[127] Unbreakable lovesickness

Lin Gang returned to his residence, calmed down, and recalled Su Feng's words. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info he also understood in his heart that Su Feng's words were all reasonable, Liu Ruyan's sudden disappearance, without saying goodbye, although it was not Liu Ruyan's original intention, but the trauma brought to him was so deep.

This blow was huge to Lin Gang, God was so unfair that he lost the most beautiful love in the world. He hates the sky and his own fate, but he will not hate Liu Ruyan, and there is no reason to hate her, some are just far away from Liu Ruyan, deeply sorry and guilty, if he has a career, her father will not easily bring her to the United States; if she does not suffer a car accident, she will not bear this burden alone and make her overwhelmed and physically and mentally exhausted, she has to give up on him, thinking of the word give up, Lin Gang slapped himself fiercely, and scolded himself fiercely in his heart: Lin Gang, Lin Gang, why are you so confused, will Liu Ruyan give up on youListen to your parents, during that time, people were too thin for you to look like a man, how could they give up on you and leave? She is your savior. Even if it is to give up, this kind of renunciation is not ruthless, but deep love, without her, you yourself may never wake up.

After scolding himself, Lin Gang desperately imagined the real reason for Liu Ruyan's sudden departure, and he was still 10,000 puzzled in his heart, was she in order to wake up as soon as possible, and reached some kind of agreement with her father, this agreement may be to let her father use his complex interpersonal relationships and use his rich financial resources, and use unconventional means that ordinary people can't do, to wake himself up, and the condition is that she has to give up herself and follow her father to the United States?

Xia Yuhe's explanation made Lin Gang really unable to think of other reasons for Liu Ruyan to leave. After much thought, only this quid pro quo argument still holds up and has a certain degree of operability.

Yes, it must be so. Lin Gang thought about it and became more firm in his conjecture.

However, Lin Gang still couldn't figure it out, that is, in exchange, if Liu Ruyan wanted to leave him, he didn't have to leave before he woke up, so why didn't he explain it in person?

Her father didn't even let him see him for the last time, which shows that her father has a deep prejudice about the concept of the portal, and it also shows that she knows better in her heart that she will indeed not be able to reunite with Liu Ruyan in the future.

Thinking of the life and death parting with Liu Ruyan, Lin Gang couldn't help but burst into tears again.

Lin Gang couldn't confide in anyone about his gratitude, guilt, longing, and loss for Yao Rou, and only Shang Yuemei could understand his heart. So I turned on the computer to see if Shang Yuemei was online.

Seeing that Shang Yuemei's avatar was colorful, knowing that she was online, he typed a few words with his hand: "Yuemei, are you there?"

Shang Yuemei was reading an online novel on the Internet, and when she saw the QQ avatar in the lower right corner flashing, she clicked on it, and when she saw that it was Lin Gang, she immediately replied: "Yes, how are you doing, how are you?"

A few minutes later, Shang Yuemei saw that the frame of the conversation with Lin Gang was flickering, and when she opened it, her heart moved, and tears flowed out. I saw Yang Zhenggang send a poem of "Missing and Worried":

A year of love

Day and night, accumulating into

That deep concern

Two lines of tears

Bit by bit, moisturizing

That delicate little flower

The moon is dark and the wind is high, and I am worried about you

Lonely and helpless, deeply resentful of Lu Yao

I really want to find a screen

Take care of that petite acacia seedling

Tender green leaves look at me

It's your deep eyes

Qinghe Jing Mingri, worry about you

It's hard to think about it, and force laughter

Where to hold a handful of springs

Watering the growing acacia beans

The red beans are attached to me

It's your weak shoulders

Shang Yuemei read this poem with tears in her eyes, and her heart became heavier and heavier. Lin Gang's heart knot can't be untied, and his life will be worse in the future, what if he continues to sink like this, and he is so depressed that he can't think about it?

"Expedition, come here. Shang Yuemei cried out.

Li Yuanzheng didn't know what was going on, so he hurriedly came to Shang Yuemei's side, saw her teary eyes, hugged Shang Yuemei distressedly, and asked softly: "What happened again? ”

Shang Yuemei didn't speak, just pointed to the computer screen. Li Yuanzheng looked at Shang Yuemei's finger and knew that Lin Gang was immersed in missing Liu Ruyan again.

"Mei, if Lin Gang continues like this, he will definitely languish, and the consequences will be very serious, it seems that we still have to go back and enlighten him in person. Li Yuanzheng's idea is all reasonable, a big man always can't get rid of this fog, which will have a great negative impact on his future life.

"I'll talk to him online first, try to enlighten him, and then find a way to find some time to see him. Shang Yuemei nodded, she also agreed with Li Yuanzheng's opinion, "You go take a bath first, I'll talk to him." ”

Li Yuanzheng patted Shang Yuemei's shoulder and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

"Lin Gang, why are you still immersed in the longing for Rourou and can't extricate yourself? Rourou went to the United States, it is enough for her to suffer, if you continue to sink like this, once you let Rourou know your decadence, can she feel at ease on the other side of the ocean? You are a big man, if you don't face the reality bravely, do you want Rourou to give up the cause of the United States and come back to you?"

There was no response from the other party, Shang Yuemei waited quietly, her eyes were also staring at the dialog box in the lower right corner of the computer, after a few minutes, there was still no response, Shang Yuemei was busy typing the keyboard: "What's the matter, Lin Gang, why don't you reply?"

"Yuemei, I don't mean that, and I don't have the luxury of giving up the glorious career of the United States and coming to me to suffer, I have always guessed the reason why Rourou gave up my going to the United States, it stands to reason that I will not leave me in that situation, I understand her character. ”

"My suspicion is that it is possible that she made some kind of agreement with her father in order to save me, that is, on the condition that she leave me, forcing her father to use his influence and connections, as well as his strong economic power, to pull me back from the death line, and only this conjecture can explain the real reason why Rourou went to the United States. ”

"Therefore, I feel very much gratitude, this life-saving grace, which makes me feel guilty and helpless, but to whom do I go to tell these things? Only you Yuemei will understand my incomplete state of mind, so in the dead of night, when I think about Yiren, I think of telling you the bitterness in my heart. ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sad for you again, although I can't see your face or hear your voice, but I feel that because I provoked my thoughts about Rourou, I made you cry for missing Yao Rou, okay, that's it, you also rest early, by the way, say hello to the expedition on my behalf, please tell him that in a remote small county, there is a brother who is thinking about him. ”

At this time, Li Yuanzheng finished taking a shower and was already quietly standing behind Shang Yuemei, and also saw all the content that Lin Gang had displayed in the dialog box several times. He was deeply moved by Lin Gang's friendship with Liu Ruyan, and he was also worried that Lin Gang would languish from now on.