Chapter 1 When it all starts again
"Ahh......h Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 Info moans echoed in the hospital, and another newborn was about to be born in the world.
Following the sound, I saw a blonde pregnant woman lying weakly on the hospital bed, her delicate body trembling, her white hands clutching the sheets tightly, sweat constantly flowing down her forehead, soaking her clothes.
Her face also seemed to be full of pain.
At the same time, the nurse next to her gently dragged the child and shouted encouragement: "Hard, hard, it's almost enough, hold on." ”
Outside the delivery room, a man with short black hair walked back and forth restlessly, his handsome face constantly looking into the delivery room, and it seemed that the pregnant woman inside was his wife.
"Hayato, look at you, what a hurry! It's useless for you to do this, Ellie will be fine. ”
At this time, a man with black hair tied into a flowing samurai head beside him comforted him.
"I know too, but it's been so long, and the child hasn't come out yet. And Aki, I remember a few months ago, you seemed to be in a hurry than me!"
Hayato glanced at Tenma angrily and said with a slight disdain.
"Ah, really...... Hehe, hehe......"
Pegasus' face flushed, and he coped with it.
While they were talking, suddenly, there was a "wow", and a loud cry of a baby came from the delivery room.
A newborn baby is born.
The gears of fate began to "click" at this point, one gear clenching one gear, and one gear driving the other.
No, maybe the gears of fate never stopped.
It just picks up on the unfinished mission from last time......
Hayato was overjoyed and couldn't care about it anymore, so he pushed open the door and rushed in.
At this time, I saw a blonde woman on the hospital bed holding a baby in her hands.
There was a short tuft of yellow-blackened fluff on his head, and his skin was still wrinkled from being born. His eyes narrowed slightly, secretly revealing a thoughtful look.
When the nurse saw Hayato come in, she happily congratulated him, "Congratulations, my wife has given birth to a lovely son." ”
Hayato smiled, but because he was still worried about his wife's condition, he immediately paced to the bed.
He took his wife's hand and asked softly, "Lily, how is it, does it matter?"
"Don't worry, Falato, I'm fine, it's easy. ”
Ellie smiled slightly and waved her hand reluctantly.
"Next time I can have another one, preferably a girl. ”
Hayato listened, glared reproachfully a few times, and then gently took Ellie in his arms.
"Mm-hmm, I know, I know, but you need to get some rest. ”
There was neither consent nor refusal.
"Hmm. ”
Ellie's heart was warm, she lay quietly in Hayato's arms, enjoying the faint warmth of this moment, enjoying the two-person world that belonged to the two of them.
What they didn't notice was that the baby in their arms was staring at them and the world in a daze, his eyes full of disbelief and dullness, and gradually the desperate memory of the past resurfaced in his mind.
As everyone thinks, this baby is a reborn being, but for some reason he still retains the memories of his past life.
In the original world, his name was Ye Xuan.
Since he was a child, he lived in a wealthy family, his father had a small company, he never had to worry about food and clothing, and he was willing to buy him anything he wanted.
But the only regret is that he has never seen his mother since he was born.
And every time he asked about his mother's news, his father was always silent.
Maybe mom has been a taboo subject from the beginning.
It seems that because of the lack of a mother, his father has been very strict with him since he was a child.
Every day, he has to learn a lot of knowledge and take various tutorials, etiquette, piano, drawing, management, finance, etc.
Because his father is always strict and takes care of himself in life, he has not developed the habit of being arrogant and wanton and wasteful.
However, in such an environment, he has fewer and fewer opportunities to communicate with others.
And his personality has also begun to become a little withdrawn, not good at socializing with people, so he has few friends.
But Ye Xuan was never sad, because he always thought that there were not so many friends, as long as there were a few real friends.
That's how he always believed, always believed.
But dreams will be shattered one day.
After being broken, what is revealed is an extremely hideous desire.
The reality is cruel, and the greed of the world is always beyond people's imagination.
In his senior year of high school, his dad's company was devastated.
The company's core product data, which has been invested heavily and developed for many years, was leaked and obtained by a hostile company.
Coupled with the loss of the amount of money invested year after year, Dad's company went bankrupt.
In just one moment, their family was destitute.
Destruction always comes faster than creation, and the world of collapse is the eternal melody.
A few days later, Ye Xuan learned that this was done by his "good" friends.
It turned out that the reason why his friends approached him was precisely to steal this confidential material, this information worth hundreds of millions.
For so many years, they just waited for the technology to be perfected. And this time, they succeeded.
