【V419】Hidden selfishness, probe
"Father. ”
"Jiashu, what do you want to say?" Helian Ying picked up the teacup and put it back to his mouth, he was about to drink a stomach full of tea this time, and this tea-drinking action seemed to have become a habit.
When he returned to his father's words, the son didn't feel anything, but he felt a little uneasy and a little strange. "It's not that he has to be careful, but he has to be a little more careful at this time.
Mo Yan can't be fine, if something happens to him, then in the near future, the entire Helian clan will disappear, whether it is his father Helian Ying or his turn, or his son Helian Ziheng's turn, he can't become a sinner of the Helian clan.
To protect Mo Yan is to protect the entire Helian clan, and it may be too selfish to put such a burden on Mo Yan, however, if there is another way to choose, Helian Jiashu can't do such a thing.
"My father has been restless these days, and I always feel that something is going to happen. Helian Ying sighed faintly, but he couldn't guess what was going to happen.
Only every time he recalls what Mo Qian said to him, he always has a feeling of palpitations.
"Don't hide it from the father, the son also has this feeling, whenever he feels that he is about to catch something, he finds nothing, so he can only remind himself to be careful and careful. ”
"Qian'er, what about you?" his gaze swept over Helian Jiashu, whose eyebrows were furrowed, and Helian Ying's fierce gaze fell on Mo Qian, who had been silent, although his son-in-law was from a small place, but his talent and ability were not inferior to his son Helian Jiashu, who had been carefully cultivated.
Even Helian Ying can not shy away from saying that if Helian Jiashu and Mo Qian's positions are reversed, Mo Qian, who grew up in the Amethyst Palace since childhood, will be much better than Helian Jiashu and will be more able to pick up the burden of the Amethyst Palace.
It's not that he wants to belittle his son, but since his father's generation, the people of the Helian clan have been going downhill, and Rao is Helian Ying himself is not qualified to compete with other ancestors in the family for a while, especially when it develops to the generation of his grandson Helian Ziheng, if there is no fresh blood to enrich the entire family, the next generation will only get worse and worse, until the entire Helian clan is destroyed.
Although the family still has him supporting him, and his son and grandson are not bad, but this is only relatively speaking, and he can't find a relatively outstanding place at all, and the other families in Nirvana City can't see it, and they haven't found the root of the problem, but can Helian Ying deceive himself and deceive himself?
Helian Ziheng is a person who is open-minded and broad-minded and absolutely clear-minded, and knows how to do what he can, otherwise Helian Ying is really afraid that the return of his grandson Moyan will make him go the wrong way.
"It's not that my father wants to let Yan'er bear so much and shoulder so much, it's really that his safety alone is too much involved, one of his is not good, it doesn't matter if the Helian clan is destroyed, the key is that so many lives in the entire 'Abyss of Despair' will all sink into the sea. ”
"Father, you ......" Hearing this, Mo Qian's whole body froze, and it was only after hearing these words that he suddenly understood why Helian Ying insisted on his own opinion at any cost.
Why did the father-in-law insist that Yan'er marry a woman he didn't love, knowing that Yan'er had a sweetheart, and even made it clear in front of Yan'er that if he was disobedient, then Amethyst Palace would send someone to kill his sweetheart, was this the truth?
No wonder he knows what love is, and he also knows that the woman he loves is a father-in-law who cannot be replaced, so he has to persecute Yan'er in such an extreme way, and even he was almost deceived.
"Hey, although there is such a reason for chasing his father as his root, and there is such a responsibility, but being a father is still selfish, even regardless of the wishes of the child, he has not enjoyed the honor and glory of the Amethyst Palace since he was born, but he will eventually bear the responsibility and mission of the Helian clan, and give up the most important thing in his life, no matter what reason he has for his father, he is always sorry for him and owes him. ”
No matter what kind of hardship he has, in the end, he still has to choose to pay with Mo Yan to fulfill it, how can he not be selfish.
