Shortly after I settled into my first job and was already promoted. The undercurrent has already begun to surge in the store. It's just that all this, simple me, can't see, let alone think.

I don't know that I'm going to start going through parting again, and I sometimes always think about why people meet, get acquainted, and be so speculative, so worried and depressed when they have to separate in the end. Later, I gradually understood that everyone has their own life trajectory and their own path to go, and we are just passers-by in each other's lives. In the end, they disappeared from each other's lives, then they broke off contact, and then they never saw each other for the rest of their lives.

I remember it was just the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, and the busiest time had passed, and the busiest time was about 50 tables in the store, and each table was not allowed to eat for more than two hours. From morning to 12 p.m., I lose count of how many tables I have to take, how many dishes I wash, and how many miles I have to run. I just remember that I dragged my tired body after work every day, so tired that I didn't want to talk or eat, and I didn't even bother to go to the toilet, so I went back to sleep. The quilt is still the same quilt, but I'm so tired that I can't feel the cold, and I call that feeling numbness.

At the meeting that day, there was a strange man, he took over the shop, and the big boss Yu went to Xi'an to reopen a bigger one. The second boss, Mr. Duan, and Mr. Liang, the big gangster, stayed here. When the new boss came, he drove a blue Ferrari, talking in front of the team, talking about how to be nice to everyone, but it seemed that everyone didn't treat him well, and no one applauded after speaking, and the atmosphere was very embarrassing. This was followed by the announcement that I had been dismissed, and many personnel changes, and the original manager, Sister Li Na and Li, who had picked me up in one hand, resigned and returned to Shanghai. When she left, she told me to work hard, saying that there are things that can be learned in any profession, and as long as you are willing to work hard, life will not treat you badly. Then she left, and she told me that she was going back to Shanghai to open her own shop and that she wanted to see me again. I'm used to this kind of thing, and I know that I can't keep what I should go, and I can't stop what I want to come. The ends of the world, the rivers and lakes are far away, everyone has to find their own place to settle down, I can only say one word, I wish you well.

A series of personnel changes have changed the taste of the whole store, no one is always laughing and bickering, and the new leaders and new officials have taken office with three fires, burning all kinds of burns everywhere. In my spare time, I am no longer allowed to huddle in a private room, laughing, and doing other things. Standing at the door of their respective private rooms, they even changed the music in the hall, and replaced all the songs with pure erhu music and pure guzheng music, everyone was not satisfied, and the people who came to eat were not satisfied, but everyone dared to be angry and did not dare to speak.

Sister Fei and another woman, Li Juan, one of them is going to be promoted to manager. It's just that Sister Fei is very arrogant, she doesn't care about anything, she continues to laugh and joke with others, and she never picks up the new leader, and she goes to work every day in casual clothes, and she doesn't wash her face or makeup. Anyway, I think this is her way of protesting, she's like this, can't get used to it, can't get used to it, euphemism, non-existent. In fact, I later learned that her boyfriend is very rich, he is very hard in the background of the local state-owned enterprise, and he has a lot of power, and she can have a lot of money to spend without going to work, but she wants to live proudly and live on her own. The woman who came to the store early told me that many places told her to go to work, and she was very good at doing things, but she didn't like to worry about it, so she came here.

After a week, Sister Fei continued to be the supervisor, and the woman was promoted to the manager, and she was coquettish in front of the new boss every day, in fact, everyone knows how she got into this position, but no one wants to find herself unhappy. After all, when you go out, you want to be rich and stable.

That day, Sister Fei came very late, and the smiling face of the past was gone, she called me into the largest private room, still stripped off the remaining underwear, I don't look over. She didn't speak, she didn't tease me like she used to, she changed into casual clothes, put her formal clothes for work in a bag, pulled a stool and sat down, and I went over to sit down.

I asked her: What's wrong?

She: Xu Shuang, my sister is leaving.

Me: Where are you going? I'll go with you.

Actually, I knew she was leaving, but I just didn't want to face it.

I asked her: Why.

She: I know no, my sister doesn't care about the manager's position. It's just that you want you to understand that not all people are as kind as you, and it's better to walk arrogantly than to be unhappy with others here.

I lowered my head: Oh, got it.

She lifted my face: You know, you are too young, too kind, you can't play with this society, you don't bully others doesn't mean that others won't bully you. I can protect you here, even if you leave this store, in this city, I can protect you, but I can't protect you all the time, you always have to leave here and live your own life, so you have to grow up slowly, you have to have your own heart, you have to remember that you are a man, you must have the ability to protect your women and family. You know?

