In front of the bronze mirror, Jiang Xiange groomed in the mirror, Tang Huan helped her finish her makeup, and asked with a smile: "It's all here, Miss is still so beautiful, are you going out? Is it going to Jiang Yuelou or to Gu's house?"

She looked at herself in the mirror, and stroked her sleeves a little crampedly, "Where to go, just ...... at home"

Tang Huan understood, covered her mouth and snickered, and teased her: "Oh, it turned out to be for my uncle to show ......"

Jiang Xiange buried his head shyly, as if he had a plan in his heart. Tang Huan is a confidant in the boudoir, she doesn't have to be ashamed, she just listens to Tang Huan ask: "Then do you want me to help you change into better clothes?"

She raised her head and pursed her lips to look at Tang Huan: "No need, you go and rest first, oh, let someone tell me when Rong An comes back." ”

"Yes. Tang Huan nodded obediently and withdrew from the bedroom of the main house with a snicker.

Because she is the maid of the mistress of the mansion, everyone in the mansion respects her very much, and Jiang Xiange is used to her, so she is more comfortable in Yang Mansion than in Jiangyue Tower.

But Tang Huan is most happy that in her opinion, her young lady has indeed found a good home, married to such a beautiful family, and her uncle is a first-class talent, and she has a deep affection for her young lady. She has seen a lot of men in Jiangyue Tower, but there are not many people like Yang Rongan who are pure and dedicated, and her young lady is really well married.

After getting married, Tang Huan still felt a little inexplicable, and kept thinking, obviously it was such a good family affair, her young lady and aunt lived such a good life, why was Gu Qinghuan so worried at the beginning?

Thinking about it, Tang Huan can also understand that the Gu family's son's deep affection for her young lady is not inferior to Yang Rongan, and it is inevitable to think too much, for fear that her young lady will be wronged a little after she gets married......

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Since getting married, Yang Rongan has returned home directly after the daily dispersal, rarely goes out to drink with friends again, and all officialdom entertainment has resigned, even if he wants to stay in the official office to add value because he is busy, he will send his entourage back in advance to greet Jiang Xiange, and today is no exception.

After learning that Yang Rongan wanted to add value, Jiang Xiange asked Tang Huan to prepare hot meals and give them to his entourage, and asked them to bring them to Yang Rongan, Tang Huan didn't want her to wait at home for a long time, so he went to the official office to send dinner to Yang Rongan, and hinted that Jiang Xiange was waiting.

This is the day of the mid-month calculation of the Ministry of Rites, and Yang Rongan is busy up and down. Since Gu Qinghuan left the Ministry of Rites, the burden of the entire Ministry of Rites has been on his shoulders, he is not a person who is good at being an official, he just wants to do his official work well, and he can't be sloppy where he can do his best.

After seeing Tang Huan, he originally planned to stay up late at the official office with the entire Shilang Court, but he still couldn't bear it, and asked his deputy to help keep an eye on it, and he slipped away when it was dark.

No, on the way back to his house, he ran into the carriage of his mother, Mrs. Yang.

It turned out that Mrs. Yang knew that he was the busiest on this day of every month, and she usually didn't go home, she felt sorry for her son, and she also liked him to be motivated, and she would go to the official office of the Ministry of Rites to send snacks and delicious snacks on this day every month, which was not only to urge her son to eat, but also to help him calm the emotions of his subordinates.

This day is the same, but Yang Rongan forgot this, and Jiang Xiange still doesn't know about this day. Mrs. Yang naturally wondered that Yang Rongan went home early today, thinking that he would slack off on official affairs after getting married. Mrs. Yang is a strong person, there is only this one son, and the future of the Yang family depends on him, so she values his career. At this time, in her opinion, Jiang Xiange didn't know the general situation, and when she thought of this beautiful daughter-in-law, she didn't persuade her son to go up and delay his office, and she felt uncomfortable. complained to Yang Rongan in the carriage, Yang Rongan explained, but Mrs. Yang only thought that he was a favorite daughter-in-law, and hinted that he should not be delayed by beauty like his father.

Yang Rongan changed the topic and asked about the situation in the mansion, which was even more difficult to clean up, and Mrs. Yang complained to her son about Yang Longxing's various wrongs, and how many side houses in the mansion made her angry, especially the twins.

Gu Qingning sent the two girls to the Yang Mansion, not directly to Yang Longxing, after all, Yang Rongan was still angry at that time, and Yang Longxing was not easy to accept directly, so she sent them to Mrs. Yang's room, and stayed in the Yang Mansion in the name of the maid in the main room, firstly, there was an excuse for Yang Rong'an's life, and secondly, she knew that Mrs. Yang would not easily let Yang Longxing get them to protect their innocence.

