Chapter 202: Apology
Ning Jiashu returned to his room with Ning Jiaxu.
Ning Jiaxu was leaning on the bed reading a book, when she heard him come in, she looked up at his ugly face and continued to look at the book in her hand.
Ning Jiashu lay down on his bed and closed his eyes tiredly.
He's really a little tired.
worked so hard to make up for it, to ask for her forgiveness, but in exchange for her still being as cold as ice.
But thinking of the grievances she had suffered for him in her previous life, his heart throbbed for a while.
Ning Jiaxu waited for a while and said, "It's been so long to come up, and my mother has talked to you?"
Ning Jiashu still closed his eyes and snorted.
Ning Jiaxuan asked again: "Then...... What do they think?"
Ning Jiashu turned over, pressed his face on the pillow, and said in a muffled voice: "What can you say?" Say that the two of us have too similar personalities, and we are both strong and cannot tolerate each other. ”
Ning Jiaxu put down the book in his hand and asked with interest, "Is that really what you said?"
Ning Jiashu muttered: "Why am I lying to you?" ”
Ning Jiaxi touched his chin and said, "That's a good point." ”
It's a good point, otherwise why can't we reconcile? If there is a softness, it will not be the way it is now.
Ning Jiashu choked and turned over, giving his brother a blank look: "Not a bad fart." When am I going to be strong. ”
Ning Jiaxuan sighed twice: "When are you going to be strong?" You ask me?" He snorted and sneered: "You should ask me, when will you not be strong, you are embarrassed to say it." ”
Ning Jiashu: "That's for you, you are my brother, I don't want to be strong on you, who else can I be strong." The voice turned out to be a little aggrieved.
Ning Jiaxuan shook his head
After a while, Ning Jiaxu heard him whisper to himself in a lonely tone: "Wherever I am stronger than her, I let her everywhere, for fear that she will be unhappy...... I still can't make up for it......"
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An Ge returned to the dormitory and collapsed limply on the bed.
The people in the dormitory all went to the grassroots condolence performance, no one was there, she looked at the empty room, and tears couldn't stop flowing.
After all these years, she still cried for him.
I cried for her in my previous life, and I still cried for him in the next life, and her tears in her two lives were for him.
But what is there to cry about?
Isn't it just a man?
She guessed that Soho must have been asked by Ning Jiashu to invite her to dinner, and Soho's words at the dinner table revealed a hint of mutual affection.
She also felt Soho's warmth and kindness, but the more she did this, the more scared she became.
Fear of being caught in a dilemma again.
Early the next morning, An Ge went to work in the warehouse with two black circles under his eyes.
As soon as she arrived at the door of the warehouse, she saw Ning Jiashu leaning against the mottled walls of the warehouse, smoking a cigarette boredly.
When I saw her, I immediately greeted her.
There was a faint bruise under his eyes, and he hadn't slept well last night like himself.
"Have you had breakfast?"
Ange: "......" She shook her head and said in a low voice, "No." ”
Ning Jiashu took out a food bag from behind him and handed it to her: "The meat bun I went to buy was from the Huang Ji family across the street, I remember that you used to like to eat it." ”
An Ge choked in his heart, sighed, didn't pick up the meat buns, and looked at him fixedly: "Ning Jiashu, I ......"
Ning Jiashu stuffed the bag of meat directly into her hand: "Eat first, don't be cold, we'll talk about it when you're done,"
An Ge had no choice, holding the hot food bag in his hand, biting his lip, and opened the door of the warehouse.
She went in to open the window to ventilate, then took the electric kettle to boil water, and then began to clean, she did these chores silently, avoiding Ning Jiashu's sight.
When the water boiled, she filled the water bottle, poured a glass of water for herself and Ning Jiashu, and then sat down and opened the bag of meat buns, she saw that there were four meat buns inside, and knew that Ning Jiashu didn't eat them, so she took out the two buns and handed them to him.
Ning Jiashu took it, ate it in two bites, picked up the water cup and drank a sip of water, he drank in a hurry, he was scalded by the hot water, frowned, and the tip of his tongue hurt.
He glanced up, and An Gewenwen sat quietly on the opposite side of the table, eating the meat bun in small bites, his eyes drooping, and his long eyelashes covered the emotions in his eyes.
Ning Jiashu coughed a few times, and finally asked, "Everyone else has gone down to the grassroots level?"
Ange: "Yes.
Ning Jiashu: "You're on duty alone today?"
An Ge nodded.
Ning Jiashu finally asked, "Then you have nothing to do today, right?"
Ange: "...... Say whatever you have to say, it's a waste of time. ”
Ning Jiashu seemed to be a little embarrassed by being exposed, and he pondered for a while before saying, "That...... Ange, last night...... I'm sorry. ”
Hearing his words of apology, An Ge's eyes turned red again, he bit his lip and didn't speak, holding back his tears.
Ning Jiashu looked at the forbearant expression on her face, his heart throbbed for a while, he bit his lip, and said slowly: "It's me who is not good, I am too anxious, I originally wanted to give you a little more time to get to know me slowly...... But I'm on a mission on the island now, and when I come back once, I want to solve everything......" He laughed self-deprecatingly: "Actually, I also know that these things can't be solved at once, freezing three feet is not a day's cold, you have too deep grudges against me in your previous life, although we have the fate to meet again in this life, but we can't erase the memories of our previous lives, these memories exist for you and for me." He sighed heavily.
There was a deep pain in his tone, and An Ge's heart was sour and astringent when he heard it, like a ball of cotton in his chest, unable to speak.
Ning Jiashu then said bitterly: "I just didn't expect that your hatred for me was as serious as yours, and you refused to forgive me even today...... I originally thought that after the last time in the trees of Shanhua Island, we ...... After facing life and death together, your impression of me can change a little. He saw An Ge open his mouth to say something, and hurriedly continued: "Don't worry, I didn't mean the grace of fate, just let you promise yourself, I mean...... You should always recognize that I'm not a bad person. No ill will towards you. ”
There was a bit of humility and flattery in his tone, and An Ge's tears were about to fall again, she took a deep breath and said, "Ning Jiashu, listen to me." ”
Ning Jiashu looked at her eyes red and about to cry, and couldn't bear it, so he hurriedly said, "You say, you say, I'll listen." ”
"Ning Jiashu, I don't hate you for a long time. An Ge said quietly.
Ning Jiashu's eyes lit up, and he was about to say something, but he heard An Ge continue: "In my last life, when I filed for divorce, I had already figured it out, you don't love me, it's not your fault, I shouldn't hate you." You are lonely, the young lady warms you with a movie