24. Garden Talk (6)

"Perhaps, you can think about it from another angle...... the reason why the 'god' chose you is because it wants to give you a chance to redeem itself!"

After feeling Qiu Yueze finally shake her hand back, Gao Ran felt that it was almost time to try to lead him out of the "dead end" in his thoughts!

"What?!redeem yourself?!"

Qiu Yueze gradually came back to his senses from his thoughts.

But his hand did not let go of Gao Ran's hand, but increased the strength of his grip back - as if he was afraid that as soon as he relaxed, her hand would let go and leave him......

"Hmm!"

Gao Ran endured the pain that was constantly coming from Qiu Yueze's clenched hand at the moment, and said in a flat but gentle tone, "Although I don't know what you've been through...... But I believe that it must have planted the seeds of hatred in your heart...... But you know what? Hatred can never resolve hatred, and only compassion can resolve hatred. So ......"

"So, you're trying to say that the gods chose me in the hope that I can do good deeds and accumulate virtue to dissolve the hatred in my heart and allow me to be redeemed, right?" Qiu Yueze preemptively took what he thought Gao Ran might want to say.

But when he said this, his tone was full of resentment.

Obviously, he didn't agree with what Gao Ran said at all.

But his reaction, Gao Ran was not surprised at all, let alone disappointed.

She could understand that a person who had lived for too long in a world full of darkness and hatred would naturally not believe what she had just said so lightly.

But......

"If you don't try, how do you know you can't?!"

She wasn't going to give up!

She looked at Qiu Yueze, her eyes full of unquestionable certainty.

She was sure that whether or not he had ever had a similar idea to hers, he must have never really tried it!

And Qiu Yueze, although he didn't agree with Gao Ran's statement in his heart, he couldn't refute her - just because, he really never really tried!

He knew very well in his heart that his attitude, to a large extent, was only because he himself had a preconceived and even almost instinctive idea of the "resolution of hatred" - he decided that there was no other way to effectively calm the anger and hatred in his heart than "blood debt and blood payment" - even if such a pacification was only temporary......

As for completely dissolving hatred?!

In his opinion, this is simply an impossible extravagance!

At the very least, he killed the enemy with his own hands after the enemy who had ruined his family at a young age, and who had forced him to endure a long period of inhuman purgatory, as he had experienced in the same agony, having witnessed the bloodbath of his family......

At that time, when he saw that his enemy finally died in his hands, he did taste a trace of "finally revenge"!

But, after that, he couldn't be happy again!

After that, unconsciously, many more years passed......

He gradually understood that even if he took revenge, even the hatred in his heart had been burned in his heart every moment with the death of the enemy, and it was no longer like before, reminding him of his purpose to live strongly......

But hatred never really went away!

It's still there!

And always been!

It seems, from the moment it appeared, was predestined that it would always remain in his heart - with him for the rest of his life!

It's just that since he stabbed the enemy with his own hands, the hatred in his heart no longer torments his heart day and night like before......

However, it is a different way of storing zài......

Occasionally, when he once again inadvertently remembered those tragic pasts that he longed to forget forever, the anger and resentment in his heart that he was all too familiar with were inadvertently ignited again!

That anger, that resentment, burned like that, frantically swept every inch of his heart, and burned his heart fiercely!

However, he could no longer find a single object with which he could "legitimately" vent the anger in his heart, which would never disappear completely, for the enemy he hated and his family had long since been ...... It's all bloodied on the spot!

Now, he no longer has anyone who can let him wantonly kill in the name of "revenge......

So, I don't know when he was no longer happy.

He doesn't know, what else in this world can make him happy again?!

He had a fortune and an assassination force that made the rulers of many of the countries where he did business fearful of him......

It can be said that he already has both power and wealth!

In fact, now that he wants, he can even directly destroy Yunxiang Kingdom and several neighboring countries around it, and then ascend the throne himself!

He knew that he had the strength!

However, he hesitated......

Because, if he really wants to do it, it will only be for one reason - he wants to be happy!

It's just that when he thought about it, even if he avenged the most important blood feud in this life, he didn't really get happy......

As a result, he began to have doubts - "Can I really be happy if I win the country?!"

In his opinion, the country, power, and wealth, none of these can compare to the meaning of his former blood feud to him!

However, he can't even get happiness even after avenging the blood and revenge......

Then, to get other "things" that are not important to him...... Can he really be happy?!

Obviously, the answer is no!

So, he hesitated......

If you know that even if you get it, you won't be happy, so why bother to get it?!

Is it just to give himself a reason to live - to make himself feel that at the very least, he has something to do......

Is that really the case?!

