"The night is silent, to whom do you speak your heart? Refusing to look back, all love is missed. Don't laugh at me for being cowardly, I can't guess why life is weak, it doesn't matter if you have it after the wind and rain, but you give me so many ....... when you meet in Pingshui"

It's still an old song, and the people who eat here at the farm are at the peak at this time, but they don't feel how to fry in the box. The music is a bit low, making the atmosphere in the box seem a little dull.

"Well, if someone else were like this, I guess I would have been upset a long time ago. Why is it that in front of you, listening to your nagging, I don't have the slightest sense of unhappiness, but I still feel a little happy?"

Zhang Chu was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and almost threw away his chopsticks, this is not what he wanted to hear! He Fang didn't continue to say anything after saying this, just looked at Zhang Chu directly, watching Zhang Chu's reaction.

Zhang Chu could still pretend that nothing was going on or didn't hear clearly, but after being looked at by He Fang like this, he couldn't pretend if he wanted to. He could only frown, and then said to He Fang.

"I'm already married, there is no possibility between us, why should you? There are many better men in this world than me, and I am not necessarily the most suitable man for you, but if you are far away, you will feel good, and if you are close, it will not be so good. ”

Looking at He Fang, Zhang Chu didn't know how to describe his mood in his heart. If it was just a meeting in Pingshui, before getting married, maybe it would be one night, and after talking, it would be divided, and Zhang Chu wouldn't have to worry too much.

But the two were high school classmates, and He Fang had helped Zhang Chu a lot in his previous life. If he and He Fang didn't get together in the end, or did something sorry for He Fang, this Zhang Chu himself would not forgive himself.

Although Zhang Chu felt that he was a little selfish and a little indifferent, it also depended on who and what he was doing. Not all people and things are in front of Zhang Chu to be very selfish and indifferent.

"You know, because of my parents, and because of the boy in high school, I have broken my mind about getting married and falling in love. After I came out, I thought that I would grow old alone, and if I could, I could adopt a child. ”

After listening to Zhang Chu's words, He Fang's face did not change much. Zhang Chu's answer was just expected for He Fang, not surprising at all.

The more I have been in contact with Zhang Chu over the years, the deeper my understanding of Zhang Chu becomes, and sometimes He Fang feels that even Zhang Chu's wife may not know Zhang Chu as well.

"So I've been in the South for so many years, and I haven't looked for a partner. And here until now, among the classmates who used to study, I have met you. Even if you are in a city, if you don't know about it when you contact it, you haven't seen it at all. ”

"Someone once said that there will always be a suitable person for you in your life who will pass by you, just to see if you will seize the opportunity to make a move at a critical moment. I never believe in dialogue, just as I don't believe in love. ”

"But you appeared in front of me so suddenly, and the time you appeared, it happened to be when I was in trouble. To be honest, for a while, I always thought you were the right person for me, even though I didn't believe in love. ”

Zhang Chu didn't say anything, and he didn't know what to say. He Fang didn't stop at Zhang Chu's silence, she poured herself another glass of wine and continued. If there is, if you can say it when you have the opportunity, then you have to say it all.

"You've always told me that I can do just as well without your help, and I believe that. But I must have paid a lot, and your appearance at least saved me a lot of detours. I'm in good condition, I think so, but you don't seem to think much about being with me, why?"

Maybe it's because of the drinking, maybe it's just her and Zhang Chu here, maybe the atmosphere here is suitable for talking about this. So with so many words in his heart, this time He Fang was ready to spread it all out with Zhang Chu.

"The main thing is that the two of us are too familiar with each other, and people who I don't know too well end up being objects. And I've never had a sense of security about my relationship, and I'm always worried that one day we won't be able to get along, and then we'll hurt each other. ”

This concern Zhang Chu has always existed, so he never gets too close to the opposite sex who is familiar with him, for fear of complicating the relationship. Not only He Fang is like this, but also others. He prefers a more pure relationship between familiar people.

"Uh, that's why you've kept your distance from me?"

Zhang Chu's words made He Fang a little speechless, it was just because the relationship was too familiar! This reason Zhang Chu seemed to have said that He Fang had always refused to admit it. Now she knows that Zhang Chu didn't lie to herself, and this reason is enough, but can she really let it go?

"What would you do if I had to wait for you?"

Staring into Zhang Chu's eyes, He Fang asked.

"I can't do anything, I guess it's just a little bit more rusty for our relationship. I have a wife, and I don't want to do anything wrong with her. Besides, why bother, I'm not as good as you think!"

Looking at He Fang in front of him, Zhang Chu said a little helplessly, he really didn't want the relationship between the two to be too stiff. If this is the case, Zhang Chu may choose to sell his stake in the clothing company and then never meet with He Fang again.

"If I insist, are you trying to sell your shares in the clothing company and stop contacting me?"

Zhang Chu didn't say this, but He Fang helped him say it. The man in front of him is only suitable for softness, and he can't force it. If you're in a hurry, this guy will run. Zhang Chu didn't say anything, and acquiesced to He Fang's words.

"It seems that I am suitable for a person to grow old, and in a few years I will go to the orphanage here to have a look, and adopt another child. In life, there are always some unrealistic hopes, but in the end they are just empty. ”

Looking at Zhang Chu's attitude, He Fang was a little gloomy. Although she knew that the final result would be like this, He Fang was still disappointed in her heart, she didn't care that Zhang Chu was married, this guy was still like that.

"Don't think too much about it, besides, you're still young, and there's still a lot of chance to meet someone you like. It is better for the child to be born to himself, and the adopted child is still adopted after all. ”

Zhang Chu didn't have any confidence at all, when he met He Fang in his previous life, both of them were in their thirties. But they are all single, and He Fang is not married. As He Fang herself said, when she didn't meet Zhang Chu, she never thought about getting married at all.

"yes, I want my own children too, but I haven't met the right people. What if I meet the right person and ignore me, what if I don't adopt one?"

He Fang looked at Zhang Chu with resentment, which made Zhang Chu feel a little frightened. If it was before, a woman treated herself like this, maybe she was more happy. But he didn't know what he had to do, or what he could do, right now.