"Indeed, I wanted to leave, in large part, because I wanted to forget my feelings......

"But, in addition to that, I actually want to take this opportunity to take a look outside and broaden my horizons. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Hehe, I was thinking, maybe, when I go out and come back again, maybe the current troubles may no longer be troubles in my eyes at that time!

"Maybe I can really let it go!"

Speaking of this, Fu Wenxuan couldn't help but smile bitterly, but Gao Ran could still see a trace of hope in his eyes.

"Come to think of it, it was because of this glimmer of hope in his heart that he finally convinced himself that he wanted to try to 'go out'......"

Thinking like this, as a friend, Gao Ran was willing to help Fu Wenxuan for this reason-if he still insisted on leaving with her.

"Another ......"

While speaking, Fu Wenxuan instinctively quickly restrained the emotions that had not yet had time to be truly revealed, and then said, "Through this incident, I have also made one thing clear for the first time......

Speaking of this, Fu Wenxuan obviously showed a trace of struggle, and he actually became a little eager to speak and stopped.

When Gao Ran saw this, he immediately realized that the next words, if he was willing to say it, it must be something that he had not yet fully accepted, but it was a fact!

However, if even so, he is willing to tell her the truth, then for truly acknowledging him as a friend in his heart, Gao Ran feels that the speed at which she accepts him may be much faster because of this!

Just because she knew that if he was willing to speak, then the courage he needed was no less than the courage she needed to accept him sooner!

This point, in Gao Ran's thinking logic, has long been automatically understood as an "equivalent exchange": he has paid considerable courage to show his sincerity to this friendship, so she will naturally pay a considerable amount of courage to speed up the speed of sincerely accepting him as a friend.

In Gao Ran's understanding, this "transaction", the weight of the courage paid by the two should be comparable!

As for Gao Ran's thoughts, Fu Wenxuan was not aware of anything. He was still trapped in his emotions and thoughts, struggling alone...... But in the end, he chose to speak out......

It's not because of how much he trusts Gao Ran, or because he wants to show his sincerity in this friendship......

To be exact, he didn't have the extra mind to think about these things at the moment, he just wanted to say it very simply—whether it was for himself or for Gao Ran.

It's just that one day, long after this incident, when he suddenly recalled today's incident again, he felt that he didn't seem to be addressing anyone, he would want to say it......

"Alas—" he let out a long sigh before he said slowly, "Actually, no matter how much I like Yu'er, in the end, the most important thing for me is not Yu'er, but myself!"

"Frankly, if there was any hope, I wouldn't have given up so easily!

"However, if I knew that there would be no hope, and I knew that if I continued, it would only become more and more painful, and in the end, I would still not get what I wanted...... So why do I have to let myself continue to suffer?!

"I don't want to, and I don't want to!

"Actually, all day, I was thinking...... Life is only a few decades in the world, why do I have to live this life in pain, instead of choosing other possibilities, so that I can get some happiness from other possibilities?—even if it would mean that I have to give up the rain completely......"

After speaking, although Fu Wenxuan was still frowning and his face was painful, his eyes were unusually firm!

When Gao Ran saw it, he already knew it, "It seems that he has already made up his mind and made a decision! Moreover, it seems that it is still a decision that will not be changed easily!"

"Alas, Wen Xuan, you are really confessing......"

In addition to sighing so painlessly, at this moment, Gao Ran didn't know what kind of reaction he could give him.

Who made her know very well in her heart that Fu Wenxuan at this moment only needed her casual and uncaring business, rather than any comfort, sympathy, or support.

He didn't need her to have any thoughts or attitudes about his decision, he just needed her to be a "professional" listener, so that he could confide in her the anguish and struggle of his heart with peace of mind, peace of mind, and without any psychological burden--just because he wanted to say, just wanted to say.

"Huh, confess?!

"Where is this 'confession'?!

"Rather, I don't intend to hide anything from you!

"What's more, I believe that with your wisdom, even if I don't say anything, as long as you want to, then what I think in my heart, you will think of it yourself sooner or later!

"In that case, why should I bother to hide it from you?!

"It's just that I'm a little puzzled, why didn't you have the slightest surprise after listening to what I just said?!

"Don't you think I'm selfish?!"

When asking like this, Fu Wenxuan's eyes looked at Gao Ran, full of uneasiness, and there was a faint trace of expectation that he didn't even notice......

However, Gao Ran, because she had to always maintain the posture of a bystander who "has nothing to do with herself", made her always keen insight suddenly decrease a lot-she also didn't notice the trace of expectation in Fu Wenxuan's eyes......

She just thought ******** how to deal with Fu Wenxuan, who was in an extremely sensitive state at this time, was it appropriate?

In her opinion, this alone is enough to consume brain cells! How can she have any extra energy to pay attention to anything else?!

"Selfish, Hehe, Wen Xuan, no matter how selfish you are, can you be selfish with me?!

"Don't forget, what do you admire most about me?!

"You're not stupid, how can I be stupid?!

"You never mentioned it, but I know it in my heart!

"After all, this bit of self-knowledge of mine and the honesty I have with myself are among the few strengths I have—though in most people's eyes it may be more like a disadvantage......

After that, Gao Ran pursed her lips a little disapprovingly, to show her disdain for others' evaluation of her!

"Heh, you really know yourself......"

After listening to Gao Ran's response, Fu Wenxuan, who was originally in a bad mood, is inexplicably better at the moment!

Not only that, but he was even slightly interested in Gao Ran's self-selling and narcissistic words just now, and because of this, he began to jump out of his original self-immersion a little unconsciously, and began to be able to "see" other people other than himself - and that person was Gao Ran.

He was finally willing to think about what others other than himself thought - and he did so unconsciously.

"It turns out that you already knew...... It turns out that you know everything......"

He didn't know if he was talking to himself or to Gao Ran just now?!

However, Gao Ran thought he was talking to her!

She didn't forget that at this moment, she was much more sober than Fu Wenxuan!

Or, rather, at this moment, she is the only one who is really awake!

Therefore, as long as she has the opportunity, she will never let Fu Wenxuan, who finally jumped out of the "self-immersion", have the possibility of falling into it again!

It's just that that kind of feeling, whether in her previous life or this life, is all too familiar to her - although the reasons why the two of them are here are different, but the final result, she believes, should be about the same......

And the last thing she wants to see is that Fu Wenxuan will eventually become "almost" with her! )