Chapter 70: The Silent Father's Love
Sikong Jingxue looked at the back of Sikong Zhi walking towards the bedroom, and found that his palm with his little thumb hooked was so familiar.
Gradually, a sullen breath in her chest made her more and more uncomfortable, her brows furrowed slightly, don't overdo it and forcibly suppress this uneasy emotion.
Sikong Zhi approached the door, suddenly stopped, half-turned, turned his head and looked up at the family photo on the table, and said. "If you want to come back in the future, don't care if I'm not home. This is your home, you can come back whenever you want, I don't want to be kicked out by your mother when it rains heavily. ”
After speaking, Sikong Zhi entered the room.
Fatherly love is silent, and if you feel it, it is not fatherly love. The same is true of the fatherly love shown by Sikong Zhi.
Because love and father are opposed. Sikong Jingxue thinks that her marriage can be blessed by her parents, and she can live together as a family in harmony, talking and laughing.
But at that time, he had always regarded himself as a butterfly-like careful care of his father since he was a child, but he was strongly opposed to himself, in order to break up himself and Ye Yifan, he even went to Ye Yifan to negotiate in person, saying that it was a negotiation, but in fact, it was a threat to add a temptation.
At that time, the expectations of his father suddenly fell to disappointment, and from that moment on, the two turned from love to hate.
In four years, the hatred in my heart was almost exhausted. When he saw his father again, Sikong Jingxue was not speechless, but he didn't know how to speak, which was even more difficult to say than greeting strangers.
"Hey, Li Wen, come over here, well, buy some more food and come back. ”
After Mei Yu hung up the phone, she glanced at Sikong Zhi who walked into the room, and then turned her head to look at Sikong Jingxue. When he found that Sikong Jingxue's tightly knit brows were red, and a crystal teardrop overflowed from his eyes.
Mei Yu knows that in the past four years, Sikong Jingxue has bid farewell to family affection and this family, and she has not felt guilty and blamed herself.
Sitting quietly opposite Sikong Jingxue, looking up at the luxurious decorations around the house, Mei Yuxiao had tears hidden in her eyes and thought about the past. "I remember when you were a kid and you were very naughty and curious about everything. At that time, your father was only an employee of a courier company, and once I had a serious cold, and your father was worried that I would infect you, so he took you to work. That time when he entered the elevator, he came out and found that he had left his bag at the front desk, and then he told you not to move, and he ran back to get the bag, and it took only two minutes to go back and forth, but when he came back, he found that you were no longer there. He looked at the sign standing next to the elevator for repairs, and when he saw the numbers flowing down the elevator, he ran down the stairs like crazy. ”
Mei Yu raised her hand on the table and continued. "At that time, you were only one and a half years old, and you were not as tall as this table, so you couldn't speak well when you could just run. Running down from a 30-storey building, your dad faintly heard your crying, and with your cry he had to run down like a mad dog, and your dad said afterwards that he was going down the stairs at that time, definitely the fastest in his life. ”
"When I ran to the underground parking garage, I saw you looking up at the elevator and crying, poor like an abandoned orphan, seeing your pitiful appearance, your father cried on the spot. From then on, your father swore that no matter whether he was by your side or not in the future, he would protect you for the rest of his life. ”
Sikong Jingxue wiped her tears and looked at Mei Yu with a blank expression. "When did this happen, why haven't I heard you mention it?"
"It's your dad, it's your dad who won't let me mention it to you. Because of this, he blamed himself for not daring to look at you for a long time, and seeing his sad appearance, I also hid this matter in my heart. ”
"Actually, how much your father loves you, you should know better than me, and now seeing you two like this, I am caught in the middle, and I am more uncomfortable than the two of you. Ay... But the two of you are both dead, so arrogant that neither of you wants to bow to each other first. ”
Sikong Jingxue sat silently, but she was condemning herself bitterly in her heart. When I grew up, I took everything my parents gave for granted, so I gradually faded the love of my parents in my feelings.
Four years ago, I wanted to live with the people I loved, to seek a new continent in life, to have children, and to start a new chapter.
Up to now, at this point, Sikong Jingxue firmly believes that she has done nothing wrong, and in the past four years, although she has had a hard time, she has also verified that Ye Yifan is the man she can devote her life to support, and her choice is also right.
However, the fault was in his attitude towards his family back then. Especially for Sikong Zhi, at that time, he was impatient, not calm enough, and his emotions were rebellious and impulsive to never reflect on things.
Sikong Jingxue was thinking, if his current self went back to four years ago, would the result be different?
When Mei Yu said that she had never mentioned this past to her, her heart ached as if she had been squeezed hard, and she could understand her father's feelings at that time.
Because...... She also has a child now, and she can empathize with the fear of loss.
