Memories are pain, reality is pain, and the surging past has become the wind........

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In the hot studio, Xu Liuli and Ye Che sat on the chairs together, looking at the seemingly 'neurotic' performance in the studio, and couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion in their hearts, isn't it neurotic?

With no music, no flashy backgrounds, just a green screen and a blower, a long-haired man with a great temperament yells into the air, looking fine during the day, but terrifying at night.

Xu Liuli inadvertently caught a glimpse of Ye Che staring at her intently, and felt a little uneasy in her heart, although he was not the one she liked now, the realm of thought, and even the soul were different, but the appearance was the same, just like this, it had already made her a little shy.

"What are you looking at me, do you think I'm beautiful, or do you have any intentions?" Xu Liuli couldn't help but tease when he saw that he was still staring at himself with his narrow eyes, in order to ease the atmosphere.

Ye Che pursed his lips, he had never seen such a narcissistic person, especially a girl's family, he was really not ashamed!

"Why are you so narcissistic, although you are said to be very beautiful, but your personality is definitely not the type I like. The little boy spoke his heart straightly, and then turned his head to look at his uncle, who was in the middle of the shooting.

Xu Liuli only felt that his warm heart was cold, he didn't like it, even if he hadn't embarked on the star path in this life, and he didn't know Mo Xiyan, he didn't like himself anymore?

It turns out that his jealousy is just a joke, and his self-righteousness is just delusional?

Xu Liuli staggered up straight, ignoring Ye Che's surprised eyes beside her, and walked towards the door with a sigh of concern.

"Hey, Liuli, why are you going, don't look at it?" Ye Che suddenly caught a glimpse of Xu Liuli's figure leaving, and asked puzzledly, his handsome little face showing impatience.

"Don't look at it, please talk to Director Mai later! I have something to do, so I'll leave first." Xu Liuli heard Ye Che's voice calling her in a trance, full of anticipation, but the words from the rear made her heart cold, restrained her demeanor, and said word by word with her last pride.

"Okay, if you have something to do, you can go first, and I'll tell Director Mai. Ye Che didn't feel anything unusual when he heard Xu Liuli's emotionless words, but he felt that this girl made him a little unhappy from the bottom of his heart, not because of her appearance, but about those inexplicable substances on the outside.

Xu Liuli's fists were clenched, and her fingers rubbed her palms fiercely, and the pain would let her know that this was a real world, and different people had the same decisions.

A good life, a smooth journey made her lose herself in the world she imagined, she once thought that Ye Che would be with Mo Xiyan just because of her scheming and appearance, and the reason why she was bad at chess was because she was not qualified enough?

But today's short sentences made her understand that liking is liking, and she can't help but come if she doesn't like it.

You can't throw away what belongs to you, don't be delusional if you don't belong to yourself, some fantasies can be thought about when there is no one around, people should be realistic, to face this ever-changing society in a real way.

Xu Liuli wiped her tears silently, and found countless reasons for herself in her heart to appease and persuade herself.

On the bus home, sad love songs played in the rickety carriage, crowds coming and going on both sides of the street, and the lively park, including the slow whispering of everyone in the carriage, made people feel a little annoyed and at a loss.

Walked to the door of the house in a chaotic manner, looking at the delicate flowers of different colors in the courtyard, Xu Liuli's tears dripped on the ground unexpectedly, staining the scorched black earth. Wiped it in a random way, she didn't want to cry, she just wanted to mourn the likes she hadn't had time to say.

The warm breeze blew away impetuousness and anxiety, Xu Liuli's mood gradually calmed down, and the tears dried on the fair and delicate little face, which was particularly thrilling, but at this time the empty and unmanned street, no one was lucky enough to see.

Snorted and brushed away the bangs that covered his eyes, Xu Liuli's clear eyes were like dust, gray and mixed with traces of blood red, the muscles in his cheeks twitched from time to time, his fingers flexed, and he was weakly resting on his eyes, covering the deep whirlpool inside.

Under the bright moonlight, I clearly saw the two girls sleeping on the big bed, and from a distance, it was really a beautiful picture.

The star blinked his blurred little eyes, letting his faint light get closer and closer to the person on the bed, only to see the girl curled up against the wall on the bed with sweat on her head, a low roar in her mouth, and her long eyelashes trembling.

The sharp eyes opened suddenly, Xu Liuli dreamily looked at the environment around her, Tan Lin, who was sleeping soundly, and the sound of the clock ticking, and slowly sat up from the bed.

Silently said, "This catastrophe is so difficult, can't it be overcome?"

Xu Liuli looked at the closed bathroom, her eyes were full of nostalgia, just now she had a dream of the previous life again, recalling the pictures that disturbed her heart, and that scene was as if she had just experienced that pain.

What is it?

It's the people I like and the people I hate to be together, and I show her affection and the daily life of grinding my ears and temples. I can never plug it in, it doesn't belong to me, and I have been delusional for too long!

Xu Liuli relaxed the muscles of her whole body, relaxed herself to lean on the head of the bed, crossed her hands on her abdomen, and adjusted her breathing and even her spirit by exhaling and inhaling, concentrating the strength of her whole body in the brain nucleus to imagine her future development.

The hour hand ticked and ticked, and in the silence of the house, where only breathing could be heard, it was very strange, and the mischievous moonlight changed its face on the walls from time to time.

When his spirit gradually became tired, and the muscles of his whole body became more and more relaxed, Xu Liuli suddenly opened his bright eyes, the corners of his mouth were raised, he smiled, his eyes also flashed with moving light, his eyebrows were slightly raised, and his pale lips were revealed: 'Forget so simple, how can you be so sad, you are too useless. ”

Hiding his body in the futon, he looked at the ceiling lamp with mockery and sarcasm in his eyes, and slowly closed his bright eyes.

The room was silent, as if something was happening, and the hour hand was still ticking, tirelessly walking.

The moon quietly poked its head out and sprinkled its light on the sleeping man's body, and the colorful light worked on its own, slowly repairing the soul that seemed to be there and nothing.

"Linlin, I'll go first. I may come back a little later today, so you can eat first, so you don't have to wait for me. Xu Liuli packed her small bag, wore sportswear, and said to Tan Lin, who was brushing her teeth.

"Okay, don't forget to buy some breakfast later. Tan Lin spit the foam in her mouth into the sink and instructed Liuli who changed her shoes at the door.

"Okay, I will, don't forget to eat, remember to clean up. Xu Liuli changed her shoes and told Tan Lin what she was going to do today, and the heroic shout could be heard from so far away.