153. Compare hearts to hearts

"Okay, then, I think it's my duty to let Yu Gongzi know something you 'should know'......"

"Well, Miss Sophomore, please speak!"

"In fact, his true identity is the personal guard of Qiu Yueze, the master of the Heavenly Pavilion. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info In the whole world, except for me, he only obeys Qiu Yueze's orders.

"Yu Gongzi, if you still know something about the Heavenly Pavilion, then it must not be difficult for you to guess Xi's status in the Heavenly Pavilion, right?!

"Again, I might as well tell you! Our next destination is the bottom of the mountain!

"I'll tell you nothing about it, the purpose of my trip is to find a suitable settlement for my future seclusion.

"I plan to wait until I have completely dealt with the entanglements between me and my family and Yun Zhen in the future, and then I will live in seclusion, and from now on I will not ask about the world, but only concentrate on living my own little life!

"At that time, no matter how turbulent the world is, it will not matter who will be in charge of it! I don't want to be involved!

"Yu Gongzi, I think you should understand what I mean, right?!"

"I see......"

Gao Ran's words made Yu Qiwen's previous "incomprehensible" all of them all melt into each other at once! He finally understood why Gao Ran was related to so many forces, and finally understood why she was willing to win over him, who was obviously on Yun Zhen's side, in the hope that they could benefit each other in the future?

It turns out that everything she has done is just to get rid of everything that her innate identity has imposed on her!

It is only out of "need" that she will do her best to tap into more forces that can be used and contain each other, so as to increase the possibility that she will finally be able to "be alone", to be able to completely get rid of her identity, her family, and finally to get the other life she wants that will be freer than now!

It turns out that she just wants to live the life she wants!

This can't help but evoke Yu Qiwen's associated association with his own real situation......

Thinking that she actually has a very similar background and destiny to her, Yu Qiwen can't help but feel more empathetic to understand her mentality: the kind of life that Gao Ran really wants, if it is in an ordinary family, may be the simplest and easiest to achieve...... However, for people like them, it is the most extravagant, the most unrealizable, and even the most unattainable beautiful vision!

But Gao Ran was different! Despite their similar backgrounds, she had the courage to pursue it, even at the cost of everything! Even though she herself knew from the beginning how difficult it would be and even how little hope it would be to achieve it, she was still persistent!

After truly understanding this, Yu Qiwen couldn't help but look at Gao Ran from the bottom of his heart! Moreover, he still admired her a little in his heart! -- just because what she was doing was exactly what he had wanted to do in his heart for many years, but he never had enough courage and consciousness to really put it into action!

A woman like her, let alone Yun Zhen, even him, it's hard not to be attracted to her!

But, at the same time, he knew very well that he couldn't!

Not to mention, Gao Ran is Yun Zhen's sweetheart...... Even if not, he can't!

He is not her, and he will not and cannot have the consciousness that she is determined to completely sever ties with her identity and her family!

What's more, her family ...... In fact, even if she doesn't cut off relations with her, I'm afraid that it will be difficult for her not to be burdened by it in the future - the Gao family and the Fu family have now been clearly identified by the imperial court as "hidden dangers" that will be completely eradicated sooner or later!

Therefore, even if she doesn't choose the path she is taking now, even if she obediently chooses Yun Zhen, even if she can have Yun Zhen's protection for her in the future...... But I'm afraid that she will not be able to escape the bleak end in the end - after all, as she said, when Yun Zhen really rules the world, he will no longer be just him! He will also have a lot of involuntary ......

If one day, the imperial court really destroys the Gao family, then at that time, even if Yun Zhen wants to protect her, I am afraid it will be difficult to really protect her......

So, put yourself in her shoes and weigh ...... Yu Qiwen now agrees with her current idea of wanting to live in seclusion!--This is indeed more suitable for her!

However, if he was replaced, he knew that he would never choose a path similar to hers!

Not to mention, his paternal lineage has been a member of the DPRK for generations, and the relationship between him and Yun Zhen that he has cultivated since childhood must not allow him to sit idly by and even leave his friend even far away now knowing that his friend is in a turbulent situation full of crises......

Although he has no intention of going to the opposition since he was a child, his innate identity, his background, and his brotherhood for Yun Zhen are all destined to make him unable to escape from "there" as much as possible with his temperament like Gao Ran, and persistently pursue the life he really yearns for in his heart.

Although he doesn't want to live in seclusion like Gao Ran, he is also the same unintentional power and glory, what he really yearns for is the unrestrained wandering of the rivers and lakes!

But he couldn't!

He couldn't really turn his back on his family, and he couldn't ignore the survival of his paternal lineage, especially his father, and he couldn't ignore the life and death of his only "brother" Yun Zhen!

So, he couldn't! and didn't dare!

Thinking of his real situation, and then looking at Gao Ran, who has a similar background to him in front of him, but can and dares to choose a life path that is completely different from him, Yu Qiwen can't help but envy her in his heart!

"Maybe there will not be such an opportunity as there is now in the future, and you can have a good time out there!

"In this way, when I go back in the future, I can have fewer regrets......"

"Alas-" After a meaningful sigh, Yu Qiwen seemed to have figured out something and let go of something, and the whole person suddenly looked a little different than before!

"I see!"

After being silent alone for a long time, Yu Qiwen repeated again what he seemed to be talking to himself just now, and it seemed to be a response to Gao Ran.

Then, he looked directly at Gao Ran and showed her his true position unambiguously: "Second Miss High School, please rest assured, I really understand now!"

"And, I personally support your choice......! Appreciated!

"I can assure you that from now on, whatever you think you should let me know, as long as you say it yourself, I will believe it! And if you think I should not know, then if you let me know in advance, I will respect your wishes and try not to go deeper!

"What if...... If I have to dig deeper due to the situation, then I will definitely let you know in advance, so that you can take precautions in advance......

"It's just that you should also understand that I also have my own body...... So, what can I do, I believe you should also know in your heart, right?!

"We might as well agree on this, if we can keep each other's bottom line and never cross it, then, even if we can no longer help each other in the future, we will never be enemies of each other!

"As you said, 'Don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious', since you can treat me like this, then how can I live up to your good intentions?!

"As you say, we are 'equal'!

"Although I can't guarantee that we will eventually become 'friends...... But I believe that we will get along well for a long time to come, and I will do my best to help you make your wishes come true!"

In the end, Yu Qiwen not only spoke in a very firm tone, but even his eyes when he looked at Gao Ran actually flashed with a strange light......

Gao Ran naturally understood that it was not because he wanted to help her, or because he had other thoughts about her.

Gao Ran was very familiar with that kind of light, and she believed that he must have thought of some past in his heart at this moment, or triggered some kind of hopeful but unattainable dream that had been buried deep in his heart before, so that his eyes would unconsciously shine with that kind of light......

"It seems that I have accidentally touched some desire or emotion in his heart that is very similar to what I am pursuing now!

"Otherwise, he wouldn't have suddenly become so positive and so kind to me!—as if it were not my business anymore, or not just my business, but his!

"If I'm not mistaken, he must be trying to compensate for some of his own shortcomings that he can't really achieve or make up for by helping me......"

Thinking like this, Gao Ran suddenly recalled his "involuntarily" mentioned by Yu Qiwen just now......

"Well, maybe, I might have been luckier than him!

"That's why he is more willing to pin his doomed 'regrets' on me, hoping to make up for some of his own shortcomings by helping me......

"Still, for me, whatever his motivation was to suddenly become so positive, it was undeniably better for me!

"So, I should still be grateful to him!

"And maybe I should have some 'sympathy' for him!—after all, I was ...... luckier than him" (to be continued.) )