No one could understand how shocked and desperate Ye Xuan was when he learned the news.
Can you feel the death of your heart for the world when you know that your most trusted friend is actually a spy sent by someone else?
obviously trusted them so much, obviously believed in them so much, but was betrayed by them.
Showing no mercy, leaving no mercy, completely betrayed by them......
Why, why is that?
Are people such incomprehensible creatures? Are the joys, smiles, and struggles of being together all false?
Why, I don't understand at all!
Hypocritical campus, hypocritical classmates, hypocritical friends, hypocritical unity, hypocritical help, hypocritical happiness, hypocritical love, hypocritical smiles, hypocritical friendship......
Hypocrisy, hypocrisy, hypocrisy, everything hypocrisy!
I think I can see through the glitz of the world, but I still trust my friends.
These are the only few friends......
Sure enough, this world is such a dirty existence.
It's all the world's fault, it's all the world's fault.
Don't want such a world.
It's better to destroy such a disgusting world.
From then on, he silently made a decision in his heart: only believe in himself, only himself is the most reliable.
Perhaps, there is no escaping the betrayal of reality.
The smoke and sand of red dust will erode everyone's mind, and with the pollution of time, pure white snow will also turn into filthy silt.
Why don't the people who can escape always see them? Do they exist?
Life is only true when you find them, because there are so many false things in the world that they will obscure your inner voice.
Now, here am I, where are you, are you still waiting for me?
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After that, Dad seemed to be facing something, in order to protect him, he sent him to school abroad, looking at the bank card and lawyer's business card in his hand, Ye Xuan's hand couldn't help but grasp the ground tightly.
It seems that Dad was ready for a long time, did he expect all this?
And I can only make trouble for my father, it's all my fault.
To this day, he still remembers his father's resolute look and last words when he was leaving.
"Xuan, remember, don't come back, this world is not as simple as it seems. Live well, live for yourself!"
This farewell seems to have become the last time he and his father will meet.
Mom or something, he may never know.
Ye Xuan is destined to be just a hurried passer-by in this world, he doesn't belong here.
Two years later, he graduated from Carnegie Mellon University's School of Computer Science with full credits.
Because he was unwilling to listen to his father like this, he kept running away and kept stealing his life.
There are still many secrets waiting for him in this world, Dad, why do you always refuse to tell me the truth of the matter?
As long as you move your mouth, you can tell me, why do you want to keep it secret?
If we're family, why don't we face it together? You don't want me to be in danger, and I don't want you to be in danger either.
In this way, such selfish protection, I don't want it!
However, on his way back home, the plane he was flying on had an accident.
Ye Xuan still vaguely remembers that he was communicating fluently in English with the flight attendant at that time.
Suddenly, the plane began to shake violently. Then, under the huge impact, his eyes went black, and he was no longer conscious.
Vaguely, he seemed to see his father apologizing to him.
Dad looked guilty, as if he was blaming himself for his incompetence.
But why apologize?
It's all my fault.
I'm going to be back, so we can face it together, father.
But what is this vertigo, am I going to die?
Am I just dead?
Obviously, I have said that I will go to my mother together and tell me your story.
It's all right!
Why, why!
Such a reality, such a result, is so bad that I will never agree with such a fate!
Slowly, the scenes of the past kept flashing in front of my eyes, and then faded away, and the messy memories began to become a little blurry.
Ahh
Me, am I dying?
Ye Xuan stared weakly at the memories that dissipated in front of his eyes, and he anxiously wanted to reach out and grab it.
However, nothing can be restored.
He raised his empty hands and watched in despair.
There is no way to struggle, no way to stop, no way to fight.
Why, why exactly.
I'm going to die, why take my memories with me, I really don't want to forget all this.
No matter how dark the world is, there is still light.
No matter how sad the experience is, there are tender memories.
No matter how much I hate this filthy world, it doesn't change the traces of my life in this world.
But, but, why?
God, do you want to erase even the last traces of me in this world?
Tears poured out of his red and swollen eyes, and they didn't stop for a moment.
Ye Xuan hurriedly wiped it with his hands, in a vain attempt to leave the last dignity for himself. But why!
Tears, the more you wipe them, the more they wipe.
Is this powerlessness?
Ye Xuan looked at his hands wet with tears in a daze, and thought disheartenedly.
It turns out that grief is what it feels like.
Suddenly, a gentle and beautiful face appeared in front of his eyes.
