Hearing that Gao Ran seemed to have the idea of abandoning herself, Qiao'er panicked suddenly!

Although she did think about starting to become independent and reducing her dependence on Gao Ran, it was all because she couldn't be sure that Gao Ran would finally be able to come back as promised after leaving...... What if she doesn't come back?!

Although Qiao'er was not very sure about the true condition of Gao Ran's body, with the experience she had accumulated as Gao Ran's assistant in the past two years, she still had some numbers in her heart: the raw materials of the pills that Gao Ran made for herself on weekdays were all medicinal properties that ordinary people could not bear...... Then she took those medicines, but I am afraid that not only will not be able to alleviate her condition, but will directly kill her!

Therefore, from the very beginning, Qiao'er always had reservations about Gao Ran's promises: Whatever Gao Ran promised, Qiao'er firmly believed that she would fulfill her promises -- but only when it had to do with "time", she couldn't really believe it! Not that she doubted that Gao Ran would eventually break her promise, but that she was worried that she would not live to the day when she would fulfill her promise! If everyone died by then, what else could we talk about fulfilling her promise?!

Originally, while Qiao'er chose to follow her true wishes and decided to go step by step in the direction that would make her more independent, she was always thinking about luck in her heart: even if this would make Gao Ran misunderstand her and make Gao Ran more and more distant from her, she firmly believed for no reason that as long as she could keep her promise and stay here for Gao Ran and take care of her hermitage, then she would always be able to see people's hearts over time!

Qiao'er is still fantasizing about the real "ending", which will be "everyone is fine"! And the "misunderstanding" will eventually be proven by time: it is really just a misunderstanding!--if she can really wait for Gao Ran's safe return. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

But I didn't think about it, but the reality is: Gao Ranren hasn't left yet, but he already has a plan to be a stranger to her from now on!

All this has deviated from Qiao'er's original expectations, becoming more and more uncertain and uncontrollable......

For a while, panic, helplessness, and remorse all came to her heart, making Qiao'er almost lose her mind.

But even so, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong, nor did she feel that her previous fluke mentality was her own self-deception. But she knew that Gao Ran's misunderstanding of her seemed to be far beyond what she thought!

When she finally realized how bad and unsatisfactory the situation had become, and her own situation was obviously not much better, Qiao'er finally couldn't hold back her emotions, and she couldn't care so much, and without waiting for Gao Ran's permission, she stood up by herself, and grabbed Gao Ran's arm with one hand, and then grabbed it tightly with both hands, not letting Gao Ran break free - although in fact, Gao Ran was a little surprised by Qiao'er's sudden and excited reaction, but there was no obvious intention to break free. She only tried to break free slightly, but when she knew she couldn't, she stopped struggling and let Qiao'er continue to hold on to her very hard.

"Miss, you misunderstood! You really misunderstood! You listen to my explanation......"

"Qiao'er, you've hurt me. Gao Ran didn't refuse to listen to her explanation, but he deliberately changed the topic.

After Qiao'er heard this, her eyes moved to her hands. She hesitated for a moment, then let go slightly, but still didn't mean to let go of Gao Ran.

"Miss, listen to me, you really misunderstood me!

"Yes! I was thinking about my future. I also know that with your character, if I can't trust you unreservedly, you won't protect me to the end......

"I don't deny it, miss, I can't trust you unreservedly......

"But miss, I don't doubt that you will abandon me, I am just afraid...... I'm afraid that your body won't last the day you promised to come back! I'm afraid you won't be able to come back......

"I ......"

"Okay, Qiao'er, don't say it! I understand what you mean. ”

Hearing Gao Ran's response to her like this, Qiao'er's originally flustered heart calmed down a little. She thought that the "understanding" that Gao Ran was referring to was her real concern that she hoped she could understand. However, before she had time to generate a trace of expectation, Gao Ran's next words completely extinguished her last glimmer of hope!

"But, Qiao'er, if you can really trust me completely, and if you can really do what I say without reservation, instead of having any different intentions to protect yourself, how do you know that I will not make another arrangement for you for that 'what if'?