I nodded.

Her mobile phone rang, but she hung up the phone, stood up and told me, your brother-in-law is coming to pick me up, send my sister out.

We went all the way, I didn't speak, and she didn't speak, but I had heard enough of this parting word, and I had said enough.

There was a domineering car parked in front of the store, and a tall man stood next to it. When he saw the two of us coming out, he came over.

He was the first to speak: You are the brother Xu Shuang that your sister always said?

Me: Hmm.

Him: Pretty handsome, no problem.

I smiled reluctantly.

Him: By the way, wait, your sister specially explained.

After speaking, he took out a piece of Great China from the car and handed it to me: Take it, your sister gave it to you.

I shook my head.

Sister Fei said: Take it, sister knows your thoughts, and I won't have a chance to give it to you in the future, be obedient, take it.

After saying that, he shoved the cigarette into my arms.

said again: Sister is gone, no one will take care of you in the future, so if you don't feel good, let's go.

Me: Got it.

Her: Okay, let's go.

The two got into the car and left.

I pushed the door open and walked into the store and went straight to the manager's room.

Me: Leader, I don't want to be a waiter anymore?

"Why, is it not that the feeling of the supervisor does not let you do it, there are emotions. ”

"No, I just don't want to do it, go back to the food department and serve the dishes, right?"

"I know you have a good relationship with Duan Xiafei, she resigned, and you are not happy. ”

"It's okay with that, I just don't want to be a waiter. ”

"Okay, you can tell Fan Kefei and go. ”

"Okay, got it. ”

Then I started to go back to the starting point and start serving the food. Because the taste of the waiter has changed, there is no longer the laughter of the past, and it is replaced by various small gangs, everyone is not smiling, each hiding his thoughts, and I really hate this atmosphere.

One night, there were many people in the store, and they ran all night, a plate of vegetables was more than 30 catties, and they couldn't lift their arms with soreness, and then they put the empty plates on the first floor into a frame and hugged them in the back kitchen. Running all the way through the staff passage, because the staff passage often has oil spilled down, it was very slippery, my feet slipped, the frame fell to the ground, and then the whole person fell down the stairs in an instant, and I couldn't move. When Xiaohong saw me falling, she panicked, quickly threw down the frame in her hand, and ran towards me.

"How does it feel, serious?"

I relieved for a long time, and I breathed a sigh of relief: it hurts, I can't move, help me up first.

He called two men, carried me into a private room, and put me on a few chairs.

A group of people looked at me anxiously and asked me if I was okay.

I lay down for more than half an hour before I felt better, and then Xiaohong and Feng Dong helped me to the hospital and began various examinations and films.

There was no major problem with the examination, it was just that it hurt when it hit the stairs, but it couldn't be careless.

The next day, I made up my mind that I wasn't going to stay here.

I told the leader my intention to resign, and I couldn't stand the pain for less than five minutes, and I had to support the chairs on both sides with both hands to barely stand.

The leadership agreed to my resignation.

The next day, I came to the store to go through the resignation procedures, everyone said goodbye to me, in fact, to be honest, I feel that no matter where I go to work, the popularity is not bad, then I will be more diligent, the dirty work is basically my bag, and I don't like to worry about people, so everyone is happy to get along with me, Wang Chenchen looked at me unhappily.

I took out a few packets of chicken feet from my pocket, I usually like to eat pickled peppers, and she likes to eat sauce-flavored ones.

I smiled and said, "I can't eat with you in the future." Don't miss me.

I looked at her with a smile.

She didn't speak either.

Then I said goodbye to everyone one by one, Miss Lu, the tea master, as well as the kitchen and the bar. Finally, he walked to the door and looked at Wang Chenchen: Don't you say a few words?

Her: Why, so suddenly, not prepared at all.

I smiled: "Do you still have to prepare? hehe... Let me start with that, I wish you happiness.

After saying that, shake hands with her and say goodbye.

The moment I pushed the door, I looked at the place where I had worked for half a year, and I felt a lot of emotion, and my first job was over. I didn't expect to leave in such a way.

I think this is probably one of the flavors of life - parting. We are like this, learning to be strong in parting again and again, and learning to face setbacks again and again. Every time you go a way, you forget the companions of the previous road, from one environment to another, all the relationships are powerless, this time is too thin, the wind blows gently, it disperses, when you leave, please remember each other's smiles, give each other blessings, and suddenly look back, life is a movie that cannot be played back.

May this time give you not only sadness, hardship, but also tenderness.