At this time, Sikong Zhi, who had changed his clothes, opened the door and walked out, holding an umbrella in his hand, glanced at Sikong Jingxue, and then walked towards the door silently.
If she wasn't here, Xiaoxue might have stayed at home for a while.
Sikong Zhi put on his glasses, looked at the unending torrential rain outside the door, stood at the door, and instructed. "Don't eat your mother's cooking, eat too much and have diarrhea. ”
Listening to Sikong Zhi's words, Mei Yu was surprisingly not moved by this this time, her eyes looked at Sikong Jingxue, observing the changing look on her face, when she saw her hands clenched into fists on the table.
I saw Sikong Jingxue slowly stand up.
"Dad!!"
After opening his mouth with difficulty, he finally broke through the heavy and dense defense line in his heart, and turned to look at Sikong Zhi, who had already opened his umbrella at the door. "I'm sorry!!"
At this moment, Mei Yu cried, crying out with wrinkles on her face.
Sikong Zhi's body stiffened, the umbrella in his hand fell out of his hand, looking at the pouring rain in front of the door, his eyes swelled, and then rolled down like rain.
"I was wrong!!"
Sikong Zhi stood at the door for a long time, and only after bending down to pick up the umbrella did he speak. "In the past few years, your mother has often whispered to me in my ear, and I can hear the calloon in my ears, you have a good chat with her, and I will go out to breathe. ”
Seeing Sikong Zhi walking towards the door, Mei Yu said angrily. "Your dad has this weird temper, eighty percent of them are crying, and now they just want to find a place where no one is going to vent. ”
Sikong Jingxue looked at Sikong Zhi's back blankly and did not reply.
Li Wen will be back immediately, and he will leave after eating. Mei Yu came to Sikong Jingxue's side, stroked her back, and said. "Your dad actually forgave you a long time ago, and now, he just can't forgive himself. You say that he is not strange, I really don't know how I survived with him for half my life. ”
Hearing Mei Yu say this, Sikong Jingxue, who was already laughing low, couldn't help but laugh.
After smiling, I suddenly thought of Ye Yifan in my heart.
Rest...... Inadequate.
Lifetime...... Not long.
Before Sikong Jingxue left, Sikong Zhi did not come back.
It's already four o'clock in the afternoon, and the rain outside has stopped. Mei Yu stood outside the door, reluctantly grabbing Sikong Jingxue's hand. "Xiaoxue, don't go to work at all, I'll raise you and stay at home with your mother for a few more days. ”
"Mom, I have someone to raise, you don't have to worry about it in the future. Sikong Jingxue replied with a smile.
When I talked about Ye Yifan in the afternoon, I heard Sikong Jingxue say that now Ye Yifan has written a novel, and he can earn hundreds of thousands of dollars in one day.
It's hard to believe when you think about it.
Knowing that Sikong Jingxue has never scolded people and doesn't say anything big, Mei Yu didn't question it after hearing it, and was more happy and relieved for Sikong Jingxue.
"You can have a good life, Mom is happier than anyone else, remember to bring him with you next time you come back. Mei Yu instructed.
"Mom... I think it's better to forget it. ”
"Don't worry, your dad is a soft-hearted guy, and when you go home today, he must be happier than me. ”
Sikong Jingxue paused and replied. "It's not because of this. ”
"Why? Is he unwilling?"
Thinking of Sikong Zhi's harm to Ye Yifan back then, Mei Yu didn't need Sikong Jingxue to explain, and she could understand it in her heart. "That's okay, Mom knows, you can discuss it with him later. ”
"Hmm. Sikong Jingxue nodded and said. "Mom, then I'm leaving. ”
"Well, go ahead, be careful on the road. ”
"Mom, goodbye. ”
Seeing Sikong Jingxue get into the car, Mei Yu waved and shouted at her. "Don't forget, come back when you're free, and Mom will cook for you. ”
It wasn't until Sikong Jingxue was about to drive out of the villa area that Sikong Zhi came from somewhere, came to Mei Yu's side, looked at the black imperial tiger, and said. "Don't say anything about cooking in the future, no one will dare to eat. ”
Mei Yu, who was hit, did not refute Sikong Zhi in this matter, turned her head and squinted at him, grabbed the umbrella from his hand, and said. "The children have apologized to you, you don't have the courage to suffer, I'll see how you face Xiaoxue next time. ”
After Mei Yu finished speaking, she grabbed her umbrella and walked towards the villa.
Leaving Sikong Zhi alone, he looked at the exit in a daze.
At this time, a man walked over from the direction of the flower garden, and it was the same person who helped Sikong Jingxue hold an umbrella.
Came to Sikong Zhi's side, bowed his head and said respectfully. "Boss, Miss should be going back to Yuanchang City at present, please do you want to continue to follow. ”
Sikong Zhi left a word, then turned around and walked towards the villa.
"Don't ask me this nonsense again. ”