Chapter 190: I don't want the lights to be off

Gu Qingxuan came out of the bedroom for the first time in half a month to attend the Shangyuan banquet. Jiang Hechuan also came, he quietly gave Gu Qingxuan a drink, and was caught by Jiang Xiange, so he didn't drink any more wine that night. They can only replace wine with tea, and talk deeply about drinking as in previous years. The Gu family sisters and brothers didn't talk about anything else, put down chores, drank the banquet comfortably, and after the banquet was over, they pushed Gu Qingxuan in a wheelchair and walked across the corridor of the front garden, lighting the brocade square lamps above their heads one by one......

Because of Jiang Xiange's arrival, the Gu family had a normal Shangyuan Festival again.

Late at night, after the banquet, Jiang Xiange watched Sangu finish lighting the last lamp, and was ready to say goodbye and go home. At this time, Uncle Tang told her that Yang Rongan had been waiting outside the gate of the mansion for a long time, and he had come to pick her up, and Uncle Tang wanted to welcome him in, but he insisted on waiting outside and not letting them know.

Jiang Xiange hurriedly said goodbye to the Gu family, hurriedly went out, and sure enough, he saw another carriage of the Yang family parked on the side of the Gu family's mansion. As soon as she stepped out of the Gu Mansion, the joy and relaxation of the festival were gone, and this night, the Gu Mansion behind her was like an illusory dream, dispersing with the moon-to-moon clouds in the sky, leaving a bright full moon, very beautiful and very distant.

All that is in sight is reality.

"Rong'an, why are you here?, why don't you go in?" she got into the carriage and smiled softly at Yang Rong'an, her voice hoarse, and she was trying her best to hold back her cough.

For some reason, she was a little uneasy, she didn't dare to cough it out before he could speak, and the itch in her throat pierced her heart.

"When I got home, I heard that you were here, and it was like coming to see ...... By the way, I'll take you home......" He said, laughing: "How is it? It's fun to spend the holidays at the Gu family, right?" He drank a lot of wine tonight, and as soon as he spoke, the smell of alcohol hit her face.

The carriage began to move forward, she listened to the sound of the horses' hooves, and gradually walked away, she endured the disgust of the pungent alcohol, and showed a perfect smile, "Well, it's good, it's Qinghuan who wants to call the two of us to have a feast, but you're not here, I just happened to be fine, so I came over...... Cough...... As in previous years, I spent the Yuan Festival with Uncle Gu, Qing Ning, Qing Huan, and my father in the Gu family...... It's like you're not out of the cabinet yet......"

She couldn't help it, covered her mouth and coughed violently.

"You are sick like this, Qinghuan also asked you to help them arrange the Yuan banquet, it seems that they really can't do without you......" Yang Rongan's tone was a little cold.

Jiang Xiange explained: "Qing Huan came to me for other purposes. He wanted to woo Miss He, but Miss He had a holiday with Qingning, and he wanted me to help him persuade Qingning to accept Miss He...... You know, Qing Ning wants to be nice to me, he thinks Qing Ning will listen to me......"

"Qing Huan likes someone else?" he asked, "And what about the result?"

Jiang Xiange smiled, thinking that Gu Qinghuan and He Luoke were in love with each other, and she was happy for him, she said: "I promised to help him enlighten Qingning, but it can't be tonight, I understand Qingning's temper, if she knows...... Cough...... If she knew that Qinghuan had deceived him and spent the Shangyuan Festival with Miss He, then I wouldn't be able to save the Gu family's Shangyuan Festival...... Ahem......"

Before she finished speaking, she coughed non-stop, and Yang Rongan laughed sarcastically: "The Gu family, the Gu family, it's all the Gu family...... Maybe you shouldn't marry me, you should marry into the Gu family. ”

Jiang Xiange was stunned, and suddenly stopped coughing, his dry lips didn't know how to open and close, he looked at him in panic, and couldn't help shaking his head: "No, no, Rong'an...... They're just family ......."