Yes, at any cost, he did everything he could to save Mo Yan's life, except for the family affection, Helian Ying really had no face to say that he had no selfishness, and all of it was for Mo Yan's good.
In that case, Helian Ying couldn't say it, and he was ready to be disgusted or even hated by Mo Yan for the rest of his life.
"Qian'er wants to say that he is a father, why don't you tell the truth to Yan'er?"
"Yes, if my father had said it frankly, maybe Yan'er would not have resisted so much. ”
"You also said that you are happy, but you can't afford to gamble for your father!"
Helian Ying said a word, and directly blocked Mo Gan's unspoken rebuttal behind, according to Mo Qian's understanding of Mo Qian, I am afraid that in the face of such a thing, his son will only say a word lightly.
What does the life and death of others have to do with him?
Yes, even if the whole 'abyss of despair' is dead, what does it have to do with him, he is not a savior, why should he sacrifice himself to fulfill others.
"Is there no other way?"
If so, then fatherhood would not be so extreme. Helian Ying shook his head, and said faintly for a while: "The Helian clan needs fresh blood too much, and he is the only one who was predicted by the ancestors to appear early, and the martyr is the chosen child." ”
The moment Helian Ying took over the Amethyst Palace in his father's hands, he heard the last words of the ancestor of the clan, saying that there would be a child of the heaven-sent spirit body among his grandchildren, and that child was the new opportunity for the Helian clan.
It is also since the generation with this last word that the Helian clan has been collecting all kinds of historical records about the heavenly spirit body, in case of emergency, otherwise they will not find a way to use the innate pure body to fuse the Yin and Yang souls that coexist in the heavenly spirit body.
When he sent away his young daughter Helian Ziwei, who was frail and almost unable to survive, Helian Ying certainly thought that he would be able to welcome this daughter back one day, but something happened in the third year after he returned to the Amethyst Palace, so that Helian Ying gradually lost much hope for welcoming this daughter back.
It wasn't until his eldest son Helian Jiashu married Duanmu Xinhuan and gave birth to his eldest grandson Helian Ziheng the following year, and then he saw Helian Ziheng's body and determined that he was not only not a congenital God-given spirit body, but even the acquired God-given spirit body could not be cultivated, that Helian Ying came back to his senses, and one day his daughter would come back and bring her children.
It's just that Helian Ziwei was like a living dead when he first came back, the whole person was almost completely unconscious, and he had been sleeping all the time in order to save his life, and finally waited for Mo Qian to find him, and he was also in a coma and fell asleep because of his serious injuries, so that Helian Ying, who was full of expectations, couldn't be sure whether he had a grandson or a granddaughter, or if he could have two better lives.
God knows that the heirs of the Helian clan are difficult, no matter how good the health of Helian Jiashu and Duanmu Xinhuan is, there is still only one son in their lives, which makes Helian Ying have to hope that his daughter Helian Ziwei can have one more child, whether it is male or female, it will be the prince and princess of their Helian clan.
However, the cruel reality told him that Helian Ziwei only had a son.
The ancestor's last words said that the child who was born with a spirit body appeared in his grandchildren, and since it was not his eldest grandson, Helian Ziheng, it meant that the child was his grandson.
When Mo Qian woke up, Helian Ying knew that he did have a grandson named Mo Yan, and that child was congenitally weak, and was even asserted by the monk that he would not live to be twenty-two.
The moment he heard about these circumstances, Helian Ying had the idea of going to Jinfeng Kingdom to take Mo Yan away in person, however, the way of heaven cannot be violated, and there is only one way left for him, waiting for Mo Yan to find it himself, otherwise he will not be able to change it.
"On the day Ziheng was born, he secretly prayed for his father, hoping that he would be that child, but it was a pity that God made people. ”
To this day, recalling the feeling of holding the newborn Helian Ziheng in his arms that day, Helian Ying can't help but be full of regrets.