"You're right, I am indeed such a person: if you treat me unreservedly, I will protect you to the end, but if you can't, then we can only stop there. You know, I never have half a grain of sand in my eyes!

"Qiao'er, you should understand what I mean by now, right? I said it, I understand, it's all human nature, so I don't blame you, and I can't blame you. Everything is just our own choice, and the consequences can only be borne by ourselves!

"You don't have to, and you shouldn't have any illusions of luck! Since you have chosen, then you should be responsible for your choice! You should go on without hesitation.

This is the only way you can be happy on the path you have chosen. Remembrance, remorse, and hope will only make you stagnant and even bring you pain, and the longer it goes, the deeper the pain will become......

"Qiao'er, why do you bother yourself? I think this result should not be what you hoped for when you had the courage to make your own choice, right?"

After speaking, Gao Ran finally turned around and looked at Qiao'er with a light smile, and at the same time, effortlessly withdrew his hand from her hands that were already weak at the moment, and only empty and still maintained a grasping posture.

Qiao'er, on the other hand, was completely cold after seeing Gao Ran's heartless smile at her at the moment!

However, looking at Gao Ran's cold smile that was obviously rejecting her thousands of miles away, Qiao'er understood Gao Ran's meaning very clearly: everything can't go back!

It wasn't until this moment that Qiao'er realized that Gao Ran didn't misunderstand her, and never misunderstood her!

However, although the management intellectually understands that things have developed to such an irreversible point now, neither of them is wrong, but Qiao'er still feels very unwilling, and deeply regrets it: if everything can be done again, if Gao Ran is willing to give her another chance, she is willing to give up her choices, and is willing to wholeheartedly obey Gao Ran from now on, and never have the slightest second heart!

But the sad thing is that while Qiao'er has such a strong sense of repentance, she knows more clearly in her heart than ever: in terms of feelings, Gao Ran will never give her a second chance! She has never given anyone a second chance!

"Qiao'er, let's get together and disperse! Don't worry, I will do everything I promised you before. I also hope that you will keep your promise and take care of my 'home' for my good life.

"As for the 'seven'...... We'll be staying here for a while, and I'll consider it.

"Hmm...... Well, before I leave, I'll give you a clear answer!

is different from the indifference and calmness of Gao Ran's faction, Qiao'er at this moment has long been unable to think soberly. Her mind had already fallen into endless self-blame and remorse.

"Alas-" Seeing that Qiao'er's face was pale and silent for a long time, as if she might not have really listened to what she had just said to her, Gao Ran shook her head in disappointment.

Qiao'er's reaction made Gao Ran more convinced of her previous judgment: it was right to leave Qiao'er behind! She could only do a good job of "housekeeping". If you take her with you, you will only become a burden to yourself in the future.

What's more, in Gao Ran's opinion, Qiao'er is not someone who is worthy of her to protect to the end at all costs - just because Qiao'er can't completely surrender herself to her in the first place.

Although Gao Ran also understands that the reason why Qiao'er makes those choices again and again is nothing more than her survival instinct as a "human". She understands and respects this.

It's better to say that if it were her, I am afraid that it would only be more than that!

But, even so, so what?!

Gao Ran is such a person: unless the other party completely surrenders herself to her, otherwise, she will never open her heart to the other party!

Gao Ran knew that it was indeed extremely unfair and unequal, but this was what her previous life experience taught her, and it was also her own choice.

Therefore, in her opinion, the relationship between her and Qiao'er will develop to the point where it is now, and all this is their respective choices. Since each other was willing to make such a choice, no matter what the result is, no matter what the result is, everyone should not complain, let alone regret it. Otherwise, it will only be yourself who suffers. -- This kind of suffering, in Gao Ran's view, is like a punishment from heaven for those who refuse to bear the consequences of their choices. Unless you live according to the will of Heaven and bear all that you deserve, no one can escape this punishment from God!

"It's late, let's sleep!"

After saying that, Gao Ran ignored Qiao'er and let her continue to stand there, immersed in her own pain, and she herself gently put down the curtain that separated the inside and outside of the room without thinking about anything, and went into the inner room.

After a while, the candle in the inner room was also extinguished, and Gao Ran fell asleep peacefully. (To be continued.) )