1188. The Meaning of Young Life
So Shi Jianren nodded: "I have a memory of the beginning, the master was already the age of ancient times, it can be said that from the beginning, I was like Xiao Ai under the master's instructions to do this and that, otherwise an old man, a child, simply can't survive in the material conditions on the mountain, I don't know how the master lived alone before picking me up, oh, I think, when Xiao Ai was so old, I should have been able to draw water from the well, I didn't fall into it and drowned, God bless." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½ā
Xiao Ai looked at Shi Jianren's description with wide eyes and unblinking, Shi Jianren touched her head gently: "Dad was also abandoned, well, it was lost, and the master picked it up and raised it, which is the same for the two of us, but Dad never felt that there was anything wrong with this, don't take it to heart." ā
The little girl opened her mouth in surprise, she must have understood what it meant to abandon and pick it up, but she didn't expect Shi Jianren to be the same as herself, and her tears were immediately full again, Shi Jianren saw how she didn't soften, smiled and gently hugged her head and stroked it: "Okay, okay, now that you have parents, then grow up happily." ā
Xiao Ai, who was already choked, was difficult: "Happy ......"
Ji Ruotang's eyes were suddenly a little red, and he quietly sat on the other side of Shi Jianren's bedside, trying to lean on his chest over there, but was immediately discovered by Xiao Ai, and the little cat immediately exploded: "Hurt! Dad is injured! Don't touch it!"
Ji Ruotang was almost frightened, and then pouted: "You ......"
Shi Jianren looked at her aggrieved appearance and smiled: " You've grown up, really, sugar candy, what I just said, the center is that I grew up with such an old man, in addition to the knowledge instilled every day, it can be said that I almost live according to the thinking mode of such an old man, I don't even have a rebellious period of youth, because since I was a child, I know that if I don't obey and don't work hard, I can't survive with my master, I have to grow some food in the mountains, grow some vegetables, go up the mountain and down the river to support myself, I listen to lectures and study every day, is to make a living, do you know what my biggest experience is?"
Ji Ruotang finally had no other emotions, helped Shi Jianren tuck the sheets, sat on the edge of the bed, of course, kept a little distance to deal with the little girl who was eyeing her, and listened to Shi Jianren very attentively: "What is it?"
Shi Jianren had a rare recollection: " Master and I both know that his time is short, so when I grow up, no matter how he urges me to go down the mountain, I have to wait for him to die, do you understand that feeling, this is the source of my incomparably clear that people will die after all, many times I discuss the future with the old man, it is based on how I do it after he dies, there are few people in this world who can look at the problem of death so clearly, we will all grow old after all, looking back, the old man has given up and avoided countless things and difficulties in life to me one by one, it is impossible to say that there is no regret, at that time we often do a game, is to close our eyes, I imagine that I am him, he imagines that he is me, and what we hope most is to be young again and open our eyes! I am the old man when he was young, we laughed together, I am so happy, I fully understand the ups and downs and unwillingness in a centenarian's life, so when I am given another chance, I cherish it very much, and I am reluctant to waste even a little time to consume, I am completing the old man's mission, it is he who gave me this life, raised me, taught me to behave in the world, and his life's failures, it can be said that he is a complete failure textbook, the same talent, the same effort, because of the different times, different mentalities, resulting in the opposite direction, he in order to achieve me do not go through those detours, since I grew up, countless nightsI could see him sitting under the lamp meditating, trying to tell me as much as he could, so that I could allow myself to indulge in pleasures?"
It seems that after six years of going down the mountain, Shi Jianren can finally begin to face the past years buried deep in his heart.
Ji Ruotang suddenly brightened up, nodded seriously, and his expression finally completely faded off the tough shell, so soft that the corners of his eyes were full of laughter and tears.
Shi Jianren really wanted to reach out and touch her head, as if he could sense it, Ji Ruotang immediately leaned over, Xiao Ai, who had been wide-eyed and seemed to know how to listen, did not object, Shi Jianren still didn't stretch out his hand:" You've grown up, you're an adult, remember when your mother died, I comforted you, really, at that time, your grief seemed to me to be an elder's perspective on you, it was very uncomfortable, but people eventually die, you were grief-stricken at that age, you think that is the biggest grief of your little life, but for me, I don't even want to explain you too much, just wait for you to grow up, okay?"
The girl looked at him a little reluctantly and nodded: "Okay, but ...... I still don't want to grow up in my heart, I just want to lead you to live a carefree life. ā
Shi Jianren hugged his daughter lovingly: "No, this position is going to be vacated for Xiao Ai now, when Xiao Ai is older, and it will be vacated again, I want to watch you grow up......"
Ji Ruotang still couldn't hold back the crystal tears that slipped down the corners of his eyes: "But, but you are my dearest relative in this world, you won't leave me, right?" ā
Xiao Ai seemed to feel the same way, and nodded vigorously along with Ji Ruotang's statement for the first time.
Shi Jianren nodded: "At this time, you can distinguish my love for you as an elder, I understand that love is selfish, but I am absolutely not selfish to you, if you can fly freely to find happiness, I bless from the heart." ā
It should be said that at this moment, the communication is still very smooth.
