In 2011, Zhang Jingchu had to leave China and temporarily went to MMM for two years to study, because of this incident, her acting career was greatly affected.

In fact, in the eyes of laymen, the entertainment industry is very glamorous, but they don't know the actual situation inside, so they are ruthless in eliminating Zhang Jingchu's situation.

Thinking of these, Tang Lin couldn't help but feel a little emotional, usually looking at Zhang Jingchu who doesn't like to join in the fun, always hiding alone to ponder the role, that focused look, the kind of ruthlessness in the pursuit of art, but he doesn't care too much about the people and things in life, Tang Lin feels that there is no difference between her and Zhang Jiarui, Zhang Jiarui can have such achievements as he is today, I have to say that he has a very smooth career development process, and the director is different from actors, and he doesn't need to have too much communication, so Zhang Jingchu wants to copy Zhang Jiarui's situation, which is obviously unlikely。

Tang Lin wanted to persuade Zhang Jingchu, but these words were not easy to say, after all, the two of them were really not too familiar, even if Tang Lin was a little fan of Zhang Jingchu.

After thinking about it for a while, Tang Lin said tentatively to Zhang Jingchu: "Actually, Director Zhang is very good, he has his own pursuit of art, and he can have this kind of achievement, I don't think there are many in China." ”

Hearing Tang Lin mention Zhang Jiarui, Zhang Jingchu's eyes lit up, and he said to Tang Lin: "Well, yes, I especially admire people who have artistic pursuits, clean and pure, every time I see those chasing fame and fortune, all kinds of calculating people and things, I feel annoyed, probably because I have been more introverted since I was a child, and I am not good at expressing myself, only when filming, especially when filming, emotions and experiences, there is a feeling of condensing people's vitality, which will make me feel that I live a particularly energetic life." I'm afraid of being numb in real life, and I really want to experience all the madness that I can't experience in life in the play, so I'm willing to act, and I'm willing to cooperate with people who have artistic pursuits. I think it's better to do something worthwhile than waste my life on trivial things. ”

"Director Zhang's wife is also very supportive of his career, right?" Tang Lin deliberately mentioned Zhang Jiarui's wife, implying that Zhang Jiarui was married, and some liking started from this simple worship.

Zhang Jingchu's eyes really flickered, and he seemed to have thought of those rumors, and after a moment of silence, he shook his head and said, "I don't know much about Director Zhang's family affairs. ”

Tang Lin didn't continue to talk after hearing this, he felt that it would be good for him to mention it, Zhang Jingchu is not a stupid person, he should be able to think of something, he paused for a moment and continued: "By the way, Sister Jingchu, now this is my second play, the first one is a TV series, I have not made a few films, so there is a confusion, that is, when I am acting, I study the role, and I end up stuck in the role, sometimes I can't tell whether it is in the play or the real world, how to deal with this?"

After Zhang Jingchu heard this, he really thought that Tang Lin had such confusion, so he put aside some small thoughts in his heart and said to Tang Lin: "You call it a play, it can't be said to be a bad thing, for many people, it is still a good thing, because as long as you can enter the play, you can shape the role well, as the so-called can't live if you don't go crazy, I sometimes do the same, bring myself into the role." ”

"Yes, it's the love and love in the play, and the two are scattered after the play, and I am very disappointed after filming," Tang Lin nodded.

Zhang Jingchu thought that Tang Lin was hinting at his good impression of himself, so he smiled and said: "A movie is a movie, life is life, if you can enter the play, you have to learn to act." ”

"Seeing that you said it so clearly, you definitely wouldn't make such a mistake," Tang Lin said with a smile again.

Zhang Jingchu looked at Tang Lin's smile, and suddenly understood what Tang Lin meant, in fact, she could occasionally hear rumors in the crew, saying how good her relationship with Zhang Jiarui was, although she didn't care about it, thinking that as long as she was doing it properly and doing it right, she was not afraid of others making irresponsible comments.

But after hearing too many rumors, there will still be a negative impact after all, which will bring her some trouble, Zhang Jingchu is still a girl who has just entered the society for a short time, thinking of Tang Lin's kind reminder, Zhang Jingchu was moved in her heart.

"I don't think I'm a particularly good person to stay on the cusp of the storm, I should learn to find my own rhythm and live my life my own way," Zhang Jingchu said a little faintly after thinking for a while.

