Approaching the gate of the academy, Gao Ran dismounted, and just walked into the gate of the academy with her youngster, her back collar was suddenly lifted by a person who suddenly appeared behind her, and her whole person was picked up by that person!

In an instant, the two feelings of fright and shame surged into her heart in an instant!

It is a small thing to be "frightened" to be "frightened" by someone who suddenly picked herself up in such a rough and indecent way, but the sense of humiliation brought to her by such an act is not a big thing!

However, she knew in her heart that the humiliation she felt at the moment was more due to her extreme dissatisfaction with her current child's figure!

If it's not that I'm too weak now, where will it be the turn of others to bully?!

In his previous life, whenever he was treated unfairly or bullied, Gao Ran would always habitually find the reason from himself first.

And her way of thinking, in the later practice of life, has indeed been proved that her such thoughts and her self-examination are right!

When she becomes stronger and stronger, there are fewer and fewer people who can bully her and dare to bully her.

Frankly speaking, compared to the beautiful fairy tales that her teachers would often tell them when she was a child in her previous life, Gao Ran believed more in the world she had seen and perceived with her own eyes.

In her eyes, there is no absolute good or evil in her original world......

A good person will also have his dark side;

A bad guy will also have his still human side......

This point, when Gao Ran perceived and comprehended more and more from the many small things and details of her life, a word popped up in her mind unconsciously - moderation.

In her opinion, the "mean" she understands is probably what she sees in her eyes as the world she was originally looking for......

There is evil in good, there is bad in good, and there is white in black......

For example, the most common flower in nature is said to be "black" when the petals absorb all the light from the spectrum of sunlight.

On the other hand, when the petals reflect all the light in the spectrum of sunlight, it will appear "white" as a human being......

However, such an extreme and absolute phenomenon, in her original world, even if there is a zài, it is a minority.

What's more, it's more "modest" -- it's not black and white! Many of them actually have their own different "colors......

Because she firmly believes in the perception she has drawn, whenever she is frustrated, even if Gao Ran has a grudge in her heart, she will still find the reason from herself.

She believes that no matter what the contradiction is, it will never be just one person's fault, and everyone will have their own reasons.

But what she can really control and change is only for her own reasons......

Although this kind of thinking is left over from her previous life, in Gao Ran's opinion, the world she lives in this life should not be much different from her original world in this regard-even if she doesn't know if these two worlds exist in the same universe?!

Still, she chooses to trust her instincts - unless, unless, there are objective facts that can prove that she is wrong!

However, having said that, even though Gao Ran was suddenly picked up from behind at the moment when she was suddenly picked up, her first reaction was indeed dominated by her subjective feelings!

However, before she could attack, her reason quickly took over the dominance of her thoughts in the next moment.

She quickly regained her senses, and quickly suppressed the irrational feelings that she had almost exploded in an instant......

Immediately after, in less than a second, she relied on her own rational thinking and reacted quickly......

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Don't look at it, Gao Ran has already thought that the person who can rush behind her so quickly and dare to pick her up in such an indecent posture will never have a second person in the entire academy except for Zhao Yi!

"Hmph, you're a clever girl, you know it's me before you see me?!"

Xu is Gao Ran showed weakness to him at the beginning, and Zhao Yi was in a much better mood at this time.

acquiesced to Gao Ran's request and let her go.

"Hehe, doesn't Master know that the apprentice's 'intuition' is very smart?! I don't even need to look at it, Master! I can judge it by relying on 'intuition' alone! Besides, Master is so powerful, how can I not be too bad as an apprentice?! How can I say that I must not be ashamed of you with this 'talent' alone!"

After Zhao Yi put himself down, Gao Ran hurriedly lost no time and flattered him half-boasting and half-stammering with him.

Regardless of what she just said, how much was true and how much was false......

But at least, what she said, Zhao Yi listened to it very well, and he did feel very comfortable listening to it!

It's just that what he doesn't know is that, in fact, none of the words Gao Ran said just now are true at all!

This is the truth of the facts!

What "intuition"?!

That's the conclusion she deduced by herself relying on her own rational logic!

What "talent"?!

That's just to foil Zhao Yi's "vision", and deliberately boast - however, she doesn't deny that the IQ of her current head is indeed quite high.

Although Gao Ran naturally told a lie just now, and there was no half of the truth at all, Zhao Yi, who had no idea, felt very reasonable when he heard it, and he didn't even realize that she was saying this, obviously flattering him, just trying to make him happy.

And, in fact, this qiē is all the most direct effect that Gao Ran just said about the lie that can bring her.

It is also the effect she wanted to achieve most in her heart when she chose to lie without thinking about it before!

However, it is a lie to say this......

In fact, since the last time she told a difficult lie to Qiu Yueze, the profound lying skills that Gao Ran had cultivated in her previous life seemed to have been inadvertently found by her again!

Now, facing Zhao Yi, her most direct stress reaction is that she can just open her eyes to him and talk nonsense without even thinking about it.

Moreover, it is also said naturally.

Even, when she lied, the eyes she looked at Zhao Yi revealed her extremely "sincere" heart......

This "naturalness" of hers was so "natural" that she was not even aware of it - as if lying had become a new "instinct" of hers.

And her new and extra "instinct" is actually the same as many of her other acquired "instinctual" reactions, and its existence is only for one purpose - to help her achieve her desired goal more quickly on the premise of better protecting her!

And this has now become a new "instinct" of Gao Ran's ability to lie, as far as it is concerned, lying is not good, but when it becomes an "instinct", it is not completely without "merits......

If there are any "advantages" about it......

