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On the way back, Ah Huan didn't talk to me again.

When I arrived at the palace gate, I had to go to the Xianju Hall to report to my mother, and I wanted to keep her with me, but she didn't see it, and I took a few small palace people to leave first.

I had to go to the Xianju Hall by myself, the door said that my mother was seeing various states and counties, and asked me to go over in the afternoon, so I slowly returned to the dormitory, thinking about Ah Huan, but I didn't see her when I entered the house, and when I asked someone, I said: "Wei Niangzi said that she was a little unwell, and she took leave to Song Niangzi and retired to rest." ”

I knew that I had indeed broken her heartβ€”even the palace people in the palace who had just received the rod did not dare to retreat and rest without the master's words, and she had always done an excellent job of her face, and it was really remarkable that she was doing this today.

I wanted to go to her immediately and apologize to her, but I was afraid that Shangyang Palace was not as good as my palace, with mixed personnel and unknown relatives, so I lied that I would get up early and be sleepy for a while, and send everyone away, and asked Xianxian to watch outside the door, and climbed out of the window.

It's not the first time I've done this, and today I happened to be wearing convenient men's clothes, so I walked out of the dormitory after a while, evaded the guards, and quietly arrived at Ah Huan's residence.

Although Shangyang Palace and Luoyang Palace are not far apart, the scenery inside is very different. Although the palace is magnificent and spacious, but because of the majestic palace and the large number of people, the dwelling is quite few, and there are no decent deacons, and there are few houses alone, but here is the forest is lush, the walls and tiles are low, the house is not very large, but the courtyard is wide, and there are always dozens of houses in each courtyard.

My father's harem was empty, and there was no one living in the huge Shangyang Palace, so I occupied a huge courtyard alone, and those who were slightly closer to the left and right all occupied one alone.

I walked under the window, first raised my eyes to look inside, and saw that there was no one except Ah Huan, so I shouted under the window: "Ah Huan." When she walked to the window and looked out, she said, "Here it is." He stretched out his hand to her against the wall, and when she saw that it was me, her face sank, and she wanted to close the window.

I hurriedly put one hand straight out to stop her, and she said, "Get out of the way, or I'll take the pole and I don't care if I hold my hand." ”

I didn't expect her to take such a thing seriously, and put her hand across there and laughed, Ah Huan glared at me, and really put the fork rod away, I hurriedly stretched out both hands, and was smashed by the window on my hand and it hurt, and I didn't care about it first, I was only busy getting up to open the window, who knew that she really caught me, and came to push the window to see, the window smashed on my chin from the bottom up, smashed me into a whimper, and called in a low voice: "Ah Huan, you let me in first." ”

There was no movement inside, I raised the window with both hands to look in, I was slapped on the shoulder, I was scared, and I turned my head to see Ah Huan standing beside me, and said angrily: "Go in." He turned around and walked inside.

When I saw that she was neatly dressed and had time to put on her shoes, my heart was astringent, and I followed her and mourned: "Ah Huan, my hands hurt, rub them for me." ”

She ignored me, walked to the door, bent down to take off her shoes, and went in barefoot, I looked at her for a while, and saw that she really ignored me, so I had to take off my shoes in pain, and hurriedly went in with her, and said as I went: "Didn't I send someone to serve you?

She said, "I want to be quiet for a while, and tell them to go to the garden by themselves." I walked into the inner room, took out a copper box from the box, and slapped it on my hand: "Wipe it yourself." ”

I opened the box, and saw that it was green and green, and I didn't know what kind of plaster it was, so I smelled it closely, only to feel the fragrance, and couldn't help laughing: "It looks like the smell of you." (Jin ↑ Jiang exclusive)

She sat on the edge of the bed with her breasts crossed, neither talking nor looking at me, so I had to bow my head and put a little ointment on the back of my hand. The windows in the palace are really made of solid materials, and the backs of my hands and hands were smashed out of the traces, and I didn't feel it, but this time I came back to taste, and gradually gave birth to a burst of astringent pain, and my jaw began to hurt, and I looked in the mirror and saw that it was also swollen.

If it was in my dormitory, this injury would be earth-shattering, but now Ah Huan is not distressed, I didn't think it was a big deal, I wiped it a few times, carefully covered the box, and respectfully held it back for her: "Thank you for your medicine, I used it well." ”

She rolled up the eyelids of one eye and glanced at me, but she didn't take the box, but said coldly: "You can use it well?"

I peeped at her as if I had pity, and I was happy in my heart, and deliberately said on my face: "It's not a big deal, it's nothing to paint it or not." ”

She glared at me, snatched the box, stood up, and said, "Sit down." ”

I sat down obediently, and she stood in front of me, dipped her hand in the medicine and made a few circles on the back of my hand, applied the ointment to the back of my hand coolly, and raised her chin to me, "Face up." ”

I lifted my face and let her apply it evenly on my chin again, and said with a smile: "I have only come to you twice, and both times I planted it on the window, and it would be better if there was no window in your house in the future." ”

She gave me a blank look, placed the box heavily on the dressing table, sat down in front of it, and turned away from me.