But Mrs. Yang also found it difficult to tolerate them, and made them suffer. Yang Longxing's heart is biased towards them, so because they have had many conflicts with Mrs. Yang, Mrs. Yang's resentment has become more and more serious.

Yang Rongan couldn't snub her mother, so she listened patiently and said a lot of words with Mrs. Yang to relieve her. But after all, it's a man, and it's inevitable to be tired of listening to these parents.

I still came home very late, with a tired body, until I walked into the inner courtyard, looked at the lights in the bedroom of the main house, and this he and Jiang Xian Ge's family, I felt warm and steady in my heart.

He pushed the door into the house, and searched for Jiang Xiange's figure with his eyes in the warm tent of the veil.

Jiang Xiange sat on the beauty leaning in the middle room, because he was nervous, he closed his eyes, paid attention to his footsteps, and knew that he was approaching.

Yang Rongan thought she was asleep, slowed down his movements, walked up to her silently, sat down on the round stool next to the beauty, and only looked at her quietly, as if he was looking at a piece of holy jade.

She is like this, she is so beautiful, she really does not look like a mortal in the world when she is quiet, she is too perfect, like an unreal dream, she does not dare to disturb, she can only watch from afar, and she cannot let the dust of the world defile her......

Tea was hot on the hollow pottery seat on the table, and he poured tea from the teapot, but what was poured out was mellow wine, he was puzzled, and then turned his eyes to look at Jiang Xiange.

She had already opened her eyes, looking at him with a smile in her eyes, and she showed a lot of tenderness without moving, this is the eyebrows and eyes of his wife, at this time she is only a person in the world, and she is his wife.

"Are you tired?" Jiang Xiange asked softly with one hand stretched out under his cloak.

Yang Rongan took her snow-white wrist and held it in his hand, "I'm not tired, even if I'm busy today, it's rare to be busy once, fortunately, there are still people who bring hot meals, and the people in the court are envious......" He smiled sweetly as he spoke, and it was happiness in his heart.

Jiang Xiange felt the warmth of his palm, felt the truth, she was living at this moment, like a fluttering flower finally landing, this is real, more important than everything else that is ethereal.

"It's the first time you've come back so late, is there anything big going on in the department today?" she asked thoughtfully.

Yang Rongan said: "It's the middle of the month, and there is such a day every month." In fact, I was already rushing home, but I met my mother on the road, and talked to my mother for a while, she was a little upset, and I was relieved and relieved to her, so I delayed until now. ”

"What's going on with my mother-in-law, can I do anything for her?" she asked.

Yang Rongan smiled and shook his head: "My mother, what else can there be? The biggest worry in her life is my father...... I grew up listening to them quarrel, listening to my mother complaining, I was used to it, it was nothing, and after a while she got better again...... You don't have to worry about ......."

She thought for a while and said: "There are a few wives and concubines in the mansion, and it is not easy for my mother-in-law to run alone, and it is inevitable that I will be snubbed when there are many people, and it is normal to feel uncomfortable when there are contradictions. She knew that Yang Rongan, as the only son in the family, should not have come out to establish a mansion, if they all still lived in the mansion, it would be more convenient to be filial to the elders, Yang Rongan chose a single independent mansion in order to make her more comfortable, she naturally felt a little reluctant in her heart, and always wanted to integrate into their family and fulfill her daughter-in-law's responsibilities.

Hearing her say this, she remembered her mother's complaint to her not long ago, and he said: "It's complicated in the big house, if we don't get involved, let's not go, my mother has to be strong, and she can handle that." Well, let's just stay in our own little home......"

As delicate as her, she could naturally feel that something was wrong, thinking that he was for his own good, and she didn't ask anything, pursed her lips, lowered her head and smiled: "I know what I can do for them?"

"Huh?" Yang Rongan smiled suspiciously.

She took a deep breath and leaned softly towards him, "I can...... Take care of their sons for them...... Make you happy, make you happy......"

Yang Rong'an was full of warmth, "Xian Ge, I can marry you, I Yang Rongan have no regrets in this life......"

She lowered her face shyly and shook her head with a smile: "No, it's still a little bit ......"

Jiang Xiange untied the blue cloak that wrapped her entire body, and the heavy cloak slipped off her shoulders, leaving only a thin veil inside, as thin as cicada wings, revealing the complexion, and the delicate and delicate body wrapped in it loomed, charming and seductive.

Yang Rongan was stunned for a moment, he really didn't dare to think that Jiang Xiange would do such a thing for him, his heart was like a drum, his emotions were restless, and he was a little timid......

After all, when the newlywed was in the cave room, Jiang Xiange's reaction was still vivid, her fear of that incident made him feel scared, he was afraid that he would hurt her, the two agreed to wait, he slept with her during this time, and wanted to give her time to adapt.

