Chapter Seventy-Nine: Hua Ling'er's Past and Present Life
didn't expect the to be by his side, Xu Anmo didn't know why he was so excited. You must know that twenty or thirty years later, this is a contribution to the country, after all, 30 million troops are homeless, and this is a naked heavy burden.
Ma Mei was a little dissatisfied when she saw him so excited: "Why do you look so happy?"
Xu Anmo's dark heart was troubled, but he couldn't be seen, so he shook his head hurriedly and said: "How is it possible, but what I want to say is that there is such a thing as feelings, reluctantly, anyway, your original purpose of marriage has been achieved, for the sake of future happiness." While you're young, you'd better leave early,"
"Divorce?" Ma Mei's eyes flashed, and she said in surprise: "There is a way, it is better to demolish a temple than break a marriage, are you persuading to divide or not to dissuade?"
Xu Anmo's face rose slightly, and explained: "Everything has to be based on reality, your husband obviously can't love you, people love you..... By the way, is he attacking or suffering? Forget about ignoring these, you can't persuade, instead of wasting your youth, it's better to divorce early and find true love. Xu Anmo said without deserved.
"What do you know, little brat. is still young......" Ma Mei said with a smile: "Looking for true love? My sisters and aunts are all married, where is there any true love, this life will pass." ”
Xu Anmo hehe, he didn't say anything, he was just a nature, just talking, really let him suggest something, but he had no idea.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Ma Mei said: "Business has been very good recently, you are about to have a winter vacation, come and help your aunt then?"
Selling real estate or something, Xu Anmo thought that he could do it, nodded and said, "Okay, if it's okay for the New Year, I'll help you." ”
"Hmm. Ma Mei answered and asked him, "How are you and Teacher Xiao doing?"
In front of her, Xu Anmo was also able to let go, and he was originally looking for her to talk, so he simply said: "My sister said that she would not agree to consider this matter until I could be admitted to the highest university in the country." Headache. ”
"Yan Da?" Ma Mei's mouth opened slightly, but she knew how low the probability of a small county town being admitted to the highest university was. Shaking his head and said: "This seems to be a bit difficult, you also know that in the last session, the third year of high school was not a big one." ”
Xu Anmo said with a sad face: "I also know that I haven't been working hard lately, but you also know that this means that hard work can be hard work." ”
Ma Mei comforted him: "Actually, the small county town is also very good, you see aunt, isn't it just to make a lot of money? When your teacher doesn't want you, come and follow your aunt, and you won't be disadvantaged by keeping it." ”
Xu Anmo looked at Ma Mei in a daze, and said something from his heart, such warm words, except for Xiao Ruo, Ma Mei said it, he was not moved, it was fake.
"Okay, when the teacher doesn't want me, I'll follow Aunt Mei, and when the time comes, you won't be allowed to dislike me. ”
Ma Meilai stroked his forehead: "It's too late for Auntie to welcome, how can I dislike you." ”
Seeing her gentle eyes, Xu Anmo finally couldn't help but ask her: "Aunt Mei, why are you so good to me, although I bought your two houses, but now it seems that you are trading at a loss." ”
Ma Mei chuckled, "Because you made Aunt Mei suffer, so Aunt Mei can't forget you, don't you know, when you were a little kid, an adult, you came to me to buy a house." Auntie was surprised. ”
Xu Anmo recalled that the first time the two met, they also smiled knowingly, in fact, what Ma Mei said still has a certain truth, for those who make themselves suffer, people have two mentalities, either hate or forget. It's not about feelings, it's just an obsession. At least that's how Xu Anmo understands it.
It was already nine fifty-eight when he came out of Ma Mei's room, and he hurried to the community playground, glanced around, and saw that Hua Ling'er hadn't come yet, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and was still thinking about how to tell Hua Ling'er about himself and Xiao Ruo for a while. I heard Hua Ling'er's voice behind me.
"Knight Xu. ”
Xu Anmo was stunned for a moment, turned his head, and saw that he didn't know when Hua Ling'er was already behind him.
"You've been here a long time ago?" Xu Anmo was a little embarrassed, he didn't believe that he had just arrived, and Hua Ling'er would arrive later, although the time was just right.
Hua Ling'er changed into ancient costumes, she seemed to have taken a bath at home, and she looked refreshing, but she wore a little less clothes.
Seeing that she didn't speak, he said again: "Why are you wearing so little, isn't it cold?"
Although it was nonsense, Xu Anmo wanted to care about her.
Hua Ling'er shook her head and said, "I told you before, I'm not afraid of the cold." ”
"Eh" seems to have been said, but it seems that I forgot it. Xu Anmo hung his head and was silent.
"Knight Xu, do you know why I'm so interested in you?" Before he could speak, Hua Ling'er took the initiative to pick up the topic.
This is like Hua Ling'er's character, who likes to take the initiative into her own hands. Xu Anmo shook his head, he said a thousand things, he also wanted to know how he fell in love with himself as perfect as Hua Ling'er, although he didn't feel bad about himself, he also knew that he was far from Hua Ling'er, and it was his blessing that Hua Ling'er could look at herself.
This is not inferiority, it's just a matter of feelings, for individuals, facing everyone is different, just like he is to Xiao Ruo, even if Xiao Ruo is the daughter of the president, he likes it or likes it, wants to chase it or wants to chase, there will be no hesitation, but in the face of Hua Ling'er, this feeling is different.
Hua Ling'er is that kind of delicate porcelain doll in his eyes, he doesn't belong to himself, and he hasn't thought about it, but when this sudden feeling comes. He still can't help but snicker, but he thinks more about the identities of the two, which is the gap between active and passive.
He is active, but passive, but he suffers from gains and losses, which is contradictory, but it is normal, because feelings are such a thing, and many times they cannot be measured from a scientific perspective.
Hua Ling'er seemed to be a lot happier when she talked about this, she found a bench to sit down, faced him, and said with a smile: "There is something you definitely don't know." I didn't meet you before I often had a dream. Recalling the past, Hua Ling'er's delicate face was dyed with a strange flush.
"You must know this dream," she whispered, "I bumped into someone at the school gate, and I felt that her body was soft, and I felt that her face was covered in blood, and I was so scared, that feeling of killing someone in a dream you may never know." Dizzy, I drove away. When I got home, my father learned about the incident and immediately arranged for me to go to another school. ”
Speaking of this, Hua Ling'er seemed to be a little excited: "But you know, I killed someone, do you know? When I saw the familiar scene at the gate of our school, do you know how desperate I am..... Woo, Knight Xu, I have nightmares every night that she comes to ask for her life with her face covered in blood...... I begged my father to take me back to repent, but how could my father allow me, I was his only daughter? ”