Chapter 16 It's All the World's Fault

Ah......h This feeling...... How strange is that......

Light...... It's light......

Constantly floating upward...... Floating......

I... Am I going to die......

What a pity...... Clearly...... I want to live a good life in this world......

But...... Right now...... Still......

But that's not bad...... Mom survived......

This time...... I'm finally no longer powerless......

Able to intervene to change fate...... I'm already happy......

Old...... Mom...... She'll be able to survive in my place......

Connected to my share of life......

I really hope they can be happy......

I'll probably always be a passerby in the world...... It used to be ...... And now too......

Forever come in a hurry, and then hurry away......

Now my existence can only bring grief to my family...... So forget about it...... If forgetting makes them happy......

Forget...... Forget the Hasegawa Kitty ......

Can...... But......

For some reason, tears continued to flow from the eaglet's eye sockets, and he reached out to wipe them constantly, but all in vain. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

For...... Why...... Why!

Clearly...... I'm so happy!

Whining...... Whining...... Whining......

Really...... I'm still just an ordinary person......

Don't want to be forgotten...... I don't want to be forgotten...... I really don't want to be forgotten......

Because it's the only trace I've left in this world...... It is the only happy memory for me and my family......

I...... I don't want to be a lonely wanderer in the world......

Ah, the light!

Suddenly, a blinding light hit Kitty Hawk's eyes, blinding him for a moment.

When he recovered, two bottomless black holes appeared in front of him, constantly devouring the surroundings like a whirlpool.

This...... This is?

Hawk suppressed the shock in his heart, and he looked at the two unidentified objects that suddenly appeared suspiciously.

What is it? Why is it here? Where is it?

A series of questions kept popping up in Kittyhawk's mind, so he looked around cautiously.

It was a void shrouded in darkness, as boundless as an eerie abyss. There was not a sound, there was no life, there was a deathly silence.

Obviously, he couldn't see his five fingers, but the little eagle could clearly see the two terrifying black holes, which were devouring everything frantically, which was inexplicably creepy.

Why is it in such a dark world, but my vision is not limited?

Or rather...... What I see is not what I see with my eyes! Is this the invisible border?

And didn't I get hit by a car? and ...... And then I guess I'm dead...... It's so easy to die......

So how did I get here? And I'm not in the soul state now, so the soul really exists? So how does the soul usually exist in the body?

Now this kind of scene is too familiar, am I going to cross again? Don't use me as a model worker!

Kitty was thinking secretly in his heart as he tried to recall what had happened.

As hard as he tried to calm himself down, his brain began to think uncontrollably.

So what's going on with the light just now? In such a dark place, it would be very conspicuous if there was light!?

If that were the case, there was only one possibility! and that was ...... Here! Kitty turned her head in the direction of the black hole and stared calmly.

Sure enough, in the depths of the black hole vortex, a few rays of light were faint and looming, which inexplicably made people feel ethereal.

This situation is so unscientific!

No, no, science or something, it seems to have been gone since the beginning!

And, as the eaglet controlled his movements, he could see that there seemed to be no gravitational restraint here, and he could move or flutter at will......

Kitty could feel a sense of harmony coming from the bottom of her heart, as if she was born to be here...... As if you were with this space...... It's one......

Human beings really know too little, too little, about the truth of the world!

Is it a dream?

Although Kitty pinched her arm vigorously, she didn't feel a trace of pain, as if she was in a dream......

But is it so real in dreams? Can the self in dreams be controlled by one's own consciousness? And this light that pierces the depths of the soul!

It's definitely not a dream, even Kitty Hawk's instincts think so.

Kitty has always believed in his instincts. After all, with the help of intuition, he has discovered many "crises", although he has not avoided them once.

Then there is only a bold guess! Soul, consciousness, freewheeling, floating, heaven and man are one......

Here is the soul, oh no, it should be said that the spiritual world.

But if it's a spiritual world, then how do I get in? If it's a soul, shouldn't a person die when he dies? Or enter a new world?

