I always thought that I was used to seeing life and death parting.

The last time I saw my brother was when I was very young. At that time, he smiled and said something to me, and left without hesitation.

I didn't expect that to be the last time we would see each other.

There seemed to be a remnant of his temperature in my palm, and I watched him get farther and farther away from me, and my heart swelled up like a tide of panic for no apparent reason.

I tried my best to catch up with him. But in the end, I could only watch as his figure disappeared in an explosion.

When the smoke cleared, all you saw was ruins.

I stared blankly at the ruins, tears streaming uncontrollably.

That was the first time I cried.

I remember my brother once told me that the elves of the Thor clan, even at the beginning of their birth, would not shed a single tear unless they experienced unbearable pain.

I don't have even the slightest memory of my parents, and now, even the only loved one was killed in the explosion.

I dug frantically through the rubble, my hands bruised. It's not that it doesn't hurt, it's just that the wound in my heart hurts more.

That night, I looked up to the bright night sky and wept bitterly, but there was no one to comfort me.

However, I still have to try to live. I have the same blood in my body as my brother, how can I give up easily?

I'm Rey, the god of thunder.

I have seen the parting of life and death more than once. When the master left, Gaia was devastated, and I was not like a bone being pulled out of my body, dripping with blood.

Gaia decided that I was the master who had killed me. He roared and attacked me again and again, venting the resentment in his heart.

Yes, I did kill my master. I didn't expect this to happen, so I let the master be killed.

Of course, we broke up. I'll never forget how strange Gaia's eyes were.

All my explanations are pale and weak, and I can't even convince myself.

We are brothers, and that's why I can't be ruthless......

Then, there is no need to dwell too much.

The sky can't always be clear. There will be haze, there will be torrential rain, and there will be thunder.

I have been lonely for many years, alone in the universe searching for the whereabouts of endless energy.

went around and around, and released the suspicion with Gaia, I don't know how many years have passed. Time seems to have decayed, and I can't turn a trace of overly strong emotions.

The body of an elf is much stronger than that of a human. But no matter how strong it is, the heart is always fragile. It will be tired, it will hurt, and it will feel sad. When I think of that explosion many years ago, it's like tearing a scabbed wound open again, and it hurts.

I'd rather shed blood than shed tears again, experience the helplessness and panic again.

I can't afford to lose it anymore.

I tried to be strong and become what my brother wanted. I can protect myself, I'm strong, I won't cry anymore...... Everything around me, I have to protect them.

Guarding is easy to say, but hard to do. I thought I was strong enough, but I was a little powerless in the face of real power. But it doesn't matter, even if we die together, I must protect everything I want to protect.

On the day the God of War Alliance was formed, the Ares crystal glowed with its most beautiful brilliance, but it stung my eyes.

It's beautiful, but it's also dangerous.

I stood with three partners, palms on top of each other. Later, there was another muse, the God of War Alliance, which is still there.

Sometimes I think back to the night my brother left, and I was crying by myself, but I guess he didn't want to see me cry.

If he's still around.........

Don't cry, don't dive away.

Rey, stop crying, he doesn't want you like that.

I told myself.