Chapter 306: The Puppet's Life
I am a puppet, and according to my master, it is all the evil, evil, dirty, poisonous, and filth in the world that makes me. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
My master is a supreme and powerful man, whose way is as deep as the sea, and who hates all the evil in the world.
He was an upright monk. And I am the embodiment of evil in the world.
When he created me, I was still in an ignorant state of mind, and I had no body and no complete spiritual consciousness.
The Master is special to me, he not only gave me life, but also taught me all the common sense of the world.
I am like an ignorant toddler, absorbing knowledge and growing up by the side of the master.
I used to wonder why my master, as a righteous monk, created the evil me.
But then I learned that he created me only to use me as a tool.
He said, follow him and absorb all the evil thoughts and evil thoughts in the world into his body, otherwise it is meaningless to create me.
I am obedient because he is my master, and because if I don't listen to my master, I will die.
I'm very self-aware of my puppet identity.
The puppet is supposed to be the master's tool.
Moreover, with the wisdom of the spirit, I cherish this hard-won life. Everything in the world is so amazing to me.
I followed my master's side, obediently doing what my master told me to do, and wherever my master went, all evil thoughts were absorbed into my body.
Tens of millions of years, even billions of years, so long that I can't count, I follow my master's side and grow rapidly.
I had a body of my own, but I didn't have any joy.
The master looked at me, as I expected, there was no trace of joy in his eyes, he just gave me a name, Ghost.
Ghost Yan, I muttered the name given by this master, I should be happy, but I only have bitterness in my heart.
I have been by my master's side for too long, and I have seen all the troubles and hatreds in the world, and my heart has long been like a real life.
I not only have respect and fear for my master, but also admiration that I shouldn't have. That kind of affection caused me to fall into a catastrophe from the moment I fell in love with my master.
But my master has never looked at me squarely, even though I have never done a single thing to murder the world since I was conscious of it, even though I have done everything in my power to eliminate evil and punish adultery since I followed my master.
For I am far more evil than some demons, because my blood can pollute all things, because my tears can make any holy being fall into hell, because my essence is a combination of evil,
Therefore, my kindness cannot become kindness.
So no matter what I do, I can't get a trace of attention from my master.
For the master, I am just a tool, a puppet.
And I am willing to be only a puppet of the master. Be willing to be his tool and be used by him.
I always keep in mind who I am as a puppet.
Because I know that my love is always looking up, so as long as I can be by my master's side, I am satisfied.
But this will always be a dream after all, and the dream will eventually wake up.
I cautiously followed my master's side, becoming his most powerful subordinate, and becoming the sharpest blade of his men.
In those tens of millions of years, all the evil thoughts I went to were absorbed by me, and I couldn't suppress my growth for thousands of years.
The owner has stopped tolerating my presence.
I've grown so fast, so fast that even my owner is surprised.
My master is merciful and merciless, but his mercy never belongs to me.
So the master broke me thousands of times, whipped my bones, shattered my veins, and threw me into the Broken Demon Cave.
I felt the pain in my body, looking up at my cold-looking master in the Shattered Demon Cave, but there was not the slightest resentment in my heart.
My life was given by my master, so I have no complaint when I am obliterated by him.
But the expected death did not come, and that time, the master mercifully left me and exiled me to guard a legacy.
Even in the Shattered Demon Cave, I didn't leave a single tear, but I couldn't stop the pain in my heart at that moment.
It is not despair that suffers, but it leaves me a glimmer of hope, but it makes me live in despair forever.
I looked forward day and night for the impossible hope in the inheritance left by my master, and with the passage of time, that luxury was finally worn away.
I knew that the master might have the man he needed by his side again, and that man would no longer be me.
So for the first time in my life, I disobeyed my master's order and used my death to see my master for the last time.
I saw my master as I wished, and at the end of my life, I looked at the handsome face in front of me, and there was a faint sense of satisfaction and regret in my heart.
I have complained about the injustice of God, given myself such an identity, and I have complained to myself why I can't become a beautiful thing in the world, but at this moment, I have nothing left in my heart.
Hundreds of billions of years, as the master's blade, this is enough for me.
In the moments before I died, I looked at my master's unchanged expression, remembering the man who gave me life, and there was a faint tiredness and relief in my eyes.
Master, in your long life, the time of ghost Yan's existence is too short, I don't know if in the future, you will remember my small puppet, will you know that there was a puppet who secretly admired you with that dirty heart.
Master, the ghost loves you so hard, even if you are a puppet, you still want to be with you. If there is an afterlife, Ghost Yan still wants to be your blade, your knife, for your use.
[ps: The character of Ghost Yan is not a character that I focus on in the novel, but I think the love of a small person is also worth singing, so I described the psychology of Ghost Yan as a puppet, maybe she is just an insignificant tool for her master, but for her, her master is her heaven. This article is based on Bai Xue's experience and feelings, and of course, there will also be various little people's loves, hatreds, hatreds, and life situations. Finally, thank you old friends for your reward!Thank you for the support of new friends!Friends who like me think the novel can also help promote it~]