Chapter Seventy-Nine: A Time to Watch Alone

"Then I will listen to you, and if you call me love, I will be baptized and renamed, and I will never be called Romeo again. ”

"Who are you, dodging in the dark and eavesdropping on people's words?"

"I can't tell you what my name is...... If I had written it on paper, I would have torn those words to shreds. ”

"I haven't poured a hundred words out of your mouth yet, but I know your voice, aren't you Romeo, of Montagu's house?"

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The two took turns reciting dialogue, grasping their roles in a rusty way.

"Love has prompted me to probe this place...... But if you are on the far seashore, I will brave the storm to find this treasure of yours. ”

"Thankfully, the night has covered me with a veil, otherwise you would have seen the blush of shame on my face for the sake of what I had just been heard by you...... Handsome Montagu, I'm really too infatuated, so maybe you'll think my actions are a little frivolous......"

The night sky clutched the textbook tightly with both hands, a layer of blush rose on his face, and he spoke in a slurred manner.

"Ah, it's so shameless to be ashamed of these lines!!"

She can't stand the straightforward and strong love words in her lines, it's too explicit. Even in the face of trolls' bad words on the Internet, she has never lost her temper like now.

Kitty looked at her funny, with a playful look in her playfulness: "The lines you asked Xing Nai to read yesterday were even more explicit, you can feel her feelings." ”

"Hmph. Night Sky pouted dissatisfiedly, and quibbled: "It was a shameless flesh voluntarily, and I didn't force her." ”

"Are you sure?!" the eaglet scoffed, staring at the night sky with disdain.

"Hmph. Defeated by the lack of confidence in the night sky, she picked up her textbook in frustration and continued to practice conversation.

However, she seems to be slowly getting used to explicit dialogue, and she is no longer awkward.

The two became familiar with each other little by little, and slowly mastered the essentials of reciting lines.

Although there are many words created by Shakespeare himself, fortunately, when the teacher gave a lecture just now, he had already read aloud and demonstrated, and wrote down the phonetic transcription of unfamiliar words.

Kitty used to study abroad and used English a lot, so he learned very quickly, and he asked him for advice when he encountered problems in the night sky.

Bell Bell Bell –

At the end of the third class, the students didn't care, and continued to maintain the grouping during class, continuing to whisper and play with each other, and from time to time it was inevitable that someone would secretly glance at the Kitty Hawk night sky. There were also a few girls holding hands, chatting about gossip with their eyebrows, and walking out of the classroom and turning right.

At the end of the walkway on the right is the toilet.

Feeling the gaze from all directions, the night sky was a little cramped and uneasy.

Usually, she often stays in her seat alone, sometimes lying on the table and pretending to sleep, and sometimes preparing a book to read silently. She likes to read obscure translated novels or professional books that her peers wouldn't be interested in.

Night Sky himself also found it troublesome to read these books, and he didn't like them very much, so he simply read them at a glance and didn't understand much of the content of the text (1).

Because of her eye-catching appearance, there were many classmates who accosted her when she first entered school, but because of her cold voice and taciturnity, no one will talk to her now.

Unapproachable temperament, coupled with outstanding learning ability, excellent motor nerves, and more importantly, if you provoke her, you will be stabbed by that extremely cold eyes. Therefore, she will not be bullied, and the girls can only isolate her far away and secretly sneer behind her back.

For the night sky, reading a book in the classroom is just a shield that exists to reject others.

There is only one principle for choosing what book to read - no matter who asks "what book are you reading", when he knows the title of the book, he can only say ambiguously "Eh, eh, eh......" and leave with a smile.

That's pretty much how she's spent her time since she entered this school.

Thanks to these books, she has mastered a lot of knowledge, but she has no object to show off, so it is of little significance.

In fact, she herself prefers those simple entertainment works.

Suspense, legend, fantasy or historical novels, she reads them with pleasure. She prefers comics to novels, especially those of the younger age group.

The protagonist will definitely win, and as long as he works hard, he will definitely get results.

And - the friendship never breaks.

Victory, hard work, camaraderie. The night sky loves stories governed by such simple laws.

However, this is not the case in the real world.

The world is not as simple as shonen manga -

The night sky is not so simple as to sincerely hope that the world will become like that, but there are occasional wishes for it because of cleanliness.

Nor did she reject others from the beginning and leave her alone.

Ten years ago, in order to fill the void in her mind caused by the disappearance of the eagle, she made many attempts, and also tried to build friendships with other girls, but all failed.

She found that she couldn't fit in with her peers at all, just like she couldn't understand why those girls were obsessed with idol stars, obsessed with pursuing LV Chanel Hermes, gossiping about beauty and weight loss, and other girls couldn't understand why Night Sky liked shonen comics and always dressed up as boys, and accused them of slandering behind their backs as villains.

Just remembering these events makes the night sky want to roll all over the ground in anguish. Because of her mother, what she hates most is those despicable people who love to slander others, and this ugly face of selfishness and jealousy is extremely disgusting.

She also knows that there are many girls who are not like this, they just dare not refuse, they are afraid of being isolated, and they are forced to go with the flow and continue to cater to become one of them.

But she will never compromise!!

She would never allow herself to be that kind of woman, the woman who was abandoned by her father, cursed every day with vulgar words, and beat her daughter whenever she was in a bad mood.

The night sky will never forgive!!

So, she chose to give up.

Believing that you can't really enjoy the fate of youth, burying the time you spent with Eagle as a treasure in your heart, giving up all efforts to make youth happy, staying away from others and leaving the world independent, this is the choice of the night sky.

Until I met the eagle again.

As if seeing the night sky's confusion, Kitty winked at her understandingly, and said, "I'll go back to my seat first, and I'll come back later." ”

"Hmm. Night Sky nodded, and his nervous hands slowly relaxed.

She didn't know why she was so nervous all of a sudden, she was obviously criticized by others before, but she didn't expect her heart to be pounding like now. When she thought of being seen by others getting along with Kitty Hawk, she seemed calm on the surface, but the roots of her ears turned red.

Strange emotions ran through her heart, and she couldn't calm down at all.

Ten minutes passed quickly, and the class resumed. This time, Kitty moved her chair to the night sky seat, and the two sat side by side.

Seeing the surprise in the night sky's eyes, Kitty was calm and resolute: "We are already friends, and you will no longer be alone in the future, so try to adapt~~~"

The night sky froze, and the emotions that kept surging in her heart exploded all of a sudden after hearing this sentence.

During class activities, a person stares blankly at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window;

pretending to be a big aunt during physical education class, and watching the laughter of classmates alone;

At the end of class, he sat alone in his seat and pretended to be asleep and read;

At noon, a person eats a bento that he hurriedly rushed out early in the morning;

During the spring and autumn outings, everyone teams up with friends, but they have to play with their teachers;

Lonely nights, days when you can't find anyone to contact when you look through the address book and TT;

went to the family restaurant to eat, and the days when one person occupied four seats and endured the strange eyes of others;

The days when you go to a buffet and come back from picking up the food to find that the tableware has been taken away by the waiter;

Go to KTV to sing, no matter how you sing loudly, your voice will never be able to fill the empty box;

When you are happy, there is no one to share, when you are sad, there is no one to tell, and even imagine the existence of "little friends", talking to yourself, and playing with yourself;

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All these years of lonely and lonely watching, finally waited for the dawn to come.

She forced her sour nose and tried to suppress her trembling body, so as not to turn her head and smile brightly at Kittyhawk.

That smile is like the first ray of sunshine in early spring, sweeping away all gloom.

I'm finally not alone anymore.

(1) Excerpt from the original.