was back, but she didn't know that she was a girlfriend.

A discerning person can see that she has no status. Fortunately, the colleague I bumped into this time knew her and wouldn't go out to say anything. If you change to someone else, you don't know what it will be like.

When he got off work, Xu Suining rushed to the hospital.

Thanks to the last injury, the doctors and nurses were quite familiar with her, and greeted her with a smile: "Miss Xu, come to see Dr. Chen?"

Chen Lu really came back.

Xu Suining smiled reluctantly and nodded.

She got on the elevator, and when she reached the floor of Chen Lu's office, she saw him walking from not far away, and when she saw her, her footsteps paused, and then she lifted her feet again and entered the office.

Xu Suining followed behind him, was silent for a while, and said, "Don't you say a word when you come back?"

Chen Lu said lightly: "I had an operation as soon as I came back yesterday, and then I rested in the dormitory, so I didn't go back to bother you." “

"You didn't answer the phone just now. “

"I was also having surgery just now. Chen Lu lowered his head and tidied up his office and said, "It's been a busy two days. “

Xu Suining pursed her lower lip, looking at his long body wrapped in a white coat, she didn't think about what to say, and a patient walked in.

Xu Suining didn't want to disturb him anymore, and stood silently at the door. She looked at him for a long time, and the patient who went in turned his head to look at her several times. Chen Lu said coldly: "You still want to disturb my work here?"

In fact, almost every patient has family members, and when the patient sees a doctor, he will stand at the door and watch, Chen Lu never said anything, and Xu Suining didn't know if he was targeting her.

She turned and walked away.

Xu Suining was eating takeout at almost ten o'clock in the evening, and Chen Lu came back.

He passed by her and went upstairs, Xu Suining chewed slowly downstairs silently, but he didn't take two more bites, and threw the takeaway directly into the trash.

When going upstairs. She heard the sound of water in the bathroom, and after Chen Lu came out, she also fell asleep on the bed.

Xu Suining looked at most of the bed occupied by him and said, "Let's talk." “

Chen Lu looked a little tired and said, "If there is anything, I will talk about it in two days." “

Xu Suining actually came down from the hospital and heard some rumors, in the past few days, a big man has been specially transferred to Chen Lu from other places, because his identity is relatively special, he is a well-known ancestor, he has to be more careful.

So as soon as he said this, Xu Suining didn't bother him.

She was afraid that it would affect his sleep quality, so she even slept on the sofa.

When she woke up the next day, she was carried to the bed, and Chen Lu was gone.

For the next two days, Chen Lu was in this state, and he didn't come back all night on the third day.

Xu Suining still listened to Grandma Chen during the day that in the middle of the night last night, Chen Lu completed the very important operation.

She is also quite happy for Chen Lu, after all, it will also help his career path.

"Ah Lu is very tired this time, you two can come back for a meal together another day. Grandma Chen said, "He is really busy when he is busy, and I hope you can understand and understand." I'm afraid that this busy, the relationship between the two of you will fade. “

Xu Suining smiled and said, "I'll come to see you in two days." “

"Remember to let Alyu come along, grandma wants to see you in pairs. Grandma Chen smiled and said, "In the words of you young people." What's that called, knock cp. “

"You know a lot. Xu Suining praised.

She originally thought that Chen Lu would definitely have to come back that night after the operation, but this night, she also didn't see him.

Xu Suining was already very angry, but in the end she didn't quarrel with her real girlfriend, she actually wanted to quarrel, it was better than not saying anything now. It's better to have a cold attitude.

She added a lot of doctors to her circle of friends, and saw that they were all reposting media interviews with Chen Lu.

In the video, he is polite and cold, but he does not make people feel impolite, and answers every professional question of the reporter seriously.

Xu Suining suddenly felt that he was a little strange.

In fact, it should have been a stranger, and she didn't know much about him, such as his preferences, what universities abroad, and she didn't know anything.