Even though he was already impatient in his heart, he didn't dare to act rashly when he was thirsty for her.

She took the initiative to dedicate herself to him......

"Tonight, let's try again...... Husband......" She murmured, lowered her face, bit her lip, and threw herself into his arms.

Yang Rongan hugged her warm and jade-like body, buried his head greedily and sucked her breath, picked her up, and walked to the bed......

He placed her on the quilt and loosened his clothes as quickly as he could. Jiang Xiange thought about what Gu Qingning taught her, and made a charming posture, but she still couldn't stop being shy, and her cheeks were red, but it added to the style.

Yang Rongan leaned down, encircled her in his arms again, and tried to kiss her on the lips......

She tilted her head slightly and responded to his kiss, trying hard to get used to it, but still feeling jerky and difficult.

He kissed and caressed her at the same time, from the side of his face to the root of his ears, from his neck to his heart, he moved gently, guided a little bit, pressed his hot body against her, covered her exposed skin with his palms, wanted to give her warmth, warm her......

She thought back to everything Gu Qingning taught her on the couch that night, adjusted her breathing, became short, muttered, wanted to plunge in, feel the excited and itchy feeling that Gu Qingning said, but she still couldn't, her body was still so cold, and her heart was also very cold, the more intense his movements, the more stiff she became, and she didn't know how to react.

She didn't feel the intimacy and excitement he felt, but began to be afraid, obviously mentally prepared, but when his hand became more and more forceful, removing the tulle from her body, she was completely surrounded by inexplicable fear, and when his hand roamed around her freely, she did not feel caresses, but a kind of restraint, a kind of aggression......

Again, again......

The person in front of her is no longer the person in front of her, and it is difficult to return to her previous wishes, and a sense of fear swept over, forcing her to resist instinctively......

She woke up suddenly, suddenly pressed against his chest, and pushed him away hard: "Don't!"

Yang Rongan was frightened by her, watched her tremble, hugged herself and shrank to the corner of the bed, raised her head in horror, her eyes widened, and tears flowed down her eyes.

He was at a loss, adjusted his breath, cautiously approached, picked up the brocade quilt and gently covered her: "String song...... Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...... I won't hurt you...... Why is this happening? Are you afraid of anything?"

How could she explain it? She couldn't figure it out herself. I only know that when he did those things to her, she worked hard and only wanted him alone, but there were always chaotic fragments flashing in her mind, those men who appeared in her life, many, many, Yu Sheng's crazy appearance, Qinghuan's painful eyes...... There are also the side glances of the strangers in Jiang Yuelou...... They were all approaching her, approaching her, trying to break into her world, and they all prey on her......

They made her afraid, including Yang Rong'an, she obviously wanted to accept him so much, but she never gave herself to him completely, and he couldn't make her feel at ease, no matter how many times she said to herself that this was her husband, she had to be like this, but her heart was always shrouded in the haze of nothingness, skin to skin, she was afraid of such intimacy.

The secret in her heart tormented her unspeakably, and no matter how she tried to escape, it was useless.

"Rong'an, I'm sorry ......"

"It's okay, don't be like this, Xian Ge, it's all my fault, I'm too anxious, you're not ready, I won't force you, let's try again in the future, if you are afraid in your heart, you can tell me, I can understand you, we can face it together." ”

She watched him hurt by herself, he was hurt by her resistance, blaming himself for the mistakes, and he was still thinking about the future......

She shrank into the quilt and finally spoke in a deep voice: "I, I have been forced and raped ......"

"What?" Yang Rongan was like being hit by five thunderbolts, and his soul was destroyed.

She hurriedly said, "But he didn't succeed......! I am still innocent...... It's just that I grew up watching him, and I've always treated him like a younger brother, but he did things like that to me...... In the end, he died tragically in front of me...... I couldn't get over it, I didn't dare to think about it, but because of this, I was afraid of contacting people, I was afraid that people would like me, I was afraid of men approaching me......"

Yang Rongan was very shocked and distressed, looked at her sadly, listened to her story, couldn't help but have some doubts in his heart, and tried to hold her hand: "Don't be afraid, those are over, no one will hurt you now, you are my wife, I will protect you well, I will never let you be hurt." ”

He promised again and again, and she felt even more guilty, "Rong An, I'm sorry, please be patient, give me some time, okay? I really want to do all the things that a wife should do......"

After talking about it, they gave up the attempt, and Yang Rongan was willing to give her time with patience to help her eliminate the shadow of her psychology. And this incident also brought a shadow to him, and he couldn't help but think that Jiang Xiange had experienced such a cruel thing before. At the moment, he seemed to be haunted by such a beautiful woman, he couldn't control his cranky thoughts, and while feeling sorry for her, he had more exciting desires, and those fantasies haunted him......

For beautiful things, people always want to protect, but subconsciously they want to destroy......

