Dongmei leaned against the wall, walked to the attending doctor's office, and said in her heart, it is really a person who is dying, and his words are also good, what she wants to do now is to apologize to the horse-faced spirit who was beaten by herself, and the white-faced aunt who was excluded by herself in the farmers' market......

In addition, I have to make sure that I miscalculated the account more than ten years ago, and took more than a dozen yuan from the eldest sister......

and the day Tao Tao broke his arm, the tricycle he was riding on was a dollar fare......

Soon, Dongmei arrived in front of the attending doctor's office. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

She didn't knock on the door, she pushed it straight in.

After entering, Dongmei thought to herself, she was a dying person anyway, and there was no need to pay so much attention to politeness.

After entering, Dongmei's first sentence said: "Doctor Wang, just tell me the truth, how long can I live?"

Hearing the patient in front of him ask himself such a strange question, Dr. Wang stopped what he was writing and said, "You are the middle-aged woman Yin Dongmei who has diabetes?"

Due to the large number of patients, the attending physician could not clearly remember the specific name of each patient.

Dongmei nodded and said, "Doctor Wang, I am Yin Dongmei." “

Dr. Wang said, "You have type 2 diabetes, right?"

Dongmei also can't tell what type 1 diabetes is and what type 2 diabetes is.

"Doctor, I don't know what type of diabetes I have, I just want to know how long I have to live," she said. “

Dr. Wang explained to Dongmei: "Type 1 diabetes is developed by people under the age of 30, and it is mainly genetic.

Type 2 diabetes is mainly caused by people like you who lack exercise, eat too well, eat too much sugar, and are obese. “

Hearing this, Dongmei nodded and said, "Then I'm type 2 diabetes, but doctor, although I'm obese, I don't exercise a lot."

I used to sell steamed buns at the farmer's market and get up early and work late.

Now, I raise scorpions at home, and I'm not idle.

How do you think I can get type 2 diabetes?"

The doctor analyzed Dongmei and said: "Even if you exercise a lot, if you eat too much sugar in the food for a long time, you will suffer from diabetes over time." “

Dongmei said aggrievedly: "I used to sell steamed buns, I usually eat steamed buns and noodles, and basically don't eat sugar, you say, how can I get diabetes?"

The doctor shook his head and said, "First of all, you have a misunderstanding of this sugar, and when I say sugar, I don't mainly refer to white sugar, but also includes the sugar contained in starch.

You say that you eat steamed buns and noodles every day, how much starch sugar do you have to consume?

Isn't it the same as eating candy in your arms every day?"

Hearing this, Dongmei was shocked.

She said: "I used to sell steamed buns, and the steamed buns often couldn't be sold, but when the buns were thrown away, I felt pity, so I forced myself to eat them."

Even if I've already eaten it, I'll still finish those buns. “

The doctor said, "If you say that, then I can better explain why you have diabetes." “

Dongmei asked, "How do you explain it?"

The doctor said: "First of all, the insulin secreted by the human body itself is very limited, and if you have drunk and eaten for a long time, then the insulin secreted by the pancreas may not be enough.

In addition, if you are obese, your body secretes less insulin, so long-term insulin deficiency will cause the sugar in your body to be unable to decompose, and over time, it will lead to diabetes. “

Hearing this, Dongmei suddenly realized that she woke up like a dream.

It turned out that the reason why I had diabetes was caused by myself, and it was caused by myself, which was really self-inflicted.

However, I didn't know this at the time.

If you know that you will get diabetes after drinking and eating, you will not be reluctant to sell those endless buns.

I won't stuff myself and eat all those buns.

Dr. Wang continued, "Although it has only now been found out that you have diabetes, there must have been signs of it before, and your body must have reacted, but you didn't care. “

Dongmei thought for a while and said: "I'm just thirsty fast, I pee when I drink water, and I feel thirsty after urinating, and I always feel that I can't drink enough water." “

Dr. Wang said, "This is a typical symptom of diabetes, but what else?"

Dongmei shook her head and said, "It seems that there is no more." “

Dr. Wang asked, "Is your blood lipid not high?"

Dongmei thought for a while and said, "It seems that I have checked before, and the blood lipids are a bit high." “

Dr. Wang said: "When your blood sugar is high, or when your blood sugar is poorly controlled, blood lipids are especially obvious.

You must be high in triglycerides, total cholesterol, and LDL cholesterol.

And, your HDL cholesterol levels are definitely low......"

Dr. Wang said a lot, Dongmei thought about some of her abnormal behaviors before, and she found that it was really exactly the same as what Dr. Wang said.

It seems that my diabetes really didn't come all of a sudden.

Rather, it is slowly formed over time, year after year.

Dongmei was very depressed, she had tears in her glasses, and said, "Doctor, we have talked so much, and I also know my condition in detail, can you tell me how long I can live Dongmei?"

Dr. Wang found it difficult to answer Dongmei's question.

He said: "Diabetes is a disease that is scary, but it is also scary, and it is not scary, and it is not scary......

Before Dr. Wang could finish his words, Dongmei interrupted Dr. Wang's words and said, "Is that terrifying, or is it not terrifying?"

