Before he finished speaking, Xin Ran hung up in a hurry, Shen Su held the phone, and always had a bad premonition. However, he had just joined the group, and he really couldn't ask for leave, so he hesitated for a long time, so he had to call Yao Yuan, who was filming in Jinlan Film and Television City recently. Shen Su implicitly mentioned his worries, and asked Yao Yuan to go and see Xin Ran.

Yao Yuan was also in the crew, there were many people around, it was messy, he didn't hear it too clearly, so he grinned: "No problem, Xin Ran is my brother, if you don't say it, I will often go to see him, don't worry!"

There was a chaotic sound, a glass was shattered, and hot water splashed Zhao Xiaojing.

"You want to burn me?!" Xin Ran roared: "What can you do, you can't even pour a glass of water!"

Zhao Xiaojing was stunned, with tears rolling in her eyes, she squatted down without saying a word, first picked up a few large pieces of glass and threw them into the trash can, and swept up the messy glass slag on the ground. Then she went out and brushed two new cups and came back, poured a glass of water and cooled back and forth, until the water temperature was moderate, and then put it on Xin Ran's bedside table.

As soon as the words came out, Xin Ran regretted it and wanted to apologize to her. However, he looked at her full of grievances but didn't say anything, silently doing this, only to feel more irritable. He would rather Zhao Xiaojing quarrel with him, or even slam the door and leave, it is better than to bear it silently like this. Because, like this, she sets him off like a vexatious, weak and obscene bad guy. She seems to have the virtues of a traditional Chinese woman, gentle and frugal.

After a while, he recovered quickly, and gradually he was able to completely get rid of his crutches, and only occasionally lean on the wall or other things. But there was another thing that was tightly entangled with him, and that was all kinds of unspeakable pain. The effect of demerol is getting more and more suffered, and the sustained-release alternative drugs prescribed by Professor Shan, such as □□, □□ and fibula, dihydroetorphine, etc., can quickly eliminate the demerol properties, but they themselves will also be addictive, and soon they will be replaced with clonidine, lofexetin, scopolamine, etc., which are not easy to addictive, and the side effects will be too great.

He was dizzy every day, nauseous and nauseous, his whole body was sore, he began to cry at the slightest sight of the wind, his mind was not clear every day, his temper was getting worse and worse, and that breath came up, he couldn't control it at all, this feeling was really terrible!

Xin Ran tried his best to suppress his feelings, pulled Zhao Xiaojing's wrist, looked at her fingers, "It's all scratched, go and bandage it......"

Zhao Xiaojing smiled reluctantly, "It's okay." ”

"You're okay, I'm still afraid that the meat will tear my golden bell cover iron cloth shirt!"

Zhao Xiaojing paused for a moment, and then reacted, he used the stalk in "The Condor Heroes", and pouted, "I haven't seen you eat less meat one day, my blood is meaty!"

grabbed him, Zhao Xiaojing's fingers oozed blood again, Xin Ran subconsciously wanted to suck it, and remembered something, so he was stunned.

The door suddenly opened, "Xiaojing......"

Zhang Ge came in with a large bag of things, and when he saw this scene, he was stunned. Zhao Xiaojing subconsciously struggled, and Xin Ran gently let go of her hand.

Zhao Xiaojing hurriedly came over and gave up her seat: "By chance, you came, it's cold outside, come in and warm up!"

Zhang Ge came in and said a kind word of New Year's greetings, then said goodbye, but before leaving, he signaled Zhao Xiaojing to send her.

The two walked out with a smile, and when they got out of the ward, Zhang Gecai said with a straight expression: "Xiaojing, you ...... Are you with Xin Ran?"

Zhao Xiaojing was stunned, she didn't mean to hide Zhang Ge, but she didn't know how to tell Zhang Ge about it for a while. She originally thought that between her and Xin Ran, there was not even a small intimate action, and others would not see anything. So Zhang Ge said that she wanted to visit, and she agreed without thinking about it. But...... How could she forget that for a person who writes, especially a person, the emotional state is still more sensitive than ordinary people! She blushed unconsciously and said in a low voice: "Yes......"

"You've thought about it, and you won't regret it in the future?"

"By chance, you say that...... Don't you approve of it?"

