90. Private Covenant (4)
"Friend?" An Yujie obviously didn't believe Gao Ran's words.
"Well, don't you know that Yu'er has a kind of friend in this world, and that is a little bit clear! The tacit understanding between each other is not because of understanding, but innate! Well, there is a feeling of 'destiny'! So, even if it is just the first time I meet, I can immediately perceive that the other party must be the one who understands me at the moment of meeting, just by looking at it! It is another 'me' in this world!"
"Ran ...... You said, is it a 'confidant'?!"
"Hmm...... Although, in my opinion, 'confidant' is also a kind of friend, but the feeling between me and Qiu Yueze is different from that of 'confidant'...... How to put it, when I look at Qiu Yueze, it seems that I can see another 'me', but if it is a 'confidant', I only think that person is a person who understands me very well, but I don't feel that he is another 'me'. Of course, I also believe that there must still be a situation in this world where a 'confidant' and a 'other self' happen to be the same person...... It's just that the probability of meeting a person like this in a person's life is very small! At least, I don't think I will have such a good fortune in my lifetime to have such a wonderful adventure...... However, as I am now, I have met another 'me' and a 'confidant', even though they are just two people, but this is already good!
After expressing his feelings slightly, Gao Ran realized that he seemed to have pulled the topic a little far, so he hurriedly turned the topic back again. "Uh...... I don't know, I say this, can Yu'er understand?"
"Hmm...... I don't know much about ...... However, I seem to understand a little bit ......."
When she said this, An Yujie rarely showed a look of contemplation.
"Hehe, Yu'er doesn't have to bother thinking about it. Otherwise, no matter how much you think about it, it's just a kind of imagination of your own!"
Seeing Gao Ran telling her this "experience talk" with a posture of "coming over", An Yujie couldn't help frowning, and recalled again in her mind what Gao Ran had just said that she didn't seem to understand......
An Yujie had a very ridiculous idea for the first time, she always felt that this Gao Ran didn't seem to be only five years old!
She always felt inexplicably that Gao Ran in front of her seemed to have a soul that was far more mature than her actual age!
Although An Yujie felt that it was really ridiculous for her to think like this! But, apart from thinking like this, she really couldn't find any more reasonable explanation to explain why Gao Ran had a mind that was so incommensurate with her age?!
You must know that before meeting Gao Ran, An Yujie had always boasted that her mind was far superior to most of her peers!
But she didn't think that after meeting Gao Ran, she would be repeatedly frustrated! It seems that there is nothing that can compare with her except that her natural physique is stronger than this "sick seedling"! Such a reality really hit her hard!
What's even more unacceptable to her is that the gap between her and Gao Ran is not just a star and a half - and they are still the same age with such a huge gap!
Rather than making her accept the fact that she was indeed far inferior to Gao Ran, which caused her self-esteem and self-confidence to be hit, An Yujie was more willing to choose to deceive herself and make up a reason for herself that even she found ridiculous: she would rather believe that there must be some secret in Gao Ran's body! She would never be as simple as a child who was just over five years old as she saw in front of her!
If not, I am afraid that her long-term self-confidence and even conceited capital will eventually be wiped out because of the collapse of her self-esteem!
With such a result, An Yujie knew that she couldn't bear it!
What's more, she knows very well in her heart that if she is no longer excellent and outstanding, then why will she compete with Gao Ran in the future? What can she use to continue to support her now shaky self-confidence, so that she can continue to believe that she is worthy of Yun Zhen, and she is worthy of being loved by Yun Zhen?!
Although Gao Ran didn't know what An Yujie was thinking in her heart at the moment, Gao Ran could see it really with her obviously paler face! Naturally, she could guess some: Come to think of it, it must have been her words just now that hit her!
It's just that the effect seems to be a little too obvious......
"Uh...... That's not good!"
Gao Ran frowned slightly, "If she is allowed to continue to think nonsense, maybe the development of this matter will deviate from the track I originally expected!
After thinking about it, Gao Ran decided that it was better for her to pick out some things as soon as possible! An Yujie, this girl, didn't seem to be as good as she had expected! It seemed that she still overestimated her a little -- at least, she was now ......