Dr. Wang said, "Don't worry, let me finish my words first." “

Dongmei said: "I'm sorry, you say it first." “

Dr. Wang said: "Anyone who has been diagnosed with diabetes should have no problem as long as they are strict with themselves, keep their mouths shut, open their legs, strictly control their diet, check their blood sugar from time to time, and ensure that their blood sugar is controlled within a reasonable range." “

Hearing the doctor say that there was no problem with diabetes, Dongmei thought to herself, she must be serious, and the doctor must be saying words of relief, otherwise, how could the doctor say that there is no problem with diabetes?

Isn't that a deception to a three-year-old?

So, Dongmei said: "Doctor, don't comfort me, just tell me, how many days and how many months can you live?"

Dr. Wang ignored Dongmei, and he continued: "If the patient has diabetes and feels that it doesn't matter, does not pay attention to his diet, does not control his blood sugar, or does not inject insulin when it is serious, and allows the development of high blood sugar, then it will lead to a series of complications. “

Hearing this, Dongmei thought to herself, she must have just said not to deceive me, so the doctor was finally willing to tell her the truth.

She pricked up her ears and listened, "Doctor Wang, just say it, I'm ready to do it." “

Dr. Wang was very disgusted by Dongmei's pessimism.

"If you don't pay attention to blood sugar control, then high blood sugar can lead to a series of complications, such as kidney problems, arteriosclerosis, coronary heart disease, fundus problems, blindness in the eyes, problems in the lower limbs and feet, leading to ulcers, and finally amputation......"

Hearing this, Dongmei was completely stunned, and said in her heart, people will eventually die, or heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than Hongmao, but they have thought that they will die of various diseases, but they have not thought that they will die so painfully.

It will even fester, and it will be amputated......

Thinking of this, Dongmei's perception was dark, and she almost closed her eyes.

The doctor saw that Dongmei's condition was not very good, so he told her, "Are you feeling unwell?"

At this time, Dongmei's heart was already broken, she said: "It's okay, I just don't feel like I want to live anymore." “

The doctor shook his head and said, "I have seen many patients, their own conditions are not serious, Leng is scared to death by the disease, you must not be scared to death by the disease." “

Dongmei said: "I know that I can't survive, rather than die in pain, it is better to be scared to death by illness." “

Dr. Wong dislikes pessimistic and misanthropic patients the most.

He said: "The disease itself is not terrible, what is terrible is that the patient's mental ability to bear it collapses first, since you yourself have no confidence in your recovery, then I have nothing to say." “

Hearing Dr. Wang say, there is nothing more to say, Dongmei thought to herself, it's over, it's completely over now, even if she can say more time, the doctor said that there is nothing more to say, and it is estimated that she really won't live long.

After speaking, Dongmei thought of the coffin that Wei Guo prepared for Wei Guo's mother when he returned to his hometown last time.

He said in his heart, fortunately, Wei Guo prepared the coffin in advance, otherwise he would have gone so quickly, and he didn't even have a coffin for burial, what a sad thing it would be.

Thinking of burial, Dongmei hesitated again, she knew that burial was very troublesome, especially in the rural areas of Guanzhong, not only to do white things, invite people to sing, perform programs, but also to show movies, on behalf of guests for a few days and nights......

The main thing is that it's still summer, and it's so hot, if you do it for yourself, won't you be tired to death or die of heat?

Forget it, I won't bury it.

Although everyone says that it is safe to be buried in the ground, it is better to cremate yourself.

When the time comes, send yourself into the crematorium, burn a fire, and there will be nothing, which is simple, convenient, and effortless, and the main thing is that it doesn't cost much.

As for your ashes, it's best to spill them into the sea.

Because I still have a wish in my life that has not been fulfilled, that is, to travel with Weiguo, see the charming world outside, and see the sea.

Although Weiguo was rated as the advanced group company this year, his wish is about to come true, but now, his body is not good, so he simply sprinkled his ashes into the sea, so that he could see the magnificence of the sea, which can be regarded as his wish.

After thinking about it, Dongmei walked into the ward, and then went to the hospital bed.

She looked at the ceiling and counted one sheep, two sheep, three sheep in her mouth......

She looked forward to falling asleep, expecting that after she fell asleep, she would never wake up again.

When you can't open your eyes, you don't care about all the trivial things in the world.

What kind of love and hatred, morning and twilight, male and female love, are all in the past.

Thinking about it, thinking about it, Dongmei fell asleep.

When Dongmei thought that she was asleep and would never wake up again, she suddenly slept with Zhengxiang, and was shaken wildly by several women.

And, they shouted: "Dongmei, don't sleep, the doctor said you can be discharged from the hospital." “

"Sister Dongmei, a few of our good sisters came to pick you up from the hospital. “

"We've set you a table, and we're going to celebrate your birthday as soon as you go back. “

Dongmei slowly opened her eyes.

She was still sleeping very confused, and said in her heart, isn't she dead, how can she still celebrate her birthday?

But it seems that my birthday is coming soon.