Gao Ran feels that its biggest "advantage" is that when it becomes an "instinct" of hers, when she lies, she can greatly save the extra brain power she needs to spend when lying.

Nowadays, she can almost freely tell a big lie with few flaws without spending any energy.

It's just that such an "instinct" still has its terrible place!

If she herself is not alert, or if she is not strong enough to distinguish between right and wrong, or if she herself blurs her true purpose......

Then, it is very likely that she will lie at the same time that she chooses to lie, and even she will be deceived!

It's just that her lying behavior is no longer intentional, but an almost "instinctive" stress reaction......

Although this kind of "instinct" is not a new "skill" that Gao Ran deliberately cultivated, her various experiences in her acquired growth will always force her to tell all kinds of big lies and small lies to a greater or lesser extent......

In order to maintain good interpersonal relationships, in order not to hurt others, in order to temporarily feel better at the moment when the spirit is hit, or for the sake of the overall situation, in order to make things go more smoothly......

There are many, many reasons, all of which more or less prompt her to tell some lies that are contrary to sincerity or objective facts on certain occasions and situations......

However, many of the lies she told were half-truths, not all of them were false.

In fact, a large part of the reason why Gao Ran is used to telling such lies is because she has been influenced by a lot of the "big environment" she has lived in since childhood......

Since she was a child, she has been in contact with people, things, and things related to business......

Even the little playmates they met in the school's nursery school when they were children often talked about a bunch of "business scriptures" that their parents often talked about......

When she was a child, she played with her friends most often in the "play house", which was "boss and employee", or "boss and boss", which was essentially imitating their own parents' so-called "adult-to-adult" way of communicating......

So, over time, she realized a lying technique that she thought was best for her - half-truths.

Because, in the business world, there has always been such a popular "lying technique" - you have to be honest, but, if necessary, you can choose not to tell the truth.

Not telling the truth can be reserved, but more often, in fact, it is a half-truth and half-truth.

However, even if the lie is exposed, it is difficult to find strong evidence that he is indeed lying.

However, although lying is inevitable, every time he lies, Gao Ran will remind himself in his heart at the same time, "I can temporarily tell some necessary lies for some 'force majeure' factors." However, I must know for myself that it is a lie, not the truth! I can never deceive myself in any case! I must be honest with myself!"

Despite the sum of her past and present lives, Gao Ran has gradually practiced "lying" into a new "instinct" for her.

Moreover, she also knew that such a result, for her, was actually inevitable, and it was an inevitable result that would appear sooner or later......

But, at least, she knows very well that she has to be honest with herself at all times!

So, perhaps, she can "not tell the truth" to others lightly, but she never tells the truth to herself!

Even though, sometimes, because of more subjective and emotional reasons such as "feeling hurt emotionally", she has to temporarily choose to tell some white lies to herself in order to make herself feel better......

But, even then, she will always remind herself: she is lying to herself, but she allows it!

She allowed herself to deceive herself for a while, for a short time......

However, even when her spirit was already very fragile, she still did not forget to remind herself that she must always remember that she was deceiving herself!

Instead, lie to yourself and say, "I'm not kidding myself, that's the truth!"

She would never do that!

All in all, no matter what, no matter what, at all times, she will stick to this bottom line - always be honest with herself!

And the reason why Gao Ran requires herself to stick to this bottom line no matter what, is actually for herself......

She wished she could avoid one thing!

In order to better adapt to the changes in the environment in which she lives, in order to make her life better, in order to give herself more freedom, she has to develop more and more new skills, and because she is becoming more and more proficient in the use of those newly acquired skills, she finally internalizes them into a new "instinct" of herself......

She hoped that she would still know clearly who she was, what she really wanted, what she lived for, and what she was living for, so that she could live like this.

She felt that she must not forget these things, no matter what!

For if she forgets these, or gradually obscures her own answers to these questions......

Then she will gradually lose herself - the real self!

And the only way that can make her always remember that she is alive, that she always feels that she is "alive", and that she can clearly know and feel these things is "being honest with yourself".

Therefore, whether it is in her previous life or in this life, even if "lying" has inevitably become an "instinct" for her, Gao Ran still does not forget to remind herself at all times - "Always be honest with yourself!"

Looking at Zhao Yi, who was coaxed by her to smile in front of him, Gao Ran couldn't help but sigh silently in his heart with some sadness: "In the end, the two of us, who is the 'old man' and who is the 'child'?! Who would have thought that this world-famous medical saint turned out to be so easy to coax?! Or is this 'ancient man' much simpler than my 'modern man'?"

Think about it instead, though......

Also!

It is true that the social environment of "ancient" times will be much simpler and simpler than that of "modern".

People should all be like this, right......

What kind of environment people live in for a long time, what kind of environment will naturally become of people......

Even this world still follows the natural law of "survival of the fittest......

After thinking about it, Gao Ran couldn't help but have a mixed mood that came to his heart......

The good thing is that because of the knowledge she has accumulated in her previous life, she can stand at a higher perspective than this era of this world, and look at many things happening in this world with a broader vision than people of this era, without being confused by many appearances;

Sadly, this world will not let the overall thinking of human beings in this era completely break free from the shackles of their thoughts in this era because of her arrival......

In other words, from the moment Gao Ran came to this world, she was doomed, and in many more essential thoughts, she would be incompatible with this world!

What she can do is not to change others and make others accept her ideas, but to try to convince herself to make the necessary compromises to the world as much as possible without touching the bottom line of her own values......

Gao Ran knows that the reality she has to face is that she can only change herself.

And she had to be very proactive in changing herself, rather than waiting, forced by her fate in this life to change herself, if she wanted the freedom she wanted, if she wanted her life to get better......