Chapter 62: Let's Wrap It Up
"They are planning to ruin my notice and marry me into the Yao family, if they succeed, will I have to admit it even if I am tortured to death in the Yao family?"
Gu Xi looked at her mother, and tears fell silently. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
"Isn't it?"
Everyone knows that she is having a hard time, and they all know that she is like a cat and dog who can be beaten and scolded at will in the Yao family, and everyone looks at her with sympathy.
But when she was beaten so much that she couldn't stand it and went home to ask for help, her mother cried and told her that a woman's marriage is a lifelong thing, even if it is bitter, she has to admit it.
But she didn't want to admit it, why did she admit it?
She thought that everything had started all over again, and as long as she could seize this opportunity, she would definitely be able to change her fate.
But why did her closest family make the same choice?
She didn't know what she was talking about.
All the things in her previous life and this life were chaotic in her mind, and she couldn't tell where she was in the blur of tears.
Did God really give her a chance to do it all over again?
"Mom, what do you want me to do, I'll give you my life back now, is that okay?"
"Mom is wrong, Mom won't do this again. ”
Wang Shulan was so frightened that she cried and hugged her eldest daughter and didn't let go.
She didn't make a big fuss, but she saw deep despair in the child's eyes.
The kind of despair that seems to be the only woman who has experienced the vicissitudes of a lifetime.
Wang Shulan's hands and feet were cold all of a sudden, and her hands trembled so much that she couldn't lift them.
But she insisted on reaching out and rubbing her eldest daughter's hair.
Tears fell, repeating over and over again:
"Mom is wrong, Xi'er, you believe Mom, Mom will never do stupid things in the future, no, really not. ”
She really knew it was wrong.
She's got the devil shook.
It's not that I'm afraid, what if those things really happen?
But from that day until Cher left, she was robbed of all her attention by the miserable appearance of the little girl.
The palms and backs of her hands are full of meat, how can she accept that her little girl just left her like this?
Everyone in this family is more important to her than her life.
But the eldest girl's words seemed to wake her up all of a sudden.
yes, what she's doing.
How could she forget that the most distressing thing about being bullied was this child who never spoke.
But she never looked at the child, and she didn't comfort her.
What kind of mother is she, is she going to force her child to death?
She could see the despair in the child's eyes clearly.
If she continues like this, it's not that she can't live, but she will force her child to death.
"Believe Mom, you believe Mom. ”
Wang Shulan hugged hard.
The pain of being hugged tightly on his body made Gu Xi come back to his senses and listen to the incessant murmuring in his ears.
It took a long time for her to slowly break free.
"Xi'er?"
Wang Shulan grabbed her eldest daughter in horror.
"You let me think for myself. ”
Gu Xi's tears dried, and his voice was very soft.
He lowered his head and took a step back.
But little by little, his eyes became clear and firm.
Don't think about it.
Don't even think about it anymore.
She had actually seen it clearly for a long time, only now that she understood it better.
Then do it according to your previous arrangement, you will not be soft, and you don't need to think about anyone and anything.
Then, go and live your own life.
Gu Xi turned around.
Where can Wang Shulan rest assured, and hurriedly wants to keep up.
Gu Chen grabbed his mother.
"Mom is afraid of your sister'......"
Wang Shulan was so anxious that she cried, looking at her eldest daughter with anxious eyes.
After just now, where can she ignore the child.
"No, it won't. ”
Gu Xiaodi cut the railway.
Looking at his sister's figure, Little Brother Gu was so sad that he didn't know what to say, and his voice was astringent:
"Mom, if you really care about my sister, don't worry about her. ”
Wang Shulan couldn't help but tremble.
Junior Brother Gu didn't speak again.
He didn't know why he said that, he just thought that if his sister wanted to leave the house now, he would definitely not stop him.
His sister studied so well, and she was diligent and capable.
If there was no drag from this family, wouldn't his sister be better?
Night.
The room was quiet, and Gu Xi lay there with her eyes open.
I heard the sound of my little brother's breathing coming from the other side of the partition.
The child didn't dare to sleep because he was worried about her, and he would say a few words to her from time to time when he lay down, for fear that her heart would be uncomfortable.
Later, Gu Xi didn't reply and pretended to be sleepy, and he was too tired from working during the day, so he couldn't stay up and fell asleep.
Gu Xi waited for a while.
Hearing that the little brother was sleeping soundly, he quietly got up.
Slowed down his movements and put on his clothes, and then tiptoed to the ground, Gu Xi gently closed the door and walked out.
I turned on the flashlight and shone it, and it was almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.
The sudden bright light made the chicken coop move a little, Gu Xi quickly turned off the flashlight, and then walked out of the yard quickly, all the way to the small store at the entrance of the village.
In the northern summer, no matter how hot it is during the day, it is cool after dark.
Gu Xi walked quickly.
The whole village was quiet, and every yard passed was resting with the lights off.
It was only when I arrived at the shop opened by Chen Da Bai that some light came out of the window, mixed with the occasional shouting.
In the middle of the night, especially when a group of gamblers gathered inside, the gate of the courtyard was locked.
Gu Xi climbed in with his hand on the courtyard wall, approached the door close to the root of the wall, listened to the movement inside, and then opened the door and dodged in.
Before she could think about whether she could go inside any further and listen, she saw the door of the back room open.
Gu Xi quickly hid in the dark of the room next to him.
"In the vernacular, let your daughter-in-law get some food. ”
Someone came out with a cigarette in his mouth and shouted.
Gu Xi followed the light behind the man's body and looked in.
There were many people in the smoky room, and they were boiling under the lights, but they could feel their madness from so far away.
"Yo, Brother Yang, are you hungry? Okay, my daughter-in-law is asleep, I'll get you something to deal with." ”
Chen Dabai heard the voice come out.
I don't mind being called up in the middle of the night, and I laugh and chatter:
"How many people are eating, see you are going to stay up all night today?"
"You can do it, a dozen or so people can eat. Brother Yang spit out a smoke ring and waved his hand, "If you don't stay up late, you will sleep after eating, and you have to feed your spirits tomorrow." ”
"What do you mean? There are big fish?"
Chen Dabai's eyes lit up as soon as he heard it.
"Snort, you are a big vernacular, hurry up and cook, you are indispensable. ”
Brother Yang smiled crookedly, and couldn't help but gesture before turning around and entering the house:
"Let you speak, big fish, big fish, prepare more things tomorrow, let's eat meat and let you drink a soup, you can at least draw this number." ”
"Thank you, Brother Yang. ”
Chen Dabai hurriedly said.
watched Brother Yang enter the house with a smile, and then snorted at the back.
"What nonsense. ”
But thinking of what I said just now, I became happy again, humming a little song and going to the noodle bag to get a basin of noodles out:
"Eat, eat, eat, and make offerings to Lao Tzu when you are full. ”
The bigger the gang gambles at his house, the more he draws.
Chen Dabai was busy for a long time, carrying a pot full of noodles and sending it in, and yawning to go to sleep, Gu Xi came out of the darkness.
When Gu Xi got home, it was already past one o'clock in the morning.
Didn't alarm anyone to lie back.
I closed my eyes and counted in my heart.
It seems that there will really be an overall situation tomorrow, and the re-election of the village party secretary will also be tomorrow.
In that case, let's wrap it all up.