"In the face of the turbid waves of life, who can escape from the world?" Tang Lin shook his head, very emotional.

After Zhang Jingchu heard this, he laughed and said with a smile: "Look at your little boy at a young age, where did you get the same emotion as an old man?"

Tang Lin deliberately said to Zhang Jingchu with a straight face: "I care about you, okay? Really, it's better to pay attention to some things." ”

"Well, thank you," Zhang Jingchu nodded briskly and replied.

The two stopped talking, silently thinking about their hearts, the night was darker, the cold wind blew quietly, Zhang Jingchu was blown and shivered, and couldn't help but tighten the white down jacket on his body with his hands.

However, this scene was not seen by Tang Lin, after doing it once, Tang Lin stood up, walked to the side of the car to look at the driver's situation, and then took off his coat to cover the driver's body, now the driver's body can't move, this time is the most prone to frostbite.

Just after covering the driver's coat, Tang Lin saw several flashlights flashing on the mountain, and noisy human voices came from above, Tang Lin knew that this should be the arrival of rescuers.

Sure enough, soon, Tang Lin saw Zhang Jiarui walking in front, followed by several doctors in white coats and colleagues from the crew, a doctor with a stretcher in his hand, and quickly found a path from it and walked down.

After that, things went well, and under the guidance of the doctors, the wounded were quickly placed on a stretcher and then carefully carried up.

Although Tang Lin didn't have any injuries, after all, he was a member of the crew, so he still followed to see if there was anything he could do to help, although he didn't feel that there was a doctor there, what could he help.

After arriving at the hospital, the people with colored clothes on their bodies were treated a little, Zhang Jiarui's injury was not serious, just a simple bandage, Fan Wei sprained his neck, put on a neck brace, and the doctor asked for a few days of rest.

Fan Wei tried to turn his head, looked at Zhang Jiarui and the others and joked: "In the play, I played a vegetative person, and now my head can't move, which is just right." ”

Because the situation of the car accident was not serious, it was quickly adjusted and did not affect the filming of the film, and the subsequent time, the filming work was also carried out in an orderly manner.

After a period of filming, Tang Lin's acting skills have been fully recognized by the crew, and Zhang Jingchu has always maintained strong energy during the shooting, like a tireless happy angel, in a state of "self-entertainment", either holding a book to read, or jumping around on the set with his hands in his pockets, or chatting with extras.

After that night's conversation, the relationship between Tang Lin and Zhang Jingchu is obviously more familiar, and there are more times when they talk together, Zhang Jingchu laughs at Tang Lin's little ghosts, and when no one is around, he calls Tang Lin "a little kid who pretends to be an adult".

In the film, there are a lot of scenes of the male and female protagonists will take place on old-fashioned buses, how to shoot a smooth picture on the high-speed road will be an unprecedented challenge for every member of the film crew, in the face of unprecedented difficulties, many people are helpless, and some people even propose to go to Hollywood to rent a set of professional equipment, but in the face of the limited production budget of the crew, this is absolutely impossible.

After that, Tang Lin came up with a way, he combined some of the shooting props he saw in MMM Hollywood with realistic conditions, and used local methods to produce a set of car exterior shooting equipment that was the same as Hollywood, and finally met the shooting requirements without spending too much money, which also made Tang Lin more popular in the crew.

During this period, Lin Fangdian made a phone call and asked Tang Lin about the filming situation, and told Tang Lin that the salary of "Orchid Fury" was over, and Tang Lin who played Fan Xing was paid 5,000 yuan, which is not low for a newcomer who has never acted.

Although Wu Zhenyu is very optimistic about Tang Lin, but in terms of salary, he has no way to be too open-minded, Lin Fangdian's salary is only 20,000 yuan per episode, in the settlement of TV series remuneration, the number of performance episodes is calculated according to the appearance time, although Fan Xing played by Tang Lin appears in four episodes, but the time added together can only be counted as one episode, so this is already very good.

In addition, the crew also gave Tang Lin a salary for the position of steward and group performer, although it was less than a month, it was also calculated as one hundred and five a month, one hundred and five a day, and gave four thousand five yuan, plus a total of nine thousand five hundred yuan.

"Director Wu is really interesting," Tang Lin didn't think too much, he didn't think that there would be a reward, but now that there is such a reward, it is already beyond his expectations.