But why doesn't he even want to get it?!

You must know that for those "things" that he is not interested in at all, Qiu Yueze's character has always been that he doesn't even bother to look at them - even if that "thing" is the country that many people dream of, and the supreme and exclusive power that accompanies it......

Just when he was still hovering between "going to take it" and "it doesn't matter", in his world, he suddenly "broke into" a stranger without warning - this stranger is Gao Ran!

She "broke into" his field of vision so suddenly, appeared so suddenly in his life - and from the moment she appeared, she left a special "trace" in his heart......

When he stood on the top floor of the Heavenly Pavilion and saw from the window Gao Ran, who was holding a dark horse that he knew was still underage at a glance, dressed in white, combing a simple "Dao Gu head", and without a trace of cumbersome ornaments on his body, even if he couldn't see her face faintly covered by hair because of his condescendingness, he was still naturally attracted to her by her for the first time......

Then he heard the verses she blurted out again......

His heart suddenly contracted suddenly!

He was frightened—frightened by his own reaction!

He can't remember exactly what year and month was the last time his heart had a similar "feeling"?!

thought that in this life, his heart would no longer have any "feelings......

But he didn't want to, at that moment, he was so unexpected, just because of a little girl who suddenly "broke into" his field of vision, and the amazing talent she showed had the feeling of "heart beating" again......

"No! not just because of her talent! There must be some reason I don't know!"

After all, Qiu Yueze is also a talented person who has read countless people, and he has also seen a lot......

However, being able to be like Gao Ran, just by writing a poem, immediately caught his attention - and even made him feel that she was "special" in just a moment......

No matter how he thought about it, Qiu Yueze felt that there must be something in Gao Ran's body that could strongly attract him—and it was an instinctive, even instantaneous attraction that penetrated into his soul!

He hadn't felt like this in a long time - he felt it again that he was still alive......

Looking at Gao Ran downstairs, Qiu Yueze suddenly jumped out of his previous wandering and hesitation!

He found that at the moment, he was more interested in the little girl downstairs than Jiangshan!

So, there was a separate meeting between him and Gao Ran......

"If you don't try, how do you know if you can't do it?!" - Gao Ran's words always echoed in his ears......

He slowly closed his eyes, then opened them again......

Finally, he made a decision!

He looked at Gao Ran seriously with a stern face, and asked without the slightest joke, "If, I am willing to listen to you, do what you say, and try...... Then can you promise me not to leave me!"

When he said this, he unconsciously increased the strength of holding Gao Ran's hand.

"Hiss-" Gao Ran finally couldn't help but make a sound in pain, but she didn't open her mouth to ask Qiu Yueze to let go.

She knew that she was only in pain now, but the pain was not beyond the limit of what she could bear.

What's more, what Qiu Yueze needs most now is for her to answer his questions clearly, instead of talking about other ......

The current atmosphere, if she does not actively cooperate with his "pace...... If she misses this opportunity, I am afraid that it will be difficult to have such a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity in the future that may change him and even affect his life......

Gao Ran stared at Qiu Yueze's eyes as she looked at her for a moment.

She was sure that for the first time, she could finally see what he was thinking in his eyes!

"Okay! I promise you, as long as you are willing to listen to me, willing to try to let go, willing to try to live with a different mentality...... I promise you, as long as you don't let go, I will always be with you and never leave first!"

As she spoke, she stretched out her other free hand to Qiu Yueze.

"You lean down a little......"

"Huh?!" Qiu Yueze was first relieved by Gao Ran's previous words, but before he could relax, he heard her suddenly make such a clueless request that made him unclear.

But he did it anyway!

He leaned down slightly towards her.

Before he could react, Gao Ran had already lightly pressed his hand to his chest.

Then, she smiled a little apologetically, "Hehe, forgive me for only suing you in this way, as long as you don't let go, I will always be 'here' and accompany you......"

He got it!

The "here" she said was the heart she was gently approaching with her hand at the moment!

And the reason why she asked him to bend down was actually just because her current height was not enough to reach his chest......

When he thought that she said that she would always be with him in his heart, he was a little moved;

But, then, he thought of her because she couldn't reach it, so she asked him to lean over......

"Hahahaha......" he finally couldn't help but laugh.

He smiled heartily.

He didn't know if he was happy at the moment because he finally had a reason to be happy again, or was it just because he was amused by Gao Ran's "cuteness"?!

But, anyway, he finally smiled!

And, have a good laugh!

He thought about it, and he didn't bother anymore!

Anyway, the coming day is long, and he believes that he will figure it out one day!

Now, though, he can laugh genuinely and laugh so happily......

That alone was enough to make him happy!