After Xu Suining brushed the tenth retweet of Chen Lu's friend, as well as the KTV singing video sent by a doctor, Chen Lu's face flashed by, but she still couldn't help it and called him.

She was actually worried that she wouldn't take it, but fortunately, he still had a conscience and still took it.

Xu Suining didn't know what to say for a while, so she was silent, she heard someone over there shouting Chen Lu and asking him if he could sing.

"Don't sing. Chen Lu said lightly.

He didn't seem to have the intention of hanging up the phone, Xu Suining held the phone and whispered: "You have to, give me the right words, right?" You know that in you, I don't dare to make decisions casually. “

She wasn't sure if Chen Lu had heard, and he was just silent.

Xu Suining said: "Chen Lu, don't always be hot and cold, my heart will always be hanging." You can't, you can't make a decision yourself, just let me carry these things on my back, right? Obviously, I can't make a difference, I can't leave, it's just a matter of your words, you don't have to, hang that knife above my head all the time. “

Her voice trembled: "It's cruel, it's cruel, it's cruel." “

Xu Suining didn't cry, but her voice was shaking.

Chen Lu didn't say anything, and finally only sighed heavily.

Xu Suining didn't know what his sigh meant, and he didn't have a chance to ask, because he hung up the phone. Later, a colleague of Chen Lu sent her a message saying: Chen Lu's mobile phone is out of battery.

No one knows if it's an excuse or not.

She had insomnia all night.

The next day, she went to see Grandma Chen, who made a pigeon soup and asked her to send it to Chen Lu.

Xu Suining said with some hesitation: "He doesn't necessarily want me to send it." “

Grandma Chen said suspiciously: "I asked Chen Lu in the morning, and he himself said that he didn't have time to come, so he asked you to send it by name." “

Xu Suining paused, thinking that Chen Lu probably wanted to talk to her.

She herself was also eager to know what Chen Lu thought, it didn't matter what the result was, it was just too uncomfortable to be treated like this.

When Xu Suining drove to the hospital, her heart was very heavy, and she quickly came to the hospital's Chen Lu office. It's just that she's not there. Xu Suining put down the soup and when he walked to the door of the operating room, he heard a woman's cry.

Several doctors gathered around.

When Xu Suining took a closer look, he saw a female doctor collapsed in Chen Lu's arms, hugging his neck tightly and crying. And Chen Lu patiently patted her back and coaxed her.

She was stunned, and subconsciously shouted, "Chen Lu." “

Everyone turned around when they heard her voice, but Chen Lu didn't, he was still comforting the person in his arms: "Life and death are fate." You did your best, and it's not your fault. “

She looked at the two embracing each other in a complicated way.

Xu Suining said: "Chen Lu, there are so many doctors, you are not single, isn't it good to hug others like this? There is also pigeon soup, or ......."

She wanted to say, or I'll put the pigeon soup for you first, so I won't bother you, and I'll go back first.

Chen Lu was already in a heavy mood at this moment, and couldn't help but interrupt her with a cold face: "Who do you think can drink that bowl of soup now?"

His voice was unkind, bored, accusatory.

Everyone looked at her.

There are too many people in the hospital, doctors, nurses, idlers, etc.

She was seen with a hot face.

Xu Suining reluctantly said, "I'm sorry." “

The female doctor let go of Chen Lu, wiped the corners of her eyes, and said, "It's me who lost my temper." Miss Xu, I'm really sorry, I didn't want to hug Chen Lu specifically. It's just that when I came out, I couldn't stand on my feet. “

Xu Suining said: "That's not the case, you are all very great people, I know that you must be because of emotions." “

Chen Lu didn't look at her, and only said to the female doctor, "You go and rest first." “

Chen Lu sent the female colleague to rest.

Jiang Nanduo looked at Xu Suining and said, "This colleague's character is fine, she is a new doctor, and she has always taken care of the patients, but she didn't keep them." She couldn't bear it in her heart, after all, it was the first time she faced death. I really didn't mean to hug Chen Lu. “

Xu Suining smiled at him and nodded.