Lin Fangdian then asked Tang Lin to open an account in the bank, and then he called Tang Lin's money, but Tang Lin said that he was not in a hurry, and he would do it when he had time, and by the way, he asked Tang Yan about the situation, and learned that Tang Yan's play had also been completed, and he went back to school to continue his classes.

The time came to mid-March, and the filming of the film was gradually coming to an end, but Tang Lin knew that he still had a heavy scene to shoot.

With a deeper understanding of the plot and watching director Zhang Jiarui's scheduling on the spot, Tang Lin has a deeper understanding of the ideological core that Zhang Jiarui wants to show in the film.

In this film, Zhang Jiarui used a special angle to run through this woman's emotional experience for more than 40 years, that is, sex, the most lacking thing in the life of Chunfen's character is sex, the passion of unsuccessful struggle with Liu, and the unsuccessful struggle with Lao Cui, all of which made Chunfen, a flower that had never gerwined, gradually wither.

The theme of sex in the film, there are more obvious presentations, there are also more subtle hints, Chunfen helped a child in the car to pee, the director filmed a close-up of a child, the sexual part began to be enlarged, and some people also interpreted the props of the film, for example, there are three scenes in the film where the car is started with a wrench, and the long strip of the wrench is similar to that of men, from Lao Cui and Chunfen shaking together, to the end Chunfen shaking alone but unable to start, symbolizing sexual isolation, so that Chunfen can bear unbearable pressure.

For another example, when Chunfen was helping a fellow with a leg injury, she accidentally got blood on her face, and this scene corresponds to the embarrassing question she was asked about menstruation by doctors in the hospital later, and the same is that she needs to face Liu Struggle.

The cover of "Human Anatomy", which Liu Fen fell on the ground, is a naked man, the mouth of the well where Chunfen drilled a well, suggesting a woman, and the old Cui Duo sandwiched a fish for Chunfen during dinner, and in Freud's "The Interpretation of Dreams", the fish is a symbol of sex.

On the night when Chunfen and Liu struggled with passion, it rained, and the rain represented the tide, which also made the man and woman hug each other like firewood. However, after being "betrayed" by Liu Zhan, Chunfen experienced another heavy rain, but at this time she was the only one hiding under the bridge and crying. The same rain brings different unforgettable feelings. After that, Chunfen warned Xiaoyingzi that "girls should be self-respecting" and not to wear short skirts, and resisted Lao Tian's overlord hard, all of which were deliberately showing her isolation from sex. However, when showing Chunfen's later life, the director specially asked her to wash cucumbers in the kitchen and make noodles as long strips of food, in order to express her inner suppressed desires.

Sexual needs are a basic human need, and if this piece is lost, it will greatly reduce the quality of life of people. Maybe Zhang Jiarui didn't want to show these when he shot these shots, maybe this is the over-interpretation of people later, but Zhang Jiarui wants to explore people's deep-seated thoughts through this film, which is still very obvious.

Tang Lin grew up in MMM country, and he is more open-minded about sexuality, so he doesn't understand the repressive and distorted state, and he doesn't agree with the heroine's tragic life, and feels that Chunfen really doesn't need to be so wronged by herself.

However, considering the current situation of domestic filmmaking, it seems that this kind of self-revealing scar work is more popular, and it is also more popular with foreigners and the attention of foreign film festivals.

That afternoon, Zhang Jiarui told Tang Lin that he was going to shoot the scene of his private meeting with Chunfen in the cowshed tomorrow, and asked Tang Lin to prepare in advance.

The main plot content of this scene is: Liu Struggle was sent to the lime field for labor reform, Chunfen went to see him, and watched a movie together at night, when it rained raining, the two were emotional when they were hiding from the rain in the cowshed, but the earthen wall of the cowshed collapsed in the intimacy, and their relationship was discovered by everyone.

In fact, before this, Tang Lin was looking forward to this scene, but when it was time to shoot an intimate scene, Tang Lin was a little worried.

According to the requirements of the script, he and Zhang Jingchu have fierce kissing actions, he doesn't know what Zhang Jingchu thinks, to what extent the scale is accepted, and if there are any special requirements, if he behaves too much, it will be bad.

Tang Lin, who was entangled, finally decided to go to Zhang Jingchu to discuss, but saw that Zhang Jingchu still seemed to be fine.

"What do you think of tomorrow's play?" Tang Lin asked Zhang Jingchu a little sneeringly.