Her beauty and sorrow can bring out the truest side of the human heart.

Yang Rongan is no exception.

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A few days later, he was at home, and it was getting late, Jiang Xiange went to Jiang Yuelou to visit Jiang Hechuan, because he helped the Gu family to prepare for the wedding banquet, and he had not returned yet. Yang Rongan was alone at home, idle and idle, tasting bamboo and silk, listening to the sound of the piano, so as to clear his heart, but those unspeakable thoughts always lingered in his mind.

He felt that he had changed and wanted more, but it was rare to have a beautiful wife, but it was difficult to touch, and he didn't dare to watch Jiang Xiange for too long during this period of time...... Every night tossing and turning alone and sleepless, to lie down beside her, wanting to get a little warmth, she still resists from the bottom of her heart, and the action is intimate, she is as uneasy as a frightened deer, but the appearance is even more moving......

He stroked Jiang Xiange's piano, his heart became more and more chaotic, and the sound of the piano began to be chaotic, and he suddenly paused, and he was unable to play anymore. If a happy person is in turmoil, how can he play a clear rhyme?

Someone came to report that someone from Dafu was coming, and he thought that Mrs. Yang had sent something to them, so he let people in. To his surprise, it was not the ordinary servants who came, but the twin sons of Wanyu and Wandie.

They served in Mrs. Yang's room, and he always deliberately kept a distance from them, and never said a word to them. But today they came to him out of the blue, and came to him?

As soon as the two little women entered the hall, he asked with some embarrassment if he had brought something for his parents, because he didn't want them to cry suddenly, and choked on the ground.

Ping retreated and asked the reason, it turned out that it was because when they were cleaning up the house for Mrs. Yang today, Wanyu accidentally broke one of Mrs. Yang's white jade Guanyin, which was an extremely valuable royal gift, Mrs. Yang has always cherished it, if Mrs. Yang knew that it was destroyed in her hands, they would suffer a great disaster.

Fortunately, Mrs. Yang and Yang Longxing went out to the banquet tonight, and the broken matter of Jade Guanyin had not yet been discovered, so they hurriedly came here to ask for help. Because they knew that there was an identical one in Yang Rong'an's mansion, and they were also present when Yang Longxing gave Jade Guanyin to his son and wife.

They cried and begged, Yang Rongan also forgave them for their distress, although the situation was embarrassing, he couldn't bear them to suffer, so he simply agreed, let people take out the Guanyin, take them back to the house, and replace the broken one, in order to hide from Mrs. Yang.

The twins knew that he was kind-hearted, so they dared to come here to ask for help, and seeing him so gentle and upright, they naturally admired him in their hearts, and after solving the danger of the disaster, they gave birth to another thought.

In order not to attract attention, the two walked over, which was very close to the Yang family's main mansion, and a pair of girls were wearing thin furs, walking under the moonlight, talking about Yang Rong'an's goodness.

Sister Wanyu held the brocade box that she had just received from Yang Rong'an, and listened to her sister Wandie reading, thinking about it in her heart, and said: "Since we were sent to Yang's mansion, we have been wronged, and everyone regards us as fairies, and sooner or later Mrs. will not allow us, and Lord Yang...... If it weren't for Mrs. Gu, we would have been abused by him a long time ago, and you still remember the humiliation of Qinglou, right?"

Wan Die nodded, "Of course, it's embarrassing to think about it now, but this is our life, so what can we do?" Oh, didn't Sister Gu promise us, as long as we help her keep a good eye on Lord Yang, she will definitely save us out and give us freedom? ”

Wanyu glanced at her and said, "Do you really expect her? A woman who doesn't think about the officialdom is unreliable when she thinks about it, she says that she wants to deal with Lord Yang, but for so long, isn't Lord Yang still smooth? The Yang family has a big business, can she move it? She rescued us from the tiger's den in the Qinglou and pushed the Yang family into this quagmire, she is using us, so she didn't think of helping us......

"Then sister, do you have any plans?"

She continued: "Now that we have entered the Yang Mansion, we can only plan for this. Staying in Madame's current situation will definitely not last long, and if the adults want us in the future, even if we really make him a partial room, we will be killed by Madame sooner or later...... Only, Childe ......"

"Childe?"

"He is the only good person in this mansion, and think about it, who will such a big family business be in the end? ”

"Sister......, what do you mean? But is it possible? He is already married, and he doesn't like us, and Mrs. and Mrs. won't allow it......

"That's not necessarily, although the young lady is beautiful, you and I are not bad, and the two of us also have the means. If it can really be done, it is good to be a concubine for the son, it is better than suffering this crime in the mansion, as for the lady, if she can really get us out of the mansion and cut off the thoughts of the adults, she can't wait for it. ”

"So, what are we going to do?"

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