But hell, heaven, reincarnation, is there such a thing? If so, what about the gods?

As a person who does not believe in gods, Kitty Hawk is really unbelievable about the existence of heaven and hell.

So the soul should die after death, he thinks so, but what is the situation now?

And how is the spiritual world, this strange world, constituted, consciousness, soul, energy?

Here my spiritual world...... Still is...... Someone else's world!

…………

Ahhh

Kitty pondered for an unknown amount of time, but she still had no choice but to give up thinking, and she had no idea at all.

He stared at the two unknown black holes with a frown, and his ethereal eyes seemed to see the world behind the black holes.

Thinking about the spiritual world should be put aside for now, and now the first thing to think about is these two things.

As time passed, the eaglet could feel an increasingly cold aura coming from all around.

Death, yes! This is the edge of the scythe before death comes! It seems that time is running out for me, Kitty thought to herself.

According to his guess, these two vortices are most likely the gateway to another world, but it's really hard to say what the other world is like!

But why? Why am I able to travel through the world?

Xiaoying knew that he was just an ordinary person, a mortal who didn't even break free from the red dust.

It was very unscientific for this kind of thing to happen to me from the beginning......!

Stop, stop! The more he thought about it, the more frightened the eaglet decisively stopped his thoughts, and then wiped the cold sweat that did not exist on his forehead.

After all, in the final analysis, this is just his speculation, and what kind of world is behind the black hole is still unknown.

And time is getting less and less, and the most important thing now is which one to choose, Kitty is silently thinking about it while keeping an eye on her surroundings.

He stared at the black hole solemnly, looking at it carefully, as if trying to see the difference between the two, but it was all in vain.

It's exactly the same, there is no difference, just like two twin babies, the only flaw is that the trajectory of their movements is different.

But what's the use of knowing that? Is it really just luck and instinct in the end?" Kitty smiled self-deprecatingly.

He stopped the thoughts in his head, slowed down, and chose one at random.

I didn't expect it...... In the end, it was God who decided my fate......

As soon as the eaglet stepped into the black whirlpool on the left with trepidation, the world spun around.

When he regained consciousness, he found himself having fled from the dead world he had just had.

The once familiar world reappeared in his sight, making him feel like a world away.

This...... Here it is!?

The light of dusk is still warm, like a misty veil sweeping across the world.

The sky is like an oil painting in the twilight, dappled with light and shadow, which makes people mesmerized.

A young and beautiful mother was holding her child's hand across the street, and occasionally there were bursts of laughter.

Kitty looked at this familiar scene in disbelief, this ...... Isn't this the scene before the car accident between myself and my mother?

What's going on......? Could it be that I have gone back in time!?

At the same time, Kitty noticed a runaway car in the distance, rushing towards it like a mad beast.

It must be stopped, it must be stopped! He kept shouting in his heart as he rushed towards himself and his mother.

Hey!!!! that's not right!!

When Kittyhawk's hand passed through Ellie's body, he suddenly realized that he seemed to be in a soul state now.

Looking at the cars approaching here, Kitty was anxious, he kept pushing and bumping himself and Ellie with his body, but it was completely useless, and they still didn't notice a hint of danger at this time.

Kitty gasped weakly, he could only watch the cars keep coming, and he couldn't help himself.

The only consolation was that he knew that his mother would be fine, and he was the only one who was hit. Thinking of this, he was much more relieved.

But just when Kitty was comforting himself like this, a picture appeared that stunned him.

Just as the car was about to hit them, Ellie immediately hugged Kitty with lightning speed and protected him with her fragile body.

"Bump!" Under Kittyhawk's shocked and desperate eyes, they were knocked off by the car together, drawing a poignant arc.

This !!! this is not scientific!! this is not scientific at all!!

Obviously!! Mingming's mother should have been saved by me!!

This can't be!!This can't be!!The eaglet roared in disbelief.

It must be me dreaming!

His face was pale, his eyes were hollow, and he watched in a daze as Ellie hugged the eaglet and "snapped" and fell heavily on the hard, cold ground.

