The boy had a dream in which he was once again returned to those dark days.

It was a memory he didn't want to remember for a moment, but he couldn't forget.

He wasn't supposed to be born,

abandoned,

blocked,

Disgusted by the people,

His torments, his loneliness,

all

One by one, they reappeared in the dream again.

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I'm a being who shouldn't exist in the world, and I don't even know who my name is.

Unlike ordinary children, I have had a spirit since birth.

When I was born, the heavens and the earth were dark, and the situation was changing, and it seemed that even God did not want me to land in this world.

My father was a human being.

My mother, on the other hand, was a fox demon.

My father was a man with deep eyebrows, and he held me with the body of a fox, his eyes full of pity and a hint of helplessness.

Is this my father?

Then I watched as my father tampered with my mother's memory, and I don't know why I knew that, but I was born with an unusual intelligence.

After that, I followed my father.

He kept me hidden from me and never took me to my mother.

My body seems to be different from ordinary people, following my father's side, but growing very slowly.

More than ten years later, but he is still a seven-year-old child.

My father told me that I was different from everyone else.

I know that I am really different. Because I am neither a human nor a true demon.

My body, every time the moon is full, it will transform into a snow-white fox, and after the full moon, it will transform into an ordinary child.

Once, on the day of the full moon, my father was not by my side, and my transfiguration was inadvertently seen.

The man looked at me with disgust, disgust, even hatred, and attacked me, and attacked me.

He said, "You wickedness is a disgrace to mankind."

I was very weak at the time, and if my father hadn't arrived in time, I might have died.

That's when I realized that I was disgusted by people.

It turned out that I was not accepted by people.

I asked my father, what am I?

My father was silent, touched my head, and said, "No matter what you are, you are the most beloved child of me and your mother."

I asked again, "Where is my mother?"

The father said, "Your mother is recuperating in a place."

I bowed my head and was silent.

Although I have the appearance of a seven- or eight-year-old child, I have lived by my father's side for nearly twenty years, and my mind is no longer comparable to that of a child, even though my father has never let me come into contact with outsiders and the outside world.

I am afraid that even my father did not know that I had a very high level of intelligence since birth, and I watched him tamper with my mother's memories and send her away.

But I still looked up at my father innocently, and said with a smile: I see.

My father touched my head, and there was a pain in the depths of his eyes.

And I, pretending not to see.

I thought that I would always stay by my father's side, even if I didn't see my mother, even if I wasn't accepted by the world, just like that.

One day, however, my father took me to a valley in the mountains.

He said, "Son, I'm going out to do something, maybe I'm going to be away for a long, long time."

I looked at the formations that covered the entire mountain valley, held back the sadness in my heart, and innocently asked: Father, where are you going?

He lowered his body, hugged me, rested his head on my shoulder, and had always been unsmiling, serious, but at this time his voice trembled slightly, and he said: I am going to find your mother.

I felt the **** on my shoulder and said softly: Okay.

Then my father put me into the formation.

He rose high in the air and looked at me lying in the middle of the valley formation, his eyes flashing with pain, guilt, sadness, and determination.

Then he said, "Son, go to sleep, and when you wake up, there is nothing left."

I watched as my father's voice lagged behind, his hands moved, and the whole valley roared, and a thousand rays of light erupted under me.

I looked at my father's deeply engraved face and smiled innocently. Then close your eyes.

I silently said in my heart: Father, goodbye.

Father, seal me away.

As I said, my father didn't know that I was born with a mind far beyond that of a human, and that my mind was also far beyond that of a human.

My father's sealing array can't completely put me to sleep. I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, I couldn't show things, but my mind was still clear.

One year, two years, three years, ten years...

In the beginning, I would still count the years in the formation.

But as time passed, I lost count of how many years had passed.

All I know is that I spent so long in the dark that for a moment I almost forgot my father, my mother, who I was, where I was.

My divine consciousness felt everything outside the formation, felt the spring, summer, autumn and winter, felt the different people settling and migrating on the valley, and felt the changes in the world.

A long time passed, and finally, under the erosion of time, or under the estimation of my father, the seal was loosened until it dissipated.

The day I walked out of the valley, I felt like a world away, I looked at the world beyond the valley, and I didn't know where to go.

I walked to a town in a daze, a place that was no longer familiar to me.

As soon as I entered, I was surrounded by everyone, and they all looked at me hostilely.

I heard someone say, "Demon, such a weak demon, dares to break into a human town."

I looked at them suspiciously, and said, "I'm not a demon."

One of the monks scoffed: "Isn't it a demon? The demonic aura on your body is so heavy, do you want to say that you are a human being?"

I'm silent, yes, I'm not human.

At this time, I realized that after a long time, my father was not by my side, and the demonic aura in my body could no longer be hidden.

Not surprisingly, I was captured by the monks of the town.

I was imprisoned by them, and one day I was beheaded outside the town.

They put me on an iron torture instrument, covered in scars from their whipping.

Because I was weak, they took pleasure in torturing me.