"Yu'er, since we are friends, then, if I want to ask you to help me with something, I don't know ......"
At this moment, Gao Ran understood that with An Yujie's current mental maturity, she could not do as well as she wanted her to achieve: as long as she hinted at it slightly, she would be able to immediately grasp its meaning, instead of being ambiguous - being hit by what she said so easily just now is the best proof!
"Alas, you still want to calculate me in this way?! Don't go to the end, I sold you, and you still happily count the money for me!"
Regarding the fact that he still has the patience to "play games" with An Yujie like this, Gao Ran feels that he is still quite bored now...... No matter how she thinks about it, she feels like she's really looking for herself to be unhappy!
"Hmm, could it be that I have masochistic tendencies?! Uh, this is not good! It seems that I will have to treat myself better in the future! Hmm! So decided!" Before An Yujie could react, Gao Ran deserted a little......
"Hmm, you want to ask me for help?!What's the matter??Ran, it's okay for you to say it directly! I can help, I will definitely help!" Gao Ran recalled his mind, An Yujie still forced her composure and reluctantly agreed.
However, her reluctant response, Gao Ran deliberately turned a blind eye to it, and pretended to be extremely natural, so that An Yujie couldn't see that she was pretending at all, and secretly rejoiced in her heart with wishful thinking, fortunately she didn't notice her gaffe just now......
"Hmm...... It's actually a bit hard to talk about...... That's right, you know, when I talked to Mr. An before, I said that what I want is freedom, and I don't have much interest in wealth and power......!
"What's the matter?"
I have to say that Gao Ran's desire to speak just now did arouse An Yujie's great interest - even though she was interested, the motive behind it may not be very simple......
"Well, there's actually one thing I've been bothering me about...... You may not know that I was born weak and sick since I was a child, so I never set foot in my own courtyard, let alone out of the high mansion, until I was five years old...... However, a few months ago, after my health began to improve significantly, I chose to study at Evening College. But I didn't think about it, but I met the third prince there......"
As soon as she heard the words "Third Prince", An Yujie's face immediately became bad! But she didn't say anything, just endured the disgust and hostility in her heart, and planned to listen to Gao Ran patiently.
But he didn't think about it, when Gao Ran said this, he suddenly grabbed her hands with some "nervousness", and said to her with an uneasy face, "Yu'er, you are my friend, you must help me!"
Gao Ran's sudden move really made An Yujie a little confused!
In addition to the accident, she only relied on her own cultivation since childhood, forcibly suppressed the disgust and rejection in her heart, held Gao Ran's hand with her backhand, and then comforted her gently, "Ran, don't worry, what's the matter, just say it! If I can help, I will definitely help you! You say slowly, don't worry!"
"Hmm!"
Gao Ran nodded "gratefully" at An Yujie, and then deliberately took a deep breath obviously, as if trying to adjust his emotions......
Then, she slowly told the "truth": "Yu'er, I don't hide it, I want to be free! However, my identity itself has given me a lot of restrictions and obstacles. Originally, these alone were enough to give me a headache! But I didn't think that after I got to know the three princes, I had another layer of obstacles! Moreover, it seems that this obstacle is also very tricky! Alas! Yu'er, I'm so annoying! You say, what should I do?!"
"Ran, you make it clear!Why do you have another obstacle after getting to know the third prince?! Also, it's still tricky?!"
It was only at this time that An Yujie had a new idea for the first time: perhaps, this Gao Ran actually had no feelings for Yun Zhen!
Before, although she already knew, this Gao Ran kept telling An Lu that she wanted to be free...... However, at that time, she only casually said perfunctory words in order to win over the An family, so she didn't take it seriously!
But now, when she saw Gao Ran complaining to her so distressedly, An Yujie began to believe in her mouth "wanting to be free", maybe it was true!
Perhaps, she doesn't like Brother Zhen. Perhaps, everything is just Brother Zhen's own wishful thinking!"
Thinking about it like this, An Yujie's hostility towards Gao Ran unconsciously eased a lot. (To be continued.) )