After waiting for a long time, he didn't wait for Yu Qiwen's answer, but seeing that he was always looking at her thoughtfully, it was not difficult for Gao Ran to guess his most likely thoughts at the moment: he was probably afraid of being fooled, but he didn't know how to counteract her for a while?

So, Gao Ranbian continued to ask: "If you are afraid of offending people and are not able to speak out, then you can also answer my other question." Of course, no matter how you answer, I will only take it as a reference opinion, and I will not be completely convinced. What's more, you are not him, so what you say naturally cannot really represent his own thoughts. ”

"What's the problem?" Yu Qiwen didn't feel that he had escaped a catastrophe, but felt that it was even more dangerous, so he asked very vigilantly.

"It's very simple, I want to ask, with your friendship with Yun Zhen and your understanding of him, do you think that in his heart, who is more important between me and Gao Yu?"

"Knowingly asked. Before he could think about it, Yu Qiwen blurted out directly. After all, in his opinion, this matter is clearly a fact that all those who know have long known but tacitly know. Moreover, if it weren't for that, he would never chase Gao Ran alone, let alone stay in the mountains with her for two years. Since he has such a past, he naturally doesn't need to deliberately hide this matter now. Even if Yun Zhen knew about it in the future, he would definitely not pursue him for anything.

But Gao Ran felt that he seemed to have found a breakthrough, so he deliberately questioned him in a dismissive tone:

"After all, Yun Zhen and I have only met a few times in the academy. We haven't seen each other for almost seven years now. Compared to Gao Yu, the childhood sweetheart and junior sister he can often see, you say that he will never forget me, a person who has only met a few times, and even heavier than Gao Yu?

"I warn you, you'd better tell me the truth from the beginning, otherwise, if I find out in the future that you deliberately lied and deceived me, then I will definitely take revenge on you even more, so that you can't live or die, and you still want to die! Otherwise, you will only be the one who will suffer in the end. ”

Gao Ran's words were clearly threatening him naked/naked. But even if it was a threat, Yu Qiwen had to admit that what she said was indeed reasonable. also knows that in the face of Gao Ran, if he chooses to tell the truth from the beginning, this may be the best policy.

"You think that way because you don't know how to be emotional. It is impossible for you to understand: in this world, there is a kind of person, even if it is just a glance, will fall in love for a lifetime. And Zhen he is such an infatuated lover. - When you are not moved, no matter how beautiful you are, you will not be able to enter his heart, but once you are moved, even if you ignore him, he will fall in love with you for a lifetime. ”

Gao Ran believed that what Yu Qiwen said after being threatened by her should be true. But what he said didn't work for her at all, but caused goosebumps all over her. It's not that she doesn't believe that there are people in the world who are so incomprehensible to her, but that even if there are, her understanding of the reason why such people are like this is completely different from Yu Qiwen's understanding.

She immediately retorted to him with disdain:

"You think that way because of the perspective from which you look at this matter, you understand Yun Zhen this way. But, in my opinion, this is by no means what you say.

"It's true, even if Yun Zhen is really as you say, since he was wishful thinking about me, he will really miss me so far, and even, as you said, he will really fall in love with me for the rest of his life. However, in my opinion, it is not at all how much he cares about me and admires me, but in essence, his feelings are just a kind of self-satisfaction of his own. Even if he is in love, then what he admires is only the 'me' he imagines, and it has nothing to do with the real me at all.

"Don't forget, in reality, he and I have only met a few times. How much does he know about me, and how much does he accept the real me?

"I see, at most, he happened to see a certain point in me that suited his mind when he first saw me, so he wishfully magnified that point infinitely, and arbitrarily decided that the 'me' he imagined and thought was all of me, and should be what I should be, and even wishfully imposed all his own thoughts on me, and projected the phantom he loved in his heart on me. And, from the very beginning, he took such wishful thinking for granted.

"Besides, I think his so-called devotion is essentially just an obsession of his own. What's more, it is not difficult for me to think that when he grows up, few people will say 'no' to him, and they will not dare to say 'no' to him easily. In addition, he is born with some paranoid tendencies, so it is not difficult to create such a character that he will be extremely attached to what he wants.

"So, I think, he wasn't really infatuated with me, but he wanted to satisfy his own obsession with the illusion he loved in his heart. And I am just an irreplaceable 'tool' for his self-satisfaction. - Just because there is a point in me that happens to be quite in line with his heart, and then he uses it as the best projection vessel for the phantom in his heart. And in this way, he may be able to use me, a real entity, to slowly transform his fantasies into realities that he can actually touch, if I am willing to cooperate.

"But obviously, I'm not going to cooperate. Nor is I under any obligation to cooperate with any fantasies he has projected on me in order to satisfy Yun Zhen's own self-satisfaction!"

After making his statement clear, Gao Ran asked Yu Qiwen with a provocative face:

"Yu Qiwen, in all fairness, even if you insist that your opinion is not wrong, but if you re-examine Yun Zhen's so-called affection for me from the perspective I just described to you, with your understanding of him, are you sure that what I said really doesn't make any sense?

