[145] Speak to the Bodhisattva
In Lin Gang's eyes blurred by tears, a small dragonfly appeared dimly, and he suddenly remembered the little dragonfly that fell on his shoulder on the hospital bed, and hurriedly wiped his eyes with his sleeves, and opened his hands, wanting to pick up the little dragonfly to his hand. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info The little dragonfly seemed to understand what Lin Gang meant, flapped its wings a few times, and flew into Lin Gang's hand, and the two wings kept slowly swinging up and down.
"Little Dragonfly, are you the little dragonfly who was in the hospital last year?" Lin Gang suddenly asked Little Dragonfly innocently like a naughty, mischievous child with fairy-tale dreams.
The little dragonfly flicked its wings twice, then jumped out of Lin Gang's palm and flew to the window.
"Since you are the little dragonfly, then you must have come to deliver a letter to me, what information did Rourou bring to you?" Lin Gang held the little dragonfly in front of him and asked, as if he already knew that this little dragonfly was Yao Rou's messenger.
The little dragonfly was still flapping these two little wings, and Lin Gang couldn't understand it. When he saw that the little dragonfly was just moving its little wings mechanically, he couldn't help but laugh dumbly, how could he ask this little dragonfly for a gentle message, what kind of information could she bring with a little dragonfly?
Thinking of this, Lin Gang said: "Little dragonfly, I'm sorry, I can't ask too much, you can't bring back Rourou's message from the other side of the ocean, but I still really thank you, on this lonely and lonely afternoon, only you are by my side, I will always remember you as a lovely little creature, you will be the same as my beloved Rourou, forever cherished in my heart." ”
Yao Rou, who was secretly in the dark, also looked at the little dragonfly flapping her wings desperately, and the pear blossoms with the rain secretly said: My poor lover, I am your Rourou, I have come back to accompany you, but, today is my darkest day, when I see you, I want to lose you, I originally saw you betrayed, hated you to the bone, but I saw your current situation, but I can't hate you, as the saying goes, love is deep, hate is cut, but why don't I hate you, is it because I don't really love you? But this is impossible, you have occupied my whole heart! Alas, it may also be to another realm, love to the depths without complaints, okay, take care of yourself, I'm going back to the South China Sea, there is no place for me to be nostalgic here, I can only go back to the South China Sea to wander, this remnant of life, farewell, my beloved Lin Gang.
Lin Gang couldn't pay attention to the little dragonfly's movements, but he could see the little dragonfly as a witness to the love tragedy between him and Liu Ruyan (Yao Rou).
Yao Rou quietly left Lin Gang's residence, with a heart full of scars, ready to leave Meiling. After this toss, she was exhausted, and after hastily packing up, she went to the service desk to complete the formalities, and left the county seat as if she had escaped, returning to Nanjiang.
Back in Nanjiang, exhausted and physically and mentally Yao Rou thought of Youmin Temple, thought of the way out given to him by the fortune teller, and the promise of the Taoist, and thought of the Taoist clearly telling her that after two years, she would hold hands with her lover, grow old with him, and stay together for a happy life. But what is the truth? The beloved man not only became someone else's fiancé, but also suffered from the rudeness of a, the lovesickness of lovers, and the multiple torments of worldly ideas. This is not the result of the promise of the Taoist at all, could it be that the Taoist is also polluted by some ugliness of modern society, and has become an accomplice to commercial speculation, and has made this situation in order to expand his reputation?
Yao Rou thought about a lot of ideas, but she couldn't guess which one was laid down by the Buddha and Bodhisattva, so she decided to question the Bodhisattva in person and ask him why he deceived herself. After making up her mind, Yao Rou waved her little wings and came to Youmin Temple. Youmin Temple is still full of incense, and good men and women are constantly coming in and out. The inside is filled with cigarette smoke, and the Sanskrit sound echoes in the air, which is a peaceful scene of peace and prosperity.
Yao Rou walked into the main hall, knelt down in front of the bronze statue, looked up at the unattainable bronze statue and asked: " Buddha Bodhisattva, when the believer prayed, she clearly gave me a hint that I could hold my lover in two years and be happy for a lifetime, and the Taoist also showed me a way to resolve it, and I always kept my own promise to keep this matter strictly secret, but I saw with my own eyes that all this was turned upside down, and it completely became a scene in another world, I couldn't accept such an ending, and asked the Buddha and Bodhisattva to give me a reasonable explanation. ”
Waiting quietly for a while, only seeing the Buddha's eternal kind smile, and not seeing any changes, Yao Rou sighed and turned back home.
Lying on the sofa at home, Yao Rou fell asleep in a daze.
Or to the temple, Yao Rou knelt in front of the Buddha to pray, waited for a while, Yao Rou felt the Buddha's hand, and then heard the Buddha's voice: "Child, you shouldn't come, this will increase your pain, I said, sometimes in life must have, life is always not forced, everything is destined by God, it is difficult to go with the flow." That kid also listened to my admonition to make such a decision, you can't take the process as the result, you have to take any kind of ordeal in the process as your experience. Also, child, I didn't say that the lover in your heart now must be your lifelong sweetheart, maybe it is, maybe not, everything depends on fate, if your fate is not over, can you come together? Finally, I advise you, the final result is not fixed, you have to look at these tribulations calmly, go back, your happiness must be in your own hands. ”
"But I'm desperate now, what else to talk about in the future, what kind of happiness to talk about?" Yao Rou's grievance, she couldn't think of the fact that she had paid all her feelings and financial resources for her current love, and she couldn't control her own love, and what else could she talk about in the future.
The Buddha just nodded slightly, shook his head slightly, and said: There are times in life that must be there, and there is no time in life when you force it, so do it yourself, and there will be your happiness. After speaking, the whole temple soared from the ground, kneeling in a barren mountain, and the ghosts around her cried wolf, which frightened her.
Yao Rou woke up in horror and saw that she was sitting on the sofa at home, the sweat on her body soaked through her clothes, and she touched the sweat on her body, which was cold and cold.
Could it be that Lin Gang's marriage is also an episode in his own tempering, and he can still renew his relationship with him? Although the Buddha in the dream did not affirm that he was destined to finally get together with Lin Gang, he did not deny that the two could not reunite in the future, that is, he had to wait patiently and one day he could still hold hands with Lin Gang.
How is this possible? Lin Gang is already engaged to another girl, does he want to intervene and become a third party?
The more Yao Rou thought about it, the more she had a headache, and the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and finally couldn't help crying and scolded Lin Ganglai.