Ji Ruotang sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Shi Jianren in a daze, a little childish, but his slender eyes kept looking at Shi Jianren's eyes, as if he wanted to imprint that dark face in his mind.
Xiao Ai was still a little stunned by the sudden quietness of the young lady, and couldn't help but squeeze a little tighter into Shi Jianren's arms, Shi Jianren looked away at her, and asked in a low voice if she was hungry, it was estimated that Hong Qiaoyun was coming to pick up the child.
Ji Ruotang seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, more like being freed from Shi Jianren's aura, and suddenly spoke: "Are you in love with another woman?"
Shi Jianren subconsciously: "How is it possible!"
Ji Ruotang looked at his expression seriously: "Well, do you like Ni Xinglan?"
Shi Jianren blurted out: "It should be similar to you, you are both smart and beautiful women with a bright future......"
Ji Ruotang smiled at the corner of his mouth: "Don't say that she only picked me up, she has no me!Who do you choose?"
Shi Jianren scratched his head: "Why did you choose it?"
Ji Ruotang made a fuss: "You still want to hug left and right?!"
Shi Jian Rencai snorted her: "So to tell you, you have a bit of a father-lover complex, she is disgusted, her father didn't play a role, and even because of ...... Well, I don't say bad things, it's not good anyway, so she's disappointed and thinks that my character is more trustworthy, and I'm her agent......"
Ji Ruotang interrupted him: "Okay, it sounds uncomfortable, it feels like half a pound or two with me, I don't want to be similar to anyone, what about me compared to Geng Haiyan?
Shi Jianren is not afraid of offending: "She is no worse than you, in my eyes, although she is from a very grassroots background, I am afraid that she is more grassroots, so she can fight to this day, you should also admire her, right?"
Ji Ruotang was impatient: "Then can't even Liu Qing compare?"
Shi Jianren was puzzled: "Why do you have to compare, you are all unique, Liu Qing is good at guarding and is the best character to assist, Geng Haiyan is more keen on rushing and fighting, you are a down-to-earth step by step, each has its own strengths, why compare?"
Ji Ruotang snorted: "What about Qi Xuejiao?"
Shi Jianren finally stopped talking: "She is different, she is better at strategic foresight, for example, this time the breakthrough point is set in the ...... of opening up."
Ji Ruotang waved his hand: "Okay, okay, I'm too lazy to listen to these women." ā
Shi Jianren was innocent: "Obviously you want to mention it, why didn't I see you ask Lao Tang Laozhuang?"
Ji Ruotang said: "I'll ask you what a big man do......
As he was talking, Hong Qiaoyun's voice came in: "Huh, what man, Tangtang is in love?"
Ji Ruotang felt no resistance to Professor Shanghong, and jumped up and said, "I thought, Ah Ren and I go around in a circle, pick up Xiao Ai?"
Hong Qiaoyun is intimate: "Xiao Ai, is it ......?"
Unexpectedly, Xiao Ai didn't leave, asked to stay and take care of the wounded father, and coquettished Hong Qiaoyun without a teacher, expressing how well he performed today and what he did.
At this time, even Ji Ruotang was jealous: "Can you do whatever you want at a young age?"
Hong Qiongyun had to control her eyebrows and smile: "Well, okay, is it okay to accompany my mother to the street to buy pajamas, towels, toothbrushes, etc.?" and quietly stuffed something into Shi Jianren's hand and whispered.
Xiao Ai was finally taken away step by step, Ji Ruotang got some precious time between the two, and was a little suspicious: "Do you say that Professor Hong simply poured his emotions into Xiao Ai because he was older, and encouraged his adopted daughter to continue to develop with you?"
Shi Jianren was shocked by this whimsy: "Hey! Who am I, you still don't believe it? I am her adoptive father! This is human nature!"
The smiling-eyed girl snorted twice and leaned closer to the wounded person's eye to eye: "Now some people are still popular to call Dad, I think it's exciting, Dad's ......" While saying, she raised her eyebrows and shouted softly.
Shi Jianren immediately bared his teeth a little, the kind of toothache: "Oh, don't be like this, I'm panicking!"
Ji Ruotang lost the unskilled and bewitching that deliberately teased, and looked at him in a daze: "If you really treat me as a daughter, I call you like this, shouldn't you be the same as Xiao Ai, this shows that I am still different in your heart!"
What kind of logic is this, and then at this time, Ji Ruotang finally had the opportunity to see the colorful and delicate tin foil packaging in Shi Jianren's hand, and almost shouted loudly: "This ......" finally suppressed his voice and his face flushed closer: "What is this!
Shi Jianren was really not so sensitive to this disposable packaging, and picked it up stupidly and said: "Heal, Sister Hong said...... Well, it was the doctor who asked me to blow up the balloon, and Liu Qing asked her to buy it...... Huh?****What is this?"
Ji Ruotang was crazy in disbelief: "Cure the disease and blow up the balloon?
Shi Jianren thinks there is something difficult about this.