"Even if I do not understand what love is, as you say, I still believe that a good relationship that truly stands the test of time can only be produced and maintained in two people who can also understand themselves and each other very well. They must know themselves well enough and be able to fully accept their complete selves, and then they may be able to see each other clearly, understand each other equally, and even be willing to respect and accept each other's all as if they were respecting and accepting their own. Moreover, only when two people can do it, then a relationship of true mutual understanding can be produced and may be maintained forever. — and, only, it's possible.

"And it seems to me that if there is any love you call it, it must be one of the ways of existence of this kind of really lasting good relationship that I have described, one of the 'relationships', but not the whole of them. And since the 'relationship' only exists in the process of maintaining each other, it is a process rather than a result, and it is still fluid, shouldn't the so-called 'affection', which is essentially only a part of the 'relationship', also flow?

"But since it is fluid, how can 'wishful thinking' make this 'love' flow? If it has not flowed, how can it still be 'love'? Or is your so-called love not 'love' in the first place, but a false fantasy that you mistakenly think is 'love'? Is it self-satisfaction that you put on the false cloak of 'love'?"

Yu Qiwen was speechless when asked by Gao Ran. He didn't know why, what Gao Ran said just now, whether he agreed with it or not, but his heart was indeed hit hard by her. He knew what that meant: it meant that his heart was touched, and it seemed that he was faintly knocked open by Gao Ran's questioning rebuttal—a "new door" to the world behind the door he had never known existed, let alone set foot in.

This strange and seductive feeling, but at the same time terrifying him, made him tremble instantly. I only feel that at this moment, compared to Gao Ran in front of him, the part in his heart that he can't understand yet, is what makes him uneasy and fearful the most.

"I really haven't heard of your remarks...... it was easy to calm himself down, Yu Qiwen didn't dare to think about it anymore, and only tried to deal with it in a hurry, "But even if what you say is true, even if Zhen He is indeed as you say, even if I misunderstood it in the past, even Zhen himself has never thought about his affection for you...... But so what? Could it be that the truth or falsity of Zhen's affection for you is of utmost importance to you?"

"Oh, that's good. The ideas and thoughts that I had always believed in were suddenly provoked unguardedly, and they were fundamentally questioned -- the foundation of all your thoughts and beliefs was shaken in such a way, and you could still confront me in such an orderly manner? Yes! It is indeed good! It's just that I don't know if someone has reminded you: the so-called companion is like a companion tiger, if you don't have the material to govern the country and assist the monarch, it is indeed difficult to take on a big responsibility, but if you are too sharp, even if you have not achieved a high level of success, I am afraid that Yun Zhen will not attack you early because he is afraid of your possible threat. ”

"No, he won't! He knows that I will never be disobedient to him, he won't! Gao Ran, don't try to provoke a relationship between us!"

"Provocative? Heh, whether it's provocative or not, it depends on how much you believe what I just said, and how much you believe what you just said. Do you dare to say that what I said doesn't make the slightest sense? Or do you firmly believe that your eager denial is really your truth, and not your self-deception?"

Yu Qiwen couldn't restrain his panic anymore. First, there was the unspeakable shaking from the bottom of his heart before, which had caused him an inexplicable fear in his heart, and then Gao Ran's provocation of the relationship between him and Yun Zhen, and finally, it was difficult for him to stop the overflow of panic in his heart in time before he could clear up his complicated feelings at the moment. He couldn't hide his thoughts anymore.

At this moment, he only felt that such a self made him so strange. However, what made him even more overwhelmed was that he suddenly had a thought at this moment: Gao Ran was a demon, and she could easily awaken the fear in his heart. Although he was unfamiliar with the source of this fear, he knew that it was in his heart, but he had never been aware of it until then. But that's what was terrifying—why could Gao Ran see such a secret existence that even he himself had never been aware of? Moreover, she not only saw it, but could also wake it up so easily?! If she wasn't a demon, where did she get such a strange power that could easily evoke the dark power in his heart that even he didn't even know about, and even make it available to her?—— isn't it true, his helplessness at the moment is not exactly what she wants?

"Who are you?Who are you?!" Yu Qiwen seemed to suddenly go berserk, grabbed Gao Ran's wrist without any measure, clamped her hard, and asked her with fear and anger.

"I, I'm Gao Ran. The second miss of the Gao family, Gao Ran. What's the matter? Could it be that you suspect that I am a ghost? Or is it because you have a ghost in your heart, why are you so afraid of being seen through by me?" Gao Ran didn't resist at all, just endured the pain and let him clamp his wrist, but what he said was clearly in his words.

Yu Qiwen looked at Gao Ran carefully for a while, and after making sure that she was not disguised and was indeed herself, he relaxed his grip on Gao Ran a little, but he still didn't let go of her, as if he was still a little uneasy.

He continued to clamp Gao Ran's wrist like that, unconsciously pulling her closer to him, but he was very focused on reflecting on Gao Ran's rhetorical question to him: Could it really be that he had a ghost in his heart?