Don't say anything, let's go.

Most people and most partings often end with these five words, and the last two words have to be a little heavier to seem to highlight the taste of parting.

On December 11, 2012, I left the school, stood at the station in the county seat, listened to the cold wind, squeezed out a smile, and when I got on the bus, I said to my brother: Don't say it, let's go.

On December 13th, I was at the Weinan City Railway Station, Liu Dong and Dong's sister-in-law came to see me off, and I said: Okay, don't talk about it, let's go.

Liu Dong said: Roll on, remember to invite me to dinner when you make money.

Me: Okay, all right.

I am a person who dies as I am done.

Yiqing said: Do you know how long it takes to develop a habit?

I said, "I don't know, how long have you been talking?"

Her: It takes seven days to form a habit, but it takes four months to break it.

Me: So long?

Her: Well, yes, you see, if you count it that way, four months is about 120 days, divided by 7, it's about 17, and if I start falling in love with someone at the age of eighteen, and if I live to be 70, the middle 52 years is about 18,980 days, divided by 17 and about 1,116 days, that's about three years. That is to say, if a person really loves someone for three years, he has to forget it for the rest of his life.

I said, "Well, great, I'm really a science student, but the addition and subtraction of more than 100 digits is beyond my ability, so I can listen to it."

Yiqing: Get out.

Me: Okay.

That day, I got on the train with an MP3 in my pocket, the only electronic gadget I had on my face except for a cell phone now known as the Senior Phone. I looked out the window at the scenery speeding by, so cold.

As it got dark, my friend called me and asked, "What kind of job do you want to get?"

I said, "Well... It's okay if it's not illegal and doesn't endanger your life, and as for the salary, you just don't starve to death.

Him: You also call it a request?

Me: I just came out of school as a student, how do you make a request? If you really want to say the request, it is not nothing, for example, is there such a thing, that is, there is air conditioning in summer, heating in winter, indoor all year round, eating and living, every day the task is to drink tea and smoke and play games, and then you have to chat with beautiful female colleagues, 10,000 a month, this kind of thing. Do you have?

Him: It's faceless, isn't it?

I said, "Okay, don't talk about it, just look for it."

He said: In this way, Hancheng recently opened a new Chongqing Dezhuang hot pot, recruiting vegetable students and waiters, 1,040 a month, food and accommodation, do you want to go?

Me: One thousand four?

"What's wrong, less?"

"No, it's too much. ”

He was speechless: Are you doing righteousness or not, I'm serious.

"Damn, I'm serious, one thousand fourteen, a lot, it's done. By the way, are there any girls?"

He was speechless: the waiters were all girls.

"Do it, do it, do it tomorrow. ”

"What for?"

"Well,,, nonsense, of course it's work, or else?"

He smiled cheaply on the other side of the phone, and I hung up the phone with a look of disdain.

At this time, the mood is a little better, at least there is a fall, the original nervous heart, but what he doesn't know is that the nonsense I talked to him about is completely because I am forcibly reducing my pressure, so as not to let myself be too depressed, after all, I have just come into contact with society, and it still takes a process to completely transform from a student to a young person in society. At that time, I always wanted to be a little more mature. At first glance, people seem to be that kind of social person, not a student, but later, I always wish I was still a student.

When the bus arrived, I stood in the middle of the crowd, not knowing where to go, or even lifting my left or right foot.

At this time, a curved beam motorcycle stopped next to me, and he looked at me: This winter, just a long-sleeved jacket, why didn't you freeze to death?

Me: I have clothes, but I don't wear them.

Him: What kind of clothes? Down jacket or cotton jacket?

Me: No, another set of long sleeves and jackets.

Him: You are so cheap that you have not been beaten to death at school?

Me: I don't know, these days, there are a lot of sluts, and I'm so cheap, and there are more than 10 million disciples and grandchildren. Hey, it, don't go.

He obviously had enough of my nonsense and walked away with a fire. Hear my voice and turn around: Don't speak, run over or I'll leave immediately.

I carried my 25 dollar Nike bag, which was my favorite brand, especially the NEKE logo on it. Damn, someone even said I was fake, and I almost got into a fight.

Ride all the way to his rental house. There was a table in the room, a bed, a hair dryer on the table, and a bunch of kneaded cured beef coverings on the bed, well, basically all the belongings.

He said, "Stay here for one night, and I'll take you to the store tomorrow."

Me: Okay.

He put down the key: You sit and rest, I'll go buy food.

After he left, I opened my phone and looked at dozens of unchecked messages on my phone, including Brother Apologetic, Liu Dong's, Qiang Bo, Yiqing's, Li Biyue's, and of course, my 200-pound head teacher.

The phone rang suddenly, an unfamiliar number, and I picked it up.