This is the price of my recklessness.

But why, no one ever told me what I should do, how I should survive in the world.

I felt sad as I looked at the humans who cast spells on me, and at the cruel smiles on their faces.

They used magic to force me to be the prototype, and they used a fire to end my life.

But to their surprise, I didn't die.

My father is a monk who has cultivated to the highest level, my mother is a love fox that is rare in ten thousand years, I am their child, how could I die so easily.

They watched as the fire on my body dissipated, and the wounds on my body gradually repaired on their own.

It was a natal talent that I had never tapped.

My flesh and blood, regenerated and immortal.

People found out about this fact and were even more excited than when they tortured me.

Since then, I have become a medicine man in the hands of people.

I was locked up in a room where I couldn't see the light of day, and every once in a while, my flesh was cut.

I became a mobile medicine in people's hands.

Later, they imprisoned me in a formation, and people never came over every once in a while, and the formation that bound me would draw blood directly from me.

And so, I lived a dark life again.

I don't think anyone knows what loneliness, loneliness and despair can be like better than I am.

Just when I thought I was going to end my ridiculous life, I was saved.

No one saved me, but the town was destroyed by a demon tide.

I walked through the ruins, watching the monsters pass by me, watching them look at me with strange eyes.

They said: Your existence is a disgrace to the demon clan. You don't deserve to live.

I looked at them numbly,

Everybody told me I shouldn't live,

It doesn't matter if it's a human or a demon.

I smiled sadly, and watched without resistance as the demon leader hit the fire.

I lay in the ruins, burning in pain, and my heart hurt even more.

At that moment, I hated my father.

I hate why he left me and left me.

In this way, I burned under the blazing fire, but I did not die.

I looked at the clear sky in the ruins, felt the muscles in my body regenerate on their own, and I got up numbly and continued to move forward.

Moving forward without purpose.

I've walked through the wilderness, I've walked through towns, I've walked through villages,

I walked around as a child.

I've been the lowest of all people,

I have been a beggar,

has been in a variety of capacities,

He also experienced all kinds of torture, beatings, hostility, imprisonment, and mutilation.

Since then, I have also learned to disguise,

Camouflage in the human world.

disguised as an innocent child, to win the sympathy of the woman, just to get a bite to eat,

Pretending to be a separated orphan, just to have a place to live.

I learned to restrain my demonic spirit and survive in the human world.

But my body that I will never grow up exposes my unusualness,

Moreover, in front of the advanced cultivators, the demonic aura in me cannot be hidden.

I was once again captured by humans, subjected to all kinds of dark and cruel experiments, tortured.

I was unwilling, I hated, and I used my advantage to escape.

But people on the mainland are looking for me,

It is rumored that I am a rare panacea in the world.

I struggled to escape, but there was no escape, and finally I came to what people call the forbidden land, the Sunless Forest.

I dragged my scarred, crippled body and stumbled into the Sunless Forest.

Finally, people stopped chasing them.

I lost all my strength and fell into the forest, and let the wind and rain blow, but I had no strength to get up.

I think it's better to die like this than to die at the hands of humans.

However, just when I thought I was going to die, an unusual demonic aura swept me away,

When I woke up again, I was confined to a huge magic circle. Become the core of a monster.

In the Demon Array, I once again experienced a long time, once again experienced the taste of loneliness, time flies, during which I met all kinds of human beings, the cultivation is low or deep, but no matter which one, they all become the nourishment of the Demon Array.

And I no longer have expectations, I have long seen the face of human beings.

I looked numbly at the dim sky, and sometimes wondered why, why my father and mother had let me come into the world.

Why, I have such a life.

In this world, is there really a Heavenly Lord God, and if so, why is it so unfair to me?

I am not reconciled, I am not willing to end my life here.

No matter what, I don't want to throw in the towel.

Even if I am like this, I am so unbearable and intolerable, I should have something I can fight for.

For example, she is a stunningly beautiful woman.

I watched her go from discovering me, to saying to save me, to breaking through the battle, to saving me from the hardships.

She said, do you want to live?

She said, don't be afraid, I'm here.

She said, don't be afraid, I won't let them hurt you.

She asked me if I wanted to live, not told me that I shouldn't live.

She was telling me, don't be afraid, she'll protect me, instead, I'm damned.

Her kindness to me and her tenderness to me are all treats that I have never had.

I think she's what I've been waiting for for a long time.

I watched her treat me, obviously she was an indifferent person on the outside, but her movements were unusually gentle,

I held back the sadness in my heart, looked at her and said, sleep, wake up, you will be healed...

Just like what my father said when he sealed me away so many years ago.

I looked at her hard, looked at her with fear, was afraid to wake up, just like I had at the beginning,

I'm the only one left.

I listened to her words and fell asleep,

I can't help but think, should I trust her?

[PS: The little boy said that this is my favorite little boy. (^-^) Well, today I would like to thank Ning Xingyu, Pig, Pig and Yanqi Niang for their rewards and voting friends~ Thank you for your support. 】