When Chen Lu came back, his whole person was cold, not alienated, cold, cold to the bone, as if every cell in his body was condemning her for being ignorant.

Xu Suining watched him pour the pigeon soup into the pool, and then put the jar on the table. said lightly: "Take it back and pay the errand." “

The pigeon soup that was originally good, was troubled by what she said just now, and it turned out that it really made him lose his appetite.

But even if he comforted the female doctor correctly, it was not wrong for her to mention it from his girlfriend's point of view, right?

Why act like she's vexatious?

Xu Suining picked up the jar on the table without saying a word, and Chen Lu paused when he saw her tense face.

He paused for a moment and said, "Just ......"

Xu Suining reluctantly smiled and said, "I'll go back first." “

She finished speaking, and did not wait for him to speak. rushed out desperately, the hospital was like some beast at the moment, she ran desperately, and then casually pulled a taxi and sat on it.

She patiently finished reporting the address, and sat in the taxi with a white face, her only thought was to find Xie Xi.

When she found Xie Xi, Xu Suining didn't hold back after she asked, "What kind of grievance did you suffer, your face is so bad". Tears flowed down her face.

Xie Xi was taken aback and said, "Ning Ning, what's wrong?"

Xu Suining wiped his eyes and said, "Auntie, can you please take care of my father's affairs for me?" I am afraid that Chen Lu will retaliate against me in the future. I can only come to beg you. “

"What's wrong with you and Ah Lu?" Xie Xi frowned.

Xu Suining choked up and said, "Auntie, I don't want to be with him anymore." “

Xie Xi saw that her aggrieved tears were still falling down, as if she had seen herself before.

She squatted down and wiped her eyes for Xu Suining. said, "Tell your aunt what happened." “

......

After Chen Lu went home, he didn't see Xu Suining.

He frowned and called her.

Xu Suining answered quickly, his voice was a little hoarse, but unexpectedly cool, "Doctor Chen." “

Chen Lu said: "Where are you?"

"I'm in the park next to the neighborhood. “

Chen Lu quickly raised his feet and walked out, and when he walked into the park, he saw Xu Suining sitting on a bench, the cold wind in winter was a little biting, and the tip of her nose was blown red.

Xu Suining looks like a delicate one, and she looks so pitiful at this moment.

Chen Lu walked over, sat down next to her, and put one of her hands into the pocket of his clothes: "Why are you sitting here on a big night?"

"I don't know where I'm going, I wanted to find Zhang Yu, but she wasn't there. Xu Suining said, "Dr. Chen, did I tell you that in fact, I have always been a little bit of a patter of you, so I have been waiting for you to break up." I don't think you would have blamed me if you had spoken. Otherwise, you might have done something to me. “

Chen Lu didn't speak.

"But I feel like I've had a really hard time this week, and you've always ignored me. You don't say that you don't score, you don't say you don't score, I can only guess blindly every day. “

Chen Lu naturally had a reason to deliberately ignore Xu Suining, but he didn't want to appear too cold: "Most of the reasons are for work, I don't mean to ignore you." “

"Chen Lu, I want to break up. She suddenly whispered, "Let's break up." “

He paused, raised his eyes to look at her, and finally understood the reason why she was blowing the wind here in the middle of the night, and his face was slightly gloomy, "Go home first." “

"I'm not going back. Xu Suining said with red eyes: "What I know is not the reason for work at all." You just don't want to deal with it, but you don't say it, just fishing me so coldly, I'm really going to be very uncomfortable. “

Chen Lu stared at her: "I advise you not to make decisions at night. “

Xu Suining smiled reluctantly, but his eyes were red, and said, "Doctor Chen, I have made a decision, I just want to take the road of breaking up." I didn't dare to break up with you before, but today it was so uncomfortable that I had the courage to do it. I've actually endured it for a long time, I'm a talker, and I'm most afraid of cold violence. But you've been using cold violence against me, and I think breaking up is the relief. “

Chen Lu looked at her expressionlessly.