"Yes, they are your family, and none of you can do without anyone, so what is our Yang family?" Yang Rongan became excited, and could no longer suppress the anger in his heart, and shouted at her: "Xiangge, do you know what I have been going through when I accompanied you to the Gu family in the past half a month? I watched my wife, busy all day long for other families, how embarrassed I am, do you know? When you are with the Gu family, I am superfluous! You yourself are sick, and you take care of others day and night? Every time Gu Weng is critically ill, you are more panicked than anyone else, you can't see your own appearance, it's just ...... It's insane...... Did you know who you were then? No, you only had ...... in your eyes."

"Don't say it!" Jiang Xiange suddenly spoke out and yelled at him, her face was terrifyingly cold, and at that moment she was actually panicked to the extreme, and her heart was extremely weak.

She stopped Yang Rong'an, then breathed hard, adjusted her out-of-control heartbeat, tried to calm herself, and explained clearly: "Uncle Gu saved my life, of course I will be nervous about his life and death." I grew up in contact with the Gu family, and of course I care about them...... Hmmm......"

Yang Rongan couldn't listen to her words at all, and the more she pretended to be calm, the more he couldn't stand it. Yang Rongan completely lost his patience, suddenly pounced on her, kissed her wildly, pressed her to the corner of the car wall, tore her clothes roughly, kissed her pale and bloodless face, bit her lip, and violated her body recklessly despite her frightened struggle.

Jiang Xiange was extremely scared, she desperately pushed him, beat him, tore until her lips cracked, and even called for help and screamed, but he didn't stop attacking.

"Don't ......," she begged, shuddering and crying as his hand reached her waist.

"Smack!"

He slapped her and hit her again.

"I'm your husband, what can I do to you? Jiang Xiange, who are you guarding like jade?"

Yang Rongan is crazy, maybe he was driven crazy by her a long time ago......

"No, no......" she covered her face and shrunk in the corner and wept, "don't do that...... Cough...... Rong An, I'm scared...... It's not that I don't want to...... I'm just scared ......"

Yang Rongan didn't stop, Jiang Xiange's injured appearance at this time was even more tempting for him.

People always want to protect beautiful things, but subconsciously, everyone wants to destroy them. This desire is buried in the deepest part of people's hearts, and when it erupts, it is very exciting and can always make people sink uncontrollably......

Jiang Xiange pushed him away and threw himself out of the car, but he pulled him back, he showed no mercy, dragged her in, and pushed her inside, her head slammed into the wall of the car, a bruise and lump appeared on her cheek, the corners of her forehead were broken, blood flowed down, her brain was chaotic, her eyes were black, and her mouth was full of blood......

A familiar sense of fear......

Yang Rongan continued to attack, kissing her closed lips, sucking the blood from the corners of her mouth, and swallowing the tears on her face. He ripped off her cloak and reached into her collar to press her pepper hard...... Overwhelm her, play with her, attack her......

Only then could he feel that she belonged to him, and listening to her screams and screams, he believed that she really existed.

Shame, pain, fear......

It was all imposed on her by this person, but this person was her husband, and he just wanted to be intimate with her, maybe if he didn't resist so much, everything wouldn't be so bad......

But she couldn't, she felt that the sky was dark, desperate to die, and as he succeeded, she felt like she was coming to the end.

The carriage was jolting, she struggled, only the chaotic roar in her ears, she couldn't hear the sound of the world, his hands and his lips roamed freely over her body, and she couldn't feel anything.

She lost consciousness, as if surrounded by icy lake water, the chill was biting, cold to numbness.

She closed her eyes, and it was dark, and when she opened them, it was dark.

……

The movement in the carriage had already been transmitted outside, but the driver and his entourage did not dare to pay attention to it, so they could only act as if they had not heard anything and marched quickly.

Tang Huan was in another carriage behind, when they went to Gu's house before, they drove an extra carriage in order to put food boxes. Tang Huan sat in the canopy and couldn't see the situation outside, until she drove into a quieter street and alley, she heard Jiang Xiange's voice and realized that the situation was wrong.