I took her mood at the moment, got up cautiously, slowly stood against her back, and said softly: "Ah Huan, I have something to say to you, I know that this is not very good, but this... It's important to you. ”

She looked at me, got up abruptly, walked to the window, closed it, then went to the door again, locked it too, and turned back to say, "Say it." ”

When I saw her like this, I hesitated again, lowered my head and looked at my toes, and then said, "Ah Huan, my aunt and she... Not ordinary people. ”

Ah Huan snorted from his nostrils.

I hurriedly said, "Don't get me wrong, I mean... She's probably even more unusual than you think. Niang... Your Majesty, in the future... What she will do in the future, I'm afraid none of you can think of it now. And the people who are implicated in doing these things... It will be a lot. ”

Ah Huan raised his eyebrows and said, "What does that have to do with me?"

When I saw her appearance, I hesitated even more, and it took a long time before I said, "I... I'm afraid of A-Niang. You're in danger with me. ”

She lowered her eyes and said, "As long as people are in this palace, when will there be no danger?

I stomped my foot and said, "It's not just this, if you were just an ordinary palace person in my palace, many things wouldn't have happened to you at all, but you and I... Like me, if someone knows... Moreover, I will always marry someone in the future. ”

I couldn't believe I could say something like that. In the past, when I heard the word "marry", I either avoided or procrastinated, and I always refused to face it directly, but now these words not only came out of my own mouth, but I even accepted my fate.

The uncomfortable feeling is only now coming up from the bottom of my heart, little by little, it makes my eyes red, tears fall quickly, and I wipe them away, I try to look at her calmly, and say word by word: "Ah Huan, I will marry someone in the future, and if I marry, I can't be with you." ”

She suddenly got up to look at me, I realized that I was about the same height as her, she had to tiptoe a little to look at me condescendingly, of course, even if she was as tall as me, her momentum was still the same as back then, staring, and forced me into a corner in one step: "Li Taiping, if you have a fancy for a young man outside, and you don't want to entangle with me anymore, then just say it, don't say something strange to coax me so twisted and round, I have seen a lot of tricks like this, I won't fall for you." ”

I was stunned and said, "What young man?"

She stared at me and didn't speak, her eyes were red, I thought it was angry with me at first, and hurriedly explained: "I don't have a crush on anyone, I... I am wholeheartedly devoted to you, and the emperor can learn from you. ”

She just sneered, and in the interval of the sneer, she pretended to snort inadvertently, and I knew that the red eyes were because she was crying, but this was more uncomfortable than her anger made me, and my own nose and eyes became hot: "I am with you all the time, what I have done in a day, who have I met, don't you know? It's okay for you to be angry with me, but you can't doubt me like that. You doubt me like this, and I feel uncomfortable. He grabbed her hand and pressed it on my heart: "You touch, it's beating so fast and uncomfortable here." ”

My heart was beating so fast, so fast. I could feel the blood gushing out of my heart, spreading all over my body, causing a wave of heat, and my face must be frighteningly hot at the moment, although I don't remember the last time my heart beat so fast, but I knew that the last time I looked like me would be scared enough to my mother, who had always been calm and calm, and had seen the wind and waves.

Ah Huan was also frightened by my face, covered my heart with one hand, and hurriedly said, "Okay, I don't doubt you, don't worry." Holding me to the bed, I shook my head and said, "Sit better." ”

She was about to go out to call someone again, and I grabbed her: "You talk to me, I'm not uncomfortable, my heart won't beat so fast, my heart won't beat so fast, then just stay for a while." ”

She looked at me suspiciously, I ignored her for the time being, closed my eyes, and listened carefully to the sound of my heartbeat, thanks to the fact that I found some abnormalities in my body when I was a child, I have paid attention to maintenance since I was a child, and there are imperial doctors who have carefully conditioned it, this problem is actually not very serious, just to scare Ah Huan, and now I see her compromise, I sit and adjust my breathing, and my heartbeat gradually returns to normal.

She kept looking at me, holding my hand, and as soon as I opened my eyes, she immediately asked, "How are you better?" ”

I looked at her, grabbed her hand tightly, and said, "As long as you're okay, I'll be fine." ”

She stared at me and said, "Why didn't you worry so much when you forced me to admit that you liked you, and now you have to worry about this again, don't you think it's too late?"

I looked at her in amazement.

She sighed, gently took my hand, and said, "I don't know how many people you've liked. I've only liked you in my life. I don't know if you're fresh for a while, or... I only know that once I know that you like me too, I... I can't let go of my hand anymore. I'm willing to be with you, even if it's just for a few days of pleasure, and for the future... If you want to keep me, I will live in your house, and if... You don't want to keep me, and when I settle down with these things, you will find a temple and become a monk, and you will live for the rest of your life. ”

Saying these words, as if all her strength had been exhausted, she hung her head, put her hands on her knees, crossed her fingers, silent as a stone statue, I hesitated to get up, reached out to take her hand, called her "Ah Huan", she did not refuse me as she had just done, looked up at me, there were tears in her eyes. (Part of the text has something to say in the author) 166 Reading Network