Since Tao Tao got married, he and his wife Zhang Wei have been living such a separate life.

In the beginning, Taotao needed to spend 40 days in the mountains, or more, before he could return to the provincial capital of Xi'an for about 15 days of vacation.

Now, the employer has adjusted the leave system for workers.

As long as Tao Tao is on duty for 30 days, he can go home and take a vacation for 12 days.

However, even so, Taotao works in the mountains every day, and after he gets off work, he is still full of worries about his wife and children in his heart.

Tao Tao doesn't know if this worry is caused by his occupational disease, or in the end, he is a person who is naturally sentimental and likes to worry about others?

Moreover, whenever it is more than 20 days and is about to reach 30 days, Taotao's worries about the safety of his wife and children are increasing day by day and cannot be alleviated.

Moreover, the problems that Tao Tao worries about every day are not the same.

Sometimes, he is worried about his wife Zhang Wei, and when he is driving, he accidentally bumps into a passerby.

If this happens, your family will be doomed.

Sometimes, Tao Tao is worried that when Zhang Wei was driving, he was accidentally hit by a semi-trailer or dump truck, causing his wife and children to leave him.

Even, Tao Tao also thought about what if a person like his wife, who has never been aware of security, who is big and careless, if he goes to bed at night and forgets to lock the door?

Isn't that a chance for the bad guys?

Tao Tao lies on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep.

It suddenly occurred to him that he was in the mountains, far away from his wife and son, and he didn't know how long this life could last?

Do you have to live like this for the rest of your life?

Unconsciously, Tao Tao suddenly thought of many of his classmates, especially those classmates and friends who work in the provincial capital, live with their wives and children every day, and have hot kang heads with their wives and children.

They live and work in the provincial capital, and they can not only take care of their wives and children, but also have a normal husband and wife life.

And oil workers like themselves, who are on the front line and on the front line, have no married life for a long time, and they can't take care of their wives and children for a long time.

This kind of life away from his family, away from his children, and away from his parents, made Taotao feel pain, feel unable to adapt, and feel hopeless.

And who is responsible for all this?

couldn't help but think of the double election meeting that changed his fate ten years ago.

As a son of the oilfield, Taotao is at the peak of oilfield development for him after graduating from university.

Therefore, the unit unconditionally recruits oil workers from among the children of workers.

As a college undergraduate, Tao Tao was fortunate to participate in the recruitment double selection meeting of Weiyang Lake.

At that time, at the double election meeting, there were five units: underground auxiliary plant, gas production, oil production, drilling, and hydropower plant.

The underground additives factory is the only one that works on the outskirts of the city and can ensure that workers go home after work.

At that time, Tao Tao, who was only 23 years old, didn't care about this job of being able to live in the city and return home after work.

He even felt that it was a very painful and boring thing to go home after work every day, and it was better to work in the mountains, free, unrestrained, and undisciplined.

So, Taotao at that time decisively chose the drilling team.

Since then, Tao Tao has become an oil worker working at the front line and the bottom.

Although after Taotao, he was successively transferred from the drilling team, to the cementing team, and from the cementing team to the oil production team, and traveled to many places and changed many enterprise departments.

However, what has not changed is that he still lives a life of disconnection from the city, separation from his family, and a barren mountain range.

And those classmates and friends who choose the auxiliary factory, they are obviously very happy and very lucky compared to Tao Tao, who can't go back to their homes, can't take care of their homes, and work in the field all year round.

The choice is greater than the effort, and who knows, this kind of decision, happiness and unhappiness, happiness and unhappiness, was only made ten years ago, within half an hour.

That is, the choice of less than half an hour has changed the same person and different fate.

Can't help but sigh and say:

"The opportunity to change one's destiny always appears when you are young and ignorant,

At that time, I didn't know how to choose, I didn't know how to grasp, and I didn't know how to cherish......

It is only now, after experiencing the hardships of the world, the hardships of work, and the pain of being separated from my family, that I truly understand how to choose and how to face it.

However, the opportunity, especially the opportunity to change fate, is no more. ”

I don't know what's going on, but recently, Taotao always feels that he is very failed.

He looked back that after graduating from college, his work, life, love, and marriage in the past ten years seemed to be all failures, and all of them were tossing.

At the beginning, I could have chosen the oil production team in one step, so as to work for ten years and achieve results.

However, he chose the drilling team instead.

In the drilling team, Tao Tao was large and small, and was injured no less than ten times.

In desperation, Taotao had to give up the work of the drilling team and came to the cementing team.

In the cementing team, Tao Tao changed from a regular worker to a temporary worker because of the change in the personnel of the unit...

During the two years of working life as a temporary worker, Taotao's whole mood was gloomy and gloomy.

The inequality of treatment, the inequality of wages and income, and the treatment that is looked at differently have left a deep imprint in Taotao's heart.

The two-year career of a temporary worker in the cementing team is also the lowest two years of Taotao's life.

In the past two years, he has been thinking about himself all the time, from a temporary worker to a regular worker.

Fortunately, three years later, Tao Tao got another chance.

So, he quit his job in the cementing team, so he was re-recruited and joined the oil production team.

This moment, a toss, has been more than five years have passed.

Although Tao Tao, has been working in the oilfield unit for five years,

However, because he kept resigning, recruiting, resigning, and recruiting, his length of service was always zero, and all his benefits started from new employees.

The mistake of choice has led to Taotao's time in the past five years, which has been wandering in place.

And in the past five years, Tao Tao has delayed not only his job opportunities, but also his marriage and his life.

After the work in the oil production team was stabilized, Taotao also started his own marriage.

In the face of marriage, it is still a choice.

When Tao Tao faced Rao Di, who liked himself, admired himself, and was optimistic about himself, he felt that this relationship would definitely not enter the palace of marriage because of his inferiority.

So, Taotao chose to give up.

And when Tao Tao met his ex-wife Cui Fei.

When facing Cui Fei, Taotao felt that a girl like Cui had poor family conditions and was ugly, so she should be able to look at a boy like herself who had slightly better family conditions.

However, Tao Tao was wrong.

Cui Fei not only looked down on him, but also cheated in marriage and cuckolded him.

The most hateful thing is that Cui Fei took away all of Taotao's savings.

In the choice of this marriage, Tao Tao felt that the possible girl was actually impossible.

Tao Tao thinks that the impossible girl, in fact, is a possible girl.

recalled the work, life, love, marriage in the past ten years......

Tao Tao suddenly felt that ten years of time, like a white horse, passed by suddenly, it was really a dream......