Gaia's memories
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In this world of the jungle, if I don't struggle to survive, then I'm just a piece of meat in someone else's mouth.
Forced to accept combat since I was a child, the so-called elder brother always looked at me with cold eyes and scars all over my body, and hit my self-confidence again and again.
He left scars on me, big and small, mercilessly. I have to admit that he is better than me.
Facing a guy who is stronger than yourself, fight, lose, fight, and defeat again............
To be honest, I kind of hated him. Obviously, other people's brothers are smiling and spending the best childhood with their own brothers, but I can only be coldly looked at by him in the failures again and again.
"Too weak, you don't deserve to be my brother. ”
Years later, when I think back on this sentence, I just feel that my mind is blank.
"I'm going to beat you!"
The rhetoric is still in my ears, and when I really have enough strength, I will see that guy Ryles again, but as an enemy.
My strength is enough to make people fearful, but in his eyes, it is just a small wave in the sea.
"After all these years, you still haven't changed, Gaia. ”
His words full of banter were in my ears, and they made me angry. I rushed forward and fought him, desperately.
He simply ............ I don't have any consciousness as an elder brother............ Turning his back on the light and throwing himself into the darkness, is that what he wants?
In his world, "brother" seems to be a ridiculous term. How many times have I been beaten to death by him, and he didn't even look at me, and left mercilessly, leaving me alone, touching the wounds on my body, and despairing.
It's also a terrifying strength, but compared to others, I have relied on countless failures. In the world of the jungle, there is no light, only his brutal training again and again.
"You are your own hope, and all living things are the opponents of survival. If you want someone else to help you, you might as well die sooner. ”
It was the last thing he said to me before he left.
At the time, I thought he was making fun of me. I'm going to prove to him that I'm not going to lose to him!
His departure, Rey's "betrayal", and the departure of his master made me confused for a while. It was like overnight, I had nothing but one life, one heart.
Again and again clenched his fists, living for the sake of living. I always think of what he said to me, and I always scoff at his words, but I only began to believe them after learning a lesson.
When the misunderstanding was finally resolved, all that was exchanged was "You don't even have the most basic judgment ability, you are really a weak person".
Hah, yes. Maybe I'm a weaker person than Ryles.
Perhaps, he was right. Learning to fight from a young age has allowed me to protect myself enough to stop worrying about him.
Guys who don't have enough strength will be abandoned from the beginning, and maybe they won't be able to breathe air again in the next second, just like a wild dog, struggling to survive.
Now that I have a partner, the past may be a thing of the past.
But, Ryles, no matter what, I'm going to prove to you that your brother, Gaia, is strong enough to defend himself!
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