It was an amiable smiling face, revealing a pure beauty that was indisputable with the world, like the sun caressing the heart, forgetting the sadness, leaving traces of warmth.
It's beautiful, it's really beautiful, it goes straight to the heart, and it seems to be the most innocent, the most selfless, the most forgiving, the most loving smile of motherhood.
She was holding a baby in her hand, and her happy expression was really enviable.
This seems to be my mother, it's exactly like the one in my father's photo.
Hehe, Dad, he always acts like he doesn't care about his mother at all, but the only family photo hidden in it, I found out early on.
What a blessing, at that time, if only I could stay in that moment forever.
Home is a very simple word, but why is it always so difficult to achieve?
Ye Xuan thought in a daze.
Seeing that gentle face began to fade away, he immediately came back to his senses and wanted to chase after him.
Mom, I finally saw it.
And at that moment, a blinding light flashed.
Suddenly, the world whirled, and there was a tearing pain all over his body, and the intense pain made Ye Xuan's face distort, and his whole body struggled and convulsed, and his consciousness was confused.
I don't know how long he lasted before he fainted.
Mom, it seems, will never be seen.
Mom!
Hehe, that's sad......
When he awoke, he found him in the hands of a blonde woman.
Looking around, he made a shocking discovery.
He was born again as a baby.
Ye Xuan stared in disbelief at what seemed to be his parents in this life.
He was caught between the two of them, but his thoughts were overwhelmed, and he couldn't help but wonder if he would be able to see his father or even his mother in the previous life again in the future!
How many years is it now? Don't decades or hundreds of years have passed, not to mention that the cause and effect of his previous life has not yet been understood......
At this time, his heart was already in a mess.
At this moment, Ye Xuan's thoughts were interrupted.
"Hayato, you see that our children are so well-behaved, unlike other children who cry and make trouble, it seems that we can worry about it in the future. ”
Ellie hugged Ye Xuan in her hands, leaned towards Falato, and proudly showed off.
"Haha, of course, of course, don't look at whose excellent genes this inherits, he will definitely be as smart as me in the future. ”
Hayato cocked his mouth proudly and said smugly.
"What, it's obvious that you inherited my genes. Look at this hair color, most of it is blonde, if it weren't for your rotten genes, our son would be very handsome in the future. ”
Ellie rolled her eyes at Hayato and retorted dismissively.
"What, it's obviously your fault, look at my hair, my hair is so handsome, I don't think you took the initiative to confess to me in the first place! ”
When Hayato heard this, he immediately became angry.
"You're embarrassed to say, obviously I saw you pitiful at the time, and I kept secretly looking at me but didn't dare to take the initiative, and I was so timid that I just reminded you. ”
Ellie glared at Hayato and said angrily.
"Don't talk nonsense, it's obvious that you confessed to me, I see that you are so active, how embarrassed am I to refuse, so I accept you!"
"Hey, Hayato, don't distort the facts, it's obviously ......"
"What, you're talking nonsense, obviously ......"
"Damn, why are you ...... like that"
"You ......"
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Then, they went from their first meeting to confession, from their personality and appearance to their living habits.
All kinds of black history blurted out, and they seemed to have to fight over who was worse.
As for their sons, what is that? Can you eat it?
Ye Xuan, who was placed on the bed, looked coldly at his parents, who had fallen into a state of arguing off the line, and his mind had not come back to his senses until now.
Because how can there be such a thing as rebirth, let alone whether there is such a thing as a soul or not, and there is no result in the previous life.
However, the reality now seemed to tell him how it was impossible to be born again.
Is there really six reincarnations in the world? So why didn't I drink Meng Po soup?
Of course, the most important thing is that although Ye Xuan couldn't understand what his parents were saying, he could still hear where he was from his parents' language---
Japan.
For Japan, although Ye Xuan did not smash cars or parade when the Diaoyu Islands incident occurred in his previous life, he still did not have a good impression of Japan.
To be precise, to Japan in the past, and to the right-wingers. And for ordinary citizens of Japan, he has no special opinion. When he was studying in the United States, he also had Japanese classmates, and when he got along, he could describe it in a few words: **, rigorous, and otaku.
However, Ye Xuan remembered that in his previous life, the hostile company that bankrupted his father belonged to the Japanese government, and it was a leather bag company that the government was a black hand of, which was an enmity on top of a hate.
In this life, he was actually reborn as a Japanese, and he was a little at a loss for what to do......
Forget it, it will be safe when it comes, Ye Xuan comforted himself.
PS: 1. Slightly modified.