Blood, the blood of Ellie and Kittyhawk, gushes out constantly, incessantly, like blood-colored silk, intertwined with the ground as a curtain to form a shocking black art.

No...... No...... No!!!!

This must not be true! It must not be true!!

Because...... Because my mother was obviously saved by me!

If...... If that's the end, then what am I! Haven't I died in vain!

Come on!

Didn't you stupid X's see it! Didn't you see the car accident!!

Hit 120! Hit 120!!

Kitty roared hysterically, but no one could hear it...... No one......

I don't know how many times I shouted, and Kitty could only watch powerlessly as Ellie's mother and son gradually lost their vitality.

He sat down on the ground in a nervous breakdown, his trembling lips muttering to himself, as if he still couldn't believe it.

This...... This...... Why...... Why is it completely different from what I experienced!

Don't...... Didn't I go back in time? But what about this identical but different scenario?

Just when the eaglet had not yet recovered from this painful blow, suddenly, a powerful attraction came from the lifeless corpse of the little eaglet, and the eaglet, who was still in a state of soul, was suddenly sucked into his body, unable to escape, unable to break free.

Damn, damn it! Kitty Hawk struggled incessantly to escape this strange suction.

And what made him feel even more palpitations was that for some reason, the memories in his mind seemed to be constantly dissipating.

The father in the previous life, the mother who only existed in the memory in the previous life, the experience of the previous life......

Everything in the previous life began to be forgotten, as if there was no self in the previous life at all, as if this world was the starting point of oneself.

No! The little eaglet screamed miserably, and his spirit was completely numb from the various blows just now.

What's more, Kitty can feel that not only the memories of his past life, but even the memories of his existence as Kitty are beginning to fade.

And what's even stranger is that a memory that he has never experienced at all actually comes to his mind, as if the past was just a dream.

Zhuang Gong dreams of butterflies or butterflies dreams of Zhuang Gong? This kind of question Xiaoying doesn't believe at all, so what is the situation of himself now?

As time passed, Kitty was fully aware of her growing sleepiness......

Tired...... I'm so tired...... Drowsy...... I really want to get some sleep......

Damn!

As long as she sleeps, she will never wake up again, and perhaps her existence will disappear from this world forever.

But this call from the depths of the soul is as intoxicating as the seductive song of the Siren, and it is self-forgetting.

And at this critical moment of life and death, the eaglet, who had been insisting on resisting, suddenly smiled desolately.

He seemed to have discovered something, and then relaxed, as if he had returned to his mother's arms, and slept quietly and happily.

The grief that had just been painful to the heart felt as if it had never happened.

Why? Why was he able to leave so peacefully? Why?

………………

In a Japanese-style villa, a mature royal lady sits with her legs bent, scratching at her hair in distress, as if she was in trouble.

She held her chin and thought to herself as she slowly wrote her world on the paper.

I don't know if she thought of something terrible, she grinned and let out a terrifying laugh like "Goo hehe, Goo hehe", this kind of crazy smile should not appear in such a mature and beautiful royal sister at all!

"Sister-sama, sister-sama!"

Suddenly, the mobile phone rang, and she waved her hand handsomely, took the mobile phone on the table, and then pressed the answer button.

"Hirasaka Yomi! you ............"

………………

It's a strange world!heyhey~~~

………………

(PS: 1. Sorry everyone, it's late again, after all, I have a final exam.)

2. Woo woo woo, Mina-san! For the sake of the nearly 10,000 words of my previous chapter and this chapter combined, let me owe you only one chapter.

3. I'm still updating during the final exam, so I'm asking for push~

4. Finally, as always, recommend some books written by friends, and only introduce the author.

[bookid=2750392,bookname="My Demon King can't be so cowardly"]The author is definitely Lori.,Take care of everyone with my word count!hehe~

[bookid=2972652,bookname="The Revelation of the Holy King's Knight"] The author is a big good person, an absolutely good person, and there should be more temperance than me~