[PS: There is a part of the plot outside this episode, Blake's own statement, first person, character ooc, don't spray if you don't like it]

I put my hands on my chest and could feel my heart beating strongly. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Who gave me my life?

Perhaps, I had already died once, many years ago.

On that day that I will never forget, Bourne was "dead" after all, buried in the deepest recesses of memory with the death of his family.

My first life was given to me by my parents. At that time, my name was Bourne.

I was able to meet Solant by accident. He was with me all the time, even dying because of me in the end.

In order to avenge the death of my family, I decided to join the evil spirits. The moment I was forced to pour the water of darkness by Wesker, my mind was full of the shadows of my family. They walked past me, but I never touched them.

When will this darkness end?

When I met the elf named Katz, I felt a glimmer of hope. He's the cursed son of the White Star, but he's a rare Earth Shadow Elf, and if he can evolve into Cassius, he might be able to drain the dark energy from my body and free me from Wesker's control.

With that in mind, I came to his rescue. He looked at me with adoring eyes and said to me, "Benefactor, you are so amazing."

He was too weak to know what really good it was, and he probably just thought that if I could save him from the pirates who looked so powerful in his eyes, it would be good enough.

What a simple elf. It's a pity......

He laughed heartily and then told me that his name was Katz, and that he had no suspicion that I might be a worse villain than the pirates.

Looking at his stupid appearance, I suddenly felt a little unbearable. He's just like I used to be......

But what does it matter, in order to avenge the family......

I used this reason, which I felt weak, to deceive myself once and force myself to be ruthless.

Naturally, I couldn't meet with him often under Wesker's deliberate watch, as that would disrupt my plans. I can only take advantage of my free time to complete the mission and go to Whitestar to meet him.

Almost every time he went, he would be seen bullied by others, or pirates, or other Jocliques, but he wouldn't fight back.

"Benefactor, when will I be as powerful as you?" said to me once, with a bitter face.

"When someone beats you, you have to learn to fight back. ”

"But......... They're good elves!" Katz blinked, looking at me puzzled.

I was a little speechless, and I didn't know how to answer him. If you talk too much, I'm afraid this little guy won't accept it.

"Waiting for you...... One day I know, what is guarding, it's okay. ”

After saying this, I was stunned.

That's what I should have said before......

"Well, I remember, benefactor. When I grow up and become powerful, I can protect you!"

The little guy swore and said things like that, and I couldn't help but laugh.

I'm afraid I won't think that way when you know what I'm trying to do, right?

Not long after Katz successfully evolved into Cassius, he was brutally knocked to the ground by De Verte and Sagros. The kid fell to the ground covered in injuries, just to save a robot that had just met for a short time.

The protection he said was fulfilled with his life.

I rescued him from Duvert and Sagros and took him back to the Evil Spirit's base. I thought I was doing a good job of secrecy, but I let Wesker find out.

Solant was in charge of covering me, and I took Cassius with me and began to flee. Escape, where can you escape? There are traps everywhere. In the end, even Sorant was knocked off the cliff.

It seems that there is only one World War left.

I placed Cassius in a ruined space station, fought Dean alone, and even touched the dark energy within me, but was ultimately defeated by his men.

I was imprisoned in the Crypt of Night by Wesker. It's boring to have a prison where you don't see the sun all year round, but it's nothing to me. Imprisoned here by Wesker, he may kill him one day.

Is this where I belong? Really...... I'm very unwilling......

To my surprise, Cassius stupidly came to save me, but was also caught by Wesker.

He could have left me alone. As long as I'm dead, he won't have to repay the favor. I saved him just to take advantage of him.

However, after he knew my purpose and identity, he was still willing to help me.

What happened later was more than I expected.

It was an experience that I will never forget.

Wesker is dead, killed by Cassius who has gone into a berserk state.

I thought I was going to die, but when I opened my eyes, my consciousness told me I was alive.

This can be described as a miracle. I saw Cassius lying in the other bed, still unconscious. There were two or three robots around and shouting excitedly when they saw me wake up.

The rest was so logical. Cassius and I joined Rey Gaia and they formed the God of War Alliance.

This event made me feel like I was born again. My second life was given to me by Rey.

During the War of the Holy Demons, Muse joined us and became the fifth member of the God of War Alliance.

The group that gave me a second life seems to be starting to become more energetic.

We fight side by side, defeat tough opponents together, solve tricky events together, and ...... together Had a time that I will never forget.

Everything seems to be on track. The God of War Alliance is becoming more and more famous, and more and more tasks are being received......

However, one day, Cassius disappeared.

Disappeared without warning, no, I should say I ignored something wrong with him. I should have been aware of that when he asked me that question, but I didn't.

I never thought that that neglect would cause me pain for a long time to come.

In the battle of Dora, Cassius was shattered. This one said to protect my child, and I lost him.

I wanted to pretend I didn't care, and I tried to forget that he existed. I could lose my life on the battlefield at any time, so why should I care so much?

He saved me from the darkness, and then he fell into deeper darkness and never got out of it.

After Cassius left us, the Muse returned to Celestial Serpent. Gaia, the sluggish fellow, did not notice the change in Muse's attitude towards him. Perhaps, he was aware of it, but he just didn't know how to say it.

After the Muse is gone, he follows Ryls on a journey through the universe, the Thunder Guardian, and only me and Rey are left.

All of a sudden, the God of War Alliance seemed to have become deserted.

Before that, one of the missions was to go to Nas to rescue the elves who had been infected with the virus. There, I met Mona, and Cassius used to have a crush on her, but now, who knows?

The outcome of that mission is also incredible. It wasn't until I revisited it later that I realized something was wrong.

Half a year later, I saw that familiar figure again. Although he was smaller and his name changed, he must be the Cassius I knew.

He said he didn't know me.

But in the end, it was he who saved me.

I lost him again, and he just wanted to save me, to trade his life for his life.

My third life was given to me by Cassius.

How could the night have broken because there was light......... My heart is still beating, I'm still alive.

Your life, I will save it back. I missed it before, and I definitely won't let it go this time.

No matter what happens, hopefully, the God of War Alliance can go on forever.

God of War Alliance, no one is missing.

[_(:3∠)_What,It's pudding in the reader.,Please comment on how this Blake's self-description is.,Let me have a reference]