Tang Huan hurriedly asked the coachman to stop, the coachman knew what she wanted to do, he was very embarrassed, dissuaded her from taking care of the master's affairs, and refused to stop, Tang Huan was furious, jumped off the galloping carriage directly, fell all over the body, she did not pause, got up from the ground, and rushed to the car in front.

She ran straight in front of the carriage, stretched out her arms in the way, and shouted at the coachman, "Stop, stop!" or run over me!"

The carriage finally stopped.

Tang Huan ignored it, rushed into the carriage and pushed the driver, slammed the door open, and smashed through the horrific thing that was happening in the car......

"Miss!"

When she saw the injury on Jiang Xiange's face, as well as the disheveled appearance at this time, she was scared crazy, she screamed, broke in, dragged Yang Rongan away, pulled Jiang Xiange over, put a cloak on her, hugged her tightly, and glared at Yang Rongan, "Miss, Miss......"

Tang Huan really saved Jiang Xiange's life, Jiang Xiange fell into her arms, trembling with fear, and didn't dare to look at Yang Rongan again.

"How dare you beat her? How can you beat her?" Tang Huan grew up with Jiang Xiange, how could he have seen her hurt like this, and suddenly thundered like five thunders, wishing to break Yang Rong'an's body into ten thousand pieces, but she is also a person now, others will not help them, and she can't help but be afraid in her heart.

"You let go of my wife!" Yang Rongan's eyes were bloodshot, glaring at Tang Huan, and roared wildly.

Tang Huan protected Jiang Xiange more tightly, "Don't touch my young lady!"

"She's my wife!She's my wife!' My lady!" Yang Rong'an was greatly stimulated, manic to the extreme, his crazy eyes were in full swing, and he yelled hoarsely at Tang Huan, completely losing his mind, this crazy appearance frightened Tang Huan and trembled.

Is this still the elegant son who sits quietly in Jiangyue Tower, or sipping tea, or drinking, listening to the sound of the piano upstairs, and waiting for the favor of the beauties?

Why did he become like this? When did he become like this?

Not only Tang Huan is thinking about this problem, Jiang Xiange is also thinking about it.

His hysterical shouts woke Jiang Xiange up, and the self-reproach in her heart overpowered the fear he had imposed on her, and even made her feel that she deserved it.

Jiang Xiange slowly raised her head from Tang Huan's embrace, and when he was crazy, she regained her composure, coughed a few times, adjusted her hoarse voice, and moved to Yang Rong'an's side despite Tang Huan's obstruction.

Tang Huan grabbed her: "Miss, don't, stay away from him, let's go, let's go back to Jiangyue Tower......"

She shook her head, looked at Yang Rongan, and said to Tang Huan: "Don't be afraid, Tang Huan, I know he didn't mean it, he was drunk, and I did something to make him angry, and he didn't want to be like this......"

Yang Rongan gradually settled down, sat with his head tilted against the wall of the car, avoiding her gaze, his expression was very painful.

Jiang Xiange asked Tang Huan to close the car door, then cautiously approached Yang Rongan, raised her sore arm and wanted to pat him on the shoulder, but as soon as she lifted it, she retracted it - she was afraid, this fear was already deeply rooted in her heart, especially after the nightmare just now......

"Rong An, Rong An, are you okay to listen to me?" she said softly, trying to bring back his senses, "I'm sorry, I know it's wrong, I made you uncomfortable, isn't it? It's all my fault, can you forgive me? I will listen to you in the future, and I won't do anything to make you angry...... What do you want me to do? You tell me if it's okay? I promise you, you are my husband, and I will listen to your ......."

Yang Rongan opened his bloodshot eyes, and his whole person was depressed, looking at her lifelessly: "Can you really let me get my wish?"

Jiang Xiange hesitated a little, because she had some bad premonitions, and nodded: "I'll try my best to ......."

