The morning sun rises in the east, and the orange glow drives away the gloom of the room.

Xu Liuli dragged the quilt up with her hand, trying to escape the nostalgia of the light, the summer sun sprinkled in the room with a little warmth, Xu Liuli slowly raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, opened her misty eyes, and stayed for a few minutes before she suddenly realized that she had returned to the turning point of her life, and yesterday's scenes also flashed in front of her eyes.

It wasn't a dream, it was that she had really returned, and she forgot to find out why she had suddenly fallen asleep last night, 'sometimes we are just one step away from the truth'.

She was very panicked yesterday, but after a night, she already understood a little, and she thought that it would be difficult for her to accept. However, it is so beautiful to be alive, especially when the people around you are there.

Xu Liuli got up slowly, tidied up her clothes, looked in the mirror and said sincerely to herself in the mirror: "Since you have given such an opportunity, you must cherish it, and as for other things, let's take one step at a time!"

After breakfast, Xu Liuli thought that she needed to go around the street to get used to it, and by the way, to see if there were any other changes and what direction she should develop in the future, she made a plan first. Just do it, Xu Liuli changed her clothes, took the money and told her parents that she was going out to play, and walked out.

Looking at some old towns, Xu Liuli's eyes are full of happiness, this is where she grew up!

Looking at the baby product store in front of her, Xu Liuli suddenly thought that her mother seemed to be pregnant with her younger brother when she was 15 years old, that is, this year: Xu Mogui. At the beginning, she insisted on yearning for the prosperity of the big city, and she had to follow the scout to become a star, her parents persuaded her, beat her, and even broke off relations with her in the end, but she did not pull back her naïve and stubborn thoughts.

Since then, she has never been home, only came to Yongcheng to see her family behind her back, and saw their ordinary and happy life together, and she naturally couldn't participate in the birth and growth of her younger brother, and now I feel really guilty when I think about it.

I remember that my mother in the previous life seemed to know that she was pregnant when she was about to start school, and now that I think about it, it should not be far away, my brother's name is Xu Mogui, probably because the family wants her to go home silently! This time, she must be a qualified sister.

Now she doesn't want to be a star anymore, it's too difficult and too tiring to be a star.

Xu Liuli thought about it, since God gave her this opportunity, she wanted to do good, the past is already the past, and there is no need to connect with this life. She wants to follow her heart in this life, study hard, study medicine when the time comes, help the world, help the dead, and alleviate the sins of the previous life.

Thinking of her steps, Xu Liuli walked towards the nearby bookstore, "I haven't read a book for so many years, I must have forgotten a lot of knowledge, I want to buy some books and study again." ‘

"Mom, I'm back, is the meal ready, I'm about to starve your daughter to death" Xu Liuli shouted angrily holding a large pile of books.

"Liuli is back, the meal is ready, just wait for you to come back to eat, why did you buy so many books, come, mother hug, don't be tired of you, go and rest." Xu's mother was arranging the meal, and when she saw her daughter holding so many books, she hurriedly stepped forward to get the books held by Liuli.

"Mom, no, no, I suddenly want to study hard and improve my cultural level recently. I can pick it up myself, wash my hands by the way, and come down to eat. Xu Liuli hurriedly dodged Xu's mother's hand, laughing, her younger brother is now pregnant, how can she let her mother take it, in case she touches her younger brother, how bad it is.

Xu Liuli ran upstairs in a hurry, put down the book, ran down after washing her hands, sat on a chair with chopsticks and picked up vegetables, and said to her parents who were sitting at the table and eating at the same time: "Mom, Dad, I saw a doctor save a life with his own hands today, and I also want to study medicine, so I bought some books today, and I want to see the basics first." What do you think, I'd like to ask for your opinions. “

Father Xu and Mother Xu glanced at each other, and Father Xu said: "Ah Li, you are still young, and you are going to high school, you are already very tired from having so many courses to learn, Mom and Dad want you to be happy and happy, I don't want to put too much pressure on you, if you want to study medicine, you can study when you are tired, or during the winter and summer vacations."

"Dad, don't worry, I won't delay my studies, maybe I'm just on a whim, I can't last that long, come, dad eats meat" Xu Liuli pretended to be indifferent to whether she learned or not, and hurriedly grabbed a piece of meat and put it in her father's bowl, thinking, 'Sure enough, there are some things that are only suitable for one person to know, and you can do what you want. ’

"Ruri, you only love your father, not me. Mother Xu watched Liuli add meat to Xu's father, but she didn't say anything wronged.

"Mom, give, you guys, I love them all, I want to be with you all the time?" Xu Liuli hurriedly said, the last sentence was sentimental and serious.

The night is getting darker and darker, and the night in the distance seems to be splashed with thick ink, and the whole night sky gives people a mysterious feeling.

Time flows like flowing water like this, doing what I want to do every day under the love of my parents, reading books and slowly forgetting the past.

Time will heal our wounds.

Occasionally go to a friend's house to chat and feel the youthful girlhood, purify her scarred heart, Xu Liuli feels that life has never been so comfortable, at this stage, she thinks a lot, and also checks a lot of things about rebirth, but she feels that she is different from them, but she can't say what the difference is.

From the Internet, I found the next county seat in Yongcheng: Phoenix. There is a Taoist temple outside Phoenix, and many people go to visit, and she also wants to see it, and she always feels that it may explain his rebirth, so she wants to go and see it, just for a peace of mind.

I heard that Phoenix City has a long history, it seems to be a city that suddenly appeared for more than 1,000 years, the city appeared for more than 200 years and was uninhabited, there seems to be a mysterious power in the city, because there are no other animals in addition to the phoenix, and then there are refugees who fled the famine to find that the mountains near Phoenix City are surrounded, there is a good natural barrier, and the wind and rain are smooth here, but about a pair of phoenixes will appear on different days every year, and later generations will call it: Phoenix City.

The implication is that I hope that every year can be smooth, and the wind and rain can be smooth, and I recently heard from my neighbors that it seems that the people of Phoenix City have recently seen a phoenix haunted and carrying colored lights, so she must go to see if there is any deep meaning.

If you don't know, you are fearless, heaven and earth have a fate, how can you change it?

Attachment is not necessarily a good thing, people need to learn to give up at the right time, otherwise, you will find that you will slowly tune into the quagmire!