Zhang Ge frowned and said, "If you asked my opinion before, I really don't support it. But whether I'm in favor or not, it doesn't matter. If someone else had this chance to win an idol, I might encourage her to do it!, however, as my best friend, if it were you, I really hope that you would think twice. Although it may be a little late to say this now. I still want to say that even if Xin Ran will not become a big star again, with the conditions of his family, he is not an ordinary person. You guys started fast and ...... I'll be honest, I think it's abrupt. Of course, time is not a problem, but judging from these few meetings, as a bystander, I really didn't realize that Xin Ran had special thoughts about you. ”

For a young girl caught in a relationship, these words are hurtful enough. Zhao Xiaojing's expression was gloomy, and she lowered her head slightly and said, "You are right, it is I who am not self-sufficient and am carried away by feelings." I really don't deserve him......"

"Xiaojing, feelings are not about this! I know that you will be sad when I say this, but I want you to understand that I am just afraid that you will be hurt! A man like Xin Ran, it is difficult for you to keep up with his pace, let alone control it!"

Zhao Xiaojing smiled: "I know that the final outcome will not be good, and I will definitely get hurt." But by chance, if it was you, if before you met Mr. Yu, Shen Su told you, I like you, I want to be with you. What will happen to you, even if you know that what he says may not be the truth, will you really, can you really refuse?!"

Zhang Ge silently bit his lip and thought for a long time before he spoke: "But there is no if in this world, I have already met Yu Mingzhen." So I can't answer that question. ”

In fact, she didn't tell the truth, she would make the same choice as Xiaojing. But as a lioness, she has always been a personality that does not hit the south wall and does not look back, and her head falls off a bowl with a big scar. However, Xiaojing is not, she is a sensitive and delicate girl, and as a long-time friend, she really doesn't want her to take this almost predictable thorny road. However, she also knew that at least for now, Xiaojing would not give up, and it was useless to say anything.

Walking to the gate of the hospital, Zhang Ge stretched out his hand and hugged Zhao Xiaojing, "I still want to wish you happiness, maybe I'm just worrying about it." ”

Zhao Xiaojing hugged Zhang Ge hard, "I will work hard." ”

Xin Ran shivered, and wanted to shed tears again, he didn't want Zhao Xiaojing to see him like this, so when she came back, he took her away.

When he was the only one left in the room, and there were rows of flashes in front of him, Xin Ran got up and turned off all the lights. He gradually felt chills all over his body, and dragged out all the quilts and put them on his body, and seemed to be a little better. But before a moment, he felt something rush left and right trying to break through the wall of his body, and he could feel it twitching in all directions, as if the sharp claws of the eagle dog were scratching and tearing at his body. Then a sharp itching pain gradually burrowed into the bones along the pores of the limbs, making people feel creepy.

There was a buzz of mosquitoes and flies flapping their wings in my head. Airplanes...... From subtle to powerful and clear, until a series of pieces of loud noise like the roar of a propeller.

Then strangely, the patterns in his eyes kept twisting and intertwining, and all the things in the space around him, the bed, the wall, the cabinet, the table and chair, and the flower stand, seemed to be making noises, but they seemed to be covered with a thick barrier, and all the sounds were isolated, vague and blurred, mixed together, and rushed into his eardrums.

He shoved the horns into his mouth with trembling hands, and tried to bite them until he stopped his teeth from chattering up and down.

A tall figure walked in, lowered his head and approached him, and asked with concern, "Xin Ran, are you okay......

"Ahh......h

Xin Nan hesitated, "Okay, you wait for me!"

I don't know how long it took, but for Xin Ran, it seemed like a century was so long, and Xin Nan finally came back, holding a brand new syringe, a small glass bottle.

In order not to let Zhao Xiaojing see what he looked like when he had a seizure, he paid attention to Xiao Tian Xiaoliu's movements and secretly learned to inject himself. After this injection, all the symptoms disappeared quickly. Xin Ran sat up, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and stared at Xin Nan, "Brother, what is this?"

Durandine has not had this effect for a long time. He still wanted to know the truth when his consciousness was beginning to regain or before it was lost.

Xin Nan pouted in his throat and said two words with difficulty, "Morphine......

Xin Ran's body stiffened, not knowing whether to cry or laugh, "I know, brother, I want to wait by myself." ”

"I'm sorry! I have no other way, there are too many overdoses, and Nurse Li can't get them anymore! I really have to go to the club to find it, they are the lightest on their side, there is no ...... at all"

"Brother, don't say it, don't say it again!" Xin Ran hugged his head and sobbed softly.

Xin Nan comforted him uselessly for a while, then left the ward, casually rushed into a bathroom, and washed his face by the sink. He had to calm down, he had to be sober, but the conditions of Renai Hospital were too good, and the water pipes were not cold water.

He crouched in the corner, his hands still had undried water, and he shivered and struggled to light a cigarette and take a few puffs. You can't shoot when you see the eyes of your prey, let alone someone who has lived with you for many years.