Yang Rongan was obviously not satisfied with her answer, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he dragged her whole person over at once, which frightened her and Tang Huan into exclamation. He let Jiang Xiange sit on his lap, hugged her, pulled her face, and looked at her: "First, let Tang Huan go out, let's finish what we didn't do just now......"

"No......" Jiang Xiange trembled, shook his head and begged him: "Don't, Rong An, give me a little more time...... I beg you to ......"

Seeing her humiliated and humble, he felt a terrible pleasure in his heart, and he sneered: "Look, not everything you can make me wish......"

Jiang Xiange wept bitterly, trying her best to stop sobbing, she almost habitually suppressed herself. She gently pushed Yang Rongan away, sat aside, and said to Tang Huan: "Tang Huan, you go out first, I want my son to talk ......"

Tang Huan grabbed her hand, "No, Miss, you come with me, let's go home, go to the master, find Gu ......"

Jiang Xiange shook off her hand and shouted at her: "Get out!"

Tang Huan got out of the car and let them be alone, she was very uneasy, she kept waiting outside the carriage, paying attention to the movement inside, fortunately, nothing happened what she was afraid of, and everything calmed down.

……

When they returned to the house that night, Yang Rongan was helped by Wandie Wanyu to rest in the room, and he had already fallen asleep.

Jiang Xiange covered her face with a cloak and felt hat, went back to her room, didn't say a word, only locked herself in the room alone, and she didn't step out of the door for a long time after that.

The next day, she called Tang Huan in, Tang Huan didn't have a good night, and finally saw her, Tang Huan looked at her scarred and cold appearance, and cried out all of a sudden, sad and indignant: "Miss, how can you tolerate him treating you like this? If the master knows, how distressed he will be? If Master Gu and they know, their surname Yang will not live!"

Jiang Xiange took her hand, stopped her from talking angrily, and said solemnly to Tang Huan: "Tang Huan, you are right, if they know, the consequences will be very serious, so you can't let them know, you promise me, you forget all about last night's incident, as if it didn't happen, do you understand?

Tang Huan was incredulous and shook his head resolutely: "No, I can't agree!"

Jiang Xiange held on, took a tougher attitude, and said: "Listen, if you tell my father about these things, or anyone in the Gu family, then I can't keep you by my side, you go back to Jiangyue Tower, anyway, no matter what happens, I am the wife of Yang Rongan, the daughter-in-law of the Yang family, if you don't agree, leave me!"

Tang Huan was frightened by Jiang Xiange and choked for a while, so he had to promise her and promise her that he would not leak it out.

Before going out, Tang Huan looked back at Xia Jiang Xiange, her eyes were blank, and she didn't have a trace of anger in her piano, just like enclosing herself in the darkest corner, letting herself die and destroy, and she had no intention of saving herself......

"Miss......" She called out Jiang Xian Song and said to her: "My lord only has one daughter, you are the most distressed person in this world, he always said that his greatest wish in this life is to find you a good family, and he has no regrets...... Gu Gongzi likes you more than everything, you want to get married, he was so sad that he almost killed himself by cutting his wrists...... However, he still accepted it, personally sent you to marry, and asked me to pay more attention to you and protect you by your side...... They all believe that you have really found a good husband for yourself, and that this is what you want...... But is this really what you want?"

Jiang Xiange lowered his eyes and looked at her 'Lu Qi', his cold hand plucked the strings, and smiled inexplicably, "Yes or no, don't you have to live all your days?" Tang Huan...... Not everyone gets what they want...... Some people don't even have the qualifications to expect extravagantly...... No matter what happens in the future, everything is to blame on me......"

Tang Huan's tears swirled in his eyes, and finally he said: "Miss, I hope you don't forget, your life was saved by Master Gu in Weiyang Lake, for which he was also stabbed, almost, almost lost his life...... So could you please cherish yourself?"

Her tears fell with a cold piano sound and smashed on the 'green qi', "Go tell Childe that I agreed to his request last night......"

"I will never go to the Gu family again, I will not take care of the Gu family's affairs, and I will no longer have any contact with the Gu family......