"Hey, Xu Shuang?"

"yes, what's wrong, who are you?"

"I'm your homeroom teacher, where are you running? ”

I thought: Damn, I don't go to school now, and I dare to be so cruel to me.

I said: I won't go to school anymore, don't beat me, hang up, break the school, Lao Tzu will not go in this life.

Without waiting for him to get mad, I quickly hung up the phone. Thinking of the head teacher on the other end of the phone who was holding a weight of 200 pounds on the ground, I was a lot happier.

As for other people's messages, I didn't reply.

Liu Dong's: Did you arrive, and you didn't say a word, did you die halfway?

Sorry brother: Get it well. Three words are simple and straightforward.

Strong: If you don't like others, you still don't have enough self-cultivation.

Li Biyue's: You go listen to the song "Say I'm Not Leaving" by Xiao 5, and give me an answer after listening to it.

Yiqing's: I didn't say a word when I left.

Then there were some things that told me to take care of myself, including calling me a bastard.

I thought to myself: I'm sorry, I've already made a choice, if I turn around and run back at this time, I won't let people laugh to death, buddy is so good-looking, besides, after I go back, my head teacher won't beat me to death. I was in a cold sweat when I thought about it, and quickly told myself that I would not die if I came out, but I would definitely die when I went back.

After eating, the two of us chatted for a while, and then slept in his pile of "cured beef".

The next morning, I brought my usual stuff with my bag, including a change of clothes and an MP3 from the girl. Riding his motorcycle, braving the cold wind, I went to my first place of work.

What caught my eye was a three-story hot pot restaurant, and after entering the door, two girls wearing cheongsams shouted: Welcome.

I took a closer look, damn it, this dress is really good, and it feels like a thief.

I said, "No need to be welcome, I'm here to report, who are you looking for?"

One of the tall girls took me to the manager's office.

A young woman in a formal dress got up from a chair and looked at me: What is it called?

"Xu Shuang"

"How old are you?"

"Sixteen"

She frowned: So young, not yet an adult?

Me: I am seventeen years old, and I will soon become an adult after the New Year.

She smiled helplessly: Well, it's quite a young man. Come to work tomorrow, someone will take you to the dormitory later, you pack your things, and go to work tomorrow morning.

Me: Okay, thank you, sister.

She: My surname is Zhang, and I will be called Manager Zhang in the future, and I can be called Sister in private, do you hear?

I thought to myself: Master shouts to you, sister, and it is time to score, I don't serve yet, cut.

Of course, I just thought about it, and didn't dare to say it.

When I went out, I found a home textile store, the owner was an ugly old lady in her forties, and when I came in, the handsome guy was long, and the handsome guy was longer (I don't want to be short. It made me feel like I was in a state of ecstasy. I had a hundred yuan left over from my body, and I originally planned to buy a set of black-hearted cotton quilts and mattresses to make do with the winter, but her tongue was really powerful, and I didn't carry it for long, so I bought a single mattress of 90 yuan in a daze. That's it, the old lady seems to have sold me at a loss, and she looks distressed. I'm sorry, but Oscar really owes you a little golden man.

When I went out, I found out, damn, there is no quilt, how can I play with this? What should I do if I freeze to death? I don't know the place well, and I don't even have a person to collect the body. But when I thought that I would lose face if I went back, I gladly accepted it.

Also, the so-called dormitory is actually a storefront suite in an urban village. There are two shelf beds in front, a bathroom in the middle, and two shelf beds in the house, no air conditioning, no heating, not even an electric fan, nothing else. Of course, this is the men's dormitory, and the girls' dormitory is on the second floor behind the men's dormitory, with four people in a room, with a private bathroom, a balcony, and a washing machine. Damn, why.

At this time, the dormitory came in.

He saw me: Are you new?

Me: yes, what's wrong.

Him: Oh, hello, I quit my job today to pack my things.

I handed him a cigarette and he told me that he was serving in the back kitchen and felt that the salary was too low, so he quit his job and went home for the Chinese New Year.

When he saw that I had no covering, he asked, "Where is your bedding?"

Me: Ah, no.

Him: In that case, I don't want mine, you don't want to use it.

I looked embarrassed: How can I do it, you paid for it.

As he spoke, he moved to his bed, for fear that he would regret it.

He looked at me in surprise: You are really a strange person, and your skin is thick enough.

Me: My mother said, thick-skinned and well-fed.

Him: Alright, I won't talk to you, I have to go.

Send him away, I sit on the bed, is this about to start a new life? Is this what is called going with the flow? Tomorrow, the first time I go to work in my life, what will it look like? I smiled, what about the ball, mix it up for a day, count it as a day. Thinking of this, I am calm again.