If Helian Ziheng is a heaven-sent spirit body, then even if he is in the palace of Chu Xuan, Mo Yan, who is in his mother's womb before he is born, will not be able to spread the assertion that he will not live for twenty-two.
After all, although Helian Ziwei's situation in the Chuxuan Mansion was very difficult at that time, after she became pregnant, Mo Qian protected her very well, and those who wanted to attack her and the child in her womb did not find a chance, and they were all half angry.
Unexpectedly, although they had never dealt with Mo Yan, Mo Yan, who had just been born out of her mother's womb, was congenitally weak, and was asserted that she could not live to live for twenty-two, and she was so happy that they couldn't sleep for three days and three nights.
It was also in the days when he grew up after Mo Yan, he was repeatedly recruited because of his young age, but fortunately, a Yan Rufeng appeared in his life soon after, so that he never fell for it again.
"Things have developed to the current situation, and my father has long been not extravagant to hope for a happy ending, even if he has to live with guilt for the rest of his life in the future, it is also the price that my father should pay for his selfishness. ”
"Yan'er has not been a child with sand in his eyes since he was a child, if it is possible, when Yan'er comes out of the secret realm, his father might as well spread it out with him and make it clear. ”
The Mo clan of King Chu Xuan of Licheng, since the existence of the Zài, has existed to protect the Golden Phoenix Kingdom, and the King of Chu Xuan of the past dynasties has been the king of the battlefield, if such a selfishness can save the lives of everyone in the entire 'Abyss of Despair', it is said that Helian Ying will choose this way, even Mo Qian will do the same.
If he wronged his son alone, he could get so much hope in life, and he should have to take the overall situation into account.
In such a position, it is no wonder that Helian Ying is so entangled and contradictory.
This is just like what Helian Ying said just now, what do you say is that the overall situation is not the overall situation, and the hardships are not bitter, in fact, they just imposed their own will on Mo Yan's body, forcing him to carry it, and they didn't consider his feelings at all.
What they say is for his good, but in fact, what position and what reason do they have to ask for his forgiveness?
"Knowing the son Mo Ruo's father, even if the dead child has expressed a compromise before, I know that you should also know the father, but I am afraid that if things really go according to our arrangement, none of us can imagine what he will do. ”
What I am most afraid of is that Mo Yan has destroyed the entire 'Abyss of Despair' with his own hands, so it is better to do nothing, at least this place can survive for a few years.
"Hehe..."Looking at Mo Qian's solemn face, Helian stroked his beard and smiled bitterly, "Do you really think that your father has nothing in his heart?"
Looking at his father's raised brows, Helian Jiashu took over and said: "Brother-in-law, the worst result is nothing more than that the martyr will kill us all, and the Helian clan will disappear from the 'abyss of despair' from then on. ”
Since his father sent his sister away when he was a child, his father has not hidden many things about the Helian clan, especially after recovering Mo Yan and Mo Yan is extremely opposed to being with Gongye Yushi, Helian Jiashu has already thought of this.
"You and Wei'er are the biological parents of Yan'er, no matter how much resentment and hatred he has in his heart, at most, he doesn't recognize you, and he will definitely not make a move on you, and Ziheng has never participated in the things we discussed, and that kid still goes behind our backs from time to time to make it convenient for Yan'er, so he will not be angry with him with Yan'er's temperament. As if he felt that Mo Qian's face had not become ugly enough, Helian Jiashu continued: "In this way, the Helian clan has a bloodline to remain, and we have no regrets." ”
Before, he was still worried that the appearance of Tanglin Jing would affect what was about to happen in two days, but now that he understands this, Helian Jiashu doesn't even have the last bit of psychological burden.
However, after hearing these words, Mo Qian really didn't know whether to laugh or cry, or whether he should angrily scold the innocence of the father and son, with a black face and a cold voice, he said angrily: "Didn't my father and eldest brother think that Yan'er would not move you at all, but would only be completely angry with those you want to protect, after all, that child has always known how to use other people's weaknesses to achieve his own goals, and the more you care, the more interested he is in destroying it." ”
"This..."
"Why, my father didn't expect this at all. Mo Qian only felt that he was about to be laughed at, and he twitched the corners of his mouth and said: "After Yan'er really wants to have a husband and wife with that girl from the Gongye family, the two souls will be completely integrated, but I am afraid that with his father's cultivation, he will no longer be his opponent, and who will be able to stop him from one-sided torture and killing at that time." ”
"Ahem... That martyr, he really implicated the innocent?" Helian Jiashu always felt that even if Mo Yan hated, he hated them and forced him, and he would not implicate others, and he never thought that Mo Qian would directly pour a basin of cold water on him.
"I can't answer you about that, he was young when I left. ”
The father and son looked at Mo Qian, and they were speechless for a while.
It seemed that he had also thought of some terrible consequences, in order to avoid the kind of consequences that Mo Qian said, Helian Ying had to purse his lips and said: "Okay, when Yan'er comes out of the secret realm, I will talk to him carefully and no longer hide anything." ”
"If only my father could think so. "If you want to say that Mo Qian has no bottom in his heart, he is really afraid that Mo Qian will kill regardless of it.
"Father, the seniors of Tanglin came to the Amethyst Palace at this time, will the time be too coincidental. ”
It's one thing to figure it out, it's another thing to accept it, and the unclear Helian Jiashu said he couldn't accept it.
"The main owner of the Tanglin family has already said that the time is only about three days in advance. "In the end, he has a deep friendship with Tanglin Jing, and the 'Abyss of Despair' and Tanglin Huangdao do not interfere with each other, there is no conflict of interest, if it is not for a reason, Tanglin Jing will definitely not come.
"Hmm. ”
"Don't worry so much, maybe we still need his help at a critical juncture, he has a personal relationship with his father, and his character is even better, and he will not do anything that damages the Amethyst Palace." ”
"Yes, my son was taught. ”
"Qian'er, what are you thinking?"
"I just can't figure out how the closed disciples of the Tanglin predecessors could be from the Vast Continent. It's not that Mo Qian looks down on the people who came out of that place, after all, he also came from there, just because he knows what kind of gap there is between these two continents, so he can't figure it out.
"That Nangong Xuelang was met by the head of the Tanglin family who traveled to the vast continent in the early years and accepted him as a disciple, and it is also said that Nangong Xuelang responded to a catastrophe in the fate of the master of the Tanglin family, so he got this master-apprentice fate. ”
"I see. ”
"When Yan'er just came back, the head of the Tanglin family also wrote to tell him that he was his father, and his closed disciple had a good chance, but he found him by mistake, and followed him to Tanglin Huangdao without any discomfort during the period, which is enough to show that this fate is not shallow. ”
If it is shallow, it should have dispersed when Dongling Jing left Mengluo Country.
Mo Qian listened and nodded, his dark and deep eyes were cold and faint, and the corners of his mouth hooked up and said coldly: "That stunning young man in Yunwu Immortal Mountain really has an evil aura in his bones, it seems to be approachable, gentle and harmless, but in fact it is too dangerous, and the sharp edge is fully revealed." ”
"Well, that young man's cultivation is even for his father, and he can't see through it. Speaking of this, Helian Ying couldn't help but feel a little frustrated.
However, as long as he thought that the young man was the only disciple of Huyan Yuqi in Cloud Immortal Mountain, Helian Ying was relieved.
can make that old guy take a fancy to and accept him as an apprentice, aside from talent, he must be extremely outstanding in other aspects, otherwise he doesn't believe that the old guy will accept such an apprentice.
You must know that since he came out with the news that he was going to accept disciples, how many talented and good seedlings wanted to worship under his door, but he was stunned that none of them he could look at didn't say anything, and they were all picked on by him, and the words he said were called a poisonous tongue.
Fortunately, those children have a good temperament, otherwise they will inevitably leave a shadow in their hearts, and then develop into inner demons, and they will not achieve anything in their end.
"Even my father can't see through his cultivation?"
"Indeed, he could not see through it, but as soon as the Father's divine consciousness fell on him, he realized that he was really a little fellow with amazing perception. At the first glance of him, in addition to marveling at his appearance, I have to say that Helian Ying also wanted to take him as an apprentice.
How do you know that people have already had a master, and they are still such a good master.
"Hey, grandfather, father, uncle, are you talking about that phoenix evil?" Helian Ziheng thought about what happened between the phoenix evil and Gongye Yushi, and unconsciously walked back to the Ice Spring Palace, just when he heard a few words behind them, he ran in without even reporting when he was interested.
"Ziheng is back, but he has settled them all down. ”
"It's a good meal, grandfather can rest assured. After the words fell, Helian Ziheng couldn't help but tell everything that happened after he left, and then looked at the three in front of him with a wink, and said: "You guys quickly give me an analysis and analysis, do you also think that Gongye Yushi is hostile to Feng Xie, that Feng Xie also seems to be hostile to Gongye Yushi, but seeing that they definitely didn't know each other before, anyway, I just think that they have a deep hostility towards each other." ”
He thought hard and meditated and didn't come up with a reason, and his head was about to die.
Helian Ying's father and son glanced at each other, they were speechless for a long time, according to Helian Ziheng's words, they really couldn't think of those two people who had never known each other, why were they hostile when they met for the first time?
"Don't you know, the Gongye poems are about to be reduced to the dust, and the Gongye poems are stunned and can't say a word of counterattack, and the expression is really ugly. ”
Gongye's poetry is beautiful, but it is not the one that Helian Ziheng likes, and with his feelings, it is not something that Mo Yan will like, "I don't know why I always feel that Feng Xie's body has a familiar taste with me, faint, shallow, and when I want to feel it deeply, it is gone, which is really maddening." ”
"Ziheng also feels that way?"
"Hey, uncle, you have it too. Helian Ziheng's eyes widened, and even his voice couldn't help but rise.
He thought he was the only one who felt that way, and the other one was his uncle.
Although he was some distance away, he had been sitting across from his uncle before, so he felt some of his breath. When Mo Qian thought that he was about to grasp that feeling, the feeling disappeared again, and it also made him crazy.
"You can't go on a business trip in two days, Ziheng, it's up to you to keep an eye on that phoenix evil, and you must not go on any business trip. ”
"Got it, grandfather. ”
"Alright, let's all disperse. ”
"Yes. ”
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After entering Liufeng Hall, Concubine Mi chose Qingmei Xuan in the north to live, Nangong Xuelang chose the bamboo in the south to live, and the main courtyard was left to Dongling Jing, and then they went into their rooms to rest.
In order not to arouse suspicion, Concubine Mi instructed the servants who were waiting outside to prepare hot water for her to bathe, and at the same time instructed them to prepare some meals, and after they were used, she would take a nap.
After finishing all this, it was already more than half an hour, and after driving people out of Qingmeixuan and lying on the bed and pretending to sleep, Concubine Mi had enough time to take out the note she received in Qingfeng Xiaobin before entering the palace to read.
After opening her heart, she saw that the content inside was a Chinese character pinyin that only she and Mo Yan could understand, and Concubine Mi could be sure that the person who sent the message to her was really Mo Yan, and he was really trapped and couldn't find her in person.
The Chinese character pinyin was taught by Concubine Mi in that valley, and it was used to convey things that only they could understand during special periods, even if it leaked out, it didn't matter, as long as they didn't pass through like Concubine Mi, they definitely couldn't understand it.
After reading the note, she knew Mo Yan's situation, and she also knew that Mo Yan was now in an ethereal secret realm After making a last fight, Concubine Mi calmed down and thought about what she was going to do next.
In the end, it was someone else's territory, Concubine Mi didn't want to expose it in advance, so she could only wait for the reception banquet, and then she would take advantage of the night to wait for the opportunity to